I love it in Colorado. people are so friendly here. someone I didn’t even know started a conversation with me while we were stopped at the stoplight today with no mones involved, on my part anyway. plus ive lost 15 lbs sence ive been here without realy doing much. just walking more and riding my bike a bit. I am itching to order some new mones to try out on these people because I feel they are more open so the effects would be much more visable. but I dont know if I am going to move into my own apt soon (currently living at the bosses place). so I cant order anything from the internet. I am thinking about getting a po box to remedy this situation which is kinda hard to do because im allways working late.
Today I wore 2 sprays of IO. one on each wrist, and one spray of ammo on the chest. I wanted the ammo to effect me more than the IO because I have noticed too much IO with not enough ammo to go with it tends to make me more shy. so at church this one girl in our group gave me a side hug. I know it probably doesnt sound like much to all you mac daddies on the boards but its more human contact than im used too on a daily basis. In fact ive been wanting to side hug her for awhile. It was an odd urge that I had like a coupple of weeks ago but there were too many foreveralones in the way then. anyways most of the time at church the girls and the guys talk amongst themselves. today we all ended up in one group. plus afterwards I noticed a bit of pda between the leader of our group and his girlfriend.I think Ive found my base mix. IO makes people want to talk to me and I need the ammo to help me man up and not care so much what people think (as well as other benefits). without the ammo it seems that the IO alone may be intensifying my shy tendancies in some cases. I think it may tip my natrual balance too far away form the more manly pheromones. When I have IO alone the first 30 minuites-an hour I feel a bit hyper and happy like I want to hug someone. After that I start to feel chill and inspired. like im looking out over the grand canyon in the rain. or maybe its just that it doesnt help me with my shyness as much as ammo does. or maybe its just the amount of sprays i am weairing.
I prefer AMMO for the manly bump in confidence. I can see from your description on how it’s working for you a similar trend when I use it.
IO by itself will get me a bit too silly and talkative. I have to mentally reign myself in when I wear it our I’ll just blurb out what I have in mind. Bit different that IO will provide an intensification of Shy Tendencies in you. Well, that’s what the testing is for… to see HOW these mones will work for YOU.
maybe its the whole thing where I have it on and feel bad for still not being able to talk to people even though I am aided by pheromones. I guess when I have pheromones on I try to get myself to talk to girls more which is good but when It doesnt work out well or I cant get a word in egdewise it makes me feel more shy whereas if I didn’t have pheromones on I would go about my business as usual not expecting to be able to talk most to girls. maybe I can try it with more IO bit by bit and if the effect does not get bigger than its just me psyching myself out.
Also I think im getting used to the pheromones. They don’t make me feel nervous and fake or creeperish anymore. even at church. Also I noticed the first month I was here in Colorado I smelled diffrent. I smelled pretty good actualy. Loseing 30 lbs probably has changed my pheromone signature.
Ok so I haven’t been here in awhile. I decided that my problem is not chemical. Its psycological. when I get nervous I get depressed and don’t show any emotions. I guess my subconsious is thinking “you’re makeing me feel bad so im not going to give you the satisfaction of a reaction because that’s probably what youre looking for so im just going to shut down and turn into a zombie”. I may have thought it was usefull for dealing with bullies at one time but in real life it just stinks. you end up feeling all numb and then nobody new ever wants to talk to you. not sure how I developed it; side effects of rittilin, early brain trauma from a plane crash, my own way of dealing with being picked on as a kid take your pick. but now im wondering if pherimones cant help me with this. Or maybe they have before but ive just not noticed. I think ive been playing with my bottle of androstidinone too long and its time to order me some more socials. funny story about the androstidinone; My mom almost found them. I left them in my mini fridge when I left to go to Colorado and I was sure she was going to clean out the fridge and find them. Thankfully she didn’t touch the fridge and at christmas I was able to retrieve them. Ive also recently gotten over my fear and started playing around with isochronic tones. So just know if I start reporting again it may be hard to tell the self effects of the pherimones from lingering effects of isochronic tones.
