Thanks man, I really appreciate the vote of confidence. I felt something was not right about this whole thing from the get go but didn’t go with my instinct.
I know its important to just take care of yourself. I seem to keep forgetting that, but I can’t anymore. It truly is important.
Thank you I do truly appreciate the support. Its been kinda tough, you get addicted to being around people and the feelings they give you. There was joy, but truly a huge wall I just couldn’t penetrate.
I’m glad you found the strength too, to finally say no.
That’s just terrible!
I have a friend that I’m going through something similar with. We were pretty tight, but its like my eyes have been opened to some very self-serving behavior that has me questioning our relationship. Sparing the details recently I am disappointed to say the least.
The last time we went out (Fat Tuesday) I went an hour out of my way to pick him up. The whole time we were out he sat and text msg somebody else. I have no qualms about going out and meeting people by myself. I figure if I bore him that much that he has to text somebody the whole night, I mean not lift his head up from his phone once, then why bother. I’d be better off going out by myself.
What’s the old saying, when you have friends like that, who needs enemies? LOL.
I think it comes with growing as a person. If you met that person and he treated you like that, of course you wouldn’t tolerate that behavior. However, when you undertake a mission to improve yourself it inevitably occurs that you outgrow some friends. They are unable to relate to you in any true sense any longer so self-serving behavior becomes all that is left surrounded by the shell of a once mutually-beneficial kinship. It is hard to let go, and it often times results in hurt feelings… but it is necessary for inner-advancement.
Very good point.
Feeding The Hungry - Charity work and Socials
We do a lot of charity work here in Vegas, especially when it comes to feeding the poor or helping families.
I decided on using a very social mix so as not to come across as too intimidating, you never know what some of these people have experienced from extreme poverty to physical abuse or a combination of “all of the above.”
These families all live within a few blocks of the Church, and conditions are deplorable. One apartment has electricity so they all plug extension cords there to share. Another may have hot water etc. Most apartments walls are “bleeding.” This is due to such a huge amount of bugs infesting the place and biting the residents, the blood has soaked from the interior of the walls, through the sheet rock and is literally dripping down them.
Our job today was to deliver lunch after the services. For a lot of these people it will be the only hot meal or only meal they have that day.
Mix: IO + IS
3 s IO 30ml Akuto Scent
4s IS 30ml Neroli
App Points:
IO - R,L Neck 1s split between arms
IS - 4s to back of head
Venue:
Church / Food Pantry in Las Vegas roughest neighborhood “naked city.”
Application Time:
10:45 am
Duration:
2 - 2 1/2 hours
Self-Effects:
Interestingly enough I felt just calm and laid back. I think because of the “opening” up properties IO has held over me in the past with random texting etc, I was a bit self-conscious and did not want to go one a babbling spree.
Effects On Others:
Overall the effects are what I expected. I was smooth and easy to talk to. I met a lot of new people who donate their time to this church and things were comfortable.
The people we were helping out were all very receptive, grateful and polite as they always are.
I was not there to pick up women, but there was at least one looker there that displayed a number of IOI’s and thought it would be appropriate to list them here anyway.
LOOKER: White female, 28-34
I do not know her back story but she was quite attractive. I don’t know if she was a volunteer or someone in need of assistance. She was dressed casual like us all, but in a really nice pair of jeans, shirt and coat.
She was sitting on a table approximately 3 feet away speaking to another woman when she stood up, stretched out her hand and introduced herself.
After that she was always in my sight line doing something. If not on the phone while playing with her hair, or even turning displaying a very nice butt and rubbing her hand up and down along her back pocket as if she were presenting herself to me.
She even made sure to say good bye to me as I was leaving.
In the past, I would have gotten her info (yes even at Church.) But just in case she’s not a volunteer, I don’t need anymore project women in my life. LOL And I’m not about to turn someone who is in desperate need of some kind of assistance into a one night stand.
McBaine: Single white female in her early to mid 30’s.
This is a friend who I’ve known for a few years now. She’s also dated one of my good buddies and was down to help us volunteer.
