P130 the Bruce Lee of the Putative series.
I got some P130 over the weekend and been testing it. I’m going to write this, but stick it in moderation just to confirm a couple of things first. When I first tested TAA way back when I always had an overwhelming desire to smile and why not. It’s the primary ingredient in Ishine and whenever I felt anxious about the changes I was making in life I would spritz myself with it. My pillows always smelled of Neroli. Not much needs to be said about TAA, except that it plays into what I am about to disclose.
Over the course of my testing I have discovered and reported on numerous occasions that Ishine by itself has been the most consistent product I’ve used to get the girl. However, what I have recently just discovered is an emerging pattern, that works like this. I usually have the best hits with Ishine only after I’ve had a heavy none wearing day one to two days prior to Ishine by itself. It’s painfully obvious and I’m really not sure how I’ve missed it, but in all my personal notes, the ones I don’t publish, its there to see. Again I want to do some more testing before I start tying things together. Please be patient as theories take time ![]()
Do not even bother to ask me to publish these private notes. It will NEVER happen. To many personal details and I cannot scrub them. It’s my personal journal I have been keeping since I was first able to write. I’m not interested in sharing these feelings. Plus I already rewrite information on the forum regarding mone testing. Anyway ![]()
It might be coincidence, but here in lies some interesting tidbits of info. If you have read anything by me you also already know I am not a huge fan of Anol or IO. I’ve always stated emphatically that Anol does not mix well with me. I’m already over-the-top crazy social and if I wasn’t so freaky looking I’d be on TV already. I’ve been asked and yes I have lots of self-doubts about my self. Think I’m talking out my ass when I give out advice? I’m only giving the advice I have already lived.
When testing Anol products I always get this “you’re a clown” SteveO and that bothers me. Not because it’s true, but one thing I am discovering is that Anol even makes the little voices in your head chatter more and more. I have very nasty self-doubting voices in my head that for years I’ve struggled to ignore. All people have self doubts, but mine are on the verge of dangerous. You just have no idea how deep the rabbit hole goes. OK so now you know something about me.
The one thing I do like about Anol is that it seems to make others happy though. Perhaps my brain chemistry is damaged and normally feel good vibes from molecules like Anol strain to compete with my own self-doubting vibes. My propensity to silence them behind a wall comes tumbling down by the overwhelming effects of the Anol. So where as the overall advantage of IO is to create happiness in those it effects and therefore much like releasing endorphins just like a pain-pill; Lortab. Hence the reaction of those effected by the pain pills endorphin releasing properties to overcome social anxieties and become the butterfly. It’s an unfortunate side effect of a pill designed to stave off pain. Same type of thing, with a much more pronounced reaction, as MDMA (AKA ecstasy) which ultimately caused its demise due to the increased street usage as a get high drug. Where as someone who needs pain pills like Lortab to overcome debilitating painful injuries its effects are also profound in overcoming social angst. However, as an opiate derived substance the risks far outweigh the short sighted benefits. It’s almost as if the user will inject crystal Meth because it has similar effects as far as social benefits. Not a very smart case to overcome something that could be overcome simply by taking steps to re-pattern the brain without chemical dependency.
You’re asking yourself what is Steve rambling on about now, and I don’t blame you. Well somehow when I was wearing P130 I had this very interesting relation that as of right now I can’t put into concise statements just yet, but somehow, some way I do believe TAA and Anol might actually be related. I have a feeling that one molecule overlaps the other in molecular structure. Perhaps where Anol lets me down, TAA picks up and starts anew with out the chatter of Anol. In that regards the last several times I used P130 albeit only a few times, only once in public I had very intense feelings of a Anol + TAA vibe. It was as if the two individual molecules had been split (think dizygotic twins) to form either Anol or TAA had been spliced back together and out of it was born P130. Which of course leads to discussion and debate about BNOL. I’m still discovering this theory so bear with me here, but perhaps ANOL and BNOL are the dizygotic twins and P130 is the actual splicing of the best qualities of Anol and TAA to form P130.
Both the chatter from Anol and Happy vibe from TAA were present and yet a semblance of unity was also prevalent. It was as if the proverbial wall had been removed without the voices from beyond calling up with damnation.
Now many of you have no idea about these voices and how intense they can actually get. The guys who know and make a conscious choice to not medicate them with anti-anxiety pills, depression meds and what not, know full well of what I am talking about. I do hope none of you will ever know what I am talking about, that I really do hope. Those of you who do I think would be very interested in P130. It’s almost to me feels like a calming version of TAA and Anol mixed together.
Now I’m not talking about physiological changes as that would simply be irresponsible. I’m merely suggesting for me it seems to have a calming effect on self doubts while visages of helpful self-chatter emerges. To someone like me this is scary that the voices are present, because those voices have always been of self-loathing, and even while they appear benign in nature, they still have been released. I’ve spent years through self hypnosis and personal ecology work to shut those voices off as to not listen to them. With P130 I discovered I started listening to them again, but they were positive.
Hard to explain but so far that’s my analogy of P130 and the connection I have been able to make with TAA and ANOL.