Hi all. so I am wondering if what i said before is true of if i may just be more effected by the seasons than other people. I just moved to wisconsin and we had a long winter. it lasted up untill just a few weeks ago actualy. now the snows all melted, im getting out more, its not constantly cloudy, oh and I stopped playing with my androstinone which I have heard can cause depression in men if not mixed with other things, plus Im not on a constant schedule of either study for certifications or work 24/7. so im feeling pretty good now. Im experimenting with near ultrasonic isochronic tones. the point is that people could be able to just barely hear them and may not notice, or if they did would not be able to pinpoint the source, but their brain would be affected by the isochronics. I have attempted to reverse engineer the first part of a popular arousal isochronic track that is on the internet. I have recreated the isocrhonic tone with a carrier frequency that is just beyond my audible hearing range. (so that hot young 20 year olds wont be able to figure out what im doing with their larger hearing range). its not as effective as the original. the original has a binarrual tone which I cant use because it would mean i would have to put headphones on the person which would negate the whole stealth thing. I am currently investigating certain issues with playing extremely high frequency tones from wav format on smart phones, and im pretty sure im biased and i dont know if im just giving myself a magic dumbo feather or if it is actualy working, and i havent tested it too much but so far it seems that while playing this tone guys and girls tend to get more flirty with each other, girls tend to act more chipper and tend to giggle at everything i say and look me in the eye and smile a lot more. My hairdresser played with my hair a lot, and waitresses are more attentive as ive seen with certian pheromones. I cant wait to test it out with pheromones and do the end of the track as well
Ok so I put on 1 spray of IO before I checked out this new church. There were 2 girls who I met there who instantly liked me. The second time I met them they invited me to karioke at the local bar. They told me a lot of private stuff. They even made some comment about how “open” they were being. One of them is now texting me multiple times a day. As to the ultrasonic isochronics, sometimes I get strong signals sometimes nothing. It probably has a lot to do with certain factors such as hearing range, ambient nose level etc. And I’m not exactly sure my phone is phone is producing a correct tone. I wonder if the same isn’t true for pheromones too. Some people may just be less sensitive to them than others? And some may be good at hiding. I’ve decided to test pheromones in the same configuration (application point, number of sprays etc) longer before changing it. Because results cam be intermittant at times. for me anyways
Wow one of the girls I met at church is falling head over heels for me. we texted from around noon to 2am last Sunday. She brought her friend over to hang with me yesterday because she couldn’t wait until Wednesday to see me again. I cant believe this is happening to me. oh and she told me when she met me we had an “instant connection” its almost like she is reading from the effects list!
so I havent been testing the pheromones lately. I currently have a girlfriend and she just cant seem to get enough of me. I do not want to push things along any faster than they are going. and testing pheromones out around other girls feels kind of wrong, allthough sometimes I whip out my phone with ultrasonic isochronics, which also kinda feels wrong but its easier to stop. just stop playing the sound file. that and it doesnt seem to work as well. I redid the sound file with brain frequencies that are said to cause hornieness and feelings of love. I made a monarrual beat with a frequency of 9 hz over a base frequency of 16000 hz and then made a isochronic with that that is 73.6 hz. Its effects seem to be limited at best especialy when contrasted to youtube videos with the same frequencies. perhaps i should try lowering the frequency, but then i run the risk of being found out. then agian what is noticable in a quiet room is totaly diffrent then in a crowded restaurant or outside with ambient noise. I have noticed some subtile things such as girls looking at me more maybe? maybe because they can hear the sound? idk. also the waitress at the burger place across the street from my work the other day sat down at my table to take my order. I think maybe that is someting waitresses do when they are trying to flirt? trying to be more personal? ive noticed it ever since i started wairing pheromines. or maybe that is just something they do idk. if i ever get this figured out, that along with pheromones is going to be awesome. but right now it looks like you might not hear from me for awhile.
Hi all, this is becoming somewhat of a diary. At times im sort of embarrised to share with all the superpimps that seem to inhabit this forum. not going into the details, I realised that being in a long term relationship with overly attached girlfriend was setting me down a long dark path that I didn’t want to go down. I took an oppertunity that came up to work in my hometown, broke up and skipped town. I made it out alive with almost all my stuff. however once i got home the company started having problems and the oppertunity dried up. I do feel bolder for the wear. I have realised there are things scarier than being single, or being regected. I have decided to raise my standards. im not just going to go out with the next person who asks me out so I can be going out with someone. Im done with that. I have started actualy maning up and asking girls out. However I dont know many single girls in this town. most of my friends are married. and im still not good at makeing friends. I have half a mind to go back to colorado. There were girls there who wanted to go out with me but I was being too emo from being yelled at and mistreated constantly at work to even want to date. It was that bad. It would be cool to actualy go back and be able to enjoy things. you know yolo and all that. However getting work in my field in that town could prove to be next to impossable.
Anyways im all out of pheromones. I stored them horizontaly and some of them leaked. they are on my list of things to buy just as soon as I get a job. I have noticed some pheromones seem to make me moodier. most of the time I am a very stable low energy type of person. sometimes when I have pheromones on I can be more hyper energetic and random and other times It sort of brings out my depressive sarcastic passive agressive side. both of these are tendandies I have every once in ahwile but the pheromones seem to bring it out in me.
so I have been experimenting with some pheromones from pheromone xs. I am noticing more and more sometimes pheromones make it easier for me to make friends and connect with people, and other times it just makes me feel passive agressivly dramatic about my lack of game.its just how it makes me feel sometimes. Focused and a bit emotionaly unhinged, which mixes with my own emotional/ social problems. I haven’t figured out yet which pheromones or dosagages are promoting this behavior. The pheromones I was wearing today were called **** xs. I think I just put one spray in my hair. In other news all the other people seemed to be having fun. possibly moreso than usual.