TYTFan's Journal

Hi everyone!

This will be where I post my observations, experiences and other random thoughts. Comments and suggestions are always welcome. My first language is not English so any weird sentences or turn of phrase can be chalked up to that.

Here is a link to my introduction post titled Greetings from the Great White North. Just to quickly recap, I’m a 30 year old white guy, somewhat shy, definitely more of an introvert. I’m looking mainly to improve my attraction/relationship skills and to gain confidence and comfort with women.

I just received my first order today (products in my sig) and I’m anxious to try everything out but I will try to take it slow and test methodically. I can say the temptation is really strong to just slap everything on and go nuts.:slight_smile:

I work in what I think is a great location to experiment so that’s where I’ll mostly test things out at first. I’m surrounded daily by hundreds of people, it’s a good combination of strangers, work acquaintances and close buddies, about 70% women and most people are between 20 and 40 years old. I usually work in close quarters with these folk for anywhere between 5 and 30 minutes at a time and I can spend a good deal of time just walking around and chatting to random people if I want to.

I also intend to test things out in social settings as opportunities arise.

Anyway, let’s get going.

Day 1

Products used:
Ammo, 1 spray to back of neck, wrists used to spread around on throat area and about half spray to upper chest. Starting slow to try and find good dosage. Applied around 9:45am.

General Notes:
I was not working my regular shift today so things felt weird anyway, my routine was shot and I woke up earlier than usual. Today was only a half-day for me and the place was really dead. What little there was for me to do required me to work alone so there was minimal interaction with anyone. I felt really tired throughout the day but that was most likely because of my abnormal and shortened sleeping hours. Far from ideal day for experimenting.

Self effects:
My first impression was “wow, that stuff smells awesome.” I couldn’t stop smelling my wrists frequently in the first 30-60 minutes, I love the game scent so far. No obvious self effects were observed. I did feel a bit excited at the beginning but since it was my first time that was to be expected.

Obvious hits:
No obvious hits today.

Possible hits:
The most interesting event of the day came right at the beginning when I got on the shuttle bus that takes me from the parking lot to the main building. That was at most 20 minutes after applying the product.

I got on the bus and noticed this girl I vaguely know (cute blonde, about 22 y/o, generally friendly) sitting by herself. We briefly talk occasionally but strictly about business stuff and random chit-chat, I don’t even know her name. I wished her good morning as I passed by. Now normally I would have just sat somewhere else since the bus was mostly empty but this time I thought “screw it I wanna see if this stuff does anything” and instead I sat down next to her about two seats over.

She asked me how I was doing and we started chit-chatting about nothing in particular like two colleagues who don’t really know each other usually do. You know how that goes.

The interesting part came about 3 or 4 minutes in the conversation. Out of the blue she asked something like “So how is he?” I was confused, I didn’t know who she was referring to. She clarified: “The little guy?” I was still lost so she clarified again: “You know, your little kid?” That’s when it dawned on me that she had me confused with someone else from my department, someone I work closely with and who does have a small child. I laughed and explained that to her. I made a joke of it but I noticed her face was a little red and for a few seconds there I think I spotted the DHL look. We continued chatting about nothing and the conversation ended soon after when we both had to get off the bus.

What I find most interesting about this is that the person she confused me with is considered very charming and smooth, the ladies love him and he’s definitely an Alpha. We look absolutely nothing alike and there is no way anyone who knows me even just by sight could confuse the two of us.

Perhaps if this occurs again in the future I will have to change my mind but for now I can’t honestly consider this to be because of the Ammo. The girl in question is always friendly and outgoing so I’m sure she would have talked to me anyway. And the blushing and slight DHL look I noticed was most likely because of the normal embarrassment caused when mistaking someone for somebody else.

Other:
The smell seemed to mostly fade away about four hours after application. I don’t know if the pheros are still doing their thing when that happens or if that means it’s time to re-apply.

Ran a few errands after work, got two vaguely strange but quick smiles from two different female cashiers. Nothing too out of the ordinary.

After my errands I went home. Way too sleepy to think of doing anything other than writing this entry. I’m sure more successful tests will come in the days to come.

Great start, you’re probably a bit sleepy from the mones, but you’ll get used to that in just a few days!

Keep it going, I look forward to your reports.

Day 2

Products used:
Ammo, 1 spray to back of neck, 1 spray to upper chest/throat area, one half spray on each wrist and rubbed around a little on forearms. Still just slowly increasing the dosage.

General notes:
Today was a good day. Felt nice throughout, pretty good energy throughout the day.

Self effects:
I felt somewhat less intimidated and more confident, enough to start a few short random chatting sessions with female co-workers including a new girl. Don’t know yet if that’s related to Ammo or not, seems like it would be more in Instant Shine or Instant Openness’s territory. I’m actively making an effort to be more social and friendly so it’s probably just a feedback loop.

Obvious hits:
Nothing I can call an obvious hit today.

Possible hits:
I noticed four events in particular.

  1. Shuttle bus was packed today so I was standing up with my back to about four women. At one point I turned my head slightly and noticed the one at my extreme left (5, about 40-45 y/o) looking at me. She had her back to me and I was at about her 7 o’clock position so she had no reason to be looking that way. As soon as she saw me looking at her she turned her head away and stared straight ahead. That was about 20 minutes after application.

