The Misadventures of WalrusGumBoot

Field Reports & Anecdotal Experience Men's Journals
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Friday**
Black Friday (HA!)
November 25th, 2011

**Today is Day 1 of my attempt to find a sweet spot for Ammo. After a great Turkey Day, today was going to be slow at best. I was going to try to get out in the afternoon to run a few errands, go the gym, and maybe head to a cafe for dinner.

I wanted to start out slightly aggressive to try to find the point where I cross over from the younger set to the older set of women.

4:00 pm - I apply 2 sprays of double-strength Ammo, one to the throat, the next to the wrists (rubbed together).

After a few minutes, I am feeling that aggressive feeling again as described several days ago when I tried Ammo for the first time with a mix. Now I have an extra shot on my wrists.

Again, it is not a pissed off, angry feeling, but more like a “I’m chill… just don’t f*ck with me” feeling. I do like it, but I like it better paired with A314. I can already see the difference with or without A314.

4:45 pm - Off I go to run errands. As luck would have it, my stops were devoid of women. WTH? What are the chances?

5:45 pm - I am at the gym. One older woman there working out with her boyfriend or husband, other than that, the place is pretty barren. Oh well, let’s get a workout in.

I find that I can push myself harder when working out. I do a brisk walk for an hour on the treadmill by pulse rate, and the treadmill had to adjust the incline to 9 degrees for 5 minutes just to get me at my target pulse rate, and never went below 3.8 degrees for the entire hour. It’s like I jumped to another plateau in conditioning overnight. Not sure if Ammo had anything to do with it.

So, I am sweating heavily after the hour on the treadmill, which was unexpected. Much more than I normally do. I work some weights, try to cool off as much as possible and head out.

Great! Two shots of double strength Ammo plus a heavy sweating session at the gym. I have to have none coming out of my ears now :smiley:

I don’t feel like heading out to the cafe now, so I head to the grocery store to pick something up and go home. It was like a ghost town as well.

Not much was learned today on the effect on others, but it was not a waste because I got a feel for self-effects. I will be testing tomorrow with the same strength in more public places, and will report.

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Saturday**
November 26th, 2011

**It’s funny how plans can change on a dime. My soon to be ex wife goes out drinking with her gal pals last night. For the 3rd time in the last 4 months after drinking, in the morning she wakes up with severe stomach cramping and uncontrolled vomiting that ends her up at the ER. Um… maybe it’s time to quit, or build a ER facility onto the house???

It was 7am and she had to be taken immediately, so I had no time to shower or shave. Barely time to comb my hair. I forgot all about the Ammo, but then I thought maybe there is some residual from yesterday, plus I forgot to put on underarm deodorant. There should be some lingering effects.

The pretty young woman at the ER reception was very smiley and friendly. Once we end up in a room, the attending nurse (30-ish) seemed to have no effects. Once my stbxw gets her IV and meds pumping in her and falls asleep, I drive back home to get into some warmer clothes (cold front passed thru), shave, eat breakfast. I spray one shot of double-strength Ammo on my throat and head back to the ER.

The ER receptionist not so smiley or friendly now. I go back to the room and she is still crashed. There is a nurses station with two nurses, both around mid-30s. They are working on their computers. This might be a good test. I casually stroll by and go around the corner, then come back past them again. One looks up and gives me a big smile and asks me how I was doing.

I end up back in the room, door cracked about 6 inches so I can see the nurses station. The lights are off in the room while my stbxw sleeps, but there is light coming into the room from the hallway. A third unknown nurse walks up to the station and is talking to the other two for a few minutes. She then turns her head around and looks at me and sees me looking at her, then snaps her head back. I’m not sure what that was all about. Looking into our room at me suddenly while talking seemed unusual, but may be nothing.

About 15 minutes later, the attending nurse comes back in. She says my stbxw is ready to go. She is now giving me much more eye contact, talking to me about things that she should be talking to my stbxw about.

I am back at the house now, but will be heading out again soon. I will freshen up with more Ammo before I do. It seemed like I got a negative reaction from the younger receptionist and a more positive reaction from the older nurses after the Ammo spray. I still am not certain though. Will update later.

OK, here is my evening update.

3:00 pm - Added an additional 2 sprays of double-strength Ammo. One to the neck, the other to the wrists rubbed together. I head out.

Hanging out at CVS pharmacy while getting prescriptions filled for my stbxw. Mostly older women, 40 something and up. I am strolling through the aisles, seeing if I need anything. I have to excuse myself past a very pretty woman, probably late 20’s. She acknowledges and calls me “Sir”? LOL.

