What exactly is the difference between TAA and TAC? I have read that they get in each other’s way and can be unpredictable when used together. I have absent-mindedly done that a couple of times and both times I locked my keys in the car, something I previously hadn’t done since high school. So if I need to choose between one and the other, how exactly do they differ from each other? And is it really okay to use the two together if P74 is included? How does that work? These are the questions I am exploring.
Test 1 - TAC at the gym
I wore 12.5 mcg TAC to the gym this afternoon. I used one drop A314 version LS (give me respect, STFU and stay outta my way) as a base. That’s all the pheros I used.
When I got to the gym I noticed the music, which is usually playing – you know outta the ceiling tile speakers. It seemed louder, though I doubt it really was. I’d never paid much attention before. I felt more like dancing than getting on the treadmill. I certainly never felt that way at the gym before!
I don’t consider this a social event. That’s why I wear a little of the leave-me-alone version of A314. Nevertheless, in my self-imposed solitude, everything seemed slightly amusing. It would have been very easy to laugh were there the slightest cause. I don’t especially like the gym. I go there for health reasons. And yet today, it was, for no reason, amusing. I can see why some users ascribe “hilarity” to TAC.
My body felt light and relaxed, almost joyful. This fits in with the urge to start dancing in the middle of the gym. The lower half of my body felt especially light, relaxed, free. This contrasts with P103 which feels like it lifts a load off one’s shoulders (top part of the body). Somebody claimed that TAC makes it easier for a woman to have an orgasm. That is consistent with being relaxed and free in the lower part of the body. I’ll test that theory in due time.
There’s been a slight soreness in my knee. It’s nothing serious, but I have been considering getting some acupuncture treatments to make sure it doen’t become serious. Today I ran two miles and never noticed anything. I think that’s because my leg muscles were just more relaxed and didn’t irritate what I suspect is a tendon issue.
The other thing I noticed, but have no explanation for, is that my hands seemed unusually sweaty. ?!
Contrasting this with my general experiences with TAA, I’d say TAA is more “here and now”. TAC is somewhat “here and now” but TAA really nails it down. TAC somewhat increased awareness of my body in a pleasurable way. TAA is very grounding and centering. I think that is why it decreases social distance – you can’t run away, in your head, to avoid those in your presence. Wearing TAA is not like meditating, but, without meditating, it produces a centeredness as though you recently had been. TAC is just less serious, more playful. Playful implies invoking in the “here and now” fantasy items from without. So far I have not found that TAA helps a woman to orgasm, and that surprised me. TAA seems less attuned to the joy of sex and more attuned to the spiritual satisfaction of chanting “om”.
Test 2
I woke up early in the morning feeling agitated, but I wanted to get more sleep. I decided to experiement with pheromones.
after 00 min. - P103, 75mcg - a little more relaxed.
after 11 min. - TAC, 10mcg - more relaxed, especially lower body
after 27 min. - P86, 15mcg & TAC, 5mcg more - definitely more relaxed
after 41 min. - TAK, 2.5mcg - a little disoriented, but sleepy
after 52 min. - TAA, 5mcg - more disoriented, not sleepy
after 59 min. - P74, 5mcg - less disoriented
Test 3 - TAC with TAA
I added TAC to my P86 Sensuality formula 2.0, which includes 5mcg TAA. I noticed the negative effects of combining TAA & TAC. I felt trembly. I could feel my heart pounding. I’ve noticed the couple of times before when I mixed TAC and TAA. It is very uncomfortable, almost panicy. My mood lighter & more distractable, flustered, overwhelmed, disoriented. I added some EST. The TAC seemed to dilute the effects I expect of EST. Adding P74 restored focus, but I am still distractable and a little trembly (though less). P86 still works. I feel more aggressive, less affectionate. TAC dilutes affectionate, cuddly aspect of EST. EST seemed to increase the sense of disorientation. P74 helped. P103 did not help.
Test 4 - Nervous with TAC
I wore 12.5mcg TAC and 10mcg P74 and A314 to a meeting. I sometimes have a nervous tic around my eyes. It was acting up and I was feeling insecure. I kept spilling things! There was little sense of hilarity.
Test 5 - Voting
I wore 2 drops A314LS and 12.5mcg TAC I walked to the polling place. It was a pleasant walk. I felt alittle disoriented at the polls. Later I added 5mcg TAC and went to the gym. I forgot to put money in the parking meter, similar relaxed experience at the gym.
