LOL, I had the thought that if you are going to play with TAC, it might be okay to dunk your lady bits in the Atlantic Ocean in late November! it will help keep you from spontaneously combusting!
WalrusGumBoot, if you try out the TAC, let me know how it goes! 
And Thanks for reading!
I didn’t catch the MU of this P78??? I’m guessing… 12.5?
Can you post it up?
Thanks!
I think the journals are some of the best reading on this forum.
I used the TAC as part of my mix today, but I am running a personal experiment. If I cannot get any sex until my divorce is over with, I am trying to abstain from other activities as well. So far it has been an amazing experience. I feel naturally more aggressive and social, more upbeat, and my eyes are burning holes through every skirt that walks by 
Looking forward to the real thing again with me and my TAC. Thanks for the tip.
1Alpha, I am sorry! I am still new to the reporting/journaling thing! Yes, it was 12. 5 mcg of P78 that I was wearing. Thanks for reading! 
WGB (shorter than WalrusGumBoot), I am glad you are finding something in my journal interesting! I applaud you for your restraint. I try, but I just never last very long :o I bet it will be pretty amazing when you are able to try the TAC…
I have a headache tonight the size of one of the rectangle states, so I will try to come back later, but I don’t know…
Thanks! I assumed it was a Togo of P78, which normally comes in at 12.5 mu… But, wanted to make sure!
I mentioned on your thread I was going to try it out, but, I looked in my drawer of mones and was horrified that I didn’t have this P!!!
So, I ordered a 30ml today @ 10 mu, to rectify that error!
As to your TAC ‘results’… yes, one of my all time favorite molecules! I thought I’d share :
TUTH Immunity... Is it possible? How to conteract it!!!
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Residual P78?
I know I am not supposed to wear P78 out of the house, I know, I know, I said it myself. Of course, we also know that I broke my own rule, and yesterday I did it again…I just REALLLLLLLLY like it!
But this story takes place last night about 10 hours, yes! TEN HOURS! after I applied two sprays of it to my throat.
I went to pick up some Chinese take out and when I walked in, there was a young man, late twenties, cute in a scruffy kinda way, standing waiting for his food. I walked by him and I heard him say “Holy CRAP!‘, so I turned to look back and see what he was talking about and he was totally DIHL staring at me! Now, it could have just been my natural magnificence(LOL, totally J/K) but I doubt it, I think that when the door opened and the wind sucked in behind me, it shot a big ol’ snootful of P78 in his direction. I have never had anyone react quite like that to just my Ralph perfume. Yes, people tell me I smell good all the time when I wear just the Ralph, but NO ONE says 'Holy CRAP!” when I walk by, fully clothed and in a public place, at least…
So, as I stood there waiting, I kept surruptiously looking at him and he never took his eyes off me. When I went to leave, he threw himself at the door, to hold it open for me, so fast that he nearly feel down the stairs! I said, 'Thank you!" and smiled and he said “Oh my God! YOU are welcome!”
I am still LMAO at that! I mean, really? “Oh my God, you are welcome”!? That is a little extreme!
So, I can’t remember, why am I not a cougar !?!?!?!?
ROFLMAO Hilarious!
Why is it that you are not supposed to wear P78 out of the house? I think you just gave a good reason why you should!
Hmmmmm, maybe I should wear it ( P78) to the Christmas parade today and make conquests of ALL the cute young hotties that hang out near where I am going to park…
Why not try it in stages? Work your way down, so to speak. Start with something 5 years younger and then expand on that. 
It’s just a number, after all. AND they can be quite amusing.
Today I was sooooo tired when I got up that I wanted nothing more than to go back to sleep and stay that way all day. So I decided to try my MX397 again.
I don’t think I had tested it around the bitchy co-worker before, and I was a little anxious about doing that. I didn’t want to set her off and make her harder to deal with.
Two sprays to the throat about 15 minutes before I got to work. She was quiet when I got there, but she is usually like that. Some days she warms up, some days she gets bitchier…it’s a crap shoot with her.
About ten minutes after I got there, she was warming up. Made a couple of jokes, she has a very dry sense of humor and I can totally appreciate that, but she was all over the place humor wise this AM. She was laughing at herself, too, which is rare. She called me an ASSHOLE! and I was so proud of myself! She almost NEVER swears, so I was impressed that I could get her to swear at me, but not in a nasty way. She was totally busting me and that is unheardof with her!
I was in a very good mood and things have been a little weird around here lately, drama wise…God, I hate drama! Why does it keep following me home when I try to drive it out to the country and abandon it?! I had a bit of a headache, but that is normal, have had one for the last 8 years or so, that never quite goes away. It is most likely part of having chronic lyme disease. I think the MX made me just kind of go with the flow today, instead of letting things get to me. My best frenemy even told me that the new guy she is dating, who was seriously pursuing me until recently, asked her to his company Christmas party. I didn’t want to go out with him, because I am head over heels for Mr Wonderful, and I knew she was telling me to try to get to me, but it didn’t work, I just shrugged her crap off.