  2. I noticed a woman (7, about 25 y/o) I always kinda liked was working today. She was gone for like 2 months and just recently came back. I heard she got married but I haven’t had the chance to chat with her in a long time. She was always friendly so I resolved to make sure to talk to her about it today. Anyway at one point I saw her walking by my office headed to the break room so I got up and followed. We had a nice short talk in the hall. She told me today was her last day but that didn’t really bum me out cause she’s married now anyway. She was smiling throughout, she seemed flattered that I was acting sad to hear about her leaving and stuff, asking her questions about what she was gonna do now, things like that. She seemed in the mood to talk. After a while the elevator we were waiting for came so we had to split.

  3. I was working around two women I kinda know for about 10 minutes. The first one is about like a 0, 60+ y/o so way to old for me, the other like a 3 about 30 y/o. The older one has always been really chatty and flirting with me, she even called me her pretend husband once. Needless to say I was never really into it :slight_smile:. The younger one has always been quiet around me. Anyway the whole time I was there they were joking with me and each other, engaging me in conversation, much more so than usual, even for the older lady. The younger one has never said more than a few words to me so the fact she was joking with me and generally being nice was interesting. When I was done they kept trying to engage me in convo. The 60 y/o even offered me some candy out of the blue, she had to dig in her purse to get it. That was definitely weird.

  4. I was working around a girl I had never seen before (7, about 28 y/o). She was obviously new. From her name and her heavy accent it was evident she was foreign. Anyway I did my thing and after a short Q/A session about business I asked her what her nationality is. She kinda smiled and blushed a little and she asked me to guess. I guessed and it turned out I was pretty close. I acted all excited that I guessed well (e.g. Wow really, you’re from Romania? Nice, I know this other cool girl from Romania too.) I had to leave soon after but she was friendly throughout.

Unfortunately soon after while going over the conversation in my head (come on guys we all do it) I immediately realized I made a mistake. “Damn it, I shouldn’t have guessed!!” I’ve been reading and learning about the Mystery Method in the last week and it’s been a great eye opener. If you don’t know guessing is one classic type of hoops that women try to get guys to jump through to test them. Hoops are kinda like a shield they use to weed out and compare guys.

Anyway, live and learn, I’ll be better prepared next time. Does anyone reading have a good way to deal with women wanting you to guess when you ask them a question? Something that doesn’t make you look weak or too much of an asshole?

Other:
One of my close team members (guy, about 30 y/o) started going off about two of our other team members and bitching to me in private about them and their work performance. He’s done that two days in a row now, both days while I was wearing Ammo. He’s rarely done that before, he’s more of a go along to get along, whatever kinda guy. He’s also Asian and I’ve read that Asians tend to be more sensitive to -none, do you think it could be related? I’m curious to see if the trend continues.

I intend to increase the dosage of Ammo over the next two days, then try one of my other products separately for another week to see what happens. Probably Instant Shine. My ultimate goal is to create one or more mixes that give good observable results.

Edit:
Almost forgot, for shits and giggles I tried 2 sprays of TOGO Spaceland in the throat/face area last night to see if I would get any self-effect, like a high or something. Nothing at all for me. Maybe with more.

Thanks for reading.

Day 3

Quick report tonight cause the day was pretty much a bust.

Products used:
Ammo, 1 spray to back of neck, 1 spray to upper chest/throat area, 1 spray on each forearm, half spray on each wrist.

General notes:
Didn’t get a lot of sleep last night so I felt pretty tired and low energy throughout the day.

Self effects:
Not sure but my confidence level was low and I felt more self-conscious. I had trouble initiating even small talk sessions with female co-workers, especially during the first 4 hours. I got the impression I was being slightly ignored during the same period. Ghost effect from possible OD or just bad morning? Hard to say without repeating. Things improved slightly during the second half of the day.

Obvious hit:
Nothing outrageous happened.

Possible hits:
The only two possible hits occurred in the second half of my shift.

  1. Work closely in confined space with a woman I’ve dealt with several times before (3, about 40 y/o) for about 10-15 minutes. She was standing really close next to me, her arm consistently pressed against mine for a good 5 minutes. She could easily have moved a few feet back, she had no reason to stay that close. Hell she even asked me two-three times if I wanted her to move. I told her it was fine, I was curious to see how long she could keep that up. Not attracted to her at all, so I didn’t really care, mainly I just wanted to get the hell out of there. The reason why I consider this a possible hit instead of an obvious one is that she is constantly flirting with anything with a pulse and has been touchy-feely in the past.

  2. Had to see another female co-worker (5, about 23 y/o) for business reason and we spoke for about 5 minutes. This girl is super shy and quiet (much more than me) so I’ve always felt some affinity/empathy towards her. I usually make an effort to say hi and stuff when I see her but usually I can barely get an hello and a faint smile out of her. However today the whole time we talked she was friendly and upbeat, smiling throughout. I couldn’t stay long but it felt like we could have chatted for a bit. That was interesting. Maybe she was just having a good day.

Other:
Maybe you can tell by now but I don’t want to be too quick to consider something an obvious hit until I can get consistent results. Maybe I just need to get better at observing people and their behavior.

Now the thing is I’m not sure if I should up the dosage to 6 sprays of Ammo tomorrow like I originally wanted to or if I should back down to 3 or even 1. Seemed like I got my best results with 3 so far but I haven’t tried just 1 either.

I’ve been reading quite a few posts that suggest that Ammo might not be good for work because of the sexual component, if overdone women could tune out. That’s why I’d like to try just 1 spray.

On the other hand I’m not sure I actually OD’ed on 5 today or if I was just having an off day due to lack of sleep and confidence. If I try 6 and I see similar effects then I’ll have found my OD level.

I’d rather not try more than one other day of Ammo testing by itself, I’m eager to move on to something else. Quite a dilemma. I’ll think it over tonight.

Thanks for reading.