I continue walking around and hit the end of an aisle. A young lady goes by me. Blonde and pretty, lots of peircings. Her eyes are down as she passes and says nothing. She continues on and hits the refrigerated section and stops. I am at the end of the aisle so I turn around and walk slowly back, so I can see this. I walk up to almost 10 feet of where she was pulling soft drinks out. I hang a right down an aisle. I hear the refrigerator door shut and look and she is looking at me. I have a feeling I was the “creepy guy” to her.

Nothing else out of the ordinary.

I leave, drop the scripts off at home and head to the gym and had a good workout. I then go to grab some beers at a local store. The young cashier does not acknowledge me as I pass even though I try eye contact. She also is looking down. An older woman, mid 30’s, is passing out samples of a new spiced rum, so I go over and chat with her for a bit. She is pretty bubbly and exchange another look and a smile as I make my way out of the store.

I then go to GNC to stock up on some supplements. A young women is working there today, somebody I haven’t seen there before. She is very attentive and we chat about supplements for a while. She is coming out to me and giving me free samples of this and that. In the end it all seemed very dry, like she was just doing her job trying to sell me stuff.

Finally, I go to a restaurant to order takeout. An older woman is taking my order and is very attentive and smiley. The younger woman next to her is dismissive.

Conclusion

Finding a sweet spot is hard! I feel I am nearing OD on Ammo for all age groups now. Since I am not a person that goes to places that are specifically for meeting people of the opposite sex anymore, such as nightclubs, I have to use a different criteria. Repeat smiles and looks beyond the obligatory initial one.

Today I have 3 sprays of double-strength Ammo on me, plus a workout, PLUS residual from yesterday as I did not shower this morning. Based on the multiple looks and interest indicators, I seem to have attracted an age group about 10-15 years older than what I have been experiencing lately.

Tomorrow morning I will be washing clean of everything and starting over with 3 sprays double strength Ammo. We’ll see how that goes.

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Sunday**
November 27th, 2011

**So I wake up this morning and realize that not only is it my 3rd day of Ammo sweet spot testing, but it also is church day. I know I said I won’t be wearing nones to church, but I talked myself into it. It’s just Ammo. It’s not like I am wearing Turn Up The Heat (I will save that for when the preacher preaches about hell :smiley: ) Just kidding!

I’m still probing to find the point where I get the OD effect. I felt yesterday I was really close with 3 sprays of double strength, but I was all worried about the residual from the day before, not taking a shower, working out, blah blah.

Today I start out clean. Then I think about something else. I’m still about 3 or 4 months away from my divorce being final. Me dating before then won’t be happening, says my attorney. So I am pretty much in a continual state of horny. My sweet spot will probably be different now than when I am in a relationship and having regular sex, or would it? Sigh… I’ll deal with that later.

So this morning I spray 3 sprays of double-strength Ammo: one on throat and one spray on each wrist.

Off I go to church. Attendance is sparse compared to a normal Sunday. I guess a lot of people are still out of town. I want to find a seat around those people I was near last Sunday when I was wearing my socials and everybody was having such a good time.

I spot that group of two older women and their two daughters that always sit together. I sit in the row behind them and about 3 feet off to the right. Last week they were so giddy during the playing of the praise music, like they had consumed a few glasses of champagne. This week they acted like they were hung over! The girl on the end (probably around 16) had were arms crossed the whole time. The music was peppy, but they scored a 0 on the peppy meter. The older woman on the right kept glancing to the right in my direction (but not looking directly at me) every 10 seconds. I started looking to the right to see what she might be looking at, but didn’t see anything.

The festive mood of the people around me last week was just the opposite this week.

Then came the time I was waiting for, when we all spend a few minutes greeting those around us. It was non-eventful and no odd behaviors. The status and the social mones are a lot better in the promotion of odd behaviors in this setting.

Generally you just greet those in close proximity to yourself, but my female neighbor comes from the section of pews to the right to greet me (older woman). Then to my surprise, a woman that I am acquainted with had come from her seat way on the left side of the church to say hello. I shake her hand and she give gives me this warm smile and touches my elbow as she turns around. She is also an older woman (40-ish) and attractive. I know her and her husband through my soon to be ex. We have went out to lunch with them once. Anyway we all sit down and her husband is looking my way. I give him a wave and he gives me a half wave and doesn’t look so happy. uh-oh :cool:

Nothing worth noting for the rest of the service. I skipped breakfast and was getting really hungry and made a beeline for the door when the service got done.

