Product and dosage:
TAH: 67.5
Environment:
At home and doing errands
Self effects:
Although my life is all full of stressful things going on right now, the anxiety receded, replaced by a calm, mellow state of reflection and acceptance. Worry, depression, frustration and loneliness were nowhere to be found.
My demeanor became softer, but not in a weak way. Soft spoken, but in a strong and comfortable way. Like the female employees of Japanese descent at work. Soft yet strong and smart.
Effects/others:
As I started to leave to go do errands, my son came out all the way to the truck to make sure I had my cell phone charger. He is a normally thoughtful person, but not normally that thoughtful ![]()
I had to drop off a last document to my tax lady, who operates out of her home, and who I had never used before.
I sat down for a moment, and told her that nobody (no tax preparer) had ever asked me the wonderfully detailed questions that she did, when doing my taxes, Not ever. And thank god I didn’t go to H & R Block, or someplace like that to get my taxes done.
She thanked me, and appeared to be truly touched by my compliment, as though nobody had ever told her that before. In fact she almost teared up a little, and I think if her big desk and papers weren’t between us, she would have given me a hug.
At the library, I ran into Albert, the not quite retarded fellow who is always everywhere collecting recycle cans and helping people.
I tried to not let him see me, but then he did.
He came over and gave me a big hug and a kiss on my cheek (he always does that), and then, in answer to my “How was your Easter?”, he proceeded to tell me every detail of his day yesterday. And of his Saturday too. I was finally able to politely escape.
I had not been to the library in awhile, which is strange for me, because I love libraries and I love to read. Normally, for recreational reading, I lean towards twisted mysteries and some sci-fi fantasy.
Today, however (and don’t you dare laugh), I took out “A Prisoner of Birth” bu Jeffrey Archer, “Hold Tight” by Harlan Coben, “The Leper” by Steve Thayer and “The Independence of Miss Mary Bennett” by Colleen Mccullough.
Duration:
At least 3+ hours
Conclusion:
I need a big bottle of this!!!