Somechick's Journal

A long time ago, when it first came out, I posted how it creates this okay with saying whatever is on your mind thing. This of course can be very dangerous around bitchy people. In your case…well :slight_smile:

Lol perhaps its the new IH?

It may be! LOL, I can think of a few people I should try it on, if that is the case :wink:

Soooo, I have been trying out the P130 still, haven’t gotten to my P131 or P132 because I am too intriuged by the P130!

But I have to be honest(maybe it’s the self effects!). when I wear it, I do get very serene and calm but when it is wearing off I get very impatient. I can feel myself getting agitated over things like waiting for someone to count correct change, or not knowing what they want to order when I ask them if they are ready after staring at the menu for 20 minutes…

Another thing I need to admit…I find myself obsessed with sex! It makes me want sex BAD! TMI ahead…It doesn’t actually arouse me physically, but I do find that I can’t stop thinking about how BAD I want it, and my mind just seems like it’s on a slide show shuffle of pornographic images! My mind has been in the gutter since it first climbed there 30 something years ago, but man! I am BAD when I have P130 on! I just keep picturing Mr W and I doing VERY naughty things! And I haven’t had sex since I got this stuff!

If it effects Mr W the way it effects Hot Scott, we could be in trouble( and I HOPE SO!):wink:

Minor thoughts on P130, and P131 makes you a laugh riot(and possibly a pervert)!

Okay, so P130, I love it! I wish I had gallons of it! But it definitely makes people say what they think even if they shouldn’t! I love the self effects still. It makes me so calm and lets me collect my thoughts and not obsess over things. I can think one problem through before moving onto the next instead of letting myself get overwhelmed by all the things swirling in my head. It is good stuff! Unless Hot Scott is around, then I find out things I have no business knowing!

I finally got around to trying the P131 that I ordered. I forgot that it came in Coconut Vanilla, so when I sprayed it, I was a little surprised. But I like it and it blends fine with anything I have paired it with. I sprayed it on my forearm, one spray and took a big sniff. LOL, probably not a good way to test, but it gives me max results and I like that!

First time I tried it, was on Monday morning. I had worked alone on Sunday, it was a madhouse and I didn’t get shit done. So, I knew that I was in for it on Monday when (formerly) Bitchy Co-Worker came in. She was going to be wound, because she was going to be behind the eight ball and I couldn’t do anything about it. So, I thought I may as well try the P131 and see if maybe, just maybe I could get something out of her that would be an obvious result, good or bad.

Wellllllllll…She was quiet for about two minutes then she was quite light spirited, as was I. We got to work, a nice easy pace, no friction whatsoever. This is VERY unlike her when she comes in on a Monday and finds the store in the state it was in. We were relaxed, joking around, getting along well. We have been bonding lately, in a way she never has with anyone else at work. She is only rarely bitchy now, and it is usually short-lived. She even brought in pictures recently to share. She has NEVER done that with anyone! WOW!

So, somehow the conversation turns to Travis Tritt in black leather pants and she just loses it! She is married, and has a son, so I know she is a sexual person, but she has NEVER , ever, commented about finding someone attractive or had any type of sexually based conversation. Well, she lost it so bad thinking about Travis in his leather pants that she threw away a bowl she meant to put in the sink and then put the breakfast burritos in the cooler instead of the oven! She couldn’t focus, and she was even giggly! I didn’t think there was a thing on this Earth that would make her giggly! It was a riot!

The next day, I tried 2 sprays and I have to admit that it made me into the class clown. I was in rare form and the customers were cracking up, though there were a few who walked out shaking their heads. I get that a lot, so I am used to it, but they were laughing a lot, too. Bitchy Co-Worker told me to stop being so entertaining because she was going to pee her pants if I didn’t shut up and usually when she tells me to stop being so entertaining it is because my other co-worker doesn’t get any work done because she is too busy listening to me! She also threatened me with violence(empty threat) because I was being a smart ass, but she was laughing hysterically. too.

I got a letter from school later that day, and after reading it, I had nuclear warheads coming out my ears and I was as tweaked as I have ever been. If I had called the school at that point to discuss my feelings about the letter, they’d have assembled a SWAT team to get me into a straitjacket!

