Somechick's Journal

I’d agree with Steve… Many social issues and snapping like that can be attributed to negative effects of a nutritional imbalance AND I’d also say, processed food in the guy. I’ve seen that happen to me many a time, unfortunately, until I got a handle on the foods that I have that type of allergic reaction. Really, does affect me suddenly, with irritability, headaches and moodiness as soon as I have those foods.

Mones may put him in a good mood, but, not enough to overpower his diet issues. Those reactions sound TOO familiar to me from many years ago… :frowning:

Thanks, Steve and 1Alpha, his diet has been terrible lately! He is going through a hard time, financially and otherwise. He is living in a one room efficency with a microwave and a small fridge, so unless I bring him dinner, which he only just recently started letting me do, he has been eating awful crap. I took him out for dinner last weekend and it was the first real, multi-course, good meal he has has since probably last April. Most of the time he eats as cheap as he can, frozen stuff, slices of pizza and other junk. It is not ideal, and with him being an amazing cook, it is killing him not to have a kitchen. He just needs to move in with me and get it over with! LOL, not likely any time soon, but maybe someday…

I tried TAK the other night for the first time. I sprayed it on in the evening when I was home alone, it made me sleepy and I fell asleep very peacefully, even though it had been kind of a trying night. Two 12.5 mcg sprays to my throat and I slept like a baby. I am not sure how it would have effected me had I tried it earlier in the evening. I think I will try it again on an evening I have nothing to do but assess it.

I have been wearing my beloved P78, and I am very popular when I wear it. The girls at the beauty supply house vie for my attention! They keep wanting me to hang out with them, and I am almost 20 years older than them. They both want me to friend them on Facebook.
The cute Coke guy seems to like it, too. He finds reasons to hang around whenever I am wearing it.

I have tried Beta-nol a few times now. It makes me giddy if I use more than 2 sprays. I will have to check what the dosage is and report back, but the 23 year old girl I work with thinks I am on drugs whenever I wear it, but she will have to admit that I am funny as hell! The bitchy co-worker even says I am funny, today she kept telling everyone that there is never a dull moment with me around. which is very true, but even more so with some B-nol.

I have been wearing TAH, but I do not find it makes me feel as good as IS/b. I will have to try upping my dose to see if I can get better results. When I wear IS/b, I feel very positive, and confident, and like I can conquer the world. I may not be wearing enough TAH, because while I seem to be relateively happy, I don’t feel like I can command an army of evil minions like I do with IS/b.

Mr Wonderful and I had an experience with TAC one night recently. I also had tossed on a spritz of TUTH. he didn’t know about it, as I haven’t mentioned any of this to him, but his legendary self control was much harder for him to maintain than usual and when we were done, he was like, “OMG! You are unbelievable! Holy…” it was VERY VERY satisfying. And he texted me the next day and jokingly told me he thought he dislocated his hip! I had a big dumb grin on my face for two days after that…made people wonder, since I CLAIM to be single and NOT dating!

I need a pheromone that can make me remember everything I want to order all at one time, so I can stop remembering that 'oh yeah! I wanted some P83!" right after I hit submit order! I have placed three orders in the last week or so and I STILL haven’t gotten everything I wanted! But, I am happy it’s tax time, because at least I can afford to stock up and test!

Had a death in the family last week and another tonight, but I wanted to report quickly that I tried another round of TAC with Mr W and I have um , sheet burns to show for it…TMI, I know, but HOLY MOTHER! I had to go buy him some better sheets! More results later…

Tonight I went to see him, briefly, and wore three sprays of P83, he was very touchy feely and affectionate. He also didn’t seem anxious for me to go, and it wasn’t supposed to be a long visit, I was dropping off a few things for him, and supposed to be on my way. He kept me there for almost an hour! It was nice…will try it again this weekend! Seems to draw people closer, physically and emotionally, makes them want to touch you, LOVE that!

More to come, if people would just stop dying, I’d have more computer time…sorry, trying to joke because I am sick of crying…

Sorry about the loss. Glad the sheets are still on fire :wink:

Some of my thoughts on P83. I have had some time to think about my experience the other night with Mr Wonderful while wearing 3 sprays of P83/15 mcg per spray.

I had sprayed it on my throat and one to each side of my hair. I do not seem to see any self effects from this Putative. Maybe I am dosing too high, maybe too low, but it doesn’t give me anything I recognize as coming from the P83.

Mr W on the other hand was very affectionate. He didn’t feel that well, so I didn’t expect him to be so touchy feely. He can be, not cold, not distant, I don’t really know how to describe it, but if I am not going to be there long, he doesn’t give me a lot of physical attention. Partly it’s because if he does we can’t keep our hands off each other.

