The Misadventures of WalrusGumBoot

Field Reports & Anecdotal Experience Men's Journals
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I am a brand new member, and this is the start of my journal. No mones ordered yet, but should be doing that in the next day or two. I have been completely absorbed by this site since I joined (yesterday!), and I think I have enough knowledge to start experimenting.

I have some extra money at this point, so I think I will get a good mix of the products most mentioned: TUTH (2x), A314, Ammo (2x), IO, IS, IH, and IG. Probably a to go bottle of IJ just for grins since I am on the shy side… maybe it will give me an edge.

So, here is a short description of myself:

Age: 50
Height: 6-3
Weight: 250

Body Type: Football player build. I hold my weight well, but am too heavy right now, about 15 pounds over my “comfort weight”. I had an injury which caused me to stop working out and got soft. Rejoined the gym a few weeks ago and already starting to see results (lost 5 pounds :slight_smile: )

Attractiveness: Above average. When I am fit, I normally a good share of looks.

Personality: Somewhat shy and introverted, but have a fun side to me as well. It takes some time to get to know me because I am hesitant to open up right off the bat. Once somebody does break through, I am a friend that would do anything.

Success With the Opposite Sex: Slightly awkward and confidence can lack. My looks help get attraction, but I am not very good at “closing the deal”. Even so, I have had some gorgeous girlfriends in my life. Maybe they saw something they liked. Currently getting out of a 23 year old marriage, so very, very rusty at the whole dating scene.

Conclusion

In my younger years, I was noticed a lot by women and approached quite a bit. Being out of the market for so long and not hanging out in places that are good for meeting people of the opposite sex has not given me a good indication of where I stand today.

I believe starting out on the overweight side would be a good thing, because it will give me a good starting point to make comparisons against. Even still, I imagine it will be difficult to know at first what attention is due to just being me and what is due to the mones.

Example: Last Saturday, I went to a new place for a haircut. The girl cutting my hair was young, maybe early twenties. Very attractive with a nice bod. Started making small talk and she seemed comfortable around me, however she seemed to make a point about having a boyfriend. Maybe older guys hit on her a lot.

Then I go to the pharmacy. The checkout clerk was young and pretty as well. She was very outgoing and I said a few things that really made her laugh hard. The entire checkout time was very upbeat and fun. She was smiling the entire time.

The only thing I am thinking with that perhaps my natural mone production is up. This year was very tough because of the divorce, but I seem to be over the emotional hump and my moods are brighter. Working out has been helping lifting my testosterone levels along with a better diet and supplement usage. The lack of sex (I never cheated during marriage nor will I be with another woman until divorce is final) has made me perpetually horny. :cool:

So, my initial goals are to see what I can do to open up communication with the opposite sex and stop being so socially awkward with them. Seeking to raise my confidence. I am looking forward to my new adventure and will start posting when I receive my mones.

WG

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Your story sounds a lot like mine. I’ve only got 19 years in myself but so very similar. I’ll be following your thread.:slight_smile:

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Thanks howler. I subscribed to your journal. Maybe we can fumble through this in tandem until we get it figured out! :smiley:

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Well I placed my order this afternoon, and tracking said it will be here by tomorrow noon :smiley: Wow, what great service. Thumbs up!

Here is my initial order:

MX297
IJ (To Go bottle. I just want to experiment with this one for a bit first)
TUTH 2x
A314
TAC
AMMO 2x
IO
IS
IH

I think this is a good starter kit! I have bookmarked many posts as to how to apply the different combinations that worked for others well. I’ll take it slow and record in my journal my successes along with my failures.

I am just thinking about some good venues now to try out my wares in the coming days. I work out of the house, so testing effects on my American Bulldog is invalid. I just need to get out more… and now I have a reason to :wink:

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I got my order this morning.. Crap! What service! :smiley:

I had my Day 1 experience today, but before I get into that, I need to explain a few things for those who happen to follow this journal.

By my introductory post, you would know that I am in a middle of a divorce. Unfortunately, my soon to be ex wife and I are still co-habitating in the same house, but different bedrooms. We are trying to be civil. We married young and just grew apart… and oh, did I say she was a BITCH? :roll_eyes:

But, the last thing I need is to entice her back into a sexual relationship with me with the use of these mones! You will notice in my journal entries, at least for the next several months until the divorce is final and we finally physically separate, that I am careful when I apply them.

