me and 2 gal pals tried IFM.
it did zero for us.
believe me, we WANTED it to work…
i gave away my bottle.
i think its psychological.
AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAARGH!
That stuff WORKS. But now that mountain jim posted what the major -mone is and where I can get it, I know what my next -mone purchase will be.
thanks for this cookbook ! 
Haven’t posted in a long time because nothing new (well, nothing POSITIVE) is happening herabouts. Will be trying out new things in 2-6 weeks, after a new purchase.
I keep using A314 in good faith but really, really, need some pointers on it because I think "I got nuthin’ ". I’ve tried it many times, I’m like Agent Fox Mulder of the x-files… “I want to believe”… so someone help me out on this one.
Can’t seem to get rid of IJ, so I might as well use it.
I have one to-go of IG and 2 to-go’s of TUTH left, too.
IG + 1 shot of TUTH works well, so my next purchase will probably be a full size bottle of IG. Don’t need more TUTH, my supply should last me awhile, but I am itching for some new product.
MX292 didn’t do squat for me, but I do see a purchase of Catlords MX series in my near future…
Oh, will be using this stuff in NYC and Vegas. I normally have NO problem getting women in NYC but have never been a “playa”. I might give that a whirl. Never been to Vegas, not into the club scene, but I could easily work the Casinos. This might get interesting…
Pretty much out of Pheros other than CTTM2, TUTH, and A314. None of them are very good to mix together - CTTM2 by itself makes 18-22 y/o’s friendly, CTTM2 + A314 does nothing, CTTM2 + TUTH also does nothing. A314+TUTH –> fight or flight responses in both males and females, but turns on older women (40+). The only attractive older women I know are married.
This months purchases revolve around supplements (creatine, protein, cirtuline mallate) - next trip to NYC is in one month. At that time I may just run with a purchase of Ammo and IG to-go bottles.
Dang pete, after all you’ve been through you sound a bit burnt out
Certain scents - and certain mones - work best (or at all) for some people but not others. The same mones might not compliment the one wearing them, but the guy that just passed on the street would be able to use the same mones, the same dosage, to awesome effects. That’s why everyone suggests to use the mones by themselves, and keep upping the dosage, until you find your sweet spot.
Maybe you should take a break from the mones for a few weeks, let your synapses reset (not to mention your body) and come back at it after a while. As DJ there suggested, you seem a bit burnt out. 
Time for a new approach
I’m burnt out for financial and professional reasons. That affects my perception of everything else. I’m also going through a phase where I am seeking to experience new, exciting things…like NEW pheromones…putatives, mx’s. Unfortunately the ones I’m interested in aren’t in stock so I’m going with “Plan B”.
I think I’m going to roll the dice today as far as my social life goes.
Things are looking up with the Astrophysics babe again and I am going to take the fight to her peers instead of just her. I’ve got it bad for this woman. I’ve walked in on her a few times this week, finding her defending me from her peers, seems like they still don’t approve and she’s defensive about it. The outdoorsy physician is another obstacle to that
relationship. Seems “they” think we’re a good match. So I’ve decided.
I’m going to USE the outdoorsy physician to influence their peers.
I’d love to publish the details, it would clear up a lot of confusion about what I go through, but it’d be too easy for them to identify me.
Damned peer pressure. I’m going to be methodical about this, but this has gone on for so long that I just can’t take it seriously. Before it was painful, irritating, now I just- I don’t know - I guess it intrigues me.
Yes, I’d love to wake up next the astrophysics babe (have I mentioned she’s as intelligent as she is beautiful…), but I’m not really taking this game seriously anymore, it’s more like a social engineering experiment.
I’m buying some books on “Personal Branding”.
This should be fun!
Now on to the mones.
Right now I have
A314
TUTH
CTTM2
I have just reviewed ALL of my past entries and noticed that 3-4 sprays of Ammo + 1 TUTH have had consistent results across the board, while 2 TUTH consistently yields negative results.
The women in my life - the Tall Scandinavian blonde, the Astrophysics babe, 23 year old party girl, outdoorsy physician, hottest woman I’ve ever met, and the red hot mexican physician all reacted EXTREMELY well to it, and I didn’t notice it because I used it occasionally and did not name the mix because it was not complex / did not require a recipe.
I also don’t know why the hell I keep buying A314. Actually, I do know. I want it to work as advertised. BUT IT DOESN’T WORK FOR ME AT THIS HOSPITAL and I need to accept that.
So anyhow.