I had to go take Mr W dinner, and didn’t want to go down that pissed off, because he was having a hard day, so I sprayed two more sprays, this was 12 hours after the work sprays, and in five minutes, I was thinking about things calmly, though I am still pissed about what is expected by the school. I got to Mr W’s and began telling him about it, but apparently I was doing so in such an amusing manner that he just sat there laughing his butt off at me. He was in a BAD mood earlier, and this put him in as light a mood as I have ever seen him in, when alcohol( or sex) was not involved. He actually shoved me out the door because he was laughing so hard, his stomach hurt!

This morning I had a spray, just ONE spray! of P131 on and Hot Scott was in while I was out putting out the newspapers. I don’t know if it is related, but once again, he felt he could say something very sexual and damn me for noticing, but he was very visibly effected by me! OMG! I did NOT need to see that! I am not one to check out a guys equipment normally, so I don’t know if the P131 made me more likely to look, but I am going to blame it anyway! LOL, that lets me off the hook for noticing! I also had on IS, but that doesn’t make me piggy! And I doubt that is what made him, er, aroused…unfortunately, I think that is just me!

Oh, and when wearing either P130 or P131, Hot Scott felt the need to touch me while giving me his money. He has been coming in for a year, and he has never touched me, but when I wear one of those, he lets his fingers slide along my palm while paying for his stuff…

Yeah P130/1 makes people say WHATEVER is on their minds. I am grateful I don’t work around anyone. One of my girlfriends hates it though because she told me all kinds of things I had no idea she was into. Apparently it can even bring up repressed fantasies. So yeah I’m with you on this report.

My vote for TOTW :slight_smile:

Wow! I feel like a Rock Star! I am not sure I am TOTW worthy, but THANK YOU!!!

You ARE a rockstar!

Yay me! When Hot Scott gets all ‘excited’ to see me without even touching him, I kinda feel like a rockstar! LOL

Another thing I noticed last night while wearing 2 sprays of P131 is that I do not fidget at all when wearing it. I am not overly antsy, but while waiting in a lengthy line, I do tend to shift my weight from foot to foot and perhaps fiddle with my keys.

I was waiting in line for ice cream last night and I realized I was stone still. I didn’t move around at all, my keys were in my hand but they remained in the one hand, never wiggled them or anything. I felt very at ease, peaceful and calm, without the need to move. I don’t know how to adequately describe this feeling. I just felt very serene.

I also noticed that the people around me were coming into my personal space, and this did not bother me at all. Usually that would be something I would not like. I get nervous when there are people crowding me, but I didn’t flinch. There were a lot of smiles around me, as well. Now, we were at an ice cream place, and it IS amazing ice cream, so that could explain the smiles, but there was one guy who kept giving me really dopey smiles, and he didn’t look drunk, so I am thinking he was getting some effects from the P131. He was kinda cute, so I smiled back and he actually blushed!

Because I felt I should test this theory, I wore two sprays of P131 today before I went out to do some stuff. Again, I was not fidgety at all. Stood very still in line, just very at ease. Waited in line at the deli and was totally unfazed by the long line ahead of me. Normally when I am in a long line, I get agitated because I know that things are going to start bothering me. I have a noise disorder and sometimes I can only stand being in the store for just so long. Long lines at the deli or checkout can cause me anxiety, but not with the P131 on.

Previously I had paid attention mostly to the mental effects I was seeing, such as the ability to stop my thoughts from swirling around in my head and just let stuff roll off my back. This was different, this was not just mentally calming, it was physically calming as well. I may even still be funny, LOL, but I was trying to observe the physical effects and wasn’t really in the arena to unleash my nutty side. I will save that for work tomorrow, I know some of my regulars will enjoy it. although Hot Scott won’t be in for three weeks because he is building a house about 15 miles away…

So, P131…makes me funny, perverted yet strangely serene! Good stuff! Make lots of it! I love it!

Some thoughts about P131 mixed with MX422 and some TOTALLY INAPPROPRIATE CONTENT

Hmmmm, one spray of P131 and three sprays of MX422 and I am silly, smily and want to sing…I CANNOT sing, I am really bad, really, really bad…but I feel like a future American Idol contestant when I wear this combination! LMAO!