If she catches me wearing anything, maybe some IJ would be appropriate! :cool:

I am following up this post with my first real world entry. I was thinking I was to get free 3-5 day Fedex shipping, so I was expecting delivery by the end of the week, when my stbxw (soon to be ex wife) would be out of town. Little did I know they shipped overnight for free, and she was going to be here at the house. I quickly made up a lie as to what this bubble-wrapped, potentially smelly package might be, but never had the chance to use it. I saw the Fedex guy pull up… she was in the bedroom… and the transaction was completed without incident. Whew!

So I take the package to my bathroom and notice the green bubble wrap was very oily and smelly. Pheros all over my hands and in the air. The small bottles seemed to be a bit leaky and taped closed. I ended up packing everything away until my stbxw went out for a few hours, then did some rapid unpacking and wiping down of the bottles, and storing them in an airtight container.

I really do think Andriotics Direct would make some serious sales of an airtight storage box (clear) for their sprayers. Hint! Hint!

OK, enough introduction.

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I think you just got unlucky with those leaking bottles. Of the 14 bottles I have, over 3 orders, only one was leaking. I emailed them. Mickaelia responded, and she was really nice about it!

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Day 1

I realized that I had an appointment to the chiropractor today. He has a couple of assistants who are women. One is mid 20’s, hot, and likes to wear tops that show cleavage (for good reason!). The other is low 40’s maybe and attractive. The chiropractor is a friendly guy and we share a lot of common interests, including bodybuilding. I have been going to him for a few months to help with a mild mid back injury some time ago.

My starting mix was simple. I did not want to start spraying a bunch of mones on me and and not knowing what was doing what. So I started with:

Ammo 2x - Since I wanted to test the affect on the 25 year old, I wanted only one spray on my wrist, and rub my two wrists together. However, being a new bottle, I had trouble getting that first spray, and I ended up with a half spray, then another full spray.
IO - I wanted to counteract the none with something a little less threatening for the younger girl. Two sprays, one to the inside of both arms, in the crook of the elbow.

I was a bit overwhelmed at the scent. It smelled good, but didn’t want to go around as “cologne guy”, as others have stated. After a half an hour, the scent died down a bit.

Chiropractor Office

I walk in and he is sitting behind the counter with the 25 year old receptionist. He welcomes me and she makes a little wisecrack. He is very verbose today as we talk about going to the gym, and asks me what gym I belong to and maybe we can partner up and lift weights together. His gums are just flapping away, as it did during the whole visit. The cutey is pretty tame. Nothing out of the ordinary, even when I go to pay and it is just me and her. She is polite as usual.

Grocery Store

I remember I needed some things from the grocery store, so I head there. I am floating around with my cart. I got a nice smile from a 30-something woman. I go around to the dairy aisle and there is some young woman with her mother, I guess. She sees me and gives me this huge smile. I am hoping it was an anomaly because she was wayyy young and would not help me in finding my sweet spot, so I swing the cart by them again, and she does not give me another look. Whew!

I am ready to check out, and there is this very pretty checkout clerk who I have been to her aisle a few times before. She is fairly young. She rings up the groceries and I am working the debit card machine, so I am looking down but had this feeling that somebody is looking at me. I quickly look up and caught her looking at me. Her eyes quickly darted to the side. She finished the transaction and gave me my receipt but could not give me eye contact (she was looking at 10 o’clock). I CAUGHT YA! She stepped away from her station and went a few aisles down for something. When the bagger put the groceries in my cart and I started to wheel away, she was walking towards me. She kept looking away as she passed.

CHILI’S RESTAURANT

So my stbxw decide to take out some food since it was getting late and no time to cook. I was already in town, so we decide on Chili’s. I drive there and go into the restaurant to place a take out order. The order would take 15 minutes to complete, so I walk to the bar for a drink.

I sit down two chairs away from an attractive, petite blonde, probably mid-40s. She is drinking a beer, smoking a cigarette, and talking to the table across the aisle from her. There was a middle age dude, and two boys in their early teens. She was slightly turned toward me on her stool. I order a drink and start watching the sports highlights on the TV.