Not sure what else will be going on for the rest of the day, but will update later if anything happens worth noting.

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Monday**
November 28th, 2011

**Time for my next installment. I continue to find A314 and IS amazing products.

Today is back to work (I telecommute), plus my soon to be ex wife (stbxw) is home all day, so I suspend my Ammo sweet spot testing for at least one day. I was getting interest from an older age group on 3 sprays of double strength Ammo, and I really do not want to go to four sprays and hang around the house with a 40 year old woman I am divorcing. She is already an emotional basket case without having to deal with more conflicting emotions.

But there were a few things happening that I wanted to test with. First was the housekeeper that comes to clean every couple of weeks. She is Caucasian and probably mid to late 20’s. Of all the housekeepers we have had, she is a tough nut to crack. She says nothing (I know guys… a dream woman, huh? :smiley: ). That is not entirely true, she will respond when you ask her to do this or that, but that’s it. And it’s not just to me, but to my stbxw as well. I cannot figure it out. Is she that shy… or maybe the employer stresses no fraternizing with the customers… or maybe a boyfriend who is jealous and/or abusive (hey, it happens).

She has very nice features but hides them behind a short pony tail and glasses. I have seen her without glasses and I know she has great eyes. Lately she has come dressed more “maid-like”. :frowning:

So around 9am, I put on a more social mix:

A314 - two drops in the usual places, behind the ears and on the wrists.
IO - One spray only in the crook of one elbow
IH - One spray in the crook of the other elbow
Ammo - One spray to the throat
IS - Two sprays, on on the hair the other on the back of my neck
TAC - One spray on the throat. I am still trying to use TAC in the right circumstances, but for now I said what the hell.

My stbxw is quite chirpy in the morning, but eventually starts in on some stuff regarding our divorce. Her lack of trust starts to bubble to the surface (she can’t help it :roll_eyes: ). Normally this is a potential situation that would escalate to an argument because I cannot stand when somebody (especially her) questions my word. OK, so I am old-fashioned. And this is normally the place where she would throw her fit and bring up stuff from 20 years ago that had nothing to do with what we were talking about, but is hurtful enough to get the last word in, and she always seems to have to do that. BUT NOT TODAY. I shut her down without ever raising my voice. She said “You are right”, I told her I am going upstairs to my office to eat my breakfast, and she said “OK”. Case closed. +1

10am - The maid came. I was busy at work and didn’t go downstairs until 11am. She is working on the kitchen. I pass through the kitchen fairly close to her to go the water dispenser. I greet her my name and she says hello. I ask her about her Thanksgiving and she said it was good. She asks me about mine :open_mouth: and I said it was excellent. If it was anybody but her, I would think nothing of it. My stbxw was within earshot so I left it at that.

2:00am - The maid finishes the downstairs and she comes upstairs to ask if anything needed to be cleaned up there. She asks me in this gorgeous voice with a radiant smile. Man, she is so pretty when she smiles! She really should do that more often. I let her know what needs to be cleaned and she does it.

I know this does not seem like much, but it is a baby step.

So the next public appearance was back at the chiropractor office with the gorgeous 20-something year old receptionist. I slept in a hardback chair Thanksgiving Eve to make a room available for house guests, and I popped my back out sleeping at a weird angle.

She was another reason I did not want to OD on Ammo today. I have to see her every few weeks.

My appointment is at 5pm, and I arrive on time. At 4:30pm, I put an extra drop of A314 on my wrists and another two sprays of IS, one on my chest, another on my throat.

I was about to get out of my car, and silicone women gets out of her Beemer just a few steps ahead of me. I mean, this woman had a rack that was un-freakin-believable. :open_mouth: She was easily in her mid to late 40’s and had a huge rock on her finger. She had a great figure and very pretty. I’m sure she had men pulling an Exorcist move with their necks getting a glance at her every day, all day.

I come to my senses and decide I don’t give a sh*t. I am not going to be another dog with my tongue hanging out to her.

She signs in, I sign in. We sit in the waiting room. She doesn’t look at me, I don’t look at her. She gets called first and I have to admit she had a fine ass :smiley: OK, so I did sneak a peek! We ended up in a “therapy” room together about 5 feet apart. That is where they apply heat packs or do whatever is necessary to relax the body prior to an adjustment. They have the lights off in that room. Woo hoo!