She’s flirted with me a bit in the past, but I’ve never taken anything she’s done or said serious.
She’s cute, somewhat attractive, but just not my type. She wants a serious relationship with someone and kids (my type) but still parties too hard. (not my type)
As she was leaving she gave me a hug and put her nose and mouth onto my neck. As she leaned back she said, “Oh my you smell good.” Akuto rocks!!! And then said, “I have to go in for more.” She then gave me another really long and deep hug and buried her nose deep into my neck.
A mutual friend of ours who we call sassy is there and I comment, “Yeah Sassy is always telling me how good I smell.” And Sassy responds, “Oh yeah, he ALWAYS smells good.” (always ammo and A314)
As they walk away McBaine looks back and says, “I love me a good smelling man.”
Thoughts:
The day was not about IOI’s and picking up chicks, but about doing good for some locals in dire need of help.
This mix was perfect for that as it made me comfortable to be around and not imposing at all.
I had considered IG, and will probably try this in the future as we will continue to help this charity when needed.
Shipment Arrived and my non-scientific testing protocol
SHIPMENT ARRIVED!!! Early this morning, and tossed in was a togo bottle of TUTH and a Free 30ml bottle of Androstenon @ 5mcg per spray.
Testing Protocol:
I will be testing out each bottle / product that I received solo.
First a self-test at home, I will begin with 1 spray at the bottles dosage, and up the dosage by 1 spray every hour and report on any and all self-effects.
Second will be a solo test in public, at work and play starting off with 1 spray and working up to however many until effects either diminish or plateau and I figure out my “sweet spot.”
I will begin each day with a clean slate, no other mones, thoroughly showered using Dial 3D and any and all app points wiped down with alcohol wipes.
I will not be wearing any other colognes, scents or fragrances during these tests.
My Goal:
To isolate each Putative, Experimone etc and its effects on me and others to get a better understanding of their capabilities and limitations in order to fine tune my own layering procedures down the line.
I will be testing in no particular order, but of course will take into consideration high amounts of -none in the work environment and its possible fall out. Any item like this will be limited to more appropriate environments or kept to a minimum when testing at work.
My list of products received today include:
All Bottles 30 ml Neroli Scented
P74 @ 10mcg per spray
P83 @ 10mcg per spray (tested already)
TAA @ 10mcg per spray
TAC @ 10mcg per spray
ANOL @ 5mcg per spray
XBNOL @ 5mc per spray
NONE @ 5mcg per spray
XRONE @ 5mcg per spray
All Bottles 5ml ToGo Neroli Scented
P90, P91, P92, P93, P94, P95 @ 5mcg per spray
Final Thoughts and Conclusions:
Androtics is an amazing company. Items were ordered on Thursday, processed on Thursday and sent out on Friday and arrived on Monday.
Now mind you I didn’t customize the scents, but still in the past it took days to receive custom orders and I was happy then, I am ecstatic now.
Now onto my first self-test!!!
Can’t wait for these results TG
Thx man. I’m waiting to get back out to the clubs to test my own UF Pack, but in the process I am avoiding your mini-journal for a bit.
I have some prime testing possibilities coming up soon, and can’t wait to try them again. The first couple of tests were in inappropriate environments…@ work. 
TAC - Self-Test Report
Molecule C / TAC Self-Test Report
TAC is 30ml Bottle @ 10mcg per spray
Testing Protocol:
Product will be solo, no other mones, scents or fragrances.
Self-testing will be done at home, enclosed environment with heat or ac on.
1 spray will be administered per hour and results will be noted here in this post.
Spray 1
App Point:
Front neck
Time:
12:19 pm
Notes:
Current state is a slight euphoric feeling. Almost a phero rush, but not quite. My head feels a bit warm, this is the feeling I get when I am in my own phero cloud and diffusing rather strongly.
My body is still warm from the hot shower I took approximately 20 minutes before application, so everything is diffusing rather well.
I do regret spraying directly on the front of my neck as I inhaled a bit of the mist and the scent is really strong, and my mouth tastes a bit chemically.