I had that feeling again about being watched, and flicked my eyes over and sure enough she is checking me out. I make eye contact but look away, still not knowing who this guy was she was talking to. Maybe a few minutes later, I look over and she is looking at my legs (I had shorts on). She looks up and looks away. All the while she is talking to the people at this table. Finally, after her smoke, she gets in the booth with them and the guy puts his arm around her. She was this guy’s wife and those were her sons! She just didn’t want to smoke around them. She ignored me from that point on.

I go into the little To Go room and wait for my food to finish. It is taking time, so I go to the washroom and use soap to wash off the areas where I put Ammo and IO before I go home to the stbxw. I could smell it on me though afterward. When I get back to the To Go room, there is an older woman and her daughter there. The older woman is sitting on the only stool and talking on the phone. Their order comes out and gets off the stool. I make the statement “Thanks for heating up my stool for me”. She smiles and goes to pay.

She turns her body towards me and starts fidgeting. I could tell she was nervous. After she paid, she wishes me a good night and leaves.

Lessons Learned

This shit works! :smiley:

I think I overdid it a bit on the Ammo to attract the young women, or else did not soften up my presence enough with the IO. I know my presence is intimidating as-is, being my size.

How could I do that besides lowering the Ammo dosage?

Another factor I have been thinking about. Being in the midst of a divorce and not having sex, plus the fact that I reject porn and do not “self service” very often, I am in a continual state of being horny. The thigh muscles produce the most testosterone, and my thighs are the most developed part of my body. I am working out regularly. I know I am producing a lot of natural none right now. Maybe the Ammo is putting me over the edge on the younger set? The checkout clerk was caught red-handed and she put her tail between her legs after that. Any thoughts?

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Well, I could not tell if just one leaked and it spread around to the others (they were all wrapped together in the bubble pack) or if it was more than one. I just know it was oily and had to wipe them all down. There were a couple of freebies in there, so I am not complaining! :slight_smile:

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You’re living he same way I’m living. The only difference is that my stbxw seems to think everything is perfectly fine no matter what I say or how I say it (denial). Stay strong!

I’m glad your first test gave you positive results. Keep up with the testing and reporting.

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Day 2
November 17th, 2011
Part 1 of 2

I am going to be out publicly twice today and wanted to break down the situations in two different posts.

Situation

I was going to meet with a mortgage lender, my builder, and my soon to be ex wife (stbxw) for funding on building a new home that my stbxw and I are going to partner on after the divorce. The home will have a main house and guest house. My stbxw likes to have all the attention to herself, especially men. She also trust nobody, and has this thing about me trying to screw her over all the time.

This is a perfect opportunity for…

A314 - 2 drops total. One to my wrist, rubbing my wrists together. Next drop divided down the backs of both ears and down the neck.

Self Effects

The scent starts out pretty strong, but reminded me of a high quality cologne. Very nice. I felt good this morning, and continued to feel good after application.

Observations

The mortgage lender was extremely attentive, which is almost to be expected because he is the selling me a loan. The builder is seated at my left and my stbxw on my right. My stbxw is talking some, but not trying to be the center of attention like she always does in the presence of men. The lender is focused on me. Same for the builder. My stbxw was respectful when I spoke, not interrupting like she often does. I was confident and felt in complete control of the whole meeting.

There was discussion about the differences in having the house in both our names, or only in my name only and my stbxw being given half ownership in the divorce decree. She was OK with either option, which was a bit surprising to me.

Afterwards, I am walking out to my car, and my stbxw calls out after me (she drove in a different vehicle). We start talking about the cost of the house and I said we needed to pare it down however we can about 30K. She didn’t have a fit but was in complete agreement. She then said it was OK with her if the house was in my name only, and that she trusts me that I won’t pull one over on her. :open_mouth: Wow!

Conclusion

There were some obvious positive effects from this mone. For my first trial of it, I was very impressed. Later on today I will have to go back to my chiropractor to pick something up, and will see that 25 year old cutie that I reported on yesterday. I’m not sure of what to mix with it yet to try another combination on her. From there, to the gym.

I will report more later on how those went.

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Day 2 update
November 17th, 2011
Part 1.5 of 2 :smiley:

So the trip back to the chiropractor is off for today so no chance to try a A314 mix on that cutey today. :frowning:

Still going to the gym later and undecided yet what to try. I will report later.

