Hello guys, first post and I will start with a bit of a back story.
Just over a fortnight ago my g/f split with me after 9 months together. The sex life had been good with her revealing to several mutual friends that she would actually climax virtually every time (you always appreciate the friends reporting this back to you, asking what tricks you use!) although towards the end a combination of factors meant we hadn’t “had it” in 3 weeks.
Since then we have maintained a “close” friendship that includes a lot of playfighting initiated by her that inevitably leads to cuddling of a nature that doesn’t happen with my normal friends.
With this in mind, one evening last week I chanced upon this website and thought I’d order some mones to maybe help push things over the edge.
I ordered some MX297 which seems to be getting some great reviews & a bottle of TUTH which will be delivered imminently (tracker shows it is with the courier in my city…I live in the UK).
However, since then things have progressed a notch or two with a long evening on Friday resulting in her admitting she still loves me and us having sex (although she stopped half way through saying she felt it was wrong and that she felt like she was using me).
On the Saturday she had pre-made plans with a friend of ours and adjusted these plans to include a visit to my home where again things were very relaxed and comfortable between us.
On Monday she again came to mine, things progressed as they had on the Friday although this time she said “this has to be the last time”.
Last night she came round again & we had a talk where she confirmed that Friday & Monday had just “felt right” and didn’t feel pressured into doing the things we did but maintained that it shouldn’t happen again. Despite this, more cuddling ensued with kisses from the pair of us everywhere but on the lips.
I am aware of the mistakes I, myself, made in the relationship that led to her being unhappy and am confident that if we got back together they would no longer be an issue.
My thoughts are that if I use the mones to give us a little push over that invisible line in the sand then it could work given what I now know.
I guess my questions are, should I feel morally wrong for doing this and can anyone offer any advice for combinations of the pair of mones I have (MX297 & TUTH)?
I may be seeing her tonight (hoping the courier delivers today) if her final appointment today cancels and maybe tomorrow as well.
Edit: She is 19, I am early 30s, but fairly immature early 30s
…perfectly legal in the UK!