I was in an incredibly upbeat mood, (formerly) Bitchy Co-Worker and I have been bonding big time and she was pissy when I got to work, but suuuuuuper mellow after I had been there for a 1/2 hour or so. She hurt her back, usually this makes her someone to you would avoid harder than a rabid wolverine. She’s about that warm and fuzzy when she is in pain. We are training a new girl, she may be on some kind of medication, we aren’t sure, but she is like training the girl from ‘50 First Dates’…she seems to get it after you have told her 23 times, showed her pictures and drew her diagrams, etc…then tomorrow, it is like she is hearing it for the first time. I wanted to scream! So, that is why today, I wore the above mentioned mix! Voila! Able to train dimwits with the best of them! hmmm, almost makes me a superhero!

Speaking of superheroes, is there some kind of special power that helps you give men a visible erection from across the room? Because Scott has a definite problem around me. Not that it isn’t impressive, but I am not going there. I wish I could do that for Mr W lately. He has had some issues, totally unrelated to the bedroom, but he is letting all this keep his mind outta the gutter and I want it back in there! I need some lovin’, it has been too long!

I just placed an order for some of my old favorites, TAC, TAA, P83 and IS/b!

I have been trying so hard to get here to post and it has been crazy around my house! I have a few things to say and I think I will break them into a couple of posts to make it easier to read.

This one is HOW I KNOW PHEROMONES WORK

30 mcg TAA, 50 mcg EST and 30 mcg P83 and I am unstoppable! It makes me feel like I can take on the world! I love the way this mix makes everything seem do-able. If I add 20 mcg P74, then I am unstoppable and apparently very approachable because this makes everyone around me want to help me with something.

If I wear the above mix into my local Target store, every male from 18-80 wants to talk to me! I cannot get away from the guys in electronics if I am shopping for toys. They migrate across the aisle to assist me! A kid about 18 turned around and came down the feminine hygiene aisle to ask me how I was and how my day was going. He had just walked through my pherocloud, that is the only thing I can think of to explain this stranger coming over to talk to me, and then kind of hanging around me when he had nothing to keep him there. He was an employee but had nothing to do in that aisle at the time.

There is an older man who comes in the store I work in and he is very gruff and grumpy with everyone. Lately he has taken to coming in when I am there, wearing cologne and a bolo tie. All the other girls are teasing me about him, and he is in his late 70’s, early 80’s! He gets all flustered and calls me ma’am when I wait on him!

There is a young cop who comes in and hangs out and eats his lunch. He seems to like my cooking better than anyone else’s because he quietly asks me all the time to make certain soups next time, he will pull me aside and say, “can you make the chowder next time?” or something to that affect. He asks me to add extra love to his lunch and today he asked me where I had been, if I made the soup(I didn’t, he didn’t get it) then he asked when I was working again, when I told him not until tomorrow night, he said “Aw, I will miss you!” (meaning he would be out of work before I came on). Then he sat in the parking lot and did paperwork and peeked in the window at me until my shift ended! LOL, he is quite a flirt much of the time!

I ran out of time, must go pick up my son, but I will come back a bit later and finish this post! Thanks for reading!

Ok! I am back!

Hot Scott is still giving himself fits over me, he knows my schedule and comes in on my early mornings, because he says he needs his ‘fix’ and he flirts so bad! I asked him why he was all nuts over the fat girl at the mini mart and he said he doesn’t like fat girls just sexy ones. Now, this man is SO hot, it’s not funny and I am short, voluptuous and have had a somewhat limited appeal for a loooong time. I dress like I fell into a Goodwill collection bin and came out dressed, so no one really knows what is under my clothes except Mr W(who likes it that way). Most guys are not into the hourglass girls anymore, but lately I have tons of attention!

Then there is Phil who got a decent hair but when I met him, he looked like Flock Of Seagulls gone bad(for those old enough to get the reference, you know that is not a good look!). He is 27 and deternined to get me to go out with him. He keeps asking for my phone number, says he is going to wear me down and when I told him I had someone in my life, he said, “are you married?” and I said “No,” and he replied, “then that is just a bump in the road” He is soooooooo not my type, though, besides being waaaaaay too young!

So, as you can see, I am very popular lately, and I have spent the last 15 years being invisible. This is very much not the norm! It is, however, amazingly good for a girl’s ego and I have experienced a hueg boost in self esteem.

