Somechick's Journal

Field Reports & Anecdotal Experience Women's Journals
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No oil today. I did one spray to my forearms and two to my throat/hair.
I did the forearm spray before leaving the house and the others about 10 minutes before I got to work. 3:1:1 mix of Instant Shine/Instant Openness and P74 .

Bitchy bitched me and R out about ten minutes after I got there, and then she was generally bitchy for most of the day. She even snapped at the boss in a completely uncalled for manner. She has ‘special’ privileges so she can get away with it. No one actually knows what the deal is with them. She has worked for him for 30 years. She is married, he is not. There have been some instances where some impropriety was suspected. Like his daughter catching them at his house. And another co-worker catching them sitting in the dark holding hands. I don’t know. I don’t really want to, but it sucks that she can get away with being a total douche.

It’s funny because on the way to work this morning I realized that this week, with this mix, I haven’t dreaded going to work like I have every single day lately. I probably will tomorrow because I already know that we didn’t do good enough today.

I really think tomorrow I will try the oil/mix combo again. Maybe if I switch back and forth I will be able to see a pattern with her behavior.

Other people were in a generally good mood around me today. R was pretty chipper and she has been really sick of Bitchy’s shit lately.

Lots of pet names again, though not as much as with the oil/mix combo.

Jim was in and I just acted nonchalant and when he got to the register, he started to say something to me but got distracted by someone else and I got a reprieve from teasing for the day. I kind of think he may have liked the attention. I kind of do…LOL…it’s fun to flirt a little and be a little bold, while knowing that nothing is going to happen. Wonder what would happen with 2 drops of oil…:wink: BAD 'chick!

I do like that this mix makes me happier about going to work, that takes some of my stress away in the morning, which is nice. I actually think that this is a good combo for me. I like the mood it puts me in, and the mood of others around me(most of them anyway). It makes people light and playful, and that is nice!

Oh! And I SWEAR that a lady was wearing Instant Shine yesterday. I am certain I smelled it on someone and she was the only one it could have been.

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I sooooooooooooo don’t want to go to work today, hopefully my mix works its magic quickly and on Bitchy, too!

Going to use the oil, I need max benefits!

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Today’s adventures!

One drop of LAM on my forearms, covered with one spray IS/IO/P74 mix. And one spray IS/IO/P74 mix to throat area. A touch of a lavender perfume oil on the same areas of my arms. Lavender can be calming, and I wanted Bitchy to be calm and susceptible to my mix. She was in a pretty good mood when I got to work, and I had been dreading that all the way in, what kind of mood she would be in.

I was dreading work myself, until a few minutes after application, then I was relaxed, calm and not at all concerned about her. Definitely the work of this mix. I have to say, it really works well for me. The addition of the P74 is just what my IS/IO mix needed. I originally mixed those two Instants together to try to recreate an embargoed MX that I loved. I am not sure I loved it any more than I now love IS/IO/P74. I wish I could find a bottle of the old stuff, so I could test them against each other.

Anyway, Bitchy was working in close quarters with me, so I know she was getting my phero cloud. She had a few phone calls today that should have made her pissy, but she wasn’t. She usually gets really quiet when she had anything medical going on. She is having a growth removed from her finger tomorrow and she was remarkably calm about it. Stayed in a good mood all day, and even let me go home early so I could take my son to the doctor this afternoon when he had a bad ear ache. The oil really does seem to amp up my mix.

R was very chipper, and she has been off drugs for a couple of weeks, so she has some rough days when she’s pissy and looking for an excuse to use something. She seems not to care about them when exposed to this. I will have to observe this more, because it makes me so mad when she is doing good staying clean and then she gets stressed and buys a bag of weed or an 8 ball. I am not preachy to her, but she is an idiot about drugs.

Customers were very friendly, lots of eye contact, some DIHL, a few flirty guys, lots of pet names again, strangely I have been getting a lot of ‘gorgeous’ with this mix/oil combo. I do NOT get it! I am NOT gorgeous! I am not hideous, but I am not gorgeous at ALL! Wanna see!? You all can back me up!

Grumpy customers were few and far between all day. The staff at the doctor’s office were super nice, even nicer than normal. Although, they gave me a prescription for ear drops for my son that cost me $200.00 so that didn’t feel so friendly! I was VERY unhappy, but I want my son to feel better.

Took the kids out to dinner and at first the waitress clearly felt uncomfortable talking to me, or she didn’t like me. She was not a very good server. Not at all attentive. I could see her standing in the bar after she brought us our food, and she never came back to see if it was okay. It was a while after we were done eating that she finally came back. She seemed a little less standoffish with me then. She warmed up considerably more when I asked her if I could pay for another lady’s dinner. A woman came in alone and asked for a table for one just after we were seated. That was the restaurant I ate my first solo meal at after my divorce, so for some reason I just wanted to buy her dinner. My server got the woman’s check from the server who had that table and I paid it. She was gushing about how nice I was by then…LOL…she wasn’t a great server but at least she did help me do something for someone else. It just felt right. Of course all the good feeling sort of fled when I got the $200.00 ear drops! That’s life!

I know I said I was going to alternate days with and without the oil, but I can’t decide about tomorrow. Bitchy won’t be there, surgery in the morning, so she will be gone before I go in. I might not need so much heavy artillery. But then, it is a good opportunity to flirt should anyone flirt-worthy come in…

I wish I had someone else to try this mix. I’d like to see if anyone else likes it as much as I do, but I guess it doesn’t really matter. It works wonders for me! too bad my IO leaked in shipping, my supply won’t last long =( I guess I will enjoy it while I can!

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Do we wanna see? Of course :smiley:!

Great report. That LAM thing seems interesting. I want to try it eventually for kicks. But so many new products to try all at once… Lol.

