TAA (3rd Day)
Product: TAA 12.5mcg
Scent. Neroli.
Day 3. 3 sprays (maybe 3.5 sprays). 1st wrists (I spray one wrist first and then spread it to the other by rubbing both wrists), 2nd spray Adam’s Apple (I miss the first shot and went of to my lapel, hence maybe I should count two sprays), 3rd forehead.
Environment: Coffee shop (business meeting).
Self Effects:
I continue to feel good, though just comfortable and natural, not as much as with a smaller dosage. I’d been noticing some sort of radiance from my body. I guess that’s what some may refer to as the phero aura. In this case I can’t say is Alpha but certainly is like an aura. It may be my imagination trying to make a mental image to exemplify the sensation. So, please take this more as a metaphor than anything else.
Metaphor for radiance:
First day I felt some radiance glowing in the center of my body all along from head to toes (front and back). This radiance glowed in a 45 degree angle. As I have increased the doses this angle has increase to the point that today it was almost full circle. Once again, I think this is just a mental image I am creating to portray my experience, if any one has better understanding on how pheros affect your magnetic field through your two cents contribution. As of now, I leave it as a metaphor.
Noticed effects to others:
People react very positively to this one. I got even a wink from a waitress that usually seems to be in an unfriendly mood.
I arrived to the place and my friend - business associate - was already there. He did he said to me: “I forgot my wallet, can you pay for my coffee and croissant”. I noticed a beautiful tall blond standing at the coffee bar, as I approached the bar she went to her table and waited to be called once here coffee was ready.
I joked with the coffee manager about my business associate making me take on all the expenses and wondering if that was going to happen as well with the big bills, once they start coming in. We enter the typical “macho” joking competition putting the other one with nice subtle comments and insinuations and the manager engaged in that.
So, a big Latte Bowl was served and as the manager call the lady I just took it and brought it to her table. Using this products has just boost my confidence and I notice that in just one week I am becoming more daring. She was surprised and delighted.
After we got our coffees we proceed to carry-on with our meeting. It all happen in a hyper high note. I noticed my associate was being affected by the Molecule as well as I perceived some “joi de vivre” perculating into the conversation. He has already reacted to other products, basically he tends to match my state either alpha competition or just the natural influence of the pheros.
At some point we needed to draft some schemes and neither him nor I brought our notebooks. I stand to ask the coffee manager for a piece of paper but as i turned around realized that the beautiful lady was paying attention. Given the fact she had a huge book and a suitcase infront of her I thought she might have a blank pice of paper in her arsenal. So, I asked.
She went back to the end of her big book and tear out the last page. I was surprised and tried to stop her but she just look at me and replied: “It is just a blank page”… guess that’s enough of an argument to tear the last page of a book.
The meeting went fast, effective and enthusiastic and above all friendly and smooth.
My friend left an hour later and I stayed in the place as I was hoping to connect to Skype and have a conference call (the broadband at the coffee shop is faster than the one at home, hence Skype works better there).
I started conversation with the lady, mainly curios about her subject of study: an exam to enter law school. There you go, she just teared the last page of an expensive law book for us to draw sketches on it: priceless.
At that point she went on asking about what i was doing there, what kind of business we were planning, etc…
Congruence Test:
I have been wondering what kind of attitude - behavior is congruent with TAA. Yesterday Gegogi replied
After I read that last night, I pondered how should I carry myself in conversation. I had been noticing that I haven’t have the energy to go for a close in previous encounters. As if I didn’t really care. Therefore, I hypothesized that maybe what I maybe experiencing was a needless state. If I am happy, I am lucky, I have plenty of choices.
The conversation with the lady evolved and she became the one trying to match me and not the other way around. Example: “How you know your friend (business associate)?” she asked. “I met him in a canoe trip” I said. “Really, I am a canoe trip leader”. “Oh” I replied, as if I am not impressed even though somehow my mind said wow, but my attitude was cool, there’s nothing impressive about that. Better still, I tried, get this, to disqualify myself… “Well, I am a canoe trip leader nightmare. I am left handed so…” and she interrupts with a: “Really, I am left handed too” 
So, a lucky guy, a million bucks guy doesn’t seeks validation, he just gets it.
Important:
I read this post yesterday and I concur:
To you guys who think pheromones get women
How to think about pehromones’ effects
For me I am more interested in the state they provoke in me and how I can integrate that into desirable behavior that is consistent.
So far, I can’t say I am certain on how to embrace the effects of this Molecule. More on this later.
Second Test:
Environment: Salsa Dancing
Dosage: I sprayed an other shot on my chest. This was 6 hours after the previous one.
Self Effects:
I felt the radiance again. Walking towards the place I felt with a strong well held posture. However, however, as I start dancing I didn’t felt the vibrant joyful energy I have had the past two weekends dancing at the same venue.
Effects on others:
People did notice. Mainly ladies, well, I mainly paid attention to ladies, that’s more accurate. However, I don’t feel my attitude (and dancing vibe) was consistent with “expectations”. I was just tired but not my body, could that be possible?. A friend I have enjoyed dancing with a lot in the past (great playful chemistry) at some point mentioned that we were not connecting today. Two ladies asked me to dance with them, still they seem disappointed either because I was not dancing to the vibe they got or either because I was not radiating Alpha, I don’t know.
Reflections:
Three thoughts:
a) I overdosed (I seem not to have a high resistance to pheros), hence I was feeling tired.
b) Last Saturday I were AMMO while dancing with many of these ladies, hence that message and TAA were not consistent.
c) I haven’t learn yet how to carry this one congruently. There’s a reason why we have to state the kind of environment we are trying the molecule at. I still have the good “happy lucky dude” feeling now as I write this post and maybe the happy lucky dude is one that just relaxes and enjoys life as it goes by.
Duration of effect
Around 6 hours first test but if I did overdose then the duration is longer.
Next Steps:
Day 4 I am back to one spray, Day 5 I will try two again, Day nada - rien - nichts. Going “clean” for one day should allow me to have a renewed point of reference and learn what has became integrated state (meaning can I accesss this state based on what I neurologicaly have learnt) and based on the above I will decide what I want to test then on Day 7 (and potentially 8 and 9).