So I am laying on a table next to this woman, and the doc comes in for a minute. I start joking with him and she is pretty curt. We lay there besides each other for the next ten minutes. I will not (and did not), say a word to her. F*ck her boobs. After the timer dinged, the doc came in and asked who was first. I pointed at her. She all of a sudden was yak, yak, yak. They went to one the rooms and I heard her just yakking and laughing away like it was a Christmas party and she had one too many. I smiled :slight_smile:

As I paid to leave, everybody was so upbeat. The doctor, the beauty of a receptionist. It was all good.

Conclusion

There is nothing like spreading the happiness with social mones, even if you do not get a direct hit.

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The only disgusting discrepancy in your post above, good sir, is your adulation of the Cowboys win!!! If you would have said Dolphins… Well… then, that would be different! :wink:

Great details in your post and observations! I’ll be tuning in now, bud! :smiley:

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Just for future reference, my favorite team is whoever the Cowboys are playing that week :cool: I cannot stand them!

Are we friends now? :smiley:

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Tuesday**
November 29th, 2011

**I thought today was going to be a dull day in PheroLand. HA! It might have been the most interesting since I started my misadventure a few weeks ago.

I’ve taken some interest in TAC lately. I was wondering what the self-effect would be just on it’s own. There was nothing really going on today to make me want to continue sweet spot testing for Ammo. I telecommute for work and I had no plans to go anywhere except for the gym later, and that has been a waste of pheros to date.

9am - I spray two sprays of TAC, both on my neck.

Self-effects were quite positive. I have a high-concentration job, and I notice I was more focused and productive, especially after using Ammo for the last 3 or 4 days, which tend to scatter my thoughts a bit and makes it hard to concentrate.

My son makes a surprise visit around lunch. It was pleasant and my stbxw (soon to be ex wife) is on her best behavior. He leaves after visiting for about a half hour.

4pm - NOTE TO SELF. ALWAYS CHECK THE LABEL BEFORE SPRAYING!!

I was going to head to the gym at 5pm, so I thought I would freshen up with an extra spray of TAC for the hell of it. I have all my mones in a tin container, so I can only see the bottles from the top.

I always, ALWAYS have TAC in the corner where the To Go sprayers are, but apparently the gremlins strike again! I pull my shirt from my neck, grab the spray bottle in the corner, and spray on my chest. As I put the sprayer back in the tin, the label seemed different. I picked it up, and it was Instant Jerk!! :open_mouth: I kid you not! Holy shit! I have never used it before and did not know what to expect!

So I am a little panicked, and I lift my shirt and get a towel and try to wipe some off, but apparently the jerkiness took effect and said to hell with it. I have chest hair and it was a generalized spray and is probably all over the hair and the skin and what not.

Think fast…

I find TAC and spray it on my wrists. I find Instant Shine and put two sprays on my throat. If anything, I will be a friendly jerk. :smiley:

I get back to work and suddenly I am annoyed by it. I wanted to tell the computer to f*ck off. I manage to get through the hour to 5pm and go downstairs to get changed to go to the gym. My stbxw is sitting in the living area. First thing out of her mouth was “Are you OK?” I guess I had it written all over my face.

I get to the gym about 5:30pm. It was not an easy drive. Getting through my neighborhood out to the main roads had me thinking jerk thoughts the whole way through. Neighbor kids playing out in the street with their weiner dog. Get the hell out of the way! Another neighbor mowing his grass on his riding lawn mower waiting for me to pass. What are you looking at dude? I realized at that point I had to get my sh*t together and direct that energy to something more positive.

By the time I get to the gym, I am really starting to feel pretty good and looking forward to a workout. There are a number of cars there, so a better crowd than normal. I walk in, hang my jacket on the hook and getting things situated. I look up and a 40-something year old woman is there looking at me with a MAJOR DIHL. I swear I have not seen that magnitude of a look in years. I smile and carry one. She is a few feet beside me at the lockers fiddling with something. I finish and start turning away, and my peripheral caught her turning to look at me as I turned away.

The next flock of Zumba class women are congregating outside the door of the aerobics room. There are about a dozen or so women and some guy, and they are blocking the way to the bathrooms. I make my way through them, use the facilities, get a drink, and head back. There is a LOT of eye contact coming back through the crowd. The DIHL woman is nearby standing next to some guy using a weight machine… probably her husband. She sees me coming out of the group and is staring at me. She is not coy about it. She then starts playing with her hair. I pass by some mirrors that shows what is behind me. The alpha female of the Zumba group is completely turned around watching me from behind. I noticed at that point my mannerisms. I realized I had my chest puffed out like some rooster. I was walking slowly and with confidence and at that point I knew that was the way I walked into the place.