Later tonight I’m ordering a full bottle of Ammo and a to go of TUTH, and a to-go of IG just for variety, since I can’t really wear TUTH every day.
I’m wearing 1 TUTH and 4 CTTM2 until I get my next shipment.
The plan for the next few months is to shelve the current colognes and run with Armani Black Code - and alternate between…
3-4 IG + CTTM2.
3-4 IG.
3-4 CTTM2.
3-4 CTTM2 + 1 TUTH.
3-4 Ammo.
and, let’s not forget the coherent/consistent mix that I keep unconciously going back to – I’m going to name this
Texas Pete’s General Hospital Mix:
3-4 Ammo + 1 TUTH.
It’s simple, consistent, coherent, safe to wear at work, and effective.
Thoughts/Concerns:
- Maybe it’s always effective because I’ve worn it infrequently.
- Maybe wearing it more than one day at a time would cause -none buildup.
- Maybe wearing it frequently would cause it to become less effective.
So I think I will limit myself to wearing it weekly. I think I may cycle it’s use and the use of ammo and tuth in such a way that I never wear ammo more than one day in a row and never wear tuth more than one day in a row.
Hmmmm. Brainstorming…
OK. A sample 7 day cycle of rotation, high -none days are in red:
- 3-4 IG + CTTM2
- 3-4 Ammo
- 3-4 IG
- General Hospital Mix
- 3-4 CTTM2
- 3-4 CTTM2 + 1 TUTH
- 3-4 IG
I think that throwing in some cops or a putative would help establish some more variety to this cycle (particularly on days where I use one product by itself) while still having some consistency and maintaining the simplicity of the approach. I like this idea!
Seriously, this is going to be a fun experiment and a learning experience, a nice distraction from the crazy crap going on in my life. I am going to work this hard and seek strategic advice here on all aspects of this.
But First: I need a name for a new thread.
Some ideas:
“The Astrophysics Babe Project”
“Applied Social Engineering”
“Texas Pete 2.0”
More serious possible titles:
“Overcoming Ostracism”
“Countering Peer Pressure”
I’m leaning towards “The Astrophysics Babe Project” because I don’t want it to be too serious, but I want it to be focused, epic. I’ll be all over the map with this, dabbling in PUA concepts (I need a quick crash course on the ideas applicable to social engineering peers/her friends), sociology, and psychology instead of just reporting -mones use like I have with the cookbook.
Edit: But I might veer away from focusing on the astrophysics babe. Maybe it should be more general - like
“Adventures in Personal (Re-?)Branding”… or something. (HELP me pick a title)
Interestingly enough, I just ordered these books:
Me 2.0: Build a Powerful Brand to Achieve Career Success - Dan Schawbel
The Presentation of Self in Everyday Life - Erving Goffman
So this meme of personal branding is pervasive throughout my life. I’m not quite having a full blown mid-life crisis, but my birthday is coming up and I’ve decided to make a “New Years Resolution” based on that date. My resolution is simple but dramatic: I have resolved to utterly stop doing the things that are not working out in my life and will be taking completely different - and much more positive, roactive -approaches to everything from relationships to diet, fitness, career, my social life, finances, religion/spirituality - every aspect of my world. I’m just letting you guys in on the social aspect of it.
Thoughts? Ideas? 
Advice on Personal Branding?
Any other books? I am staying away from “self improvement” since that is a defeatist, negative attitude to have about yourself. I like me as I am, I just have not “marketed” myself well and have not been proactive about making sure everyone sees me for who I am. Yes, I will polish my presentation of myself, but I will not change who I am. The new approach I am taking is one of being my own marketer, publicist, and advocate. 
Jesus, rereading this old thread boggles my mind. I cancelled the order for those books a long time ago. As far as “the astrophysics babe”, she confounds me. Our last date was over a year ago. One day she’s rubbing my back, the next day she’s the ice queen. If she didn’t look exactly like Winona Ryder and give this 39 year old a woody every time she walks by, I’d have wrote her off a long time ago.
The outdoorsy physician moved to fricking Hawaii.
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I’m back into bodybuilding and I’m no longer natural. I use research chemicals and take deprenyl, so I ooze more testosterone and I’m happy/horny all the time (deprenyl converts to meth in the liver. Yay.) I’m keeping things simpler (and cheaper) as far as pheromones go and buying just Ammo regularly from now on and that’s it. I’ll skip using any other cologne as a scent, too.
