I always think I am going to find the time to post here and I never do. I apologize to my imaginary readers…LOL 
So much has happened in the last year that I just have a crazy life now. I keep thinking it will calm down, but I have had to face the fact that this is my life now. I don’t have much down time.
I am currently single, but hoping that things will continue moving in the direction they seem to be going with Hot Scott. We have had industrial size sparks going for quite some time now. I was wearing a little P78 and some TAH last week when he came to plow my driveway. He got out of the truck and I was standing quite close to him. He leaned in towards my neck, said 'oh you smell gooooooood…" and the next thing I knew he was kissing me! I haven’t kissed anyone except the former Mr Wonderful in 6 years! Oh, but I liked it! I did have some perfume on as well, but I don’t know if I can mention it here. I am going to attribute the kiss to the pheromones, though, because I had just put them on in hopes they would get me a hit. The perfume had been on for hours.
I love to wear P130 to work. It makes for a great day with my formerly Bitchy Co-Worker. She and I are like Thelma and Louise these days, except hopefully there will not be a scene with a convertible and a giant canyon. I know in my heart that my pheromone use helped me with her. She was a tough cookie but once we broke the ice, we are tight now. It’s great because we are a good team. I have another co-worker who seems to have adopted me as her big sister. She is a cutie pie. She has had drug and alcohol problems in the past and has been really good at staying clean for a couple of years now. She seems to want a better life for herself and I would say that the pheromones have helped her open up to me, too. She’s a good kid and she has a little boy with the most gorgeous blue eyes.
I still really love P74. I wear that a lot when I want people to open up to me, it seems to work really well at breaking the ice and keeping communication open.
Now if only I could find a pheromone that would make the former Mr Wonderful want to leave me alone. I know I used them to help get him closer to me, and for a while that was great. Unfortunately, I did not know that years before I met him, he had huge problems with alcohol and cocaine. He was clean and sober for a long time, as he was when I met him. When he began drinking again, he wasn’t bad, and I thought he would be okay. I was so wrong. he became someone I didn’t know any longer. Then the pills and cocaine crept back in. I didn’t know this because we didn’t live together. I figured it out too late. He broke my heart so badly, he stole thousands of dollars from me, and I recently discovered he stole jewelry that belonged to my mom, that I inherited when she died. He still thinks one day he will come back into my life and I will forgive him. That won’t happen. We are beyond done. It is time to move on by myself or with someone else. Maybe Scott, maybe not.
I am a much stronger person than I was a year ago. It has been a really, really hard year, but one of incredible growth and learning. And I am so happy now. It feels wonderful to smile all the time, instead of worrying if I was doing or saying something that would piss off Mr W. I am so much better off now.
Can’t wait to see what is in the store, and see what is in store for me this year. So far, I am liking it!