I do my hour on the treadmill, then start working the weights. The Zumba class started, but plenty of women still working around the gym. As I just scanned around as I did my thing, I notice women looking at me, then quickly go back to business. In the end, this one visit to the gym had more than triple the looks of all my other visits put together! It was pretty wild.

As I work out, I get more and more Alpha, for lack of a better word. I cannot assume that if you are reading this post, you are reading the ones before it, so I have this challenge of mine that since I cannot have sex with a women prior to my divorce (according to my attorney), I will go as long as I can without any kind of self-service.

It has been 10 days. I find my thoughts becoming more aggressive and working out and lifting weights must have my T levels through the roof. There is some chick on those big inflatable balls that you find in gyms and she is straddling it and bouncing up and down for fun. But you know how guy’s minds work. :roll_eyes:

The gym has TVs hung around everywhere, and they are showing some show with Victoria’s Secret models. Not what the doctor ordered. God I hope the next woman I have sex with does not expect “gentle”. :stuck_out_tongue:

Other things happened completely unexpected. The males in the gym wanted to talk to me. One young gym employee, and a few members. This is in a gym where everybody keeps to themselves, then all of a sudden I am approached by some of the dudes and engage in some BS.

Conclusion

Tonight I felt like I owned the place. It was an unreal experience that I did not expect, and the eye contact was primarily from the older set of women. The young ones avoided contact.

I think I might have cracked the code as to what works for me for the older crowd of women. This was the first time I have tried IJ and didn’t know what to expect. Maybe it wasn’t IJ by itself, but the combination I used, but in any event tonight was an amazing experience. I look forward to experimenting with other combinations, but IJ, TAC, and IS had some good results for me.

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Hey, IJ can be an excellent, chest pounding product! I think the gym workout, with the AMMO or the IJ, will get you pumping harder.

I like that IJ+TAC+IS combo! I love TAC by it’s lonesome as well as IShine. You did well using it to buffer the IJ. Well done, “sir”, as a young lass in one of your posts said!

:slight_smile:

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Wednesday**
November 30th, 2011

**Another work day and most likely have minimal public contact (but I said that yesterday and look what happened!). I decided to self test a new mone.

TAC - I applied two sprays to my neck early. I liked the way it helped me concentrate yesterday. I generally have the same effect but I woke up tired this morning after staying up too late watching a movie last night. I was struggling with staying awake, but didn’t want to drink any more caffeine.

At about 1pm I was on the AD site looking over the products, and read the full product description for TUTH. It stated that men over 40 might benefit from a spray a day, even in the daytime. Hmmm.

I pull out my bottle of TUTH and apply one spray to my chest. Within a few minutes I am very alert but not wired. It is giving a really good sense of well-being. I like the feeling a lot. I cannot wait to do sweet spot testing for TUTH, but need some females around. :cool: Will update later if anything worth noting.

8pm - The only thing worth noting is the tenacity of TUTH, which was about 3-4 hours for one spray. Tomorrow is workout day at the gym, and thinking about trying TUTH in a mix.

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Thursday**
December 1st, 2011

**Workout day at the gym, and decide to try a cornucopia of mones. I am not sure what the attendance at the gym will be like this evening since it wanes towards the end of the week (weekend binge eating is worked off Mon-Wed I guess). A few days ago I sprayed IJ by accident, and combined with TAC and IS, had a very large amount of interest from the older set of women, as stated in my journal.

I decide to use TUTH today with the TAC and IS, and see what, if anything, changes. I also added a few more. So the full application at 4pm was:

1 spray heavy TUTH - Chest
2 drops A314 - behind ears
2 sprays TAC - neck
1 spray IO - left crook of elbow
1 spray Mx297 - right crook of elbow
2 sprays IS - back of neck

Self effects were a bit mixed today. I felt the TUTH rush.. that feeling of alertness and ready to roll. I had a pretty hard day at work and was mentally drained, and it was nice to get my mind alert again. I felt that stirring in my loins :smiley: … TAC. And probably the TUTH too.

I felt confident and more aggressive, but yet felt vulnerable at the same time. Alpha and beta. Hmmm. Maybe the IO? I have no experience with Mx297 except for today, so maybe that as well. I will have to experiment more.

