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I’m going to try out a new formatting method for this next report:

Pheromone: P102

**Dosage & Application Point:**5mcg to my neck

**Venue:**Work

Results:
“Enhances focus”, my ass. Maybe it does that for some people, but I’ve pretty much never gotten that. Visual acuity, sure. It makes my visual perception kind of alter, and I think it may make my pupils contract slightly. Hard to say, it makes everything brighter and yet makes me more able to cope with the increased light. Which is nice. But this isn’t about me - this report is about a girl at work, I’ll call her Spunky. She’s a short caucasian girl (with a boyfriend) who is full of energy, kinda sporty. Cute, not my type but cute.

Anyway, we work different shifts so I don’t see her that often or for that long. I notice that she responds to some pheros fairly well, Instant Shine in particular, and A314. She’s got a tighter grip on her reactions to other stuff, or is completely unaffected by them. However, I wore P102 up there the other day. Weirdest thing ever - this girl doesn’t respond to alpha or beta -nol very much, doesn’t really respond to sexual pheromones visibly (not that I wear much of those to work, of course), doesn’t really respond to most of them except Instant Shine which perks her up. But I wear P102 of all things and suddenly she’s cracking terrible jokes and even being a tiny bit off-color. This girl is never off-color. It’s totally not what I expected. She even gave me the “how do you not have a girlfriend?” bit, which is out of character only because we rarely talk much. We get along, but just rarely have reason to talk much. I have no idea what to make of that, but I’ll have to try it again some day when it doesn’t matter that I get absolutely nothing done at work. P102 makes me unable to stay on task. I’ll focus in a way but for a multi-step task I’ll have forgotten the first step’s information by the time I get to the sixth or seventh step…and I work on somewhat complex tasks.

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For me I can’t explain it, enhanced colors, perception, and peripherals seem to be enhanced as well but not really focused in a way that I would consider focused, my mind is going a million miles an hour but I absorb information and retain it like no other while on P102 and it does seem to enhance my mixes but have never done it solo when girls have been around but I have a ton of molecules to do some solo testing on so when I get the time to get around to it we will have to compare notes.

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Please do! I’m happy to compare notes with anyone who is interested!

Interesting. It doesn’t affect me that strongly although you’re right about there being a visual component, for sure. I think I’ve tested P95 fairly well for now - I’m going to try a large dose of it when I get my other bottle and feel comfortable spraying a megadose of my old bottle, but I need to start looking at which of the various putatives I’ve got around that I still need to do single-molecule testing on.

Let’s see…P95, I’ve done. P74 I need to go back to and do some more testing but it’s subtle on me so it will take some work. P75 makes me super grouchy if I’m not careful with it. I did get a bottle of P130 in 5mcg, which is much more testing-friendly than the 12.5mcg or “Instant Migraine” size that I had before.

P91 seems to piss a lot of women off, I wonder if perhaps I should try it in doses small to large? Hmmm, better not at work, though.

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So here’s a fun one.

Pheromones:
P95, 2 sprays at 12.5mcg each to my throat
P75 one spray at 5mcg to my chest (but underneath my shirt, a thin shirt but nevertheless)

Venue:
Work, again, that’s all I ever do these days.

Results:
Well, the ladies were super giggly. Found myself being more flirty with the two girls up there I’ve been talking to. Here’s the part that is interesting to me however - the last few times I wore P75 without some decent buffering it made me irritable. Nothing like -none does, of course, but still noticeable. P95 seems to have almost entirely eliminated that, which is impressive. Lot of stuff I’ve tried doesn’t do that very well. I also noticed that I didn’t get a lot of work done, but it wasn’t a major issue today since everyone decided to ask me questions about how to do parts of the project I’ve been working on. I don’t attribute this to pheromones per se - this is just something that happens from time to time due to the nature of my work.

At lunch, I added a drop of A314, and for the rest of the day actually found myself feeling very slightly giddy & euphoric. Cocky & confident. It was nice! It definitely brought out that happy vibe that P95 has, and P95 and A314 don’t tend to do this by themselves. Seems like maybe I should be investigating P75 with other things more.

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Oh almost forgot, since I’m up obsessively reading the forum tonight, I decided to give myself a spray of the P130 I got in 5mcg - straight to the neck so I can check for self-effects (and also check for the migraine effect)

No headache! I can feel it wanting to but it’s not happening!!! Awesome, 12.5 mcg was just too much for me. Self-effect, the room suddenly got brighter, and then as I was typing this did so again. This is similar to the effects I got from P102. I should really start keeping a record of these weird little effects and combining all the things that do them - I could end up with something strange or awesome!