I have had breakfast and lunch, I am drinking a combination of decffeinated coffee and ice water with lime juice to combat any dehydration residual caffeine in the “decaf” coffee may cause.
Reminder to self… always spray to the back of neck or away from the face!!!
Spray 2
App Point:
Back Neck
Time:
1:19 pm
Notes:
I do feel a light buzzing in my head from the first hour. I also experienced some dozing off, very reminiscent of a phero crash. I’ve had similar experiences trying anything new when it comes to mones and have had to build up a tolerance to the product.
I am comfortable at the moment and quite content. I’m just seriously chill right now.
Spray 3
App Point:
Split between forearms
Time:
2:19 pm
Notes:
Drowsiness has since passed, I am still pretty chill and feeling so relaxed. Focus seems to be inhibited to some degree, I don’t know if its because of the lackadaisical attitude I am exuding right now, or my own defective personality that’s prone to procrastination.
When walking across the room, I do still feel a bit light headed and tipsy as if I’ve had a few beers. This could just once again be because its a new product I am trying and will need to adjust to. I experienced it with a few others.
My test will have to be cut short as I now have to run somewhere at 3:00, but I will be back by 4:00 to restart at 4 sprays.
I don’t think this would be a good gym mix LOL because its not that I feel a lack of motivation, I just don’t really give a shit right now.
I ended the self-test with 3 sprays, but there are some lingering effects.
One thing I am noticing right now is it is difficult for me to recall specific events in my life. I am at a loss as to why. I didn’t “forget” things, its as if my mind just keeps pushing it to the side as if to say, focus on something else for awhile.
I’m not depressed, hell I can’t even linger on a depressing sad memory for any real length of time for that to be an issue. Its quite strange how my mind is behaving right now. Its not like I’m jumping from topic to topic, or thought to thought. Its just not really wanting to work right now, it just wants a bit of time off.
TAC - Work Report Day 1
Mix:
TAC 30 ML 1 spray @ 5mcg per spray
App Points:
Back of neck
Venue:
Starbucks
Application Time:
5:30 am
12:00 pm reapply 1 spray back of neck
Weather / Temp:
Morning: Cool, and cloudy approximately 65-70 degrees indoors
Afternoon: Cool, sunny approximately 70-75 degrees indoors
Distance:
co-workers: 1-5 feet
customers: 2-3 feet
Self-Effects:
This time around the effects were not as pronounced. I did not experience the slight intoxicated feeling as I did during my self-test. That “phero rush.” But I was chill, no serious stressing over much of anything. But then it wasn’t as if it were one of those stressful days at work.
Effects On Others:
There wasn’t one of those aha! moments. Just a lot of little things that happened throughout the day.
It seemed as though since my mood was a bit chill, those around me were just a bit chill too. No one got out of line, no rude customers, everyone just seemed to let things flow.
There were a couple of women who laughed a bit more, touched their neck and chest, but nothing way out of the ordinary.
A few men seemed to have this “look” in their eyes. Honestly it was almost a judgmental kind of look, with a slight smirk on their face. At first I didn’t think much of it, until about the 3rd guy who did this in the first couple of hours since I applied the spray. These guys could just be your typical douche bags who think they are better than most, or it could have just been me and my perception that was skewed.
Thoughts and Conclusions:
Nothing definitive yet. I will be adding another 5 mcgs for a total of 10 real soon.
TAC effects are usually more pronounced between 10-30 mcg. A314 + TAC is OD for me for sure. No one ever dares make eye contact with me. No man or woman. No boy or girl. Their eyes dart 180 degrees if I’m just about to catch them looking at the majesty of the lion 
TAC mixes well with -none so I heard.
Arrggghhh… I wasn’t going to read your TAC report, because I still haven’t tested it by itself, but I couldn’t help it. You write good reports. So I wanted to know what you saw. So much for delayed gratification. After reading your report on TAC, I am seeing similarities in TAK.
Your post about the “look” interest me. I want to let you test it more before I start putting seeds in your head.
