Today was a good day.
2 drops a314
1 spray IS2x
1 spray IG
1 spray of IO
I’ve been playing around a bit with how a314 works and usually have been adding IS.
I got to work and I could tell the a314 was affecting me. I have been on vacation for a week and I received and email stating that there was a problem but no details other than oh there’s an issue.
I don’t have time to tolerate little bullshit nonsense.
I send out a response to most of the company and to make sure it wasn’t too sarcastic I had my boss look it over. He said not to send it but not because it was sarcastic. I explained why it needed to be sent and he agreed.
A lot of my friends at work responded right away laughing because they knew the jabs I was taking at HR in a really indirect way. My ex was the first to respond. She thought it was hysterical and awesome that I made a reference to HR.
Still have a ton of emails to sift through and follow ups.
I work at a predominantly female work place. I’d say its about 80 percent women where I work. It’s a call center and I work in the technology side which has the reverse ratio of about 90 percent men working in that department.
I get a call about an issue and go to see what’s going on. Before going over to investigate, I apply another spray of IS and IG. The intimidation effects of a314 has been astounding. With just a314 and IS I noticed that coworkers give me a lot of respect and space. A lot of them stopped looking me in the eye and would always look away. It takes effort to reengage them to have them maintain eye contact.
So I go over with a bit more buffering and I am standing at this one woman’s work area and she’s very appreciative that I came over. An older woman that sits next to her asks how my vacation was. It felt like she had to know. Work seemed to grind to a halt.
I look up and two other women have stopped what they were doing and were just staring at me jaw dropped with DIHL looks so I smile back at them.
There’s a lot that’s going on with me right now. Congruence is something I’ve been working hard to maintain. My relationship with my ex started going downhill at the end of April. To cope with the anxiety I’ve had, I started working out like I was training for hockey. I do intend to play again. Bottom line is that it’s now June and I know I look great. I’m a few weeks away from being in my best shape but the confidence from working out is definitely shining through and the mones are stepping it up to a whole new level.
Tech support conveniently stops by and I delegate what needs to be done. I only deal with in house software issues and this was a systems issue. The tech guy is usually quiet and deferential so it didn’t seem out of place for him to just listen to my requests but he followed up on it on the spot.
I have a meeting to attend and rush off to that. This meeting is conducted by a woman who I have always thought was gorgeous. She’s a bit techy and nerdy but has a skinny frame and large breasts. Elegantly shaped. Too bad she’s married lol.
In other weekly meetings with her I have noticed the hair flips, the crossing and uncrossing of legs. I didn’t have a314 at that time. I had reported that I was using IS, IO and some athena10x that I still had.
I was sitting on the same side of the table as she was in the conference room. The whole time she had her legs crossed towards me. She was wearing a knee high skirt and with the crossing she had the skirt hiked up to above mid thigh. It was higher than I would have ever expected a skirt to be in a work setting. Her pupils were highly dilated too.
My boss was in that meeting as well and I could see between the two of them, their bodies were both pointed in my direction. It was a good meeting. It was animated, friendly and fun.
As she’s talking to me I decide to brush the back of my head with my right hand. Immediately she mirrors the motion and flips her hair back with her right. I was stunned- I did not expect the mirroring at all. I kept it pretty cool though.
I would say she’s pretty alpha. She has always been spearheading meetings and projects. I thought I saw her playing with her wedding band as well.
This was a fun hit.
I go to the gym afterwards for quick break. I was feeling a bit anxious. That is probably not the mones and is probably my own neurotic feelings. I broke up with my ex about 3 weeks ago. I know I need to lift some weights til I calm down. After working out I toss on another shot of IS and IG. It’s hot outside and I’m sweating. Probably not a good thing, lol.
I am coming back into work I run into my ex outside. She asks if I had been avoiding her phone calls. I tell her that I’ve been busy with meetings and had not been at my desk. She had an issue to report. She also says that she likes to hear my voice. We joke around a bit but I am keeping it cool. I notice her doing the hair tosses and I position myself in a different area. She has to shift her body to keep it pointed at me.
I keep telling myself that I am over her and maybe I will believe it someday. What I’ve learned from reading other posts here- Jessejester has a great thread- mones can not change how a person feels. For whatever reason it was that we broke up, I can’t change that. If anything I am creating tension that may work against me.
For example- I believe the biggest reason we broke up is because I was fixated on the relationship- I stopped being who I was - I stopped being funny and sarcastic. She had told me early on in the relationship that “You’re a little bit of a jerk”. I stopped being me.
I had her going from just wanting to hook up with me to full on crush, head over heels wanting to fuck the crap out of me. There were no mones involved at that point. That was all me and my smart mouth.
I changed at some point and stopped being a challenge to her. She might resent me even more as she sees me under the a314 aura. She may think where the hell did this guy come from and why wasn’t he there before? Why is he now so alpha?
I know that what I had on was affecting her but again- once a person has a preconceived notion that’s super charged with emotion- I don’t think mones will ever be enough to influence her. Maybe p83… er maybe not lol.
Needless to say, there is this cute redhead at the bank who gets all DIHL whenever I walk in. Over the past few weeks I had been playing around with my mones. Like any newbie I probably over did it. I know I had IS and IO on. During that time I think I usually used about 2 sprays of each each application and I’d refresh a couple of times a day but I wasn’t diligent in tracking what I used.
I hold no hope of getting back with my ex. She’s wrong for me for many reasons. The biggest reason is she prefers to get shit faced drunk and I don’t drink. This is not how she was when I first met up with her. She started drinking like that when we went on vacation.
Either way, I’m having fun experimenting. 