The gym actually was more populated than expected, but even an older set of women were coming in the doors… like 50’s. Maybe they are there for the “You Are Not Too Old To Zumba” class :wink: I am on the treadmill for my hour. A young women gets on the treadmill to my left, and an older woman (early 40’s maybe?) gets on the one to my right. The one to the right had a perfume on that nearly made me pass out! :open_mouth: Maybe it was mone wars going on!

I get off the treadmill and turn around. There is a young woman on the rowing machine directly behind me. She is rowing up a storm. She is fairly attractive and good muscle tone, so obviously she has been doing this for a while. She is looking right at me and as I walk past, she keeps making eye contact. I go to the restroom and start using the weights. The rowing chick’s eyes is following me around. I mean wherever I went, when I looked she was looking at me. I have been on that rowing machine and it is tough, and she just keeps going and going. She has a college t-shirt on. Maybe on her college rowing team? :slight_smile:

About 95% of the women in the gym tonight were 35 years old and over. No looks, no interest. But the rower… maybe I’ll see her again some day.

I then go to the grocery store, get some things for dinner plus extra stuff and get in an aisle. I lay my things on the belt. There is some older woman who is checking out. She starts questioning the price of something, which turned out to be an action figurine set of some Dallas Cowboys players :angry: The register rang up 10.99, but the lady said the sticker on the aisle said 7.99. The checkout clerk calls a manager, who never came. Then the clerk goes to check the price herself while the shopper walks away from the aisle and gets on her phone.

I’m starting to get pissed.

The clerk comes back and says the aisle says 10.99. The lady disagrees. They go off together back into the store to look at it.

I am starting to fume.

I am waiting 15 minutes over a $3 disagreement over figurines of a team that sucks anyway!

They come back, the manager comes back, and there is some kind of freaking paperwork that needs to be filled out! Some young lady gets behind me, and I turn around an tell her “You don’t want to get in this aisle” Her eyes get big as saucers and says in a meek voice… “okay” and moves quickly over to the next aisle.

This paperwork goes on, the woman gets on her phone again, and I announce to the cashier to put that freaking $3 on my tab to get this woman on her way! The cashier was young, early 20’s and actually very pretty, and she snuck a look at me and said silently with her lips “I’m sorry”.

I am now staring down this woman, and she gives me eye contact for several seconds, and looks away. She gives me eye contact again and finally says “Sorry”. I shake my head. She eventually moves on, and I start chatting with the young cashier. It turned out to be a bright and cheery conversation.

Conclusion

I really have to hit the none to get interest in the older set of women. For some reason I have a good rapport with younger women (I know… boo hoo). It has kind of been the story of my life.

The aggression I felt today is a good thing, in my opinion. I have felt I have been way to passive over the last few decades, and an emotionally over-reactive spouse probably has a lot to do with it, trying to balance that out. Plus what is it about some people that are so inconsiderate? If I knew I was holding up somebody for 20 minutes in a grocery store aisle, I would say screw the figurines. Or pay the extra $3 if you love them so much! Sheesh!

The thing is that when I got back to my car, I started questioning my actions. Even a few months ago I would have probably said nothing and had let it go. Here I was, acting like an Instant Jerk. I wish I could remember who posted that awesome post that compares the jerk to the nice guy? The conclusion was that the nice guy was the one who was the fake. If I was courteous to that woman, it was only because I suppressed what I really felt about her doing what she was doing. But tonight she felt the full impact of it… and maybe… just maybe… she might change her behavior on account of my jerkdom.

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Friday**
December 2nd, 2011

**It’s a dreary, chilly, and rainy day. I don’t feel like working today. I was going to cut out of work early today and go to the gym mid-afternoon, come back home, put some mones on, and head to the mall (yuck) to get a few things.

I do not apply any mones prior to going to the gym because I did not expect anybody to be there on a Friday afternoon, but I was surprised that there were actually quite a few women present. Damn. Not only did I not feel like working, I didn’t feel like working out either. I didn’t stay long.

Inspired by a post, I tried a TUTH and Ammo mix. My full application was:

A314 - 2 drops behind the ears
TUTH (Heavy) - 1 spray to the chest
Ammo (Heavy) - 1 spray to the throat
IO - 1 spray to inside elbow
IS - two sprays to back of neck

My first stop was at a large department store chain that is normally full of women. It was as though I never existed. I think I experienced my first OD. I was dressed very well and was groomed. It was weird and entertaining at the same time to ghost.

It started getting really foggy now along with the rain, and night fell. I really did not want to drive 25 miles to the mall in this weather, especially during Friday traffic, so I decide to pick up something to eat at Chili’s as a take out. The girl who took my order was in her 20’s. I tried chatting her up but she seemed annoyed. I had a drink at the bar while I waited for my food. Nothing happened there either.