Well I like to work my way up and test it in the increments I purchase at. Normally I’d get 10mcg, but I was budgeting this order and trying to squeeze a few more items in there.
Anyway, I had to postpone testing for a day or two and my next report will explain why…and its not a happy one.
I will be getting back to this soon, but I’m gonna be writing up a report here in a few moments that will make you guys understand why I stopped the TAC testing. However it may not have been a great choice.
A314 “OD” At Work
Some back story.
Back in January after one chaotic holiday season, the powers that be decided they would go ahead and do a musical chairs number on the Starbucks managers and switch them around. Some got “demoted” to slower stores, some got “promoted” to busier more challenging stores.
The store I am in bounces back between 1st and 2nd in volume. My co-manager got demoted to one of the worst stores in our district and I got a new co-manager who is … I have no other way to put it … one emotionally fucked up psycho bitch.
This poor woman is either on a crying jag, or a screaming jag every quarter hour. Her “cycle” doesn’t happen in weeks or days, she gets a period once every other quarter hour. I am not saying this lightly. There is something seriously wrong with her and she’s making our lives miserable.
This last week we were informed that we would be having “company.” This would include our Starbucks Reps as well as company big wigs from our division boss, up to our Regional boss who works directly under the president / ceo of the company.
Anywhooooooo… I decided that would be a good day to go with my business mix of:
A314 + IH + Ammo + IS
However, I decided I would up my usual dose of A314 and go 3 drops, with a reapply approximately 5 hours into my shift.
MIX: (all 30ml bottles. IH Akuto scented / Ammo FF21 A314 Rev23)
3d A314 + 2s IHX2 + 1s Ammo 2x + 4s IS
APP POINTS:
A314: 1 drop behind each ear, 1 drop smeared along jaw line and under nose
IH: L,R Neck
Ammo: Chest
IH: Hair
APP TIME:
A314: 4:45 am
IH/Ammo/IS: 5:30 am
SELF-EFFECTS:
I was fine for most of the morning, dealt with customers okay. Cowgirl came in around 7 a.m. and I was immediately irritated with her.
TARGETS: (Targets are all subjects who enter my phero cloud)
Cowgirl - 18 year old white female who is an avid rider and trainer of horses. I have been having issues with Cowgirl for awhile now. She is a new hire going on 2 months, but is cross trained in another department so her skills just are not up to par.
My issues with her, she’s a child and behaves like one at work. Shows passive-aggressive tendencies towards my authority, willfully disobeys my requests and forces me to order her around.
Clowngirl - Girl is being kind, this is a 49 year old woman who wears too much make up. My psychotic co-manager.
Wannabe - Female, mid to late 30’s. Supervisor for the grocery train our Starbucks is house in.
Effects On Others:
Cowgirl clocked in directly at 7 am and immediately began standing around while watching me work. I told her, “there won’t be any standing around today, we got a lot to do.”
As the day progressed I had to constantly follow up on her and quite honestly my patience was wearing thin. We had guests coming and I knew we were not up to par with our appearance.
An issue arose where I needed her to stop what she was doing to handle customer service. I leaned over to her and said, “We have enough, let’s go ahead and get this out of the way.” She did like she has done on many occasions, she ignored me.
I then said in a slightly more sterner voice the exact same thing. She snapped at me and yelled, “I have to empty this because…”
As soon as she was finished, I then said in a very commanding voice once again, “We have enough, let’s go ahead and get this out of the way.”
The project she was working on was blocking access to the espresso bar, the cold beverage station and the 3 compartment sink. She was holding up orders and the project she was working on could be completed at another time.
When she returned to our kiosk I quietly said to her, “If you snap at me like that again, you and I will be speaking to a supervisor.”
She then proceeded to yell at me, then informed me after looking at the line, “I’m going on break and leaving you alone.”
I then told her in no uncertain terms, “You will man that register.” When the line was empty, but orders still to be made, she then stated she would be going on break. I told her she would not, that she would be speaking to a supervisor. Cowgirl continued to stand outside the kiosk and argue with me, putting me in an uncomfortable position because quite honestly, I wanted to tear her a new one, but could not in front of customers.