He was sitting on the end of his bed and I was a little down and he called me over and wrapped his arms around me and told me everything was going to be okay. He was nuzzling my hair quite a bit. He held me close and had his forehead pressed to mine. He does this, but not usually unless we are together for a while, especially when he has been drinking. He gets very, very affectionate when he drinks. He reached down and held both of my hands, he is a big hand holder, and I love that, but this was an unusual time for him to be holding my hand.

He got up to get a drink of water and came up behind me and was holding me from behind, which is usually another thing he doesn’t do unless I am staying because we get a little hot and bothered, but he was nuzzling my hair again and telling me how much he enjoyed the weekend with me, etc etc.

A few minutes later, he asked for a hug, and he held me really tight and really long and told me that he was hugging me for all that I do for him and that it doesn’t go unnoticed. This is huge, because he always says thank you for stuff, but I still don’t always know if he appreciates everything I go through/do for him. So, he was hugging me and then he did the forehead thing again and just kept giving me little kisses, saying sweet things.

His body language was very open to me, he was very focused on me, even though he didn’t feel well and he has been through a very difficult time emotionally lately. He didn’t seem in any hurry for me to leave. When I got there, he was shaky from his medication, and this is probably unrelated, but I could see him visibly relax as I stood there. When I left, he was not jittery seeming at all. I don’t know if it had anything to do with the P83 or not, but this stuff is awesome and I am going to test it around him A LOT this week. I will have much more free time to see him, and I LOVED how it made him act with me! Much more testing to come.

Just about to place a big order, too, TAA, TAF, TAH, B-nol, P78, P83, P102, IH

I am looking forward to more nights with TAC, as well. :o I even use it alone sometimes, because its interesting to see how incredibly well it works without losing any of my focus on what I am experiencing. But it is HOLY MOTHER good with a partner! He was pretty blown away, too…

Hey there, somechick! I see you’re still on the TAC kick. :wink:

I do like those mones that you have on tap. Looking forward to reading your take on them.

Oh, what do you get at different mu amounts of TAC? Does 40 work better than 20? Or…

Hi Alpha! I am looking forward to trying out the stuff I ordered too, and I am getting frustrated waiting for it!!! I know that P’s go to the custom lab and take time, and they always beat the time they state to ship them out. That IS awesome, BUT, they sent me a notice that my order had shipped and gave me a tracking number on Monday of this week. The order was over $300.00 so it qualified for overnight shipping. I tracked it, and it showed that it would be delivered on Tuesday by 10:30 AM, well no package came, so I checked again. Now it shows only that Fedex has the shipping info, but no info as to where it is, or even if it is anywhere other than AD still. it has been like that since Tuesday, no change, no package and no idea why.

I know it will get here but I had a TOTALLY free week with Mr W this week, no kids, no one else home and a chance to spend every night with him, this is something that has never happened in 4 years. So, I am a little bummed that I couldn’t have them this week.

I will definitely report back when I do have some results, though.

As for your question about TAC, I tried 30 the other night instead of 20 and I almost couldn’t drive home in the morning! It was VERY intense! And that was a good thing because he had been having trouble sleeping and believe me, after that, I wasn’t sure he wouldn’t sleep the whole next day. I am going to try 30 again a couple more times, then move up to 40, but that will probably kill me!

NOT for the easily offended!

I have reported a couple of times about my use of TAC. I just have an observation to report, but if you don’t want to hear about my sex life, please skip this post!

I have used TAC with Mr W and alone. I have found, and it may be all in my head, that my orgasms even when I don’t use any TAC are more intense, and I think it is because I keep thinking about how amazing it is when I DO use it, and it just makes me even more turned on. I remember how earth shattering they are and it just seems to make them more intense all around. I am pretty sure this isn’t a lingering effect, because sometimes it is days since I last used it and it is still A-M-A-Z-I-N-G! Whatever the cause, they were really good before I found pheromones, but they are better now. And because I am such a little horndog, it may kill me, because I want to do it all the time! I mean, I always wanted to do it all the time, but NOW, I have my mind in the gutter even more than ever, if that is even possible…

Some random thoughts, the kids will be home in like 2 minutes, so I have to make this quick.

Mr W really, really likes P83, he doesn’t know it, but I can tell. He gets super huggy, and I LOVE that! I am seeing him tonight, so I will be wearing more and gauging his reactions :slight_smile:

The Coke boy can’t stay away from me when I wear P78, and since I love how I feel wearing it, I seem to have a hot young fan…If only I weren’t crazy in love with Mr Wonderful!

I put on 4 sprays of TAH today and two sprays of MX424, then went out. I just had this amazing, ‘I am about to win the lottery’ feeling. I jsut felt SOOOOOO good and Soooo positive! Yay me! Love!

