Somechick's Journal

I have to go to work, so I am posting this quickly.

I went to see him this morning and wore the same mix as in the post where he proposed EXCEPT I wore 50! mcgs of TAC, it was incredible and I remembered waaaay back, before him when I had a hard time having an orgasm and laughed! He has always done it for me, we have great chemistry anyway. But if I had had some TAC when I was married to my ex-husband, I might not have had to take care of myself so much! Not only does it make it much more intense, it makes it much easier to have one, or two, or um, several…

On a non-sexual(how boring is that!?!) note, I wore 30 mcg of TAA and 25 of B-nol the other morning to work, and WOW is that a happy maker! That is one upbeat, fun, cheerful as all hell, combo. I will have to remember it for crappy depressing days. I loved it, and was happy all day at work, even with the major grumplebumpkin I had to work with!

What have been your ‘good range’ of mu of P83, si vous plait? :slight_smile:

That is, for that lovin’ feeling… :smiley:

He seems really, really lovey at 3 sprays of 15 mcg /P83. He is super into me and very physically drawn to me. I love it! Add a little P102 and WOW!

Good luck! Let me know if you try it…

I wanted to get on here earlier because I had things to say, but things came up and I am now sooooo tired!

A random tidbit~

30 mcg TAA and 25 mcg B-nol= anti-bitch spray! and I could sure have used some today! My bitchy co-worker was in full on bitch mode today and I do NOT want to spend 6 hours with her tomorrow! I just had to order some more B-nol because those two are magic!

I also think TAH and P83 have turned me into a lesbian magnet! A very very butch car saleswoman came in the other night and she has been getting progressively flirtier…Friday night she kept trying to buy me candy! LOL! I think she was trying to sweeten me up!

My Mr Wonderful mix is still working wonders! He loves the P83, even though he doesn’t know it! and I love that it works sooooooo well on him! He is so huggy now, it’s awesome! But I have noticed that I feel really, really bonded to him, not that I wasn’t always, or I wouldn’t have put up with 4 years of shit, but when I put the P83 on, and I think about him, I feel soooo starry eyed, like a little lovesick puppy! It’s kind of funny, in a way. It is sooo crushy feeling and the other night when we were out, he was really drunk(thank god for hangover patches!) and he was all puppy-eyed at me, and telling me how awesome I am! I am so glad he finally realizes it. Not being conceited, just wanted him to finally see me without just seeing drama, and the pheromones have really helped that. I know IO and IH had a huge part in it as well. Those are some amazing tools!

I miss my IS/B like crazy! I do like TAH, but there is just something not quite there and I am not sure what. I am going to have to experiment. I did find a To Go bottle of my beloved IS/B, but I am hording it! I am afraid to use it, because I will fall in love with it all over again and then it will be gone and I will be unable to buy more…sniff:frowning:

Mr W is still wanting to marry me, but we still have to introduce him to my father, now if only I knew of a pheromone to make that easier!!!

Attittude is everything!

I wanted to write something about how pheromones have improved my life. I hope it doesn’t sound too cheesy.

After I had my son 10.5 years ago I seemed to hit an extended bumpy patch of life. My son didn’t sleep through the night until he was 4.5 and he screamed all day long. Sometimes for five hours straight. I have the video to prove it!

I lost the horse I had had for 24 years, then my dog died a month later. I lost contact with the brother I had been close to, I had a complicated recovery from my second c-section and almost died, my ex lost his job and we fell into debt.My mother, whom I was freakishly close to, passed away at 59. It goes on, but you get the picture.

I had battled post partum depression and tried anti-depressants, which didn’t turn out well. I spiraled into a period of negative energy and I couldn’t seem to find my way out. I met and lost the love of my life. He is reported here as Mr Wonderful, we are in contact now, he has asked me to marry him, but there is so much drama in our past, that until I wear his ring, I am not counting on anything.

I have been so low at times that I wasn’t sure I would make it. I walked the beach, every day, no matter the weather, sometimes in the water, even in winter, daring the sea to come take me, so my pain would go away.

Last summer I found AD and bought a few products to try. I originally bought IO, IH and IS/B, then I Shine. I have since branched into the Putatives and some of the Experimones, and the free MXs.

