STF's journal

okay, i guess that making my own journal right from the beginning, will help me track things easier and improve faster so.. here it is.
as i mentioned in my intro thread, alex(who referred me here) and me, have bought some pheros, i have some A314(we split a bottle to experiment with), and some to go’s: ammo, Turn Up The Heat, Instant Openness, Instant Honesty, Instant Shine, and Instant Sexiness(wich was a freebie and eventually i got it). the reason we chose to do that was:
more pheros.. shipment would have been double the price, instead, it cost him like 1-2 euro (:slight_smile:) to send me the package, but took more time to arrive(4-5 more days).

ok, so my first experience.. wow. as soon as i received them i had to put some on.. my playground that day was at the university, it was 3 x A314, 1 x ammo, 3x Instant Openness, 2x Instant Shine (shine under my nose for “exagerated” self effects). yeah, it worked, it gave various reactions. (oh.. i was having some minor flu problems). some guys dihl-ed, girls reacted.. funny, the female teacher started having a convo with an older male teacher who just entered class to ask her something. convo lasted more than 20 minutes lol, time in wich they were very captivated one another. i took my exam succesfully, and went out. on my way out some guys dihl-ed me like i was a bodyguard wanting to kick their ass bigtime, but they realised i just got out happy, with a good grade, when i almost screamed “am luat 9!!..”(got 9/10 grade), then asked them.. “are you next :smiley:?”.
i was finally home, and i made a hilarious intro thread, i felt like i was high, and could talk just about anything.

i cooled down and i realised what i did.. and that it didn’t help me in the quest for personal improvement/knowledge gathering stage.
mixing so many ingredients for the very first time, is not really beneficial for YOU, even if you really read about them and you know what to expect.. well, it really helps, as you learn from other people’s experience, but your experience is what matters most.

so i began taking it slow, tried first with ammo.
1x ammo didn’t do much, but with 2x everyone was nicer.
one day i experienced some nice effects (3x ammo) while i was waiting at a desk, for a clerk to print me an invoice. a 34-35 yo milf just sat near me. max 3 feet away. (1meter in “human readable format” lol). in max 1 minute, she started playing with her hair, looked very insistent in my direction (i could see her in my peripheral vision). when i looked at her, she would look elsewhere. another minute passed. she wasn’t really looking anymore, she was now stroking gently her thighs and she was squeezing her legs..(can you say HIT?)maybe this is my sweet spot for ammo, but still, holly schmokes.. :eek: . as soon as i got my invoice i got the hell outta there.. very polite the whole way.. but a polite playfull-low jerkness/arrogant tone. she soon got out too, but i was in my car doors locked lol. didn’t try any higher than 3x togo-ammo.
will do.

tried honesty too, started at 2 sprays, and wasn’t really how i expected.
but today i got out, had to stay in line for some paperwork that needed to be done. needless to say there were hundreds in my situation. so, here i am, in a room full of strangers(20-30 people in 4 square meters), very closed space.
i was wearing 2x A314 (on my wrists and spread on the jaw line. i figured whatta heck, “i’ll be in a public place full of bureaucrats”.. won’t hurt), 4x honesty (same aplication method as A314) and 1x Turn Up The Heat on neck.
i got some very good reactions. VERY. made friends with 2 guys, one of them working in a major company, started sharing some financial engineering secrets to me. i couldn’t believe it. not that it worked.. i couldn’t believe the informations i was receiving with absolutelly no effort at all.
a pretty hot chick checked me out, asked for a pen like 5 times to complete some forms, while another 2 girls smiled and one waved as they passed the hallway 3 meters away from me lol. remember this is inside a financial institution and people are really going there with other things in mind. another hot blondie 25yr old was checking me out while passing but i “signaled” her i won’t pursue further interaction. she still came by and passed 3 more times looking my way. i really was there for other reasons, but as it seemed the ideal place to lay a “bomb” (phero.. bomb).. i did.i don’t know what they thought but whatta heck, like women play all the time around men.. now it’s my turn to play around them and leave them hanging :stuck_out_tongue:. well you know.. until i find some that i either really like, or she really likes me lol.. (but gotta be rich).. jk.
well, i have to say.. objective completed. the chick wich asked me for a pen, didn’t really bothered when i started kino on her lol.. again, experiment. i didn’t pursue because i wouldn’t have been interested anything but physically on her, and she really seemed shy, introverted, a bit weird as in “i’m not usually behaving like this, and i don’t feel bad about it, but tomorow, who knows..”, so.. not my thing to rush into it.. yet at least.
later on today i had to go with my sister shopping in a supermarket, to buy all sorts of stuff.. and again guess what :smiley:. yeah.. “what do i have to loose” > 2x ammo + 1x togo-Instant Openness . i showered before leaving, so.. earlier application points were, if not phero neutral.. then.. at least squeaky clean lol.
i got several reactions, from receptionist to the guard, and employees.. not to say about the clients there, people like me, wanting to buy stuff. didn’t notice any dihl’s, but many young girls(17-20) were checking me out.. some were really hot, but most of them were there with their moms so.. :roll_eyes: .
in the end of the day, i felt happy. can’t really explain all i detail, but one thing’s for sure: i was/am very tired. maybe because of ~none ?

