Tried IS and IO together today. Two sprays each on the sides of my neck and two of IS on my chest. Not so much of a headache today.
Everyone was super friendly, supportive and talkative with me today. I love these effects! Next paycheck I’m getting a big bottle of Shine! Tomorrow is my first day in court (for arraignment) and I plan to wear some IS to see if it helps motivate my attorney. He’s good, but I’ll take any help I can get.
Three sprays of IS to the chest, inner forearms and hair. Went to court and my attorney had me in and out of the arraignment in 10 minutes. IS helped me feel better as I waited an hour and my attorney showed up 5 minutes before I had to go before the judge. He saved me some money for later, so no complaints.
JJ called and asked if I needed some moral support. I said I did and he’s coming to see me the weekend of the 17th since I had to cancel my vacation to see him. Yeah! Just bought a sexy baby doll for … later. I’m not sure I want to sleep with him on day 1, but it has been 33 years. I’m torn, because I want to but I don’t want to ruin it by jumping in too soon. I’m old fashioned I guess.
Because I can’t fit in Victoria’s Secret yet, I ordered a cute lacy baby doll off the Internet. It showed up today. Even though I don’t really like the way it fits, I think I’ll take it to the beach for JJ. Maybe he’ll rip it off and it won’t matter, LOL. He better not cancel on me! I haven’t heard much from him this past week except for a smilie on text here and there. I’m hoping he’s just busy and I’m not saying a word.
I was wrong… JJ wasn’t just quiet because he was busy. He was admitted to the hospital with high blood sugar and diabetes. I had to cancel our beach vacation and now he isn’t sure when he’ll be able to come up here. His doctor said he is not to travel and he wants to check his blood sugar weekly. He said he’s a walking time bomb.
I’m a grown woman and I cried like a broken-hearted teenager all night. Sigh… All I can hope is that he gets on some medication and is able to come in a few months. My beach hotel cost me $40 to cancel too. I know exactly how Somechick feels about Rob. My heart is breaking and I can’t believe this guy found me after 33 years, we are both single, and I can’t see him!
I guess I’ll keep myself occupied with phero trials for now.
I am so sorry it hasn’t worked out for you and JJ yet. Fingers crossed that it will happen for you. In the meantime, get some good experimenting down, find a good mix and flirt your ass off. It makes me feel better!
Sure as hell ups the confidence level when they can’t take their eyes off of you!
I took your advice somechick. I decided to try a new combination today. A little bit of MX 297, Shine, and IS/B. I didn’t get any DIHL looks from anyone but it seemed to be a good mix to get men to turn their heads. I decided to put on some makeup and go out to a little mini mall that has lots of unique high class shops and just hang out. Had a good time getting some looks from different men. This might be a good way to make myself feel better until something else turns around.
Placed my next order yesterday. I had an extra payday this month so decided to splurge. I got some more IS, some P83, TAF, and TAH. Not sure why I picked what I did other than to expand my stash a little. I have a nice weekend at the beach for some jobs and thought I’d give the pheros a whirl in a few different places.
Haven’t heard from JJ in two weeks. I’m holding off contacting him to see what happens. I realize 2 weeks isn’t very long for men in general and certainly not someone who is busy so I’m trying to be patient. G has moved out and still texts me to see how I’m doing. I’m trying to get out and keep busy, but I hate being alone. I’ve been in two relationships since I was 20. Beach trips help. 
BIG DIHL reaction this weekend.
I got my new pheros but decided to go with some I already had. Two sprays Shine and two sprays IS/B. Hung out with G all day shopping. He offered to drive his truck so I wouldn’t have to drive my little convertible in this monsoon rainstorm we had. I paid for gas and bought him lunch and dinner.
Went to the outlet center and had a great day shopping. I swear G is immune to the effects of pheros, or he just hides it really well. I never get a reaction from him except he likes or doesn’t like the scent. Had a good time shopping and got some good deals.
I needed to find some WiFi and stopped at Burger King. A man about G’s age was working the counter (about 10 years older than me). I ordered two small drinks and small fries. This guy FROZE. Literally froze and just stared at me for almost a full minute. I said, “Did you hear my order?” He had this goofy sideways grin on his face the entire time and finally broke it. He sort of shook his head and said, “Um, no. I’m sorry. What did you want?” I ordered again and he got the goofy grin back and said, “Ok, I got it.” He had the same DIHL and grin when I picked up my order. Wow… what a reaction! I think I could have stuck him with a pin and he wouldn’t have felt it. When I left his eyes scanned the entire room watching me as I cleaned my table and walked out.
Pheros definitely affected this guy. Holy moley! If you’ve seen the movie Chitty Chitty Bang Bang, when they are the toys and Dick Van Dyke has to smile and hold completely still? THAT was this guy.
I’m going to a pub tonight for a job. I brought these two pheros with me and I’m going to try them again. I’ll let you know my results.
Hi Sue!