I have come to realize that the days of me being negative and depressed are gone. I know the pheromones didn’t do that alone. What they did do, is help me break the cycle. Some days when I was down, a couple of sprays of Instant Shine would perk me up. Other Days, some IS/B would have me feeling I could take on the world. MX397 made me feel powerful, vibrant and alive. My co-workers also benefitted, they they didn’t all know it! My bitchy co-worker is so much more pleasant now! I like to wear TAA and B-nol around her, it is my anti-bitch spray.

I have used P83 and TAC with Mr W and WOW! Amazing bonding, amazing sex. amazing conversations…

Because I have used the pheromones to bring myself up, I am much more able to shake off the blues. Yes, they still happen, but I have gotten so good at being happy, that it has become my natural state. I have lost that negative vibe. It has been a long time coming. I felt like I was under a dark cloud, but now I have found the rainbow. I know that even if I couldn’t use these anymore, I know how to be okay now.

There are still difficult times, I just found out one of my best friends is dating my ex-husband and that broke my heart. Not because of him, but because she knows how horrible he is to me, and how he is only a father when it is convenient, or someone is looking. She knows the truly awful things he has done, and yet she decided that our friendship meant less than him. She is still married and hasn’t even started her divorce, but they are now sleeping together. Honestly, I kind of feel for her, because I think there are better things she could do with 6 minutes of her time, but hey, some people are desperate!

I needed help to get myself up off the floor and I found it in a little spray bottle from AD. It’s all up from here! As long as I keep my positive attitude, I will be fine, and from here, it is looking good!

I have decided that I cannot wear EOW around Mr W. Every time I do, he acts aggressive. It may be total coincidence, but I like him sooo much better when he is all sweet and snuggly and under the influence of P83 and the others in my Mr W mix.

He has gotten so much closer to me lately. He used to be affectionate, but now he just can’t seem to keep himself from hugging me and holding my hand and rubbing the small of my back. He just has to be touching me. I LOVE that!

I went to see him last Saturday morning for a little early romp and I sprayed myself with 30 mcg P83 and 40 mcg of TAC and a spray of EST and the whole room was spinning, it was so intense! He wasn’t sure what hit him. I think he slept for 6 hours!

I also had an experience with the dad of one of my son’s friend’s. I had to go to school for a science night and on the way in, we ran into Chris. I have known him for 4 years now, I know his girlfriend and his ex-wife. He has always been friendly, but as I had been to see Mr W earlier, I was wearing my P83 mix. At first he was just typically friendly, then he was kind of DIHL, asking if I had new glasses, I do not, asked if my hair was different, it isn’t, etc…he kept following me around talking to me, very close, like we were sharing some secret or something. Then while looking at my son’s science project,he started rubbing my back! The small of my back! I looked at him and his pupils were HUGE! He was all sappy looking and staring at me, and I was more than a little uncomfortable. I moved away so he couldn’t touch me, and he moved to get close again. I kept side stepping, and finally I made an excuse to talk to someone else. Even then I could FEEL him looking at me! I guess the P83 works on him, too…must remember not to wear that anytime I will be going near school! Oh! and he told me I was stunning!

hmm p83 sounds amazing..but im not sure of which is better between that and TAC

Been away way too long! We are seriously short handed at work, so I have had almost no ‘me’ time and I don’t really like trying to type long reports out with the kids hovering!

First off, I have been trying out some P74 to see what I get out of people and I have found that people like to tell me very private things, and they DO NOT shut up! Here are some examples.

A lady I never met before came in to the store and as soon as she came up to the counter she started telling me she was doing her good deed for the day by buying food for the homeless man who is always standing somewhere in town with a "will work for food’ sign. I tell her that is a nice thing, I have helped him many times myself. She just starts telling me she wants to set a good example for her girls, who are 3 and 6 because her husband left her the week before Christmas, but she’s lucky because her father paid her car off for her( when she left I saw she drives a very expensive black Mercedes) and that she used to work at an exclusive spa but they got too snobby for her so she opened her own business, etc etc etc…she was like my new best friend! She had to walk through my pherocloud to go pick out the food she bought the homeless man, so she was exposed before she came up to me to pay. She seemed very intent on telling me these things, even waited while I waited on other people so she could keep talking. She was wide-eyed, almost DIHL staring at me, and very relaxed about opening up to a stranger.

She came in again the next day and acted in a smilar manner.

