From a previous post. My ex girlfriend came over. You know, the one that I only got to basically finger pop. Anyway, she came over tonight from 12a-4a. I was wearing:
3x a314 (wrists to neck)
5x tuth (3x neck/ 2x chest)
She was showing the obvious ioi that she normally gives off for sexual attention. She kept touching me with her legs and feet. She also kept opening her legs and leaving them open for me. The “lady like” factor completely eroded for some reason. All you can see was her twat (not complaining). I remained reserved. We watched a movie titled “Mama” (cheesy scary/scifi movie), the entire time I showed complete uninterest to the movie and her. I’m tired of being an unknown party to her persona. I then started playing with her hoo-hoo but she wasn’t trying to be penetrated (no problem, I rubbed one off before she arrived).
So once I figured out she was under the assumption that she had the upper hand on me, I rubbed her clit soo roughly and vigorously. And RIGHT when she was about to climax, I stopped and went back to watching tv. Now here is where things went south. She assumed that I was mad because I “didn’t get what I wanted.” I said what makes you sure I wanted anything? She replied, “I don’t know what you want but you’re being mean.” That was my cue to defuse the situation and I did so by MOVING off the couch to another chair on my lonesome.
She had a weird look on her face and rolled over. She then said, “Oh, now you don’t want to sit near me?” I replied, “What are you talking about? My back felt kind of funny so I just wanted to get comfortable again.” After realizing that this entire situation has just went all to hell and having a volley or negative words at each other, I just went back to watching the tv.
But here is where it gets strange. She used to be so set on me cheating on her in the past and she wanted me to tell her. So I told her that I did infact cheat on her. But it was because she was never available. Be it me going to see her, calling her, or her just coming over. She chose to stay unavailable to me. She only came around when she wanted to and still does to this day.
But she assumed it was ALL these women she had in her mind. I assured her that it was just one. Then she asked how many times did I cheat on her. I told her what she wanted to hear (which was just twice). Then she follows up with why do I still want her around. I explained. But when I did, I teared up and cried (not dramatic with sound effects). I explained to her things that I never explained before, because she never chose to be around or talk about things. This went on from 3a-4a .
Soon after she left, she sent me a text saying, “thank you.” She thanked me for talking to her. What the hell just happened?
Did I OD on tuth and the a314 stood out?
In all honestly I was trying to get some, but not with all that hassle. Should I have went with just straight tuth and no a314?
Weird thing is… I think the a314 prevailed because through all that, at one point, she pissed me off and i told her, “You can get the fu*k out.” She didn’t want to do it (a314??), but she put on the front like she was going to. Grabbed her stuff and what not then she immediately sat down and started crying and actually talked to me for once. Come to find out, she buries her sorrows with alcohol. I told her i’m not giving her anything partly because she had to leave. That and, she wasn’t trying to let me hit.
I just thought that was interesting enough to post. All was good. I even had a fan blowing on me so the pheros would blow straight to her face. Someone…anyone…chime in. Don’t suggest other pheromones. All I have on me is a314 and tuth. The rest is in another state.
She sat near me from 3a-4a also. Would that be the a314 causing her to HAVE to be near me when I explained? Maybe some things are just natural. I should stop using pheros for awhile. Maybe I had residuals on me.
To be continued…