Sorry if this seem to be a very late inquiry. I just do hope that you can still remember self effects of P102 to you because I wanted to know. Its interesting to note that it does draw attractions to you. I won’t chime in insights in order to maintain the purity of your report.
Anyway, if this question will result to you further testing p102, I suggest that you report it by dosage used. Example: self effect/s at 15mu/mcg and so on.
Other than that, your reporting style is great and very informative.
Thanks!
Herepero,
I’m sorry for my delay in logging in. I’ve been really busy in my personal life. I’m liking P102. It seems to enhance my senses. I hear more instruments in music, I can focus more on details, I can see more color in scenery. It can be bad too. I smell odors that didn’t bother me and now are extremely annoying, like a woman’s strong perfume in a store. It may not be that strong but I really notice now. If it’s a man with a nice cologne though I don’t mind! I breathe deep and drink it in! I love a good smelling man…
Well JJ finally told me he wasn’t ready for a relationship. I subtly told him I never asked for one and sent back a smile. He’s still “watching me” on Facebook and comments once in a while. I think he’s just too busy and needs to wait until his life straightens out. That’s okay. By the time he looks again I intend to look so hot he can barely look away, LOL. I’m still working out 1x M-Th and 2x Fri. I have a long way to go but my shape is changing.
G is still visiting me every weekend. He is going with me for some jobs for the weekend and is good for conversation. Every now and then his comments get really negative or racist. He doesn’t mean it. It’s just how the people were where he grew up. I just don’t answer him until he changes his tone, and he does.
My dating profile got hacked today. So my photos are being used to scam men right now. I notified Match.com, but I know about Internet security and I’m pissed that someone was able to get my account information changed. It’s a free account, so no banking is linked. I changed my Google, Facebook and bank passwords just in case.
Looking forward to getting off at 11:00 today. I plan to take my pheros out for a stroll and check out some reactions. I really like IS and wear it almost daily. MX335 is also a favorite. I still don’t like chocolatini scent, but I’ll be ordering again soon. I’m having fun trying different pheros and combos.
G came down for the weekend as usual. Saturday was his birthday. I bought him a ceramic knife set. We’d been checking them out in the kitchen stores and he thought they were pretty cool. I also sold him my Samsung tablet. He needed one and I was going to buy a new one. I got a good deal so he offered to buy mine for $100, which will help because I didn’t really have the money for a new one right now.
Went “shopping” for the weekend and used 3 sprays total of P102 on my chest, and sides of my neck. I was able to really focus on details and remember things. Usually I have to take notes out of sight, and this time I was able to remember everything until I got back to the truck.
Spent Sunday cooking and made some healthy chicken vegetable soup (no salt, chicken breast, skimmed the fat off, etc). Sent some home with G for driving me and keeping me company and working on my car.
Oh, I forgot to mention my Match.com account got hacked on Friday. My photos were being posted all over the place under different dating profiles. Six men were emailing me and I just stopped answering. (I opened a second Gmail account so this isn’t attached to my regular email.) I believe most of them were scammers anyway. You know, little grammar errors, odd words that Americans don’t really use, etc… So for now I’m off the dating scene and disgusted. I still have an OK Cupid account but not much in the mood to see anyone after this. I’ve only had two actual dates in the past year. Guess I’m not missing much.
I didn’t realize how much I’ve been using P102 lately. I’m almost completely out! It’s been an emotion enhancer for me. If I’m happy, I’m really happy. If I’m sad, I bawl like a baby (found that out last night!), but I blame PMS, LOL. I was feeling really blue yesterday. Just overwhelmed with life in general. I put on P102 in the morning, my usual 3 sprays, and couldn’t shake the blues. It did help with my side jobs though. I really liked that I could remember a lot of good details without taking too many notes. Good reports for me equals good ratings, which means more jobs! I could see it being useful when taking a class and retaining information.
I’m going to switch to another phero for a while. I’d been saving up my ISB and ISA for a special guy, but doesn’t look like that will be any time soon. Maybe I’ll try those. I like IS, but I’m trying to keep that for court, which is still up in the air. I have another court appearance December 2nd for status. I’m emotionally tired and depressed. I need to find something to lift my spirits.
Thanks for the reports, Sue!
Feel bad though regarding your hacked account. 
Happened to my email a year ago and i lost contact to hundred of my friends (all of which are non-FB users) Sucks!
I’ve been playing around on OKC (OK Cupid dating site). I seem to be really good at attracting the fakes and they ask me often to help filter them out, LOL. Been wearing IS lately. I like it and it makes me feel good. I have court tomorrow and my boss stopped by my desk to wish me luck. Should be a short court appearance as this is just a status. I can’t wait until this is over. It’s emotionally draining.
G came down to stay with me for the extended holiday. We both had 4 days off. He stays in my spare room and still isn’t interested in touching me or anything other than friends. That’s okay I guess. I’m glad for the friendship. I was doing some Cyber Monday shopping at a lingerie site (really SEXY stuff). I saw him watching out of the corner of my eye. I guess I was feeling a little ornery so I started looking at some really skimpy ones. Wore IS/B today too (3 sprays - hair, forearms, chest). No reaction. I think his guy radar is broken, LOL. He did ask what I was looking at online though. 