Wannabe entered the picture. I took her to the side and explained to her what was going on. I was quite frustrated at this point and said to her, “Someone needs to speak to her and explain that when I am asking her to do something she needs to get it taken care of.”
I explained to her in detail what just occurred and how Cowgirl was being in subordinate.
Wannabe walked over to the kiosk and now Cowgirl was in tears. Being in a female dominated environment I knew right away this was an issue where I was going to be the bad guy no matter what.
Fast Forward to Clowngirl arriving at the store, she bypasses me and goes directly into the office after speaking to Cowgirl outside.
When Cowgirl finally comes back in, I now go into the office to speak with Clowngirl and Wannabe.
I once again relay my story and immediately upon finishing Clowngirl looks over at Wannabe and says, “Ok Wannabe…”
Now Wannabe turns to me and says, “All I know, if you were speaking to her like you were speaking to me, telling me how to do my job…” She claimed I told her in a very demanding tone, “YOU need to speak to that little girl…”
Of course I tell her I was in no way telling her how to do her job, that I was frustrated and stating that “someone needed to speak to her…” In order to get Cowgirl to understand that she needs to follow directions.
In the end, I looked at the both of them and said, “I see you’ve all made up your minds, all you see is some big bad old man picking on some young girl.”
CONCLUSIONS AND THOUGHTS:
This is not the first incident I have had with Cowgirl when wearing A314. I am of the opinion that she has an issue with male authority figures. I don’t know what role her father plays in her life, or what kind of man he is.
The last incident we had when wearing A314 was when she kept writing names on cups in a style that hinted that she might suffer from Dyslexia.
The name Brian would be spelled as Brain. Janice would be Jacine. I asked her if she was dyslexic and I explained to her that I suffer slightly from dyslexia and have an auditory processing issue that causes me at times to hear something completely different than what people say. Someone can say there name is Bob, I don’t mistake it as Rob, I mistake it as Tom.
She said she was not dyslexic, I then told her about how she was writing names on cups and suggested maybe she might wanna speak to a doctor.
Everything seemed to be fine, we were actually chatting and laughing for a few minutes when she asked to take her break. I found out later the reason she wanted to go on break was so she could call Clowngirl. She told Clowngirl that I called her Dyslexic, and then went into our store managers office and stated the same thing and that she would quit if she were to have to work any future shifts with me.
In my defense, I was honestly trying to be helpful. But if she does have an issue with male authority figures I may come off as too strong, or even overbearing with A314 and the added -none from ammo. I don’t know if socials can even salvage it. She is young and it could be affecting her adversely and making her nervous.
With my conversation with Wannabe, once again, my agitated demeanor and tone in my voice was mistaken as demanding and authoritative when my true intent was frustration. Yes, I did want someone to speak to her. But it was more like, “please do something before I go nuts and rip her a new one.” And not, “DO YOUR JOB!”
Now having the benefit of hindsight and seeing two issues arise with the same girl, I now know that if I am scheduled to work with her again, I will lay off anything with an alpha vibe and stick mainly with more social type products.
Something like my IG and MX297 mix, or even IH or IO along with IS.
If this does occur, I will report my findings at a later date.
Sorry to hear about it. I was in a female working environment once and damn… I can relate! Lol
I found the situation so much more pleasant by smiling more and just enjoyed watching everything go down… as expected. I don’t enjoy being the “I told you so” guy but hey, some people only appreciate mistakes when hindsight is present. Just make sure u have a plan when shit flies!
OK bro, this sounds rough. I have a question for you though. Does Cowgirl give you any IOI’s?
Not that I am aware of, I really haven’t noticed anything. Why do you ask?
I agree, she is a child and no one should be forced to work under her tears and immaturity. I HIGHLY suggest you document this all and go above wannabe and clowngirls head. Sounds to me you are being set up as the fall guy for this idiot. Even if you are not looking to do anything except document, the truth is important and can mean the all the difference.