The lady at the deli in my local grocery store spent almost a half hour telling me about all her summer plans, and some of them were pretty personal things she was going to do with her husband. Granted, I shop there a lot and always greet her by name and chat for a few minutes, but usually about mundane things,

We are hiring at work, and a total stoner boy came in and asked for an application, then proceded to tell me his entire job history, even though I told him I had no authority to hire him. He said, “I know, I just like talking to you, It’s strange, but I feel like I HAVE to tell you…” (puzzled look on his face)

The young girl I work with went off on a long winded ramble one day about all her drug use and why she used to be so promiscuous, Waaay more than I needed to know, like what she used to call her ‘toys’…

I have heard so many things from so many people, even more so than when I wear IH. I don’t know what it is about the P74, but it is good stuff. It doesn’t seem to make ME as likely to blurt things out that I shouldn’t as IH if worn too close to the face. There are more stories but I am short on time, as always, and want to cover some other stuff.

I have really enjoyed the great mood that Molecule A brings to the people around me. That is all I wear some days and it just keeps things light and upbeat. I love it, and I need to go order some more…

I have tried a few of the MXs sent with my orders. I missplaced some of my notes on them,. but I can tell you this. I absolutely HATED with a passion the smell of MX442, MX444 and MX454. I scrubbed them off my arm with rubbing alcohol and I swear I could still smell them! I don’t know what they are supposed to smell like but OMG, I couldn’t take them at all, not even for a few minutes, so I don’t know what self effects they would have or how they would effect others. I am sorry :frowning:

I am still in love with **P83!!! **

I tried IS/a for the first time and I like it a lot, but will have to find my notes so I can be more specific. I know it made me have a slightly bitchier edge than the IS/b did. Less likely to take shit from anyone and I think that is kind of what it is supposed to do, make me a bit more Alpha. Not really a natural state for me, but Mr W just told me I need to be more assertive, so I think I am going to experiment with it around him and see if it helps me to be more assertive. I usually just try to go with the flow and keep the peace, but it might be nice to stick up for myself.

Ah, my absolutely beloved IS/b still makes me feel like ‘One Hot Mama’(Trace Adkins!) because it gives me such a vibrant, confident sex kitten feel that I can’t help feeling on top of the world. I love it, and I really think it has helped me to get my life back. I hve gotten out of my cycle of depression and other issues with pheromones, and IS/b is a huge contributor, along with the others in the Instant Line, P83, TAA, TAC, B-nol( still loving that with TAA as an anti-bitch spray!!!)

Tried TAF to help me focus on cleaning my house, and it definitely works! I will try it more to better report my results.

I will try to get back with more as soon as I can. I need to go catch up on everyone else’s experiences!

When you come back, you come back in a big way, somechick!!! :slight_smile: I hadda nominate ya for an award.

Looking to a another installment. :smiley:

1Alpha

Wow!!! Thank you! I am humbled! Will really have to find those other notes now!:smiley:

I cannot believe I forgot to relate this little story!!!

I got out of work a couple Fridays ago and was going to meet Mr W at his favorite local watering hole. I thought I was just picking him up and we were leaving, but when I got there he was talking to a friend, halfway to hammered and not ready to leave yet. So, I settled in with a drink( cranberry and orange, it looks like a big girl drink!) and started talking to two guys who grew up with my brother that I have known forever. About two minutes into conversation, Clay says, “who is it that smells so good?” and Doug says it must be me because I just got there and they didn’t smell it before that…

Well…before I left to meet him, I had sprayed myself with 30 mcg P83, 20 mcg TAA and 25 mcg B-nol and 50 mcg EST…again, I thought we were going back to his place to watch a movie and, well…I did pack some TAC in my bag…

So, anyway, Doug and Clay spent the next hour taking turns smelling me! They would NOT leave me alone. At one point Clay said to Mr W, “I hope she’s not your girlfriend or anything, do you mind if I keep smelling her?” Mr W said, “Yeah, she’s my girlfriend but when she gets tired of you smelling her, she’ll hit you and then I will hit you” LOL…

When I moved inside because it was getting chilly, I sat at the corner of the bar and every time one of them walked by they would stop and take a deep breath and say “God, you smell soooooo good! What is that!?” but of course I couldn’t tell them, that would ruin it! But it was funny, and everyone around us was laughing, but honestly, a lot of other people stopped for a sniff, too!

