Another thing I noticed last night while wearing 2 sprays of P131 is that I do not fidget at all when wearing it. I am not overly antsy, but while waiting in a lengthy line, I do tend to shift my weight from foot to foot and perhaps fiddle with my keys.
I was waiting in line for ice cream last night and I realized I was stone still. I didn’t move around at all, my keys were in my hand but they remained in the one hand, never wiggled them or anything. I felt very at ease, peaceful and calm, without the need to move. I don’t know how to adequately describe this feeling. I just felt very serene.
I also noticed that the people around me were coming into my personal space, and this did not bother me at all. Usually that would be something I would not like. I get nervous when there are people crowding me, but I didn’t flinch. There were a lot of smiles around me, as well. Now, we were at an ice cream place, and it IS amazing ice cream, so that could explain the smiles, but there was one guy who kept giving me really dopey smiles, and he didn’t look drunk, so I am thinking he was getting some effects from the P131. He was kinda cute, so I smiled back and he actually blushed!
Because I felt I should test this theory, I wore two sprays of P131 today before I went out to do some stuff. Again, I was not fidgety at all. Stood very still in line, just very at ease. Waited in line at the deli and was totally unfazed by the long line ahead of me. Normally when I am in a long line, I get agitated because I know that things are going to start bothering me. I have a noise disorder and sometimes I can only stand being in the store for just so long. Long lines at the deli or checkout can cause me anxiety, but not with the P131 on.
Previously I had paid attention mostly to the mental effects I was seeing, such as the ability to stop my thoughts from swirling around in my head and just let stuff roll off my back. This was different, this was not just mentally calming, it was physically calming as well. I may even still be funny, LOL, but I was trying to observe the physical effects and wasn’t really in the arena to unleash my nutty side. I will save that for work tomorrow, I know some of my regulars will enjoy it. although Hot Scott won’t be in for three weeks because he is building a house about 15 miles away…
So, P131…makes me funny, perverted yet strangely serene! Good stuff! Make lots of it! I love it!