I have had quite a bit of interaction in the house today with my stbxw. She is being very nice but really scatter-brained. She normally is kind of scatter-brained all the time, but today especially so. It could be too much Starbucks or maybe the continued effect of A314 from earlier. Only repeat testing will tell for sure.

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Day 2 update
November 17th, 2011
Part 2 of 2

Went to the gym this evening. I wanted to test out the Mx428 but AD asked it be tested by itself. I already used A314 this morning with good results, so for today I decided to add an additional drop of A314 on my wrist and rub my wrists together. I sprayed 2 sprays of Mx428, one eachin the crook of my elbows.

The gym was lame tonight. I am not in the big city, so a Thursday night is pretty slow. A group of women came in just about at the same time for a Zumba class, but they gathered around like a bunch of hens around a bucket of worms. Everybody else had their earplugs in listening to their iPods.

I realized that with the advent of iPods, meeting somebody at a gym is almost obsolete. Everybody is in their own world. It was just another day at a sparsely populated gym. I am not sure if I am going to waste any more mones at the gym.

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November 18th, 2011

I had thought of something yesterday evening after I had washed off my mones at the gym before proceeding home. I had liked the respectful attitude that my soon-to-be ex-wife had to the A314. As much as I would like to trial the Mx428 alone for a while, I prefer to keep using the A314 as long as we are still living under the same roof… to keep things better under control, you know? I think for at least the next few months I am going to test combinations with A314 as the base.

The next issue is having to wash the scent of the mones off. I generally don’t use cologne around the house when I am not going anywhere. I use a lightly scented after shave. So starting this morning, I used a Chanel cologne after my shower. It is pretty strong. I walked around her this morning as I was getting my coffee, feeding the dogs, and other stuff, and she did not ask why I was wearing cologne.

I am going to start wearing cologne every day to get her used to the idea that I smell like cologne, no matter if I am going out somewhere or not. This should work so I don’t have to explain why I smell sometimes, and sometimes not. I will smell ALL the time! :smiley:

Not much going on today socially. I’ll post later if something happens.

9 a.m. - Applied two drops of A314. One drop to the wrist, rubbed with the other one. The next drop split behind both ears.

1 p.m. - Boring day at work (work from home). Been reading some posts on IS and realized that I have never self-tested the product. It’s gloomy outside and it’s making me tired, so I figured I needed a little Shine! :slight_smile: Applied one spray to middle of chest under my shirt. In about 2 minutes.. WOOHOO :smiley: Feeling good and energetic. I’m glad I got the To Go bottle as well as the big bottle. I think this will be a winner for me! Curious to see what this “IS Crash” is all about though.

4:30 p.m. - Work is done with and finally get a chance to get out in the world and run a few errands. I decided not to freshen up on any mones. I am still feeling pretty good.

First stop is at the feed store to pick up dog food (you can tell I live in horse country). Very attractive checkout clerk, probably about 30. I’ve been to this store 4 or 5 times in the past and have seen her, but I doubt that she recognizes me. I was having trouble with the mag strip on one of my debit cards, and wanted to test it out on her card swiper. Words are flowing out of my mouth so smoothly. I am making her laugh.

I leave and head for the bank, which unfortunately is 20 miles away. The lobby is still open so I bring in my bad debit card. The teller is about average looks, a little overweight, but had a very unique accent. She is late 20’s probably. She is checking the card and why it doesn’t work, and made some comment that it was locked due to “weird” activity that the account had (this is a joint account with my stbxw, and she was using it out of town recently). When she used the word “weird”, that got me going. Confident as ever, started saying stuff that is making her laugh and smile. Was there with her at least 5 minutes and had fun with her.

There was a gorgeous young teller in the next booth over. She was counting money or something. I never noticed a look from her. No effects on others that I saw.

So here is my IMPORTANT CONCLUSION!!

I found that self-effects are as important, if not more, than the effect of the mones on others. I am basically pretty reserved, but my confidence and maybe the effect of IS really opened me up. Made a few younger women laugh, and us guys know that women like a man who can make them laugh (as long as the guy in not a goofball).

I have had a number of times in the past where a part of me that is not seen very much comes out. Confident, charismatic, with a good sense of humor. Women attract to that like a magnet.