Any suggestions for a phero to help with anxiety? IS is helping but I’m really edgy with this court case. A nice holiday with my family helped. My brother gives the best loving surround-you-with-arms hugs. I should give him some pheros for Xmas. He’s a great guy and single.
I have to dash off to work, but I hope court goes well for you today.
I don’t know what anyone else will suggest for anxiety, but I know that TAA is the main ingredient in IS and it makes me super happy. I also use P130 when I can’t stop over-thinking stuff. I don’t know if it works that way for anyone else, and it is definitely a dis-inhibitor, but when my brain won’t stop, I use a couple of sprays of P130 ( 2 @ 10 mcg for 20 mcg total) and I can relax. I still think, I just think about one thing at a time and the crazy thoughts swirling in my head settle down. I find it very calming.
Thinking of you! Let us know how it goes!
My last court date was a disaster. My attorney tried to work out a settlement. The prosecuing attorney said, “The only thing we.are going to settle is how long she goes to jail.”. My heart sank and I seriously thought I was going to throw up in front of the judge. We are going to trial in April. This is now going on a year and a half.
I decided I wanted to have some fun before April. I’ve been depressed and withdrawn. I hit the dating site and liked every man i thought i could sleep with. I typically look at a guy and think if he had a really good personality and we hit it off could I ever sleep with him? If no, then I skip him. Well I chose 300 guys in one night! Short version…one started leaving a lot of messages. Set a date for coffee Friday. I dressed casual nice, fixed my hair, and put on my pheros. I wore iS/B in my hair and IS on my collarbone and sides of my neck.
Man oh man! This was a good combo for this guy. After a 3 hour coffee date he said he was having fun and did i want to continue over dinner. Dinner was another 3 hours! He hasn’t stopped texting me. He loves my eyes. He couldn’t stop staring at me for 6 hours. At the end of the night i kissed him on the cheek and thanked him. He stood there speechless for almost a minute. I asked if he was ok. He snapped out of it and said,“I can’t wait until I see you again.”
He set another date for Monday to go golfing. Then tonight said, " let’s go to dinner too." He says he misses me already. I think i hooked this one hard. We’ll see what happens Monday. I’m finally having some fun.
Good for you! sounds like you hooked him right away.
I am sorry about court, but I hope you can enjoy yourself with your new friend and not let it depress you. It’s a great time of year to find someone new
OMG I’m so happy. SN didn’t wait until Monday. He sent texts all day Saturday and Sunday morning. I wanted to see how much he really wanted to be with me, so I went to the bank ATM at 6am to get some cash and sent him a text, “I really want a sugar free decaf vanilla latte so I’m stopping at Starbuck’s” (our first date location). He was there waiting for me. We met Sunday afternoon after I got home from some jobs. I put on three sprays of IS/B - hair, collar bone and neck. He loved it! He kissed my neck, kept smelling my hair and spent more hours gazing in my eyes. DIHL is a little different when they are staring directly at your eyes for minutes a time. I finally asked him to say something and he said, “Thank you.” I said, “For what?” He said finally allowing him to find the woman of his dreams.
I had a crappy day and got a letter from my attorney saying it looked like a police record was imminent at best. I started crying and couldn’t stop. G was here and wouldn’t leave at 5pm like we talked about. He was going to stay until 11pm. I told him I had a date and he fell apart. He never shows emotion so I know he was deeply hurt. I called SN and said I needed him. He was really there for me, consoling, comforting, letting me get it all out. I told him I wanted to go out and we went to a Shari’s restaurant. By time time we left he had me laughing. He tried to kiss me and I told him I wanted a memorable first kiss, so he backed off.
We went back to my place because it was still early. Talked for a few hours, and I got my first kiss (a really NICE one). We started kissing and heavy petting. I asked him to hold me while I fell asleep and well… no sleep. We had a nice long 3 hour romp but he couldn’t perform. He felt awful and I told him it didn’t matter he’d have other chances. Poor guy. This is so out of character for me, but with the turmoil in my life I needed to be carefree and I’m glad I was. I can’t stop smiling and can’t wait to see him tomorrow. I think I’ll go with Shine this time and tone down the romance a little.
Oh, and he’s an incredible kisser!! Yea!
Whew! I need to order more IS/B. It’s like a drug to SN. (I actually didn’t use Shine like I planned.) Our mini golf/dinner date was fun and playful. Teasing, looking at each other, making little sexual suggestions, but nothing that could be embarrassing in public.
Yesterday he showed up with a dozen red roses. He put on music and danced with me in my living room (still joking and laughing). Tonight he’s going to work out with me then cook me dinner. I’m having a good time and I’m going to just drink it in.
Today I’m going to try Shine and see how the romance changes, if at all. We have great chemistry so I’m curious to use some different pheros with him.