OK, so I’m having dinner with Miss Indo-Asian hotness next tuesday.
Wore 4x Ammo 1x IH today.
Again, she looks very much like this woman, but with much darker skin…
Dinner was ok, but we’re definitely “in the friends zone”. It was worth a shot.
What in God’s Name is in P96?!
P96 almost turned my social status around in one day, and I am definitely going to experiment with wearing it daily.
The two 20-something witches I’ve worked with and had issues with for years have suddenly done a 180 degree turn. They become my greatest fans, even going so far as to offer to hook me up with someone I was interested in (I’ll get to that in a second…). They were atypically bubbly and pleasant all night, and I just can’t explain in any way besides my use of P96.
Early in my shift I walked in on the “Astrophysics Babe” performing an emergency procedure, surrounded by about ten people, including her department head, and she dropped everything - she stopped the procedure - and coo’d - and I mean practically PURRED- “Helloooo Peeeete”…
We stood there, about 5 feet from each other, face to face, just smiling for a moment. I said Hello, and couldn’t help but grin confidently, but in the back of my mind I was practically screaming “HOLY SHIT HOLY SHIT HOLY SHIT - WHAT IN THE HELL IS IN THIS STUFF?” …because she hardly ever says a word to me anymore, and the other woman I’m interested in - who I’ll call “Keira Knightley II” - was also there. She asked me why I was there, then doubled over in laughter when I told her I was answering an overhead page calling for sexual harassment of her (it wasn’t even remotely that funny, and her response kind of freaked me out, but only one woman who I was with seemed to notice the exchange.)
I experienced blatant hits all night, an abundance of positive vibes except for one dramatic instance, but overall it was very positive, and so very, very odd. One girl gave me her friends number, saying “You asked for this a long time ago and I keep forgetting to give it to you.” I also ended my day by being “walked to my car” BY a 21 year old smoking hot little blonde (Reminder, I’m 40). I felt like I was in some kind of satire where everyone who was normally down and negative was acting happy and sugary sweet. It was so, SO odd.
At one point I was part of a group of people- mostly women - who were talking to Keira Knightley II and a group of males, and commented on her after she left. The two witches were astounded that I found her attractive - knowing I was drawn to the Astrophysics Babe - and offered to hook me up, easily, saying we were “cute and goofy” together.
It was so fricking ODD for them to behave this way, when they’re normally negative and aloof. They were actually a bit pushy about it.
The one instance of negativity that stands out in my mind was overwhelmingly negative. One 20-something girl who I normally joke with, stood at a secretaries desk, looking at me from twenty feet away, as I walked away, and I am pretty sure that the astrophysics babe was behind the desk. I heard the 20-something say “What?! Why would ANYONE want to go out with that faggot?” Sure, it’s possible they may not have been talking about me, but I got the distinct impression that they were and the Astrophysics babe was not nearly as friendly towards me for the rest of the night. It’s apparent that astrophysics babe is seeking some kind of approval in order to move forward with me, and it’s not forthcoming.
I’ve recently lost 30 lbs, started exercising, and eat much, much healthier than I ever did before. I’m still - technically- 30lbs overweight, but most people stare at my stomach and tell me “whatever the hell you’re doing, it’s working” (or something along those lines). I’m powerlifting, boxing/skipping rope, and I’m on the Paleo Diet.
For what it’s worth I also recently turned 40 and - even though I still notice other peoples behavior - I just don’t give a damn anymore about what anyone thinks about me. I’ve been told the (positive) change in my attitude is apparent to everyone.
Anyhow, what a fricking strange day.
I wore 2x Ammo on my neck and 3x P96 on top of it, applied 3 hours before I started my shift. I have a “to go” of IG and will probably order more “to go” bottles of Ammo and as much P96 as I can afford.
Tomorrow I am supposed to have lunch with a hot new housemate, but I’m not sure how it will play out. She is a Biochemist and was intrigued when she stumbled across a loose bottle of Instant Openness in my car a few days ago. She and I sprayed it on each other, but felt nothing obvious. This is the second night of the week where she has not come home, so I’m wondering if she is sleeping at her old place while moving her things here, or if she’s involved with someone and hasn’t told me. I’ll ask her point blank tomorrow - if I see her.
Anyhow, the gameplan is to feel everyone out when I get to work tomorrow (after hopefully making plans with my housemate) and then I will pursue whoever seems the most interested. Almost forgot, the “2 witches” say I should avoid the Astrophysics Babe “because she is just manipulative”. They say she’ll have dinner with me again, and that’s it, and I should “just ignore her”. I kind of think they’re right, and wish I could ignore her, but at this point I’m more than a little infatuated and I just want to get her in bed. I think I’ve said that before… wasn’t it like a year and a half ago? Sheesh.