I figure even if I found the perfect mix, I cannot be a wallflower and expect the women to come up to me and drop their panties. I need to use the self-effects to my advantage. Mingle and talk. Be confident. My confidence has been through the roof since starting the A314 regimen.

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November 19th, 2011

It’s Saturday and going to spend a lot of it catching up with paperwork for my business. I will be going to the gym later but I already decided to not waste any mones there. Besides, hardly anybody is there on the weekend.

Talked for several hours with my soon to be ex-wife. We had a very friendly conversation. She has been very respectful and nice to me, and I know it is not because she thinks we can reconcile (been there, done that, and it didn’t work). I did not use any mones today so there might be some residual on my body, or else the confidence boost I got the last few days is becoming more ingrained in my natural personality. Time will tell.

1 p.m. - 2 drops of A314. One to the wrists, one to the back of ears. After reading in the A314 Club, I want to make it part of my daily signature so I can live it day in and day out. My stbxw has been really behaving well around me since I started using it.

Heading out to the gym soon, then picking up dinner. I will note anything out of the ordinary. Thinking about what to wear to church tomorrow. I have to be real careful, eh?

5:15 pm - Done with the gym. It was sparsely populated, as expected. Had a great workout nonetheless.

Me and my soon to be ex wife decide that picking up dinner after my workout is the thing to do. I go into the restaurant and take a seat at the near empty bar. I place my order, ask for a drink, and sink in the atmosphere (very trendy but with a cowboy feel). There is a group of a couple of guys and three girls sitting at the end of the bar. The guys are telling lame stories and the chicks are all laughs. Of course they have a goblet of red wine in them already, so they would probably giggle at my ingrown hair story!

So anyway…

The blonde at the end is sneaking peeks. I can tell by my peripheral vision, and once just staring back at her, she never stares back after that.

Conclusion

I love A314!!! I don’t give a shit if the blonde was looking at me or not. I felt great. If she was, she can welcome herself to my very ready c*ck, otherwise she can get lost. Is this normal reaction for A314? If so, I love it!!!

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Sunday
November 20th, 2011

Today is church day.

Spent a few hours yesterday evening watching some Law and Order episodes with my soon to be ex-wife. She is telling me this morning she got a little confused about it, like she wanted to try to “fix things” between us. She misread my glancing over at her a few times as me trying to come onto her. I need to be very careful over the next few months to not give you any wrong signals. In a few months we will be physically separated into different houses.

So, back to church. I wanted to be very careful about what I put on, for obvious reasons. I wanted to try a little bit of a more complex mix for fun before resuming my single product testing tomorrow. Sticking to social mones.

Mones Used

A314 - two drops, one to wrists rubbed together, one drop split behind ears.
IO - one spray to inside left elbow
IH - one spray to inside right elbow
IS - One big spray to upper chest area

Self Effects

I was a little tired and cranky this morning. Didn’t sleep to well last night. After application of the mones, I was feeling very upbeat in just a few minutes, almost euphoric. Very confident.

Environment

I go to the early service at church, which I have never been. It is a fairly large church with 4 sections of pews. The music in the church is contemporary and upbeat most of the time.

The church is only about half full (the later service is normally packed). I decide to sit more in the back, right on the very end of a pew.

Young blonde haired girl about 7 feet to my left. A woman, mid to late 30’s with a son around 10 years old seated directly in front of me. A group of four women at around 10 o’clock a few pews up. They look like two women with their daughters. Various groups and individuals directly across the aisle to my right.

Effects on Others

This is going to be tricky since I don’t know the people around me.

The woman and her son in front of me are really getting into the music. They are like swaying back and forth to it. The music is upbeat, but it looked like behavior you would see at a concert.

The girl to my left is singing at the top of her lungs.

The group of four women at 10 o’clock are really having a good time. Clapping, swaying, smiling and saying things to each other.

I glance around and notice that no other groups of people are nearly as lively as those around me. The social mones are definitely working on others. Range is around 10 feet.

Then comes the time when we greet those around us. The woman in front of me was the first one that I shook hands with and said hello to. As I greeted those around me, including those across the aisle, one thing stood out prominently: All the women looked me in the eyes as we exchanged greetings. The younger men shook my hand, but could not look me in the eyes!