About an hour later, a customer, a VERY classy older lady(in her 80’s) came in and she calls me the ‘Divine Ms M’ because no one at work calls me by anything except my first initial, M . This morning when she came in, she told me that my eyes looked ‘particularly lovely today’! Of course, then I had to go tell my boss that she said that, and he gave me a bunch of crap, in a joking way about how I was only lovely in my own mind, which started a discussion about how it couldn’t be only in my own head if the customer thought I was lovely, or at least my eyes! It got totally out of control and the three of us were in hysterics! Bitchy was about to pee her pants, being of an age, apparently(or so she tells me) that that is a problem!
It was all kind of mellow, but silly today, even when she WAS bitching at the boss, it was softer and less nasty than usual.
TONS of eye contact today. way more than when I don’t wear anything, well, I guess if I didn’t wear anything, no one would look at my eyes, anyway! Without pheromones! One kid came in SIX times! He is cute, but he is also 20 years younger than me!
I did add a spray of Instant SHine in grapefruit scent about 3.5 hours after I sprayed the MX397, I think that helped buffer me from the irritable reaction I had last time I wore this MX.
I am really tired now, and it has been about 10 hours since I initially applied, but I am still in a pretty decent mood, despite being tired and knowing that I have to go out in the rain, with my flat-ironed hair, and get something for dinner. Usually that would make me very grumpy.
I thought of something else to add to today’s MX 397 report!
Bitchy co-worker asked for MY advice! She NEVER, EVER does that! She had a cooking question and she asked me! Normally she wouldn’t ask Emeril how to cook, as she thinks she knows it all ( she is a lousy cook!) and today I actually had to tell her how to fix her screw-up.
There is NO way this didn’t have something to do with the MX, because I swear she would rather DIE most days than ask for help. Usually she throws stuff away if she screws it up. rather than ask me. I have seen whole batches of stuff go in the dumpster so she doesn’t have to admit to messing something up.
She is older than me and is very alpha, but today, she asked the little omega for help! LOL
Last night I had the chance to see Mr Wonderful. He hurt his back(two ruptured discs years ago, so I couldn’t try my TAC…) but he wanted to go out for a little while.
I was hoping for some one on one time, and applied my pheromones accordingly. I layered, thinking we would be alone. I don’t think I would have used this mix had I known we were going out.
2 sprays P74/25 mcg per spray
2 sprays P78/12.5 per spray
2 sprays 2X Instant Honesty
2 sprays IS/b
1 sprays Instant Shine
2 sprays EST/50 mcg per spray( i hope it’s okay to mention this)
I applied to my throat and my hair, I like to apply to my hair because it’s long and bouncy and I think it gives good diffusion that way. Usually he is on my right so I sprayed more to that side and in the car he was on my right. In the bar, he ended up on my left, but he was obviously still getting them because he got very warm and fuzzy as the night progressed and he didn’t drink that much.
About an hour after picking him up, I noticed he was very touchy feely(YAY!) and kept playing songs for me that he knew I loved, instead of just his favorites(not that he doesn’t usually, but last nights juke box selection was all about me!). He kept kissing my hair, and even though it was the wrong side, I know he was getting them, because he was telling me things I KNOW he wouldn’t normally have. It was not all good, there were a couple of moments that things came up that I would rather not have talked about, but it was good because it cleared the air.
He was more relaxed than he has been lately. He has been going through some really rocky times and has been super stressed and an emotional mess. Last night I hardly saw any of that. Only once, when a song came on that made him think of the shitty relationship he has with his father. He rubbed my back a lot and his body language was good. He was turned towards me and leaning into me, Good eye contact, especially when he was singing to me, which he does when he drinks, and it’s sweet . he held my hand a lot and rubbed the back of it with his thumb.
I started to notice other people hanging around near us. There was a ton of room to spread out, because it was late and there weren’t that many people there anymore, but a group of guys in their late twenties or early thirties parked themselves near us. One of them knew Mr W and said hello, he looked at me to say hello and just went mute. He stared, all DIHL, at me for a minute, then I kept catching him staring at me the rest of the night. They eventually moved on but one of them came back and kept leaning over the half wall near us, standing by himself and checking me out. Fortunately this went unnoticed by my companion because he can get jealous sometimes, though in his mellow mood, maybe not.