(Fornerly) Bitchy Co-Worker calls them all my fan club, because they pointedly admit that they are coming in to see me! Well, except the bolo tie man, he is too quiet to admit that! She says she is starting to get a complex because so many people flirt with me now. It is quite amusing. And actually, it makes me much more positive about many things in my life.

I used to have mostly bad days with the ocassional good day, but it is so rare to have a truly bad day now that I can’t remember when I was last desperate and desolate . I know that pheromones helped me turn my life around. I believe that. They might be only a tool and I had to make it work, but it was the right tool for the job and I am back on track. I just know that something good is just around the corner, and it has been years since I felt that way!

A little story from today, because it’s funny!

I have naturally curly hair and it is a long and a little wild. I went to the beach today for the first time in forever(see, another way I know pheromones work, I couldn’t live without the beach before) and my hair was very windblown, so I touched it up a little with my tapered curling iron before work, just a few unruly strands tamed and my bangs touched up, but like 75% natural still…

Guys usually love my hair but women usually like more trendy styles. Today this woman came in and when she got to the register she said, “Okay, don’t get offended because I am married and I swear I like guys, but I have the hugest girl crush on your hair! Is it natural?” So I told her about the beach and the curling iron and she just gushed(yes, gushed) about how gorgeous my hair is, then got really embarassed and basically fled! Stoner girl co-worker was cracking up! then kept telling me she was feeling all ‘girl-crushy’ towards me, until Bitchy had to yell at her to get her work done!

I’m telling you, it’s the pheromones! This is not something anyone would ever have said to me before!

ooooh I am so excited because I’d never thought to use p130 that way! I just figured it eased my own social anxiety… Now I cannot WAIT to maybe mix it with some Eow and see the hits!!

Thanks for the idea!

I confess :slight_smile: a girl with curly hair does something to me!

I have been AWOL for months now and I apologize. Not that I think it was a huge loss! There is always something going on here.

I had a post all ready in my mind on the morning of December 14, but I needed to get some Christmas shopping done for my dad, so I put it off. While I was shopping I received a call from my sister and I almost didn’t answer because I HATE talking while in a store. I answered and my sister told me that my dad had collapsed and was rushed to the hospital. I told her I was on my way, ran to the pharmacy of Target, begged them to check me out, burst into tears and then headed for my truck.

I was a few minutes into the ride, talking to Mr W, telling him what happened when the hospital called me. I will never forget that call.

The nurse was very kind and told me that my dad had collapsed and been brought in. I asked if he was going to be okay, and she said they tried a lot of CPR, then she paused, and I knew…

My dad was gone. I have lived with him all my life, and taken care of him since I was 17 years old, when my step-monster left. We have been a team for so long, I hardly know what to do without him. That probably sounds juvenile to most, but my family has lived in the same house for more than a hundred years and there are always multiple generations living here. It’s just how we have done it since we were a farm family and had to rely on each other.

I am now in a position of having to go through probate and possibly leave the only home I have ever known. He had no will. It is a complicated story and something he was trying to remedy when he died. Now I have to pray that my brother and sister don’t let greed dictate what happens next.

My dad died so unexpectedly that I am still reeling and it has been two months. He wasn’t sick, he was having some pain from bursitis and carpal tunnel but was otherwise healthy at 72. We had a nice conversation the morning he died about the deer in the backyard and Christmas, and about getting out Christmas tree up that weekend. Then he said he had to go. I told him to have a good day and he said okay, and out the door he went. Three and a half hours later, he was gone.

Now for the bitter irony. The night before he died, my daughter, who is nine, my dad and I were talking about mortality and how at some point you realize that you are rushing headlong towards death and there is nothing you can do to stop it. That no matter how much you want to live, or how much money you have, it is inevitable. My little girl asked him if he was glad he had lived longer than his parents had, and longer than his younger brother. He said he was glad to have seen her grow up this much and hoped he’d get a lot more years to watch her and her brother grow. I told him he had to live 30 more years. He said he wouldn’t make 30 but he’d do his best to make as many as he could. Fifteen hours later he dropped dead in the street while towing a customer’s truck from an accident.

He loaded the truck on his ramp truck and dropped in the street. The fire department and police rushed to him immediately but he was already gone. He just died, just like that. No warning, no signs, but no suffering and no pain. I am devastated beyond words, but also glad I didn’t have to watch him suffer like my mother did with cancer.