I’m also a hell of a lot more introspective than I used to be. I think that, more than just being burnt out as others mentioned earlier in this thread, I’ve been a deluded hypocrite as far as women goes. I thought of myself as being the proverbial “nice guy doormat type who gets looked over by women” when, in fact, I’m expecting women to overlook my physical and personality flaws while refusing to overlook theirs. I don’t want the “nice girl type” so how do I deal with that? I don’t know. What I do know is that I’m unable to overlook their physical flaws so I’m optimizing mine with every tool available to me. As far as my personality, well, heck, I don’t know what I can do about that right now so for the moment I’m just going to work on bodybuilding. In the future I’ll try to be more sociable when the opportunities present themselves, but I’m trying to wrap my mind around my feelings for 3 women that are in my life right now…
The Courtney Cox clone with a big butt… OMG she’s gorgeous. And bubbly. And attracted to me. And I like her. But I am very turned off by her “asset” and attracted to the “small and firm”, athletic or skinny types. I’m sure I could get her in bed and think she’d be great to wake up to, but I’m also sure I wouldn’t be able to “rise to the occasion”. The rest of her body is thin, you can tell that she watches what she eats and exercises, but her butt is disproportional to the rest of her body. “That’s a mountain (I) would never be able to climb”, according to one of my female friends.
The sexy Indo-Asian babe. Objectively speaking, this girl is haute. Patients have seen us interacting and commented on how lucky I am, thinking that we’re a couple. She’s from the carribbean - Part indian, part black, part asian, has long, thick, wavy asian/indian hair and a perfect hourglass figure. Dark caramel skin and gigantic doe eyes… She’s flirtatious, slightly taller than me, has suggested that I take her out for dinner, and I think I have mental issues with her skin color and with the idea of dating someone who is so physically different from any other woman I’ve been interested in before. She’s said she gets asked out by many black guys because they think she’s black, but she does not like black americans because of their culture and white guys steer clear of her because they think she’s black. I think that if I can overcome my issues with her skin color (and not let on that I have any) then we could have a solid relationship, but I doubt I can do that because I’m drawn to WASP types. I think that would irk her and it would not be fair to her. The below photo is very close to how she looks, but with much darker skin.
The just off the boat japanese rocker girl OK, so she’s not really just off the boat. She has an incredibly thick, rough accent, not the sweet charming type of accent, either. She’s got a cute little body, dyes part of her hair blonde, wears denim jackets, and just had a nose job because she had a very sharp, roman/greek looking hooked nose before. She’s friendly and sweet, blushes when I hit on her, and OMG what a cute little ass. Not sure there’s anything there relationship wise, though. Did I mention she has a nice ass?
Oh, and to be clear, I’m leaving the married women I know out of this. There are 3 that are potential flings or possible affairs but I won’t entertain that thought. I might fantasize about it a little, but I digress.
Anyhow, since there is no regular ammo in stock, and most women (including the newly renamed “elusive astrophysics babe”) seem to react well to Ammo, I’m hoping for the best and ordering this “International Mix” of Ammo in 3…2…1… (http://flashforwardargentina.files.wordpress.com/2009/10/9715_sonya-walger-en-flash-forward.jpg)
Right now I have:
Ammo International Super-Smelly Edition
IO
TAA
Old TUTH To Go bottle loaded with TAA (so there are traces of TUTH in it)
I wore Ammo x3 today. Got nuthin’
2X Ammo (Smelly Edition) today. Got 'nuthin.
This new edition of ammo is nothing like the one I remember.
Hey texaspete. I think 2x is too little for you. You used to run with 3x plus 1x TUTH (your little booster) so I would give old TUTH there a squirt and see what you get.
I’m going to return it. I only purchased this crap because i wanted something solid and dependable that I could wear in place of cologne without any cover scent or additional products, but the current version of Ammo simply smells bad.
Wore 3x Ammo and 1x IO today.
Got into an argument with my boss almost immediately after I got to work. It was civil and professional, more like a disagreement than anything else, but it came close to being more than that. I was paged and walked away at that point, but it was straddling the line between acceptable and unacceptable.
I was the center of attention r/e female coworkers. At one point I found myself sitting in the middle of a group of women with all their chairs surrounding me, later on we had an impromptu “meeting” in a half way, again I was physically in the middle of them.