There was a girl I knew there and she is always bubbly and nice, but she was VERY huggy last night. She and I sat and talked and she was really open, body language wise and very complimentary. She gave me a hug and a kiss when I got there, and another when I left. She had never done that before…LOL…she was on my right, maybe she was feeling those mones! When she left she said she hoped to see us again soon, maybe tomorrow or Sunday for the game.
I was hoping to get us bonding and I did. I could feel it very strongly, and he was reluctant to leave me, even though we both had to work this AM, him at 9 and me at 5:30. I wish we had more alone time than just in the car, but we made some serious progress last night. This has been a crazy, rocky relationship and I didn’t think we would ever be where we are now. He keeps so much bottled up and while he still won’t just spill his guts, I have gotten more out of him in the past four months than I have in the past four years and I know a good part of that is things like Instant Honesty. He is the most guarded person I know, but he has opened up so much, it’s amazing! I am out of Instant Openness, I need to call Steve and place an order for some Instant Line goodness!
I am tempted to take a bath in Instant Honesty to see where that gets us, but I am afraid that too much of a good thing will ruin the progress we have made.
Not sure what I am going to spray myself with today, I need to take another shower, since I sprayed myself with onion juice while slicing them today( I hate the new slicer at work!), now I reek! YUCK!
Been AWOL a while, though I am sure it wasn’t a cause for alarm! LOL! Computer troubles, sick kids and holiday stuff kept me busy but did NOT keep me from experimenting and journaling in real life.
I have a couple of quick notes about Beta Androstenol, first when you are reallllllllly tired, it’s still no excuse to pronounce it And-Row-Stee-Nole, soooo wrong! And that is what I said on that horrible, horrible day when I called Steve O to order it. He, however, was awesome and didn’t tell me that anyone who mispronounced it that bad didn’t deserve it!
So I tried it out on Bitchy Co-worker and OMG, two 12.5 mcg sprays, one to my throat, one to my hair and she was a RIOT! She swore at me, totally picked on herself for doing stupid stuff, got lost in the cooler and acted kinda ditzy and really seemed okay with it, and she is a total, ‘I can do no wrong’ kinda girl. Anything that makes her funny is worth more than the Hope Diamond in my eyes!
Again, two sprays, same mcg, same application spots, this time I ran into my OMG evil ex-husband in Target Christmas shopping. He looked less than thrilled to see me, but once I got within sniffing range of that seriously hooked nose of his, he was all chit chatty and actually NICE! NICE, I say! You may not understand why this is so weird, but he CANNOT be nice to me, it would kill him, kill him dead. Has to be, because that is the only reasonable reason why he would be such a giant ass monkey to me! He talked to me and actually laughed about stuff for a HALF HOUR!
Of course then I had to hide until he left because I couldn’t let him see that I was buying birth control when he thinks there is no one in my life and at all costs he must be kept thinking that.
Oh Betanol, I am so in love with you!!!
Back later with more! Stay tuned!
Okay, so I went out with Mr Wonderful again, thinking we would be inside(AGAIN!) I applied the same pheromones as last time:
2 sprays P74/25 mcg per spray
2 sprays P78/12.5 per spray
2 sprays 2X Instant Honesty
2 sprays IS/b
1 sprays Instant Shine
2 sprays EST /50 mcg per spray
Well, Mr W wanted to get some Chinese, so we went to a local place known for their great food, and sat in the bar trying to decide what to order. He had a couple of mai tais and I drank soda, because I don’t drink. As usual, I thought he would be on my right side, so I applied more to the right than the left, like last time, he ended up on my left! The guy on my right was apparently getting plenty of my goodness, though, because I swear if I hadn’t been with someone, he’d have wrapped me up with his leftovers and taken me home. Nice looking guy, too!
Well, after the mai tais kicked in, we ended up going somewhere else. And nearly got in a fight with a very drunk girl who was a total ass! I’d call her something else, but there is a child still awake in this house and it just doesn’t feel right to use that language while he is up!
She got all upset because he asked to see something on the jukebox, because the song he had just paid for wasn’t playing. She was standing in front of it, but hadn’t yet put money in. She took offense and started getting mouthy, it escalated from there and I was afraid someone was going to jail! Not a good feeling.
She ended up screaming 'Don’t mess with Texas!" and sticking her middle finger about three inches from his nose. Her boyfriend wasn’t half as much of an asshole as she was, but it was still a very touchy situation! She kept egging him on and egging him on and finally I said to her, “You act a lot like I did when I was an ignorant 21 year old,but you aren’t 21, so obviously you don’t have youth as an excuse. You’re just ignorant” I am pretty sure she is still shaking her head trying to figure out what I meant(she was really drunk, and ignorant!) Oh, and in case anyone doesn’t remember, I live in New Hampshire, not Texas!