Oh, a note about IS/b…this is a stretch, because most people will not know wth I am talking about, but here goes…

In high school we learned about celebrities, one of whom was Clara Barton, the ‘It Girl’, because she was all that…

When I wear IS/b, I feel like the 'It Girl", just makes me feel like I am all that. I don’t get over-confident, because I lack self confidence most of the time, so it just kinda brings me up to a normal healthy sense of self. But, yeah, I feel like the “It Girl” and I gotta tell you, that is a verrrrrrrrrry nice feeling!!!

Oh and it makes me want to purrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr…:wink:

FOUL LANGUAGE AHEAD!

I just found out that the former friend who was dating my ex-husband this spring also tried to seduce Mr W last summer while we were apart briefly. Now, this is a girl who was supposedly my shoulder to cry on while I was dealing with the drama associated with our ‘break’. Someone who saw her all over him finally decided to tell me. Yes, I know we weren’t together, and it was a long time ago, but the point is that this is the absolute love of my life, and she knows how I feel about him! She is a total slut and while I can accept her lack of morals as my friend, it is hard to when she is trying to screw the man I love, and was hoping and praying to get back together with.
I don’t know how the hell she looked me in the eye and pretended to be my friend all this time!! She not only tried to seduce him, but another guy that wanted to date me(I couldn’t date him because I was seeing Mr W on the sly…)started seeing her after she started calling him incessantly, then she started seeing my ex! Oh, and she is still married, though separated! She’s been with more men while separated than I have been in my entire life!

I don’t ask for much, and I don’t need a pat on the back when I do something nice for someone, but I did SO much for this girl!
When she was on bed rest with her son, I went to the card store and picked out a Mother’s Day card for her, and my mother had just died! I was bawling in the store, reading cards to her over the phone so she could get her mom a card. I shopped for her nursing bras! I cooked for her, baked for her, made her brownies so that the minute she came out of labor and delivery she had warm brownies. I researched stuff online, did her shopping, etc. I also cooked and baked for her mother when she was sick and dying of cancer, even though it broke my heart having just lost my mom. I have taken care of her cat, babysat for her son , picked her up when she drank too much, listened to her vent at 2AM, I hand painted her wedding invitations and made her wedding favors!
And there is sooooo much more! Then she goes after my man, my wanna be man and my ex-husband!!!

SO, I need a pheromone that says, No more fucking with this girl!

I am sick to my stomach thinking of all this stuff. I get that she was never really my friend, but I was hers, and she hurt me very deeply. I don’t have to work with her anymore, fortunately. But she does still come in and I want to be sure she doesn’t think she can screw with me anymore! Maybe some A314?!

Oh, went to take Mr W dinner tonight and he couldn’t stay away from me! I was wearing 30 mcg P83 and 2 sprays IS/a and 40mcg TAH

I wore the IS/a because we got in a fight the other day when I asked him about the situation in the above post. I wanted to make sure there was no more fighting, so I was hoping to come across as a little more ballsy than normal.

I am not overly happy that he didn’t tell me, but I do understand that we weren’t together and it didn’t go anywhere and he was not obligated to tell me. I still think he should have, so I didn’t have to hear it from someone else. And I know this girl, even though he said no to going home with her, she isn’t above trying to get a little something something in the car, in the parking lot.So, while I believe he didn’t go there, I know how hard she probably tried…and it makes me want to hurl!

I don’t know if I came across as ballsy or not, but apparently I came across as quite squeezable because he was super huggy!

Is this for you to wear in her presence? I can help you with that. Give me some more to work with.

Yes, this is something I want to wear when I am around her. She is a very controlling, very assertive, alpha female and I am not. When we got along, it worked out fine. But now that she is Public Enemy Number 1, I want her to know I am not going to lie down and let her walk all over me, or cause me any more pain and drama.

I was even thinking maybe MX397, as that has given me a little of the attitude I think I need around her, but I am not sure…

Thanks, Steve! Any help is appreciated!