It wasn’t a very inspirational evening, but I do know my none limits now, and that is a good thing.

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Saturday**
December 3rd, 2011

**Yet again, the weather was gloomy, but add a horrific amount of almost constant rain. I didn’t sleep well and hence did not feel very well for at least half of the day. I wanted to venture into the city yet again, but as yesterday, bad weather made me think twice about the trip. I laid down for a catnap, and a neighbor is making quite a racket with his four wheeler. Seriously? What are the chances? And in the rain? As soon as I get up from trying to get a nap, get some caffeine in me, what happens? They tire of their four wheeler and the racket stopped. Maybe they wiped out into a flooded ditch as I was hoping for when I was trying to sleep? :smiley:

It’s a Saturday, and I was lazy and did not shower. I had a suspected OD yesterday of none, so as I got ready for the gym, I added no more. I sprayed 2 sprays of Mx297 on my neck and that was it.

The gym was full of men and no women, so I did my workout and left. I went to the local BBQ joint to pick up some dinner to take home. At that point, I was still heavily sweating, which was hidden under my sweat jacket. I start up a friendly banter with a young man who took my order.

There is a young girl there working behind the counter, probably early to mid 20’s. It was DIHL from the first look. She was not my type in looks/body, but thought I would have some fun nonetheless (OK, so it was evil :roll_eyes:). I flirted alternating with a demanding customer attitude. She would not take her eyes off of me, and she was completely tongue tied when she spoke to me.

In conclusion, I know I had a lot of residual none on me from the day before, and add to that no shower plus an additional workout. I would think I would be bad vibes to the young women, but yet here was this one that was mesmerized to the point where she would be putty in my hands. Maybe the adding of Mx297 added the feeling that I was a rock star in her mind, a mix of sexuality and intrigue.

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Poor girl will probably never be the same! LOL

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Sunday**
December 4th, 2011

**Another cold, gloomy, rainy day. My God, how many days in a row has in been? I feel like I am living on the set of Blade Runner!

This morning is church, and it will be the third time I will be wearing mones to church. The first time was a social and status mix, but last week I wanted to compare it to a none mix, and the results were what I had expected. This week I wanted to tweak my social mix and see what happens.

I realized that I never gave a proper explanation as to why I am studying the effects of mones in church. First, I only moved into this community 3 months ago, and the only person I knew was my wife (she moved up here 6 months prior when we separated, and she already knew people up here). We were going to church together, and met a few of her friends that attend. She is the type that would late to her own funeral, so we were always late to church, and afterwards, unless she ran into one of her friends, she wanted to leave right away because she was starving. Seems like the concept of “breakfast” never caught on with her. :roll_eyes: I never really had the chance to mingle.

Since our divorce is proceeding, we (actually she) thought it would be best to go separately. Even though we are currently in the same house, we wanted to start living our lives without being a couple if we share a destination, such as church. So I go the early service, she goes to the late service.

All that to say this… it is essentially a gathering of people I don’t know for the most part, except for the few people my wife introduced me to and some other acquaintances I have made along the way. It’s a good chance for me to work on my approachability, especially during the time when members greet each other because, unfortunately, it has been my past observations that people tend to use that time to greet those that they know and rarely reach out to those that they don’t.

Nuff said.

I wanted to tone down my status, so today I use 1 drop of A314. I spray 2 IO on my wrists. I go up one spray of IS to the total of 3 - back of neck and one to each side. I also spray 2 sprays of MX428 on my throat. I am still very inexperienced with MX428 and haven’t figured it out yet, but it was free with my first order and want to do at least some reporting on it.

Self Effects

Before applying the mones, I was so close to talking myself out of even going to church. Day after day of gloom makes it hard to get motivated in the morning, plus it is my day off, yada yada yada. I had to talk myself out of talking myself out of it and went anyway. :slight_smile:

The self-effects were, well.. almost euphoric. Damn I felt good! And when I feel good, I feel more confident and outgoing.

Effects on Others

I got there 5 minutes early, so enough time to pick out a good place to sit and get situated. As people were streaming in, I would feel a pat on my shoulder or back and turned to see what ended up being one of many greetings, chatting, and handshakes of the “alphas” in a church environment (church leadership, long standing members, etc). It continued into the greeting time. I definitely felt a “buddy connection” with many of the men in the church. There was no negative effects on women and no attraction effects, and this was perfect.