Mr W was soooooooo pissed! I thought he had given up his barfighting days about 20 years before I met him, but for a while there, he looked like he was going to reinstate 'em! I was freaked out, but I grabbed him and wouldn’t let go and he was all heavy breathing because he was pissed, and you could SEE him relax…pheros at work. I am sure of it. He ended up wrapped around me, drunkenly singing a Traveling Wilburys song to me, and never saw them slink out.
Later when we were at his place, he was very, very touchy feely, and had to be in direct contact with some part of me at all times. He would NOT hear of me going home. He opened up about things that actually gave me more hope than I have had in a very long time. The more time I spend with him with the pheromones on, the more I can see how they really do effect people. He is so closed most of the time, but when he is with me now, even when I am only getting a few minutes of his time and only have Instant Shine on, he is much more open and relaxed. He fights his feelings, always has, but he is starting to let them show. It’s an amazing journey!
Okay, need to get my cherubs to bed…I will try to come back later with more!
Oh, and he said I smelled good!
Vanilla Grapefruit Instant Shine and MX 427
I have been wearing Vanilla Grapefruit Instant Shine to work for the last two weeks, sometimes with a spray of MX427, which to me smells like watermelon. The scent of the MX seems to fade and recur throughout the day, I will all of a sudden notice I can smell it again, then it will kind of fade out, only to come back later. I like the smell though, so I am okay with being able to smell it.
So, while wearing the IShine and sometimes both that and the MX, I have been asked out to dinner by 4 different men, varying ages and backgrounds. I should have been this popular twenty years ago!
I noticed that, while I wouldn’t really call it flirting, I am much more likely to banter with my customers if the opening to do so presents itself. I always have been that way, but I am more likely to do it with customers I would have been intimidated by before.
Definite IOI by a new customer today, he was nice looking, very well dressed and driving an expensive car. I was working in a gas station/deli! Not my usual type of hit, but I am okay with it! It’s good to see what cross section of people I can charm with my new pheromone signature…
When I have been out shopping , I have had two men that I was pretty sure wre following me around, not in a really creepy way, but definitely seemed to be keeping an eye on me. I was wearing the IShine at the time, with my usual Ralph. Interesting…
Oh! A couple of weeks ago when I was out with Mr W and I was wearing the
2 sprays P74/25 Microgram - Wikipedia mcg per spray
2 sprays P78/12.5 per spray
2 sprays 2X Instant Honesty
2 sprays IS/b
1 sprays Instant Shine
2 sprays EST /50 Microgram - Wikipedia mcg per spray
I mentioned a guy who turned to say hello to me and went totally speechless. Well, he was there the other night and he still can’t seem to find his voice when I walk in! He was talking to Mr W when I came out of the ladies room and walked over. He started stammering and turned away.
Last night I saw him at the drug store and he did a double take(first time he has seen me when he was sober) and then kept watching me whenever I was nearby, but he never said a word!
I don’t know what I did to the poor man, but he sure stares at me!
I haven’t posted in forever! I have been testing and will post more later, but I am in a weepy mood and I just can’t gather my thoughts well enough without giving myself a headache.
I got my tax refund, so I placed some really good orders, too. Reports on that stuff soon.
I had not been using any EoW in my mixes with Mr Wonderful because a couple of times he was assy as hell at me or someone around us, so I thought I would see if there was a connection. Like the EoW was making his testosterone rise and that was the cause of the aggrassive( i meant aggressive, but since he was assy and aggressive, maybe that is a good word for him!) mood. So, I stopped with the EoW and he was much, much less likely to be angry or aggressive. But then he was also much more likely to send me home alone …and I was looking for some physical interaction…(remind me to report of our use of TAC, he didn’t know about it…) so I added some EoW last night and covered with my brand new bottle(bought it yesterday) of Pink Sugar.
He was moody, then he seemed better. I also had on my usual mix from a few posts ago, just added the EoW and a new cover scent. I asked him one simple question in the car when I was bringing him home and he totally overreacted and was a GIANT asscrack! He got out slammed the car door and two minutes later texted me ‘thanks a lot, you took a perfectly fine night and turned it to shit’ which started a text spree that left us all done…
So, I apologized, though I shouldn’t have had to, and now I don’t know where we stand…hence the tears…
I hope he will come around, because I have loved him for years…
BUT, there is always the waaaaay too cute for me Coke delivery boy who is totally trying to turn me into a cougar!
Glad you’re posting again too. Turning into cougar huh?
A little video to help you get your rawr on: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=pHZm52nvBB4
Hi Somechick,
Long time no see!
Just a thought on Mr. Wonderful. I am not sure how old he is, but low testosterone levels are more likely to cause cranky, assey behavior than high testosterone levels. High T can cause aggressive behavior, especially towards competing males. And of course there would be more sexual aggressiveness, which would probably be a good thing.
More than likely its a nutritional imbalance.