EDIT: I am now reasonably sure what I applied was 25mcg of TAC, not TAA. I apologize for the error. ![]()
I have a very interesting self report today fellas. And by interesting I mean straight up crazy. I know this is a public forum, so I’ll preface any “naughty” paragraphs with a red line so you can skip them if you don’t want to read the nasty bits.
So around 11-12 at night I decide “what the hell” and I douse myself in 25mcg of TAA. Quite a feat considering I have a 2.5mcg/spray bottle. ![]()
Immediate thoughts? “Wow…smells like straight alcohol” No immediate effects, or so I think.
I am under the impression that TAA does not give me an erection, but if I get one whilst under the influence of TAA it will be much more intense. Gaining about 3/4s of an inch and 1 inch in diameter. (using a cloth measuring tape I have confirmed this 1 time)
Continue about my business, mostly talking to Revivia on AOL. Fun right? Hehe. Well, about 12:30 it comes time for me to go to bed. So I lay in bed.
Suddenly, literally out of nowhere I have a naughty thought about my ex girlfriend. Like SERIOUSLY naughty. This is really unlike me. Don’t get me wrong, I’m a guy. I just don’t remember ever imagining what it’d be like to bend her over my new weight-bench and finally get some use to it. I actually thought of 3 or 4 different positions, and all the while…I have a really hardcore erection. I haven’t even touched myself, nor did I plan to masturbate. I was simple waiting to fall asleep when this one thought provokes an onslaught of naughty thoughts and urges. I can’t sleep, because this is one of those erections where you can’t really think about anything else, it’s almost PAINFUL it is so rigid. So, I do what most guys would do, I take care of myself.
Now, I’m back in bed thinking “wow that was strange, glad thats over”. Less than 5 minutes later, GUESS WHAT HAPPENS? Another erection, just as rigid, just as ferocious. NO provacation. This one isn’t going away either, I think of anything I can to tame it, but it’s not going to happen. So…I take of myself, for the second time in 10 minutes. Now let me add a little something, I am indeed a male, im 18 and I masturbate probably 1 time every two weeks. I just do it when I feel the “urge” so this is very unlike me.
I go back to bed, sure that I’ve done it this time. But the naughty thoughts return, and this time I’m remembering certain things that happened on the exact bed im sleeping on. I say fuck it and move to the couch in my other room. I’ve still got a full on erection and really can’t see why. At this point I’m thinking “This would be nice if I had a lady around, but with just me it seems a bit RIDICULOUS” I lay on my couch a good 15 minutes, no change in my lower extremity status. So I just try my best to ignore it. I finally manage to fall asleep around 1:30, and I wake up at 1:41. Care to take a guess why? Well, I still have that erection, and I rolled over during my sleep and woke up to a pretty painful feeling as I’ve just “stubbed my penis” on the couch.
At this point, I want it all to end. I just want to get some sleep for christs sake. I eventually wait it out and fall asleep.
25mcg of Taa, and I’m having explicit thoughts to the point where I literally could not sleep.
I won’t be doing this self test again, as it is hell. However, if I will be entertaining a certain lady guest then I will be repeating this same mix. I think 25mcg of TAA is my “Instant Viagra”