Now, I am sure no one is still reading, but I feel I should explain why I have been non-reporting for so long. I will be writing up some stuff about my phero adventures, also. Hopefully someone will read that.

Another episode of HOW I KNOW PHEROMONES WORK!

I have been wearing my mix of TAA, P83 and P74 a lot lately because that is what I have had the most of. For some reason this mix has made me the most popular customer among the teenage male cashiers at my local grocery store. I don’t know what it is, and neither do the girl cashiers( my BFF’s daughter is one of them), but they all clamor to wait on me! It is hysterical! I have been invisible all my life and I am now 44 years old, and the high school seniors all want to chat me up! I mostly go through the checkout that my friend’s daughter is at, and then they boys yell at me and remind me how long it has been since I have been through their line! They even remember what I buy!

I want to add that the vibe is not sexual at all, lest anyone think I am going to go all Mrs Robinson on the boy cashiers. It’s more like they treat me like I am the cool mom in the neighborhood, even though they are not my neighbors.

A random reason I also know they work, is because people routinely think I am at least ten years younger than I am, sometimes more like fifteen years younger. I have aged fairly well, I don’t drink, smoke, do drugs or tan, so I have no wrinkles yet. Really! NO crow’s feet at all! I am a little proud of that. I do have some gray hair but only Mr W ever mentions that. Everyone else just tells me how much they love my curls.

A guy who used to never have the nerve to talk to me at all, is now all happy to see me every time I go to the bar Mr W likes to go to! He could NOT find his tongue for the longest time around me, but after he came to my dad’s wake(he knows my brother but didn’t know we were related) and gave me a hug and got a big whiff ofmy pheromones, he is suuuuuuper friendly! And he says I have the best hair ever! LOL

Bitchy co-worker really came through when I lost my dad, too. She always said she didn’t allow herself work friends, and she never had. But she made me dinner, offered to help me if I needed her, and sent me a card and she wrote " I do love you" in it because I always tease her that she SAYS no work friends, but she loves me anyway! She is actually pretty cool to work with now, for everyone. I KNOW it’s because she is around my happy juice so much! She can’t resist.

Everywhere I go lately, people want to hug me because of my dad. His wake had a waiting line an hour and a half long. He was beloved. When I get a hug lately, I hear how good I smell from everyone and they always want to take a big deep breath of me before they let me go, and some people don’t want to let go at all, which gets awkward!

The first meeting with the lawyer for estate stuff was a hugfest, because he is a family friend. He came out of his office and said “someone smells amazing, who is it?” we all looked at each other, he sniffed me and proclaimed it was me! A few minutes later, his wife came in, hugged us all and said the same thing! She can’t wear perfume, one of their kids is allergic, and she was all in love with my scent! And I wasn’t wearing any cover scent, just the neroli that comes with my pheromony goodness!

Hot Scott came in to the store on my birthday, which is VERY unusual, because he doesn’t live close enough to come in on a Sunday. He kept sniffing me, too. I think he will take any excuse to get close to me, but I try very hard to keep my distance from that one! He has stated quite plainly that he wants to do naughty things to me, and I will do nothing to jeopardize what I have with Mr W.

And speaking of Mr W…he would never tell me he loved me, because he never felt he had the right. I told him about my dad after talking to the nurse and I told him flat out, " I know you don’t want me to say it, but I love you. I didn’t have the chance to say it to my dad, and I am not going to miss the chance to say it to you. I love you" . A little while later while at the hospital, he texted me and said You Know I love you…and he hasn’t stopped saying it or showing it since. Maybe attributing that to the pheromones is a little much, but I swear they have helped me to get him to open up when for years he wouldn’t. No matter what. I didn’t start making any progress with him until I found them. I believe they helped me tear down some of his walls. I know they have torn down some of mine.

Simply stated, they absolutely work…

I also would like to write about something that AD sent me as a free gift with an order that I placed not long after my father died. I am not sure I should, as I don’t know if it is cool to talk about something not in stock.

If I get the okay, I will elaborate.

And I am still in love with TAC, I think every girl needs a bottle. I swear, it does intensify orgasms and for me at least, I think I find them better even when I don’t use it. I think it’s kind of like I am trained to expect a better orgasm, so I get one. I still use the TAC, but if it’s not handy and I can’t use it, I still have better ones than I used to. Maybe it’s just me, I don’t know…but I am very happy! :smiley:

I have been away a looong time now. I have kept my eyes on the reactions of people around me every time I am wearing my pheromones, though.