Nice Journal and hit reported. :slight_smile: You are probably tired because of the phero overload. LOL. Happens the first few days of testing but goes away soon afterways.

nice man, keep up the good work with your new jurnal :slight_smile:

i’m going to break the silence, since i haven’t posted in a while now..
i don’t have any special hits to report. lately i played with shine.. and whoever said it has a sexual “tone”.. was right. i met up yesterday with a gorgeous 24~ year old/tall/blonde secretary, when delivering some printer cartridges to the company she worked for (first encounter we had), and she was very.. “receptive”. smiling alot, offering to walk me to my car, getting really close to me.. asking for my name (and remembering it) and the look on her face.. priceless. interaction time.. 5 minutes. i wore 3 sprays of shine alone, applied 40 minutes earlier. tomorrow i’ll meet her again, maybe i’ll try the honesty on her.

i didn’t wear much pheros these days, as i drive from 9am to 3-4pm usually, and most of it, am alone, not really interacting with many people besides the delivery targets.. and that for very short amount of time. it would be a waste. i’m always on the run. noticed that shine makes me a more focused / aggressive / aware driver..
week-ends lately are for study.. i’ve got some inportant exams this year that i don’t want to fail.. (1 month from now~).

about me: (that part was missing from here..)
i’m a 24 year old guy, 1.95m tall(6.4’') , and 105kgs (230 pounds).
usually non smoker, once in a while heavy(for some)drinker.. but no spectacular effects considering my proportions, drinking just to feel good, in rare occasions i get light-headed..
i used to practice bodybuilding when i was young.. but for personal reasons i
quit (school problems, time, lack of money and such).. was pretty fit at that time. kind of skinny (70-80kg’s - same height as now)
then i worked nights for 8-9 months.. drinking 2-4 Liters of cola / night (sleeping once every 2 days)and.. from 70-80 i got to 110kg in no-time lol..
i got “lazy” about personal looks.. and i consider myself rather overweight now - unfit. women don’t seem to complain about me being fat, the only place you could notice that was my “beer belly” lol.
friends would say i’m friendly, smart, easygoing, make them laugh (with me), girls.. i always have(had) the nice guy/friend effect on them, something not really wanted by some. but i think it can be.. “subtly” changed.

i am avid for learning whatever interests me at “that” time..
only a couple of things kept my interest so far.. since 10~ - computers.. skipping classes while being in some internet cafe or school’s computer lab..(those 8-9 months i worked at some local i-cafe).
and since 20 - cars. advanced driving techniques, car control, and such.
every once in a while i’d spice things up a bit in good female company.
i wasn’t really like my other colleagues.. wasn’t my thing literally chasing girls.. always considered myself shy, but managed to overcome that feeling more than a dozen times, then just return to shy mode. being a libra i guess it makes sense for some.. always undecided, going with the flow, let them come and go.. don’t sweat it.. u know (quick rhyme lol).
but now, since phero discovery, i feel like wanting to take control over my life.. get the girls stuff sorted, the business too.. enjoy life/making money and doing what i want the most: build a street/track car and race it(this part in a year or two - if i’m lucky).
don’t know when i’ll have time to post again.. but i’ll do it as soon as i have some relevant info.. :slight_smile::wink:

this morning i woke up, did my usual coffee - breakfast routine, after that applied 2 x A314 to my forearms(let to dry), 4 x Instant Honesty(2 sprays over the dried A314, +2 chest) , 2 x Instant Shine -*neck.
i drove with my dad today, it was strange.. in a pleasant way.
he’s the type of “passenger” that freaks the hell out of the driver, pointing him every “mistake” he did/does.. simply said, puts more stress than necessary. and no matter how good/aware the driver is.. he has to shout, point, or whatever.. you get the point.. and it’s really uncomfortable, especially when you’re in heavy fast moving traffic(usually traffic speed here is ~ 50mph – legal 40).

He is naturally a strong alpha male, that gets everyone to do whatever he wants, ex performance sportsman, even now, at 60~ he’s better than me at getting women. LOL. And he looks.. 45~(yea, I “envy” him a little :smiley:).
Over the past year i’ve “educated” him, regarding his passenger behavior, stressing how much it distracts me, he seemed to agree, and slowly began to ease off. He used to do that with other people too, not just “family”.

Today was kind of a complicated day, we were really really in a hurry, and had to be fast. I had to do some cunning moves, speed a little.. (a little over 60-70 mph), some emergency brakes for those who didn’t notice me in time.. well, am not proud of it and I wouldn’t do it again on public streets.. without a serious reason. I’m usually a very responsible driver. Ok, needless to say he would have freaked out a few months ago, but today was ‘strange’.

For some reason he was very relaxed and confident in my skills, while having a conversation about future plans etc. Later on, we(this time) stopped to the hot blondie I told you about a post ago, to drop something, and she was very busy, her boss was present, a very respected/important/authoritarian guy(i’d be too if i’d have a few billion dollars).
He was passing the room speaking over the phone in his native language(Arabic/Hebrew idk), and slowed down a little, paused convo, looked at me and my dad with a “hello, nice to see you” face (lol), and moved on to another room.
The girl signed the invoice, she was blushing but I don’t know why, we barely changed a few words. Her phone rang short after so she was saved haha.

We took off. Things happened after this but with my narrating skills it would take 5 pages lol. It was a good day overall.