One of the deacons I am familiar with, around my age, came right up to me and greeted me and started chatting with me, asking me all kinds of questions. He is not normally this chatty.

During the course of the service, especially the sermon, I noticed another thing. Those that were within a 10 or 15 foot range from me that had their kids with them, including the woman in front of me, a dad and his son in front of me three rows up, and those two women and their daughters, all had their arms around their child, and their child was leaning up close to their parents, some resting their head on their shoulder. The man across the aisle had his arm around his wife. I glanced around and did not see this occurring anywhere else in the church, except for one lone incident way across the church.

One women against the wall way to my left was staring at me, but she is too far out of range for the mones. Just my natural good looks I guess :cool:

Duration of Effects

I am three hours in and still going strong as far as self-effects go. Church is over and back at the house. I have been noticing a 6 hour effect is about average.

Conclusion

It was uplifting to see the positive effects of the mones to the people around me, especially the parent/child closeness. Next week I will not repeat the mix and try to seat myself in a similar way to see the differences, and I will note them here in my journal.

Update:

1:00 pm - Experienced what might be the IS crash. I got very sleepy, but gloomy, chilly weather plus being a Sunday might also contributed. Didn’t feel so upbeat.

4:00 pm - Decided to go to the gym. I had a hard workout yesterday. I had very little energy today and muscles seem fatigued. I did a minimal workout.

5:00 pm - Heading back home but decide to stop at a convenience store to pick up a drink. Despite being tired and all, I still feel confident. I have a swagger when I move about. Checkout clerk gave me a DIHL when I went to pay. She was pretty young, somewhere around 30. We chatted for a few moments and I left.

I am using my mones as social training. If you read my intro post, you would know what I mean. I am getting very good responses, but mainly from younger women, estimating 20-25 years younger than me. It’s fun to get attention from the younger set for now, but I need to tweak my mix for any potential LTR coming around one day. I just started all this last week so I have to give myself time.

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Monday
November 21st, 2011

I was given a free sample bottle of MX428 with my initial order, and will be participating in the test. I will be using this mone exclusively for the next three days and reporting in the official MX428 thread. Any personal thoughts I will insert here though…

Still pondering a good mix for Thanksgiving, which will be a pretty large family and extended family gathering. My target will be present, a friend of the extended family. She is about 20 years younger than me. I met her for the first time a month ago at a family gathering. Anybody who has seen The Godfather knows what being struck by a thunderbolt is. :open_mouth: Besides being gorgeous and having a perfect body, she sends out some really good vibes. We hugged when saying goodbye that first meeting, and it was a few seconds longer than what newly met acquaintances should hug on a first meeting. Neither me or her were in any hurry to stop. She is on my mind often. :smiley: There is a strong sexuality in her presence.

The problem is that my soon to be ex-wife will also be there, so I have to be conservative on the nones. I’ll think of something.

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Wednesday
November 23rd, 2011

Today is going to be play day. My stbxw (soon to be ex-wife) has a good friend staying the night from out of town. I know this friend fairly well when we used to live near her. Us and her and her husband (soon to be ex as well) used to play cards, have BBQs, and have some fun.

Anyway, this friend of hers is kind of a sex addict… well she is. She has cheated on her husband countless times and admitted to my stbxw that she thinks she has some kind of “disease”. Maybe nymphomania?

Anyway, I want to test out Ammo for the first time, and I think she would be a good test subject. NOT that I want to have any to do with her sexually (she is actually quite repulsive to me), but to help me gauge my sweet spot. She is in her late 30’s.

4:00 pm - I apply one spray of Ammo 2x to my throat to test for self-effects. In a few minutes I feel slightly aggressive. Not a bad aggressive where I would road rage or try to pick a fight, but aggressive in a good way. It also got my blood circulating, because I got pretty horny.

After a half hour, I applied the rest of my mix:

A314 - 2 drops - one to my wrists rubbed together, one split between the back of my ears.
Ammo (2x) - An additional spray to the throat, for a total of two double strength sprays.
IH - 2 sprays - One to each crook of the elbow.
IS - 2 sprays - On my hair

My stbxw tells me around 5pm that her friend had to cancel coming over. Drat! My stbxw is chatty and respectful. Why couldn’t she do this during our marriage? She has been this way with A314.