Had a very long, flirtateous encounter with a beautiful nurse who looked like Anne Hathaway - probably could have gotten more out of it but I was too amazed by my luck to push it - to “close” as many guys would say. Will definitely do it the next time I see her, hopefully by the end of next week. I don’t know how to describe how I felt around her besides saying that I was absolutely floored by how we clicked instantly and how everything just flowed smoothly. There was no “witty banter” or sarcastic teasing… everything was just friendly and sweet in a balanced way. She seemed to enjoy it in the same way that I did, and her two coworkers were laughing at us, and I got an unmistakeable “Oh My God, you’re so cute together” vibe from them that was a little embarrassing but also very welcome. That nurse is a dead ringer for Anne Hathaway - she could easily be mistaken for her. I swear, looking at the photo below I am having trouble believing that they’re not the same person :
Speaking of next week, I set up a dinner date with the red hot indo-asian babe “some time next week” as opposed to this weekend, due to conflicting work schedules. The below photo is close to how she looks. Close, but not quite. The hair is exactly the same as in the photo, but her skin is a little darker / different… not quite like a black persons skin, but more - I don’t know - like dark caramel. Her chin is also rounder.
http://www.flystylelife.com/wp-content/uploads/2009/04/eva-pigford-big-hair.jpg
I’m much more attracted to the Anne Hathaway clone, but they’re obviously very beautiful women. Any man would be fortunate to wake up next to either of them and I’m certainly lucky to suddenly find both of them in my life, for whatever that is worth. So maybe this version of ammo works, but I still think the crap stinks and I strongly prefer the old scent.
I’ll call Androtics on monday to see what the supply situation is like. It looks like due to the liberal return policy I will be able to return it for sotre credit and wait until the version I like is in stock again, and then order that. Right now I’m going to have dinner with “red-hot” but begin looking for an opportunity to spend more time with “The Anne Hathaway Clone” and see how that plays out. I’m comfortable with “red-hot”, but the kind of chemistry I felt with “Anne Hathaway” was something I haven’t experienced in about 15 years. I’m kicking myself for not going back and getting her number before I left work, and I’m continually astounded when beautiful women like her seem interested in me in any way. I’m on good terms with (and already know) one of her coworkers who was with us tonight, so I might be able to work this by proxy instead of having to wait until I see her again - whenever that will be.
Yes, I’m waffling again…
Ammo and Io has not been a “bad” combo, and I also have a half bottle of TAA plus a few drops of A314 left.
I can’t say that this stuff is bad, I just don’t like the new smell of Ammo and I’m online posting this because of something that just happened. I’m sitting in a lobby for employees and using my laptop, reading a few blogs before working today. Another interest of mine just walked by, passed me from behind, giving me the sweetest sounding “Heeeey Peeete” greeting I’ve had in awhile. (Ok, so maybe it wasn;t that sweet, I just like her sweet, breathy voice.) She hasn’t said anything to me in weeks, and I never know how the women I know are going to act, but to be honest I work in a very stressful environment. I can’t blame them, as individual human beings, for behaving unpredictably in an unpredictable and stressful environment. I almost asked her to have dinner with me tonight, but I don’t feel comfortable asking this girl out (again) after having recently found out that she’s good friends with my Winona Ryder look-alike.
Anyhow, this is a nice beginning to my shift. I’m wearing 3x Ammo, applied 5 hours ago.
Last night ended badly. Badly as in OMFG I give the hell up on the women who work at this place, badly.
Don’t give up! I’ve read this journal from start to finish and I’m rootin for ya. Get back in the game and get the W.
P.S. look back at all the good stuff that happened to you in the journal.
I’m apparently stalkeriffic…
I haven’t worn -mones in 4 days. Ran into the Astrophysics babe today. She behaved as if she was frightened of me, I wondered what that was all about, but I blew it off. 
Tried to be business like since we were both going the same way. Walked into an office area with her, noticed others chuckling at her while we walked in together. I’m pretty sure I’ve been pegged as “that stalker guy”. I try to stay away from her, but we cross paths too often so she is unavoidable and unpredictable ( - and easy on the eyes. I might have mentioned that once or twice…) Later on I saw the Indo-asian RN across the room and she looked angry. They work in the same area and I have begun to wonder what the hell is being said about me while I’m not around. 
I didn’t see her again for the rest of the day, which was otherwise uneventful.
I don’t know, man. This is definitely not a cool place to work. I’ve been saying for years that I can’t wait for the economy to improve so I can move on.
OK, so I’m officially confused. Again. The astrophysics babe was cordial, smiled, and actually said Hello. Miss Indo-Asian hotness seemed happy and excited to see me. Had a few other “hits” and interesting interaction with several other women… 2 mid-twenties blondes and a cute 20 year old.
Wore 4x Ammo. 2x on back of neck and 1x on each forearm. 4x Ammo seems to work best if I don’t apply everything all in one spot - it needs to be sprayed in several locations.