Something to report: moving out of neutral

Hey got an order of tuth, ih, is. all togo.

haven’t used these in a while so decided to get ih for self-effects and tuth to for sex with my g friend. got a free ih. Thank you.

day 1

1 x tuth to the adams apple
2 x ih to the adams apple
1 x ih to each wrist
1 x is to the adams apple.

went to the bank to get advice and making sure everything is in order for a loan application i want to make in 4 months.

spoke candidly with lady at the bank who was very open to tell me all the secrets necessary to make sure the application is successful. I’m thinking Ih played a part.

Day 2

went to the pub to have a drink with g friend.

3 x ih to adams apple
1 x is to adams apple
1 x is to wrists
2 x tuth to adams apple

self effects: Very open to conversation with most people more than usually. Think it probably affected my posture, body language and composure slightly.

hits: more attention from women. I i’m not sure if either i’m looking out for ioi’s more so see it more or if social proofing and general body language attracted the attention of women out of range of the pheros.

went to the bar to buy a drink. a woman came to buy one too stood next to me, so i directed the bar tender to her after having ordered mine. Noticed that her body and toes were facing me at and angle to the bar. despite the fact i was 90 degrees to the bar. i walked payed her no attention but was observing with peripheral vision, i moved along the bar a little bit away from her, she followed me and moved closer despite there being ample space where she was, she also followed me back as i came back. Strange behaviour.

The bar tender was very chatty with me, always striking conversation when i order a drink, i noticed she didn’t do this with anybody else.

went to sit down with girlfriend, noticed she was more playful with her hair which she doesn’t usually do so often, wanted to kiss me more frequently.

girl from bar (the follower) walks by with a friend, i notice she looks at me then scowls at my girlfriend as she walks passed.

ok later in the night go to jazz gig. Everything seems normal, some girl in a dress decides to sit right next to and touching me as she buys a drink when with a boyfriend. my girlfriend picks up on this and doesn’t like it. ok so my girlfriend in a bad mood because she has exams and some other issues, she get a bit funny and throws a bit of a tantrum and storms off over what i don’t know.

girl at bar who my back was turned to buys another drink, this time as i’m facing the stage she decides to come to my front where my girlfriend was to make her order pretty much ignores me when ordering, takes her drink, walks buy, looks at me smiles then looks down at the ground and walks off
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hey you know i miss pheromones i’m gonna order some more and start wearing my contacts again. does anyone have experience of using the intensifier p…

my girlfriend has been behaving really strange recently. drinking heavily and starting arguments over really silly things which she then escalates to hitting me, repeatedly.

running off and throwing tantrums, crying and stamping her body and just behaving crazy generally. yesterday we were talking about a situation that happened previously, she started getting upset to the point were she decided she would run off into the bush as we were going home then call me to let me know that she was going to commit suicide.

ok, so i decided to go look for her, after several hours of looking for her to no avail, she called me again to let me know her location. i found her sitting by a tree, crying.

i’ve started using pheromones again recently: tuth is ih and i’m wondering if this is having some kind of affect on her, she has never behaved like this before.