Nonetheless, I venture out to the liquor store to pick up some wine for Thanksgiving, then to the grocery store.

Going into the packed liquor store, a young cashier greets me as I come in. I think nothing of it as they always do this to entering customers. She exchange gazes for about 2 seconds too long.

I am going about finding wines, and I catch to behind the counter looking at me and smiling. I smile back and continue on. After several more minutes she comes by and asks me if I needed help. I had a picture of a bottle of wine on my phone that I was trying to find. She was close to me and got a very good whiff of the mones. She helped me find it and I was on my way. No other hits in the store, even though there was females present.

The grocery store was nuts, as expected on Thanksgiving Eve. Several smiles from young women, nothing noted from the older set. There was an outstanding specimen of a female at the bread aisle. She was completely absorbed on trying to make a decision. I passed by a few times. She had earplugs in and was listening to her ipod. She was tuned out.

Conclusion

First of all, I felt great. The Ammo/A314 combination for self-effects is a winner. Confident, slightly aggressive, horny.

I think I did start out too high on the Ammo side though. The checkout clerk was a young female but not very attractive. She could not look me in the eye. Maybe she felt that “out of my league” feeling. Maybe she was just unfriendly. Who knows?

After tomorrow, I will start working more with Ammo, finding the sweet spot and looking for good combinations.

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Have people been PMing you about what stbxw stands for? Haha I was wondering too but I eventually figured it out. I just found it odd that you started putting what it stood for and was curious.. :slight_smile:

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I try to define stbxw (soon to be ex wife) every couple of posts. I have seen that abbreviation used in a number of different forums so I figure it is kind of a standard…

She is still a daily presence in my life since we live in the same house for the time being. That will change in a few months.

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Thursday
Thanksgiving Day
November 24th, 2011

First of all, Happy Thanksgiving to you all!I hope you all are fat and happy today! :slight_smile:

My goal for today was to test a holiday mix. I generally have a certain level of social anxiety when it comes to larger gatherings. Today was a pretty large gathering. My immediate family, some extended family and their guests, but most importantly, my “target”, mentioned in another post.

Beautiful, sexy, and vibrant. The first time we met last month she sent some good vibes my way. From what I heard she does have a boyfriend, but he was not supposed to be there. And as it turned out, he wasn’t. I am unsure of their commitment level to each other.

I was not out to pick her up today though. She just is one of those women that makes me feel my tongue is tied in knots. “Smitten” I think is a good word for how I feel when around her. I want to work on a mix to help train me to be confident in all social situations, especially when around a woman that I find very irresistible.

My application was:

A314 - 2 drops, one behind each ear (looking for better diffusion points).
IH - 1 spray, left side of throat
IO - 1 spray, right side of throat
IS - 2 sprays, 1 in the middle of throat, the other on my hair.

I also bring the To Go bottle of IS in my pocket.

I start the hour journey with my immediate family. Everybody is very chatty, including I. IS really is a great product.

Upon arrival, most of the guests were already there, including my target. Hugs were exchanged everywhere, including with my target. I spent an extra second or two in a hug with her with no resistance :wink:

It was a very unique renovated 100 year old home with distinct rooms, and I find myself floating to the different groups of people and conversing. It was different in that I normally like to find a “comfort zone” and hang out. I was also getting in good conversations with non-relatives. People are chatty, and everybody having a good time.

I get in a conversation with my target and several others. She gives me lots of eye contact as she talks, but cannot make any conclusions based on that. We start talking directly to each other, and the others in the group talk among themselves. I notice her playing with her hair, smiling a lot, and very chatty.

As the day wears on, the meal is eaten, the football game is watched, she gives me quite a bit of attention. Eye contact from across the room often and giving me much more eye contact when in group conversation than any other participants.

I did sneak in the bathroom at one point and give myself an extra shot of IS midway through the afternoon.

All in all it was a great day and everybody seemed to be having a good time. I have to be realistic about the effect of the mones because beer and wine flowed freely, but I have also been to get togethers where alcohol is served and people are just cranky. The day was lighthearted throughout, especially after the Cowboys won.

The self-effect is the most important conclusion, as I had the best time at a holiday gathering that I have had in many years. Hopefully many more to come!