I read somewhere in this forum that TAL was a cougar maker and since I had a to-go in my purse, I tried it on one night to see if it did anything. I must say, it did seem that the young’uns were giving me more than my fair share of attention. However, it seems that the under 30 crowd are really drawn to me lately. I do not know why!
Hot Scott is over 30 but under 40 and he is extremely flirty, but then he has been for a long time now.
The cute car salesman that I bought my Tahoe from in May, did lean in for a nice long sniff the first night I decided to out that TAL to the test. he told me I smelled good and looked hot that night.
I will continue trying this out. I just ordered another to-go of it.

P74 seems to be the ‘get something for free’ pheromone for me. I had been wearing it as part of my usual mix but decided to bump it up to 40 mcg and see what happened.
I got a free car care kit when I bought my Tahoe, which I wasn’t supposed to get because it was used. May not seem like much, but I had already negotiated a deal that was almost too good to be real on it. Later that same day, I got free dessert while out with the kids. I didn’t complain about anything, was pleasant and just smiled at the restaurant manager when he walked by. He came over and said, ‘we are giving your table free dessert tonight’ and he did! And this was no chain, it was a nice place!

There have been other incidents of free stuff, too, but my daughter is screaming for me to come help her with homework, so I will come back later and add to this post.

I love P130 when my head is spinning because it makes me able to just let it all go and breath! More later!

Hope everyone and everything here is well!

I always think I am going to find the time to post here and I never do. I apologize to my imaginary readers…LOL :slight_smile:

So much has happened in the last year that I just have a crazy life now. I keep thinking it will calm down, but I have had to face the fact that this is my life now. I don’t have much down time.

I am currently single, but hoping that things will continue moving in the direction they seem to be going with Hot Scott. We have had industrial size sparks going for quite some time now. I was wearing a little P78 and some TAH last week when he came to plow my driveway. He got out of the truck and I was standing quite close to him. He leaned in towards my neck, said 'oh you smell gooooooood…" and the next thing I knew he was kissing me! I haven’t kissed anyone except the former Mr Wonderful in 6 years! Oh, but I liked it! I did have some perfume on as well, but I don’t know if I can mention it here. I am going to attribute the kiss to the pheromones, though, because I had just put them on in hopes they would get me a hit. The perfume had been on for hours.

I love to wear P130 to work. It makes for a great day with my formerly Bitchy Co-Worker. She and I are like Thelma and Louise these days, except hopefully there will not be a scene with a convertible and a giant canyon. I know in my heart that my pheromone use helped me with her. She was a tough cookie but once we broke the ice, we are tight now. It’s great because we are a good team. I have another co-worker who seems to have adopted me as her big sister. She is a cutie pie. She has had drug and alcohol problems in the past and has been really good at staying clean for a couple of years now. She seems to want a better life for herself and I would say that the pheromones have helped her open up to me, too. She’s a good kid and she has a little boy with the most gorgeous blue eyes.

I still really love P74. I wear that a lot when I want people to open up to me, it seems to work really well at breaking the ice and keeping communication open.

Now if only I could find a pheromone that would make the former Mr Wonderful want to leave me alone. I know I used them to help get him closer to me, and for a while that was great. Unfortunately, I did not know that years before I met him, he had huge problems with alcohol and cocaine. He was clean and sober for a long time, as he was when I met him. When he began drinking again, he wasn’t bad, and I thought he would be okay. I was so wrong. he became someone I didn’t know any longer. Then the pills and cocaine crept back in. I didn’t know this because we didn’t live together. I figured it out too late. He broke my heart so badly, he stole thousands of dollars from me, and I recently discovered he stole jewelry that belonged to my mom, that I inherited when she died. He still thinks one day he will come back into my life and I will forgive him. That won’t happen. We are beyond done. It is time to move on by myself or with someone else. Maybe Scott, maybe not.
I am a much stronger person than I was a year ago. It has been a really, really hard year, but one of incredible growth and learning. And I am so happy now. It feels wonderful to smile all the time, instead of worrying if I was doing or saying something that would piss off Mr W. I am so much better off now.

Can’t wait to see what is in the store, and see what is in store for me this year. So far, I am liking it!