Hmmm, seems like my fatigue has lifted. That would be a good thing if it weren’t so late. Suddenly, I’m not fixated on what I’m doing anymore. Not distractable, but able to break off from a repetitive task. This is useful to me. I feel…grounded, kind of. Suddenly more “in my body” - that is fascinating, it seems to have changed my focus to the “here and now”. Hmmm, that could make this very interesting indeed. I knew there was something to P130. I can suddenly see lots of uses for this. Ooooo, and lots of things to test it with!

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Hahaha I have the opposite problem - I usually check in every night and read the new stuff. But there’s usually not much new stuff so I end up reading way way back. I’m beginning to feel a certain kinship with dear, departed Tacitus - an odd property of online forums.

I’ve been thinking a lot about some questions I can ask myself regarding various pheromones that I haven’t been asking before.
Examples:

  • Visual - does this pheromone product have a subjective effect on my visual perceptions? IE does it make things seem brighter, darker, fuzzier, narrow my visual focus or make my peripheral vision seem to attract my attention more?
  • Other sensory effects - does it enhance or alter my perception of sound, or smell (like TAL does to me) or any other senses?
  • Time dilation - P95 seems to have a time dilation effect for me, makes time go by much more quickly. I feel like some others have had the opposite effect but I’ve not been paying attention to this in the past so I don’t remember which ones.
  • Libido - does it make me horny, or flirty? Or even certain types of cocky?
  • Appetites - I notice that TAA (and to a lesser degree IS) tends to be a mild appetite suppressant for me. I’ve also noticed a variation in the amount of water I drink on various things, but again never paid enough attention to it to note which ones did what. This is also interesting because things that affect my perception of hydration might also be affecting the vassopressin/oxcytocin systems somehow. Maybe.
  • Patience level - this one is probably fairly self-explanatory
  • And this is something I should really pay more attention to - what type of person seems to be reacting more strongly to one pheromone or another. Not just do people react, but what are their socioeconomic standings, racial backgrounds, age, weight, relative level of health, etc. I pay attention to some of these but really differentiating is something I could put more work into.
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I am thinking of doing some P75 P74 testing tomorrow at the gym. My buddy is friends with a hot girl that worked out with us today and all I had on was P83 which she didn’t get much exposure too. Since we are waiting for her tomorrow I will be posting in my journal on it then.

I find alone P74 is too friendly but am fine with P75 solo at 2.5mcg, get the cool guy and a magnetism effect where girls slowly move closer to me. If your obsessively reading check out my latest journal entry so you can get some background on this girl that is working out with us

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I got P75 in 5mcg, which seems to be perhaps a little on the high side. I’ll tell you, though, the stuff is interesting. I don’t care for it at that dose by itself, makes me grumpy. But it has some pretty fascinating effects on some ladies - and it’s way better for wearing as part of a mix than -none, that stuff is powerful but you can’t just wear it anywhere or you can have problems.

Here’s an interesting report, however, from the other night:

Pheromones:
A314, two drops to my forearms and I wiped the excess off the bottle’s rim onto my jawline.
Instant Shine, regular strength, 1 spray to my chest and one to my hair
And then I thought “Aw, what the hell, I never really use it” and added a spray and a half of MX297 to my neck

venue:
Party with some friends, playing cards.

Effects:
So, I’ve never really mixed MX297 and A314 before because they’re both complex mixtures already, and I’m not advanced enough to usually go for a “symphonic” approach.

MX297 by itself can make me kind of anxious, as I’ve mentioned before. Even when I’m not feeling anxious on it, people around me will sometimes comment that I “seem anxious”. I also get this from my old mixture of NPA, IO, and beta -nol that I have floating around somewhere, but they’re very different in terms of other effects.

With this mix, I noticed that everyone did treat me a bit like a celebrity - something I’ve heard before about MX297. It was strange, though…people kept their distance physically a little bit, but one girl kept blanking out staring at me, one guy started telling me his entire life story (which was pretty crazy and full of personal details he might have wanted to present differently), and everyone gave me tons of shit. In a fun way, light-hearted and we were all going back and forth with each other. I laughed it all off and gave as good as I got, which is not always my strong suit but I was on. Also, my ladyfriend (Lady A) was there, and definitely made googly-eyes at me and her goodbye hug was really, really forceful. We have a complicated thing going on - there’s interest but neither of us can seem to bridge the gap, and our lives are complex enough that we don’t get to spend much time together - none of it alone. Still, googly-eyes is not her style normally. She was positively girly! She’s usually a bit of a cool customer, although very friendly. Pretty amazing.

I think something in MX297 doesn’t work for me by itself. Or maybe some combination. But after this experience, I’m definitely going to start checking it out more. It felt like it clicked somehow with the A314 and IS. Which is odd, some people have said that they felt the two did not do together well. I suspect I may have accidentally hit the right balance between the two and will have to experiment to find it again. It was like two halves of a parabolic dish, to describe in it not-entirely-useful synesthesia terms, that came together to a dramatic focus.

