Report from yesterday!
So yesterday, my parents, and my mom’s siblings decided to go to a cocktail party in this restaurant (but they couldn’t bring the kids over because they were all minors)
So I get myself ready, and when I’m done, mom asks me if I could baby sit all 7 kids!!! At first I was god damn it, no way lady!!! No way! It wasn’t fair cause the other major cousins got to go for a drink except me!
So I felt bad after a while, cause mom was feeling down, I saw her trying to manage the kids, and she was really trying, while trying to get ready for the restuarant (sheesh, this lady always gets her way through!), so I offered to take care of the kids…Ugh…
So everybody leaves, I’ve got 1-2yr old and the rest are pretty much 6-12 yr olds. They wouldn’t stop screaming, jumping on the sofas, and I’m there with the 2 year old on my waist thinking oh jesus, how am I supposed to make dinner in peace!!
Then I ask the kids to be quiet, none does, so went to my room sprayed on
Tal @ 12.5 mcg (3 times)
temp: my heaters are on fire as usual
Self-effects: hmm, I just felt strong. Not sexy, just strong and confident that I’m going to kick some teeny ass (lol joking joking!). I felt like a mom actually, and I hate the thought of being a mom lol
Then I sprayed some
p96 @ 37.5mcg (2 times)
p104 @ 10 mcg (4 times)
A little background on p104, this putative makes me feel calm and relaxed for the most part, I feel like I’m meditating when I use this.
So after I applied it, I went back to carry the 2 yr old, and he gives me this funny look at first, he looked at me with glassy eyes!!! LOL!!! I was a bit scared that he was going to cry, but he was really cuddly actually lol, he was all hug-y and attach-y so that was good!
Went back to the hall and told the kids to calm down, or else, I’ll cook like the green gross cafetaria beans crap that they see in movies. And they were all like -no we’ll behave well, and one of them offered to play the dvd so the kids could watch a movie.
They got really well behaved I must say, and they were watching the movie quietly, sharing the popcorn without any fights and mess and usually, that happens believe me! I remember a few monthes ago they came for a “visit” and they wrecked my bedroom with dunkaroo/fruitloop crumbs
So I decided to order them pizza instead, since they were really well behaved!
So while they were watching the movie, I was shopping/sending emails/replies on the laptop, the 2 year old is with me on my lap oddly well behaved also, he did try to play with the keyboard, but when I said no-no he stopped and just stared at the screen for 2 hrs…lol poor thing.
So the pizza guy rings the bell, and I open the door. So the kids pause the movie, and they were trying to tease me with “Mom, is the pizza here?”, and they come up front to help me cause I’ve got the 2 yr old on one arm. The pizza guy gave me the funniest look in the world it was really priceless!!! LOL!!! He asked me if they were all my kids, and I wanted to play, so I said yes. And he told me that I look really young, and beautiful and that my husband was really lucky, LOL!!! When he was gone, I kept laughing to myself, it was too funny! The kids were giving me the “liar!” look lol!
That was about it for the rest of the night, I didn’t have to raise my voice or anything that I’d hate to do. The Tal, p96 and p104 makes the kids well behaved and in a good mood, they seemed to like me and didn’t they didn’t disturb me. But I liked the self effects more than the reactions. Self effects were: I felt more calm, and strong but at the same time, I felt like I could take care of things, it made me think more positive which was really nice. p96 seems to also elevate my mood.