Test 6 - TAC, TAA, P74
I wore 10mcg of each TAC, TAA and P74. Since I’ve been wearing TAC I seem to spill things. With TAA it’s even worse. It’s not safe for me to be around liquids. Today I almost choked on my own saliva.
With this combination of three pheros and nothing else I still feel a little jittery. It’s not as bad as TAC and TAA without P74, but it is still there. Without the P74 I will tend to be overtly trembling. With the P74 added that goes away, but on a mental level it is still happening. I feel very awkward. People seem to respond to me in a positive way.
I despise this P74 with TAC stuff. I can’t even type!
Test 7 - Cold and empty with TAC
I went to a meeting tonight wearing 17.5mcg TAC. No one else showed up. Maybe I’m here on the wrong night. I feel empty and down – but not depressed. People react to me warily. This stuff is not good for rapport when my mood is poor. I feel vulnerable, empty. This “empty” feeling is very unusual for me, without TAC. People look cold, unattractive, distant.
TAC is very cool. Here’s the warmth continuum as I have experienced it:
cold == P81 < TAC < P74 < TAA < alphanol < EST == hot
Test 8 - TAA at the gym
I wore TAA instead of TAC to the gym. Time seemed to pass more slowly. After running my pulse returned to normal more slowly.
Test 9 - TAC at the gym
I wore 20mcg TAC & 1 drop A314LS to the gym. With TAC at the gym time seems to pass faster. Heart rate doesn’t get as high and definitely comes back toward resting rate faster with TAC! I did not notice especially sweaty hands this time.
Test 10 - TAC with P124
TAC makes me more relaxed and comfortable at the gym, but it leaves me feeling kind of empty inside, trembly and a little disoriented. Adding P74 makes this worse. TAC and TAA is the worst. TAC, TAA and P74 is better than TAC and TAA alone.
This time I added 30mcg P124 to 15mcg TAC. The addition of P124 helps a lot. The P124 has a soothing quality. I do not feel empty inside. I do not feel trembly. The benefits of TAC remain. I still feel relaxed from the TAC and still a little absent minded. I forgot the supplements I usually take before going to the gym. I sometimes forgot to set the weights on the machines or to count reps. [Since this day, my absent-mindedness seems to have improved with more experience wearing TAC. Also, I have concluded that equal amounts of P124 – rather than twice as much – is adequate.]
With the TAC, I run faster. I cut three minutes off my two mile run. My ankles are more relaxed. There is more spring in my step.
Test 11 - TAC with P86, without TAA
I substituted 17.5mcg TAC for the TAA in my P86 Sensualtiy mix 2.0. In Test 3 above I added TAC to the Sensuality mix without removing the TAA. This time I make up a small batch of the mix without TAA and instead included the TAC.
Self tests showed this mix – call it version 2.0C – performed in a similar manner to the original version 2.0. This is the first field test. I apply a half dose enroute to the strip club, half dose when I arrive and a third half about two hours later. The effects were as expected. I get more attention than my minimal tipping deserves. Ladies sit and talk to me and tell me how good I look, my hair, my suit, my tie. The ladies are unusually attractive, but I am not drawn to them. TAC is very cool, maybe cold.
I wore two drops of A314 before leaving home. I add 10mcg P124 and one spray of IO with each half dose of the TAC Sensuality mix. It works well, a little cool, until the third half dose. With that I also refresh my A314 with two sprays of MX173. MX173 is supposed to be the same as A314 but without two of the pheromeones in A314. Everything should be pretty much the same, but it isn’t. I get this empty, nervous, trembly feeling which I would expect with the addition of P74 or TAA, but there is no P74 or TAA. Adding more P124 helps a little. It is still miserable. I don’t understand it, but I’m probably giving up on version 2.0C.
Conclusions
TAC and TAA together are very bad for me. I tremble violently, my heart pounds in my chest and I become very disoriented. Adding P74 to this mix helps some, but it is still an unpleasant experience. TAC with only P74 is also a little jittery, but less extreme.
TAC alone has some very beneficial effects. It is relaxing and can add a sense of humor to a social event. The relaxing aspect seems to apply primarily to the lower half of the body. At the gym it improves my performance and helps my pulse rate return to a resting rate more quickly. It can, however, leave me with a hollow feeling. There is a distractibility and absent-mindedness that goes away after multiple uses. In a social situation TAC sometimes makes me more nervous. People can seem inappropriately cold. With a negative social experience it can make me feel more down and people more distant. It, however, is not depressing.
Roughly equal amounts of P124 soothes the empty feeling left by TAC without removing the beneficial relaxing effects. Interestingly enough, I do not experience much of anything form P124 when I use it alone.