I finally had to leave the party because our host was getting tired, but no one was making any moves to do anything until I started the motion toward the door. They were all content to sit around and talk, somewhat dazed. It was like being the host of a panel show or something.

EDIT: If it had been a different kind of party, I feel like some P83 would have made everything get out of control quickly. :wink:

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So I am very excited - I finally got P79 in, one of the few popular putatives I didn’t already have. But actually, that’s not what I’m excited about! I’m excited because I also got in two putatives which have next to nothing written about them in the forums: P84 and P115.

So this should be interesting. I’m going to try P115 sometime in the next week and see what I think. Should be interesting to see if I can determine what (if any) effects are noticeable.

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Hahaha so a brief note before I get some rest - I was talking to a coworker I rarely talk to but who is exposed to my daily mix (usually A314 +IS and lately P95 unless I’m testing something that day) frequently.

Apparently, she thought I was in my early 20’s, and was shocked to find out I was 34. Hahaha that has got to be the IS.

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OK! Finally a day off work so I can do some testing of P115 by itself! Tried 2 sprays of 12.5mcg directly to my neck/jawline, so I can give some observations of self-effects first off.

…huh, well I felt something kind of “shift” in my head. Couldn’t say what exactly yet.

Huh, and now my scalp feels a little tingly/tighter. I also feel slightly more awake, more “in-body” - like I’m suddenly aware of my little aches and pains, and that I’ve been sitting in a really weird position for the last few minutes.

And whatever the sensation is has spread. I feel slightly warmer? Again, this is one of those sensations that could probably be misinterpreted as either excitement or anxiety, except with the body-awareness thing going on it seems slightly less likely. I’d say this one is motive, I’m inspired to get up and do something. Hmmm, I’m excited to see if there are results from others.

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P115 Continued:
After some time has passed I’d say that it has put me in a strange kind of mood. Laid-back, and yet energetic. Best analogy I can come up with is a little like a stereotypical surfer, “what’s up, brah?” Kind of a nice one. It’s subtle, but I think it would mix well with some of the other ones I’ve tried.

EDIT: The downside here, it it kinda has a strong (albeit not unpleasant) musky scent behind the neroli. This is one I wish I had gotten in grapefruit.

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P115 Continued:

And…fade down. Oh this is nice. I like this stuff. It starts you off in kind of an energetic state, and then finishes to a smooth, pleasant feeling. That’s something you definitely want. This would make an excellent addition to an attraction mix, I think, although by itself I don’t imagine it would be sexual at all.

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Sounds like a good addition for clubs where you need to be energetic.

Perhaps you could grace us with a field test for effects on others? I would love to see its potential reported from another viewpoint. :cool:

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Oh I will! Soon as I am out and social, which should be in an hour.
EDIT:
Well, give or take the time it takes to gather observations and report back of course.

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Suppose I forgot to reply here. Nothing to report on P115, really. Not that evening. I intend to keep working on it. Busy week though - I haven’t had much chance.

119

Well, the holidays caught up to me and kept me from posting much, or experimenting much. I’m a little disappointed I haven’t been up to much on the testing front. I have a couple of observations, however.

Product: Ammo Summer Edition (Or more to the point P130)

Basically after a lot of independent testing, I have determined that my one friend, Lady A, gets just bitchy around P130. I’ve tried P130 by itself, Ammo Summer 2012 Edition, and Ammo by itself, as well as Instant Shine and TAA, etc. The one thing that seems to set her off is P130. She gets very particular and petulant. “Things aren’t going exactly how I want them to and I’m frustrated” kind of. Interestingly, no other pheromones seem to bring this out in her, although she also got pretty bitchy the time I wore copulins around her, but in a different way.

So that’s good to know. I don’t hang out with her a lot, but often enough that I need to be careful wearing AMMO SE or mixes with P130.

**Product:**P95
Again with this. I love this stuff, makes work go by more quickly when paired with A314 and IS, and people don’t make me impatient. By itself, it seems to relax me and make my mood a little lighter, but in a subtle way. Usually I use 12.5mcg. With women, it seems that it makes them friendlier but not particularly sexual. I have a feeling it doesn’t put off a particularly masculine signature, although I don’t know if it puts off a particularly feminine one either. I do notice that the effects seem to vary between women and men a fair bit. Women seem to respond more strongly to it than men. So…for whatever that’s worth.

**Product:**P75(5mcg)
I’ve been giving this one a whirl. Standalone and with A314 (2-3 drops) + 2 sprays regular strength Instant Shine.