YAY You :slight_smile:

Sooooooooooooooo, I went to pick up Mr Wonderful last night wearing 3 sprays P83 15 mcg, 2 sprays To-Go Instant Honesty 1X, 2 sprays Instant Openess, and 2 sprays P102 12.5 mcg…

He got in my truck and was in a pretty good mood, but by the time we got to the restaurant, about 5 minutes and got a seat, another 5 minutes, which puts the time since I applied the pheromones at about 30 minutes, he was in a VERY good mood! He has not been that way much lately, a lot going on, a lot of stress and just general hard times. So, he was in an awesome mood, and I liked that a lot.

We had some food, a couple of drinks(well, I don’t drink but he did) and conversation was great! He was positive and upbeat, in a way he hasn’t been in a looong time.

We decided to go to a bar we go to, and he was really happy on the way, happy to see everyone, in an all around good mood. We had a tiny little disagreement, I told him what was wrong and I left him alone to get over it. About 20 minutes later he walked inside and totally liplocked me! Now, he isn’t opposed to PDAs, but they are usually on a MUCH smaller scale!
He remained very kissy all night, not gross, but just in a kind of possessive way, and we were not in view of a lot of people, so it wasn’t vulgar.

We talked to some friends and my very drunken brother, who was also apparently getting a whiff of the IO and IH because he was a chatter box, and he was not easy to understand over the noise and with all the alcohol, but he hugged me about ten times, and that never happens! Not even after I had custody of his child for a few months so he could have her in a safe place during a custody battle.

Everyone around me was happy, then they decided to go to another bar I am going to call, affectionately(NOT!) the Shit Shack…it’s a biker bar, and it is a dive, and it is soooooooooo out of my league. While we were there, there were people groping each other all over the place! There were large, and I mean like 300 pound girls wearing shirts with all those slashes down the back, and more tattoos and tramp stamps than I have ever seen. I couldn’t WAIT to get outta there. I had to drink a Diet Pepsi from a can because they don’t do glasses for soda. I felt like a loser, at least if it’s in a glass, I can pretend its a real drink and in a place like this, you don’t want to look that out of place.

We finally left and took our drunk friends home, which is one benefit of hanging around me, I never drink so I make an exceptional DD! Went back to his place, had some amazing sex, without any TAC, then went to sleep.

I woke up and left while it was dark and I had no sooner gotten home and brushed my teeth than he was texting me asking why I left, about ten minutes into the conversation, he asked me to marry him!!! So, I ask you AD, does the P in P83 stand for PROPOSAL?! I told him he needed to ask me in person…LOL…he said of course he would, he wasn’t such a loser he was going to ask me only in a text!

He hasn’t left me alone since, there are texts every little while and when he got out of work, I had to go down and have a playdate and a nap :slight_smile:, I wore 3 sprays of TAC, and totally ROCKED HIS WORLD! and mine, I am not going to be able to stop smiling for two days! Oh and I wore the P83
and the P102 again and he was really kissy and though he always was, it was like he didn’t want to stop kissing me ever. And yeah, there were other benefits :smiley:

Very intriguing!! Looking forward to hearing more about this! Although I need to find myself a new man - will keep this combination in mind for the future! LOL

Great reports. What are the MCG’s you use with TAC?

Also have you tried a TAC/83 combo?

I agree with Mustang :slight_smile:. Great reporting as always and my vote for TOTW

omg! Totw!!! No way!!!

I came here to report some new stuff but my kids are battling, though they are SUPPOSED to be in bed, so I will try to come back later!

Steve! THANK YOU, I never expected TOTW! That is quite an honor!

Mustang, I have been doing 30 mcgs of TAC the last few times I used it, before that it was 20 mcgs.

I did try P83 and TAC and had some of the most amazingly bonded, soul searing, earth shattering sex I have ever had. I thought I killed him, and he wouldn’t let go of me to save his life after, he HAD to have me nearby.

Gotta dash!

Love the TAC… :smiley: :smiley: :smiley:. I used 50 mu last night and as usual, WOW… just WOW…

AAAAMMMMAAAZZZINGGGGG response from my wife!!!

P83 as well, eh? I’ll have to give THAT a go in a combo with TAC as well! :wink:

Hi Alpha, yes, by all means, try some P83 with the TAC. It makes it holy hot but really bonded, though I am sure you and your wife are already very bonded! I don’t really know how to describe it, other than it transcends regular sex…more passionate, more loving, just more everything.

And I am getting ready to go see my favorite man right now, been using 30 mcgs, maybe I will bump it up to 50 and see if I survive!