The pastor is super laid back with a good sense of humor, but today before starting his sermon, he was downright silly and had us all near tears with laughter. Then I remembered that he had come down the aisle during the greeting, smacked me on the back and gave me a big handshake and chatted a moment. Maybe he got a good dose of the IS :smiley:

The music was upbeat, and the people around me, including myself, scored a 10 on the peppy meter. It was similar to what it was that first week, when I wore no Ammo. The Ammo just seemed to kill the mood in this setting.

Conclusion

I feel real good about this mix in this setting. It is very appropriate and obviously elevated everybody’s mood around me, including myself. Very good self effects that lasted for 4 hours.

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Wasn’t blade runner set in a post apocalyptic world without gas and rain?

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No, it was set in futuristic Los Angeles. Harrison Ford played a cop whose job was to destroy the remaining replicants (human clones with super-human strengths) that were used to fight in war. It also had a young and very sexy Daryl Hannah :slight_smile:, who was one of the female replicants.

Anyway, it always raining, and he always worked at night. The movie is great and has a big cult following, but the whole movie had this gloom cast over it.
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That’s right! I was thinking madmax

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Saturday**
December 10th, 2011

**It’s been almost a week since my last journal entry. I was down and out for the count with a vicious cold, which has luckily let up in time for today. Today I made my way into the big city to help my son move into his first apartment.

There was a surprise overnight guest that my soon to be ex-wife (stbxw) brought home last night. No, not a guy! It was one of her good friends, who I have only met briefly once. Her friend has a vendor booth at a local horse show, and instead of driving 75 miles home late last night and back in the morning, she spends the night at our house. Let’s call her Jennifer (because that is her real name).

Jennifer is a 9.5/10 on any man’s scale. She’s 30, incredibly beautiful, with an insane body. But Jennifer cannot keep a boyfriend. She’s kind of prissy and a little snobby to people not in her friends box. Going out to kitchen first thing, my stbxw and Jennifer are at the table drinking coffee. Both are still in their pj’s. Jennifer says a cordial good morning, and that was it. She scampers off to the bedroom moments later, probably not wanting to be seen in her pj’s and without makeup! :smiley: And wow! What steaming hot pj’s!

So, my arsenal for the day becomes:

2 drops A314, behind ears and on wrists
1 spray heavy Ammo to the throat
2 sprays IH to crooks of elbows
2 sprays IS to sides of neck

About 30 minutes later they come out ready to leave. I am in the kitchen. Jennifer comes in and starts chatting me up. We go on for a bit and my stbxw is in the background getting annoyed. She finally says to Jennifer that they need to go. They leave unfortunately.

I drive to the city and meet my son at his apartment. His uncle and aunt are there already helping him move stuff (they are my first wife’s brother and sister). Everybody is chatty and having a good time. My ex sister in law brought some kid, a boy around maybe 10 years old. A neighbor kid. I’m not real good with kids and because I am a large framed guy, I think I come off as intimidating. But I shake his hand and am friendly. He is making origami with paper while the rest of us are unpacking, and then paper airplanes. He is showing me all his cool paper airplanes and how they fly, and I help him fix some of the duds. When they had to leave, we fist bump, and he thought it was so cool.

My son and I head to a nearby bar and grill for something to eat. It is only 4pm, so it is not very crowded. We sit and a table with stools. The waitress come by while my son was in the restrooms. She is pretty, slightly overweight, and about my son’s age (mid 20’s). I ask her what’s good. She comes over and starts pointing things out on the menu. We have lots of eye contact and exchange smiles. We are easily within what people consider their personal space. I am very easily conversing with her. I tell her thanks and I’ll let her know. She puts her hand on my bicep and rubs up and down and says she will be back.

I look up from my menu a few times and the waitress is staring right at me. I smile, and she smiles back. My son comes back and we start chatting and the waitress comes back to take our order. She gets his order first and takes the menu, comes by me and I give her my order. She freaking puts her hand back on the same spot and rubs up and down. :smiley:

She comes by later and checks on us. We tell her we are fine. She then starts apologizing if her eyes are red, saying she just got off the phone with her sister who just had a baby and her sister is so far away and she cannot be there for her or to see her nephew. She starts to tear up again right at our table! LOL! That’s IH for you! We tell her congratulations, and as she goes around the table, she puts her hand on my bicep for the third time!

She gave us a check when we were done without any touching, but with some nice smiles.

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sounds like some good hits there

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I agree my friend. Your getting awesome hits.