It got one of my coworkers all riled up - she was hugging me (which she never did before) and chatting me dirty, dirty things at work privately (as privately as you get at work, I’m sure someone can read things if they want to).

She was 32, hispanic female for those who like to know that sort of thing. Sadly, she was gone not too long later because she was a temp. Still, it really broke the ice there! Wow!

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One last observation on A314 for the evening - I’m fairly certain that it is one of the factors involved in my still having a job. Our team was cut by 50% recently, and only the people who are really good at what we do remain. Now this is not to say that I’m not really good at what we do because I am - but I’ve noticed something that other people also comment on. Basically, although I have my off days and unproductive days no one seems to notice them as much. Not to say I could get away with slacking necessarily, but I notice that I definitely give an impression of solidness - people don’t even question that I am competent and doing a good job. This is not to say that I could get away with really letting things go or goofing off, but it gives me a little breathing room. All the people who are on my team laterally - ie not my bosses - defer to me and ask me questions as the final authority on matters before taking it to the supervisors. To the point where I have to kind of be explicit about it when I’m not sure. “Okay, I believe that this is the answer, but you should double check with supervisors if something like this comes up in the future - don’t just assume that this applies to every case.”

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I found out today that my job is unlikely to continue past the end of next month. Expected, but still disappointing. Particularly since it means I’m going to have to think carefully about what my last big purchase will be while looking for jobs. Financially, I’m flexible for the time being, so it’s not as much of a concern as it can be for some people.

Finally getting kind of settled around A314, on the other hand. I can see why people say it takes a long time to get used to. I’m still discovering other aspects of it - precisely what people always say. Let me see if I can explain better: So on the one hand, I’m noticing slow changes in the way people respond to me in general independent of my behavior (as much as you can separate the two). On the other hand, my behavior is changed, and affected. So even on days off I notice some effects from being so used to acting a certain way - calm, confident, independent. Neither a leader nor follower be, basically, although I could easily push things in a leader direction if I were situated properly to do so.

Someone on the forum suggested that P75 might be a kind of “stealth none”, which is not that different from how I had been using it anyway, but kind of made it all click a little bit. I’ve been using that more effectively lately.

P102 seems to have an interesting effect, about 4-6 hours on it starts to make me irritable. So when it is breaking down? Or wearing off? Or mixing with something else? I’m going to have to isolate it and identify what it’s interacting with. I know I can’t personally mix it with TAC at any sort of large dose. That combo seems to lower the sweet spot of one or the other of them to the point of making me irritable, also some other men. On the other hand, this probably means those two are working together somehow - so there’s that.

Instant Openness became a problem tonight, I have a female friend who got so chatty even though she was exhausted that she couldn’t stop talking to me about all the things she needed to do as she was getting ready for bed. It seemed like she was just kind of dazed, narrating her inner monologue and trying to tear herself away. She had done this before with MX297 but not to this degree. I think the exhaustion and IO + A314 + IS was too much for her. (I had made the mistake of applying the IO thinking that the A314 and IS had all but worn off…I was wrong)

I think that’s everything going on with pheros at the moment. I had a falling out with my other female friend, who always provides such great insight into pheromones, so no real updates there. I’ve been experimenting with small amounts of regular Ammo during the day - of course, I have to be careful with this and buffer it, but one spray to my stomach under my shirt seems to be good, doesn’t diffuse wildly and I’m not getting a constant waft of it myself.

I need to figure out a rotation of buffers, steering molecules, and the like. My signature isn’t currently varying that much and I’d like to give it some variation, even if I keep the core consistent. Maybe IG as the base for one combo and A314 for the other? That’s a starting place anyway. I’ve got a number of different pheros right now, I also need to do some more detailed single-molecule testing so I’ve got more to report. Right now, though, I’m doing quite well with one lady in particular so I’ve been slacking on really getting out there and interacting. I know, I know - it goes against my own advice, too. But this is going well, so…

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Naturally, immediately after saying I needed to watch my spending, I went and impulse ordered a bunch of stuff. It’s ok this time, but the next order is going to be replenishing dwindling supplies of existing stuff and that’s it. Still, I’m excited - I got two MX’s, MX413 (the A1 replacer - I’m excited about this although to be honest I wish they could duplicate the effect of calming PMS symptoms. I swear I use A1 for that more than anything) and MX390 - MX297 in FF21. I’m not a huge fan of FF21 to be honest, although it’s great for diffusion and sillage, but MX297 was out. :smiley:

I’m going to have to actually report on those two since they’re MX’s. I plan to report on everything I have at some point, but I’ve bought more than I’ve had time to test. :confused:

Also got TUTH, Ammo is good but sometimes I feel like I’d rather apply my own buffering to something a little more raw. I suppose I could go for straight none, or IJ even, but I think I’ll give TUTH a shot first.