Day 1:
6:45 a.m.
One spray of ammo on my Adam’s apple.
Self effects:
This smells really good. I would by this for the scent alone if it were a little cheaper. Kinda spells like a V.I.P. black guy. If you have ever spent much time with many white guys then many black guys or vice versa, you have probably noticed black guys tend to wear different colognes. Same for their houses, but I’m getting a little off track.
A slight light-headedness, but in a weird way pleasant. I think this was a phero-rush. This eased away quickly.
I was in a great mood all day, and I even had a surprise Calculus quiz. No guarantees that this was the ammo because the rest of the day was easy, but I think the scent just put in a good mood from the get-go.
Effects on others:
On the bus, a girl sat in the seat next to me, and two guys in front. They all had a good fifteen minutes of exposure (6:57-7:12, about ten minutes after application.) Absolutely no responses. The girl looked at me once but we’re acquaintances so that’s not out of the ordinary. She was absorbed in her phone the rest of the time. Complete silence.
At school the first people I talk to are a male friend, a female acquaintance, and a female that I doubt knows my name, but we have mutual friends. Nothing unnatural from the first two, but the girl has a boyfriend anyway. The other girl however gave me a dirty look for a good thirty seconds. I got uncomfortable and the conversation was boring so I left in pursuit of my good friend that is also on this site (Live4Vault, if you know him.) He was nowhere to be seen, so I just bounced from group to group. No reactions from anyone, I got a little frustrated my new toy wasn’t working, but first hour was the real goal.
In first hour I sit next to my friend Michael. In front of me are two girls, to my left (about two feet away) are two girls, and in front of them are two girls. One of the last two is Danna, she’s the goal
. No reaction from anyone from 7:30-8:00. Thinking one spray just isn’t working, I add another. I kinda missed and hit my thumb, but I rubbed that bit on my neck and a tad on my upper lip. Within about five minutes the two girls to my left start adjusting their hair at the same time. Not twirling it, just pushing some of it behind their ears. One is Indian and the other is Vietnamese. The Vietnamese girl has shown interest in me in the past, but not so much anymore, but she was never really my type anyway. I don’t think either one found out I was the source. No reactions from anyone else for a few hours. Two potential hits.
Fourth hour comes around, still working with the two sprays. My fourth hour teacher has a bearded dragon that we are allowed to take out of the cage (I absolutely love lizards. I used to have three green anoles and a green iguana that was more of lapdog.) I took Turbo out of his cage, sat at my desk, and put him on my head because my friend said I wouldn’t. Immediately a bi girl that just broke up with my best friend’s sister comes from about four feet away talking about how cute the lizard and takes several pictures. She stays here for about ten minutes, half the time not even really saying anything. In my peripheral vision it appeared she was looking down at me whenever I looked away. I eventually gave the lizard to the girl next to me (she’s getting married this summer, I’m not expecting, or even hoping for hits from her.) The bi girl soon goes to her seat, completely disinterested in the lizard now that I don’t have it (perhaps an excuse to talk? Possible hit.) Towards the end of the hour I get Turbo again and go to a different group. Another girl has the exact same reaction as the bi chick, I’m thinking ammo plus Labrador Retriever might be killer to try someday
. Nothing else for the rest of my classes. Two potential hits, total comes to four.
On the bus ride home I make sure I sit behind this pretty Latina girl, Vanessa. To my left and behind me are four black guys and a mixed girl (black, white, Japanese, Mexican.) I’m very familiar with all of them, I’ve known the guys since I was six, and the girls since I was twelve. No effects for a vast majority of the ride. Two guys and the mixed girl are off the bus now, leaving Vanessa and two guys. Thinking maybe it has worn down a little (this is 3:10 p.m.) I discretely spray one more on my neck, 3…2…1…“Who sprayed that!” Vanessa shouts, “Who sprayed that! That smells so good!” The two guys smell it also, the one sitting right behind me stands up, leans forward, and sniffs right above me, and says, “it smells stronger up here.” Don’t sell me out idiot
. Everybody is practically yelling about how good it smells, wondering who sprayed it. The guys come to the conclusion that it’s someone in the front or someone that already got off. I stayed quiet the whole time, but I know my face got red and I had a big grin, I tried to hide it. Vanessa got quiet while the guys were yelling, looked over at me a couple times, I think she knew, but could it really be the quiet kid?
Trickier question than “how many licks does it take to get to the center of a tootsie pop?” Lol. One obvious female hit, two obvious male hits. Total at 5:2.
At my grandpa’s house (3:25 p.m.) My grandpa works third shift, just woke up, and clearly didn’t sleep well. He is dead tired. After about fifteen minutes, he becomes unusually playfully aggressive. When my cousins and I were kids, he would wrestle with us all the time, some of my best memories, but as we’ve gotten older that hasn’t happened as often or lasted nearly as long. Nowadays it’ll be once every day or two for a brief minute. Today, there was this light in his eye, almost as if he saw me like I was ten years younger, and we playfully sparred (I’m a third degree black belt in Tae Kwon Do, he has black belts in Kung Fu, Tae Kwon Do, Karate, Judo, and he has taught himself Jhee Kune Do.) He quickly pinned me down and let the dogs trample me…dick lol. Things felt the way they used too…I needed that. The dogs are treating me a little different too. Toast, my ten year old Labrador and best friend is always social, loves everyone, and is loved by everyone. Today he sniffed my chest and became extraordinarily obnoxious about playing with me or even just having 100% of my attention. He’s asleep on my feet right now, I love that dog. Emma Lee, the five year old Coonhound is typically more distant. She cares for me in the sense that she would defend me from intruders, but she doesn’t respect me to the fullest or care for my attention unless she really wants to play. Today she sniffed me, recoiled and gave me an expression that said “wtf happened to you? Something isn’t right.” She backed away, unsure of herself, even though she has a very alpha personality (she occasionally mounts Toast, even though both are fixed. She just wants him to know she’s the boss. Toast typically throws her off, but never attempts the same to her, he’s a defiantly submissive type.) Eventually she kept picking up socks and ropes and throwing them at me, meaning she wants to play. She was pretty insistent. Later on when she was acting, it took me several commands to get her to calm down. That’s typical, because like I said, she doesn’t completely respect me. It’s a good thing that didn’t change, at first I was worried the mones may have almost scared her into respecting me, and I’d rather she be her rebellious self than scared by a scent. Tally 1 male relative hit and two family pet hits. Total 5:3:2
My mom and her boyfriend stopped by. I was really worried because my mom is late thirties, so she’s just hitting the age where she becomes more tolerant to none, and I’m wearing ammo. I think you see the stress I felt. Luckily no response at all from either, phew.
Conclusion:
At first I became slightly discouraged because I thought it wasn’t working. The two girls from first hour gave me hope, and Vanessa made me know this stuff works. I just need to find my sweet spot, I suspect it may be three sprays, but I’m starting with two next time I go out. Tomorrow my dad is visiting, I will take my bottle with me, but I’m hesitant to use it. His fianc?e will be here, she just turned 25 three weeks ago. I doubt I will be anywhere Sunday. If I don’t post tomorrow, then my anticipated next journal log is Monday. One last note, every time I put a new spray on, I felt that same pleasant light-headedness. One time I got a slight headache in the olfactory bulb, (the area of the brain for scent,) but that faded quickly. It is safe to say I am a believer and will quite soon be making another purchase.
Thank you very much Androtics, Dee A in particular, and the members that replied to my introductory post, especially Fiddler and Dream Brother.