And so it begins.
Sort of.
I don’t have any mones or experiences with them to talk about per se, but I did just place an order for the killer newbie kit a few seconds ago; as good as AD seems to be I doubt even they are THAT good.
I was wrestling with even making this purchase because initially I was told that a314 was not going to be included in it and instant jerk was missing so I waited a while to see if anything changed.
When I inquired about the current status of the killer newbie kit I didn’t receive a response from email or phone calls…so I just said fuck it and pulled the trigger anyway…had the debating gone on any longer I would have talked myself out of it.
I wanted to be preemptive with my journal entries so that I can give any readers as much context as I can about me in the hopes that this will improve any perspective they are likely to gain from my experience with mones.
I titled the journal the reinvention because from mid 2009 to late 2012 my life had been more valley than peak. I fallen out with several close friends, ALL of my intimate relationships dissolved and my health was in the toilet.
My 6’0 frame was 200lbs of indestructible muscle hidden by 40lbs of lavish fat.
Clearly something had to change.
So on 11/06/2012 I began the process of designing my lifestyle. The first step in this was to change my body, activity became a drug and I was a fiend; boxing, weights, sprinting, basketball, swimming you name it I was all over it.
Gradually I cut from 240lbs down to 226lbs down to about 204lbs which is where I’m at now; a marked improvement from my former self but I’m not giving Brad Pitt a run for his money anytime soon.
The reactions I get from people just from the weight loss alone could be another journal entry entirely but what I really noticed is how much looks DO in fact play a role in perception.
Sure intellectually we can all say DUH but emotionally it’s a different ball game. I’ve seen things from both sides of the fences, how people treat you when you’re a fat, idle, slob and how they treat you when you really put effort into your appearance.
Well, after making it this far through my semi-rant you’re probably wondering “what the hell does all this have to do with mones?” well in my introduction post I said that it was a series of coincidence and happenstance that brought me to this forum.
Now that I have actually sat down and replayed how the last 5 months have unfolded…this can’t just be random.
Even now, while I wait for my mones to arrive, I feel like I’m on the edge of something big here. I already decided that this was going to be a big year for me but NOW I feel the surge of something in my veins.
I hope to give as much value as I can to anybody reading my posts and I also look to learn from as many different masters as I can from this forum.