Popping in with a little report on a surprise FREEBIE I got in my latest order. I did order P131 with Free P132 in neroli, and it came to me in vanilla grapefruit, which is fine because I like that scent. I wanted it in neroli to match the scent of the other stuff I ordered…But, I am just happy to have my arsenal at my disposal again! Oh, P83, how I love theeeee…

Okay, so the surprise freebie was P130, which I know nothing about! I got it Monday and already had stuff on, so I waited until I could try it on its own. I had the chance yesterday, so I tried one 12.5 mcg spray. I have been battling some inner demons, mostly that I can’t stop thinking about how the ex-friend tried to jump Mr W and it’s tearing me up thinking about it. About ten minutes after my spray of P130, I realized I was still thinking about it, but I wasn’t about to cry, didn’t feel sick to my stomach, and though it bothered me, I was not as overwrought as I had been. It seemed that all the little thoughts swirling in my head went away. I always think too much and I sometimes have trouble settling my mind down when it is time to rest. The P130 quieted all that noise down and let my mind be restful. It let me relax and feel like I didn’t have a care in the world. I was headed to the beach for a walk and while that is my sort of sanctuary, it can also be a place where I beat myself up about things that are bothering me. On this occassion, I found myself feeling almost completely serene. I had a wonderful walk, found some great ‘treaures’ and played in the water like I didn’t have a care in the world.
I do have to admit that the one spray was to my forearm, which I then touched to my other forearm. I then took a big ol’ sniff of it, so I got some very good self effects right away.

The effects seemed to last between 3.5 and 4 hours. Then I realized that I was a little irritable. I was going to see Mr W to bring him dinner, and I sprayed two 12.5 mcg sprays to my throat, so I would still get self effects but so I couldn’t inhale it deeply on purpose. Again within a few minutes, nothing was bothering me, I was peaceful and serene, and when I deliberately thought about the situation that has been bothering me, I was still not happy, but I didn’t get weepy.

He seemed in a good mood when I got there, he got up to have his dinner right away, chatter was amiable, mood was light and lots of smiles from him, but not what I would call anything dramaticly different out of him. He was about 4 feet away from me while eating, so he should have been within range, but maybe the giant plate of spaghetti in front of him was more fragrant than I was…I guess I wouldn’t say that he was unaffected, I just couldn’t see anything that I could say was an obvious hit. I would like to try this on him on a night that I know he is having a hard time, and see if it will help him relax and become more peaceful. I really think it would work well on him.

I really like this one, and I really appreciate the inclusion of it in my order! Thank you, AD! This one is going right in my stash! I can’t wait to try it out some more!

PS, someone needs to take my exclaimation point away from me…

I also got P131 + P132 in grapefruit vanilla, with a freebie of P130 in neroli! Is the P130 definitely 12.5mcg/spray - mine says nothing on it?! Interestingly the P131 + P132 are 5mcg/spray but a couple of weeks ago I got both in 12.5mcg/spray in Neroli. I’m curious to know why they changed the dosage.

Yes, I just checked my P130 and it is definitely 12.5 mcg. The others, P131 and P132 are both 5 mcg.

OMG!

What the hell does P130 do!?!?!

I have to take my daughter in for some dental surgery this morning, and I am a little nervous about it. It’s no big deal, but I hate watching her go under, she fights it and it looks like she is dying! I thought a couple of sprays of P130 would make me all peaceful and help me get through work this morning. So I had a spray on my wrists and one to my throat, for a total of 25 mcgs.

I got through work very calmly and was fixing my father’s coffee to bring home and this guy came in who has been flirting with me for months. He is totally hot( and I think of him as Hot Scott), but since I am very in love with Mr W, I am not going to go there. He has never been in so early, and I am usually safely on the other side of the counter, but this AM he came in while I was unprotected! LOL

He paid for his water and I finished my coffee and we ended up walking out at the same time, he let me go ahead of him, so I had to walk by him as he held the door for me. I knew he was checking me out as I walked across the parking lot, but I did NOT expect him to say, “Is it wrong how bad I want to have sex with you?”:open_mouth:

OMG! I am NOT kidding, he actually said that! Yes, he has been flirty and apparently as hot as he is, he is also blind, because he should be flirting with HOT women. And I told him he should be flirting with hot girls instead and he said I had NO IDEA what it does to him when he walks in and I am there, that it takes him a long time to get himself under control after he goes back to work!

I don’t know if he just had an opportunity to say this because we were out of hearing of my boss, and he took it, or if it was the influence of the P130. I am sure I will be seeing him again because I am working a split triple tomorrow and one of them is lunch, and he is a lunch regular. Should I chance wearing P130 around him again to see what happens? I am not sure I should!