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Yes I wan to see to! My pic is under my name, not the best but hey what I had at the time(was at work being board LOL).

I have not even cracked open my LAM oil yet. I have to at least test and report on my last 2 freebies first P128 and P121 before anything else. But I will test it and when I do I will let you know!

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Nice results.
Now you got us all wanting to see haha.
I posted mine around Halloween just for the heck of it so us regulars around here could see, I wouldn’t mind showing it again if you do too haha.

By the way, gorgeous is in the eye of the beholder. Hehe

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So, if someone could just tell me how to resize the damn picture so it is a small enough file, I will post it!

I used to be able to do it, but this computer doesn’t have the program I used to have and it has stupid Windows 10 now because it updated one night while I was sleeping so I couldn’t say ‘update later’

My Mix and LAM today had a lot of people talking to me that never say more than the bare minimum. I applied one drop to crook of my arm and applied my spray there, and sort of smooshed it around on the other arm awkwardly. I had to apply it higher than normal because I knew I’d be doing a lot of dishes today…LOL…didn’t want to wash off the oil it is ridiculously expensive.

It really puts me in a good mood. Carefree, cheerful, happy go lucky kind of mood. That might be part of why people talk to me more, and more eye contact, but I think the oil is really helping get that IO out there, and the P74 seems to really cement that desire to talk/bond.

I had someone that I usually never say anything other than the minimum to proceed with the transaction, ask me about what they are doing to my old house. I didn’t even know he knew where I lived! I know I shouldn’t be surprised because when there are 5000 people in your town, everyone knows you, even people you don’t think do. He actually lives one town over, but it’s still a small town. He’s just always been very reserved. Tells me only what he needs to say to get his point across, no pleasantries, no excessive talking. Today he was chatty.

The little twerp my niece is dating and having a baby with came in several times today. I really don’t like him, and he is very full of himself usually. I asked about the baby, and he really opened up. I had the thought that I could almost see what Haley sees in him, that maybe he isn’t all bad. He better be good to my girl and that baby , though!

My nephew is spending more time off the ventilator, so there is some progress! He has a very long road ahead of him, but I will keep praying for him.

I really love this mix, though. It is so good!

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Is this kind of a ‘I’ll show you mine, if you show me yours’ situation ? :wink::wink::wink:

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Wow that LAM sounds pretty awesome.
I agree about the self effects bringing in more hits because I notice the same when I wear mixes that make me less reserved. But still it sounds pretty potent if normally straightforward people are ‘coming out’ more.

As for the picture, I had the resize issue too. Haha. What I did was download an app called ‘image size’ to my iPhone since I virtually do everything from my iPhone.
I’m not sure how to do it on windows though. If you can do it from a smartphone or other device, I think there will be plenty apps out there to try.

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Ah you caught me..
I try to be enticing, but coy was never my strong suit. Haha :smiley:

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Well, it’s up there now Jdub, so show me yours :wink:

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Wow you are beautiful chick! Great pic. Love your hair. Nice!

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I confirm. You’re being too hard on yourself for sure. Nice pic.

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Here I am! :smiley:

I agree, the guys are right, you’re gorgeous and you’re just too modest. :slight_smile:

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… I don’t think the mones made you gorgeous to them. You already were, it just made them comfortable enough to say it.

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Thank you all for the compliments. I really don’t see it, but as I have heard, beauty is in the eye of the beholder :slight_smile:
I don’t know what it is about my eye, but when I look at my art, I see all the flaws and think ‘yeah, it’s not horrible’ and everyone else is all raving about it, so maybe I am just too critical. I am not like that with other people or other art, just my own.

Anyway, I don’t think I am all that…

Nice to see you, Jdub! I like being able to put faces with names. :slight_smile:

I wore my mix today with 2 drops of LAM. One on each crook of my arm and covered with one spray of my mix. I HATE working Sundays, with a passion! I stress about it because Bitchy is super critical of everything and I work alone on Sunday, so it all lands on me if something doesn’t measure up. I dread Sundays so much that I usually drive to work with my stomach in knots and spend the day getting progressively more stressed.

Not today! Happy, calm and relaxed all day, no pissy mood, no worrying about what I was doing wrong, not scowling ( I do that sometimes), and when I walked out and locked the door, I was smiling.

The only possible explanation for this is that friggin oil makes my mix even more magical! I can’t imagine what that shit could do to a sexual mix! I would LOVE to find out, but since I am currently only having sex with myself, it seems a waste. I already know I am fantastic :wink:

I wish I had an oil without the sexual element to it, to use with my mix. So I could see if the results would vary. I don’t want to try TAA oil, because my mix has Shine as a main component, so I don’t know if I would have to reformulate my own mix to account for the extra Molecule A.

I had a lot more opening up from people again and lots more eye contact. Again, people who usually don’t talk to me at all were asking me questions about my old house, whether I was still living there, where my plow truck was, etc, etc…definitely hits, because these people never talk to me!

This stuff is better than an antidepressant! I know it isn’t really, but it works like that for me. I feel fantastic!

And today is the anniversary of my mom’s death, a day I usually dread. I have enjoyed the day so far, thoughts of my mom haven’t made me cry, and I am not dwelling on the loss.

if anyone else should want to try the mix alone, without the LAM, it’s simply 3:1:1 Instant Shine/Instant Openness and P74 10mcg per spray.
I am loving this stuff!

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So how in hell did my journal get over 40 views today when it usually gets less than 5!?

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Because of your beautiful pic of course why else?:wink:

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That can’t be why! How would anyone know my haggy face was on there?

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They read your journal, that’s why. You are beautiful indeed 'chick! Add your good personality and you being a good lover, I now know why those guys have a hard time letting you go. :slight_smile: