Yesterday was kind of a disaster. I mentioned it, the one friend got too chatty and it was kind of a problem. She and her roommate were stressed out, so I decided to try something different for the two of them. Normally, I don’t wear pheros on days when I’m not going to be around people but in this case…
Pheros:P74 25mcg, ISx4, IHx2, TAK 5mcg, and P75 5mcg
Results: This worked well to calm everyone down, even though they were stressed out before I got there. By the end of the day we were joking around and found out a great deal about my friend’s sex life through her volunteering little details. IH at work once again! I forget how awesome bet -nol is. Later in the day I could tell that something I was wearing had converted to -none a little because I could smell it a tiny bit. But not so much so that it was a problem. Overall, a good spontaneous mix. I might have thrown a quick spritz of A1 in there if I’d had it on me - female friend is having ladyparts complaints at the moment. Everything worked fine though so I imagine it wasn’t necessary.
Aaaah! Oh my god what a hilariously shitty day. It’s hilarious because - and thank god I can see the humor in it - my order arrived today and a little bit of TUTH had come out and was on the outside of the bottles. Now this has happened once or twice but it’s always a very negligible amount, so I’m usually not concerned about it. But it has been a long time since I’ve been around very much -none without serious buffering, and I got it all over my hands without thinking about it. I was a bundle of nerves all day long, totally had the feeling that recent events in my life were going wrong, second-guessing myself, etc. Fortunately, I was basically by myself in a room most of the day working, so I just kind of walked myself through the whole thing mentally and was able to make it relatively productive.
However, I did do that - so it turned out okay in the end. Still, TUTH is clearly some good, strong stuff. I’ll keep that in mind. It was more like I played a prank on myself than anything.
Well that escalated quickly. 2 sprays of TUTH, 2 sprays of IH, and 30mcg of P83, and…let me back up a little.
So I’ve been talking to this girl. She just broke up with her boyfriend, and we were planning to take things slowly to give her time to clear her head. She had been having a bad day so I stopped by her place to hang out for a bit and try to help her relax a bit. We started cuddling on the couch, moved to the bedroom, and the next thing we know we’re both having to stop ourselves from having crazy sex right then and there. I know what you’re thinking, “But SomeoneOrNot, why not just have sex right then and there?”
To which my answer is, “Shush, you. I know what I’m doing, and this girl has serious LTR potential. I don’t want to jump the gun here and get her emotions all tangled up.”
However, quote of the evening is “Wow, how did we end up naked so fast?”
Woohoo! Extinct products, thanks to the trading post! I’m now looking at a shiny, mostly-full bottle of P114! I must resist the urge to hoard it like a dragon, as well as the urge to use it all the time. How does one use something that you know will probably never come around again? Sigh. Also, got a bottle with a little bit of CTTM. Neat! Exciting, exciting. Thanks 2000GT!
So a word about A1 vs MX413 - and I should really post this in the mix reporting forums as well - MX413 has a very similar effect on the surface, in my opinion. It’s not exactly the same, like (for lack of a better description) it’s roughly the same form but you can kind of feel where the seams are. It’s very close in that sense, though - and it doesn’t seem to affect my friend who gets all weird around P130 very much, although I’m told people suspect that it’s in there. That said, A1 does seem to go deeper - extends the effect further into the back of my mind. Again, I’m not a fan of this imprecise language but I simply lack the words. A1 used to make me depressed, I was one of those who had that problem with it. I’ve been using some lately because I’ve been around a few girls who have been having trouble with their ladycycles. It has been fantastic for that. Ultimately, I think for most people’s purposes MX413 is a perfectly fine substitute for A1. It’s a little “brighter” and I suspect the spectrum of effects might be slightly more unisex, but I don’t really think this is a problem.
Honestly, what I’ve been using a lot of lately is just good old fashioned Instant Honesty. I had forgotten how much I like it, and how much it greases the social wheels around me. People just drop their shields a little and relax, myself included. I’ve yet to completely achieve this with anything else.
I’ve got to say, though, having a situation I can comfortably use -none in lately is making me really appreciate that I recently purchased TUTH. The title is accurate, it turns up the heat all right.
People at the grocery store seemed to be getting into my space a little bit, similarly to P83 with one big difference: i didn’t like it one bit. With P83 I don’t care if other people get into my space. But with this i was somewhat irritable, while at the same time kinda light-headed? Very strange. People also seemed to avoid eye contact.
Previous attempts with P84 at 12.5mcg were inconclusive, but I couldn’t tell you for sure if that was circumstance or dosage.
Here’s a fun one - trying to quit smoking, everyone was irritating me.
TAK - 15mcg, TAA - 5mcg, right to my neck. I have been taking some time off of pheromones over the last couple of days so I wasn’t habituated to TAA from using Instant Shine as much. Worked out well, I definitely calmed down and didn’t want to smack people.
Well, I’ve been spending a lot of time with the new ladyfriend lately, so I’ve been away. now the forum software is chastising me. Fair enough, I’ll post more when I’m not having crazy amounts of sex.
Certainly at 25mcg or more. 12.5 it doesn’t seem to have that effect on many of them, just one or two. But at 25mcg women were getting really short-tempered.
I did to a certain degree. For me I’d say that P95 just made me more introverted. In a good mood, but introverted. I suspect this is something that others were experiencing to some degree. It did seem to make people quieter in the workplace a little, but smiling and having a good time anyway. I was using 12.5mcg at a time. I was using it because it seemed to make time go by much more quickly, for what it’s worth.
I think your journal is on point actually. I come by often enough, just kind of shocked I haven’t actually posted in it yet. I guess when you read something everyday you forget to sometimes post.
