Tigerlilly… You would be horrible at cards… you show your hand.
So, what the fuck just happened?
anything different? anything change? 
im not sure, i only just now signed on again but i dont see anything different.
maybe there are glitches being fixed,
or stuff added/subtracted …
…thats what I am worried about/suspecting…
PM incoming.
Diane
well i know there is something in the stars now.
between the day i am having dealing with a very irrate ex employer,
and the percieved division on the forum,
me thinks this has something to do with planetary line up or
something.
so much chaos
for so many people
on so many levels
about absolutley NOTHING life and death.
if you put everything into perspective
is all of this emotional blah blah
(including my own … i actually cried over NOTHING on the boss’s answering machine out of pure frustration)
worth the calories we burned ?
the bad feelings?
im not sure there is much in this world WORTH having bad feelings about.
the statement we have over heard-
" its all good "
is one that too many people have imediate issue with.
it almost at this point causes anger 
id like to be more specific and real to myself and others
and just say
LIGHTEN - UP.
when these issues begin to mess with whether or not im going to hell anytime soon,
then i will spend more time on it.
I like how you write like if you’re writing a poem. Cute. 
Holy crap… I go to Chicago without internet access for 4 days and now I’m really… really confused
and quite interested in this PS thing
wore almost 150mu of EST alone and got the hell screamed out of me by my SO over a misunderstood statement about video games
EST is NOT a cure-all anger management be nice to me helper-outer .
i smell like a musk-bomb
im getting a glass of merlot and planning tomorows strategy
at getting the 51 hours my ex boss owes me.
hopefully i will get my pay.
or else.
Good luck!
Diane
im going to need it,lol.
thanks,Diane !
okay…
i thought i could wear EST and this would be no problem,
but
after last night,
EST does NOT have me confident.
i may go the route of MX134
although that is not the route i wanted originally.
i want this to be nice and peaceful.
sure i will post about it later
try both?
Diane
Full moon Sunday 7 June 2009
I love you Lor and am sorry that you are having rough patches. Take care of yourself dear one.
wore MX134, 1 juicy full spray between wrists.
walked into bar expecting to be confronted by exbossman.
he’s not there.
i call and leave message-
“you told me to be here! what do you want me to do?”
no answer.
called 2 more times.
left 3 messages.
found out he went CAMPING and is ignoring my calls.
this is what drug addicts do.
they burn bridges.
so it appears he has zero intention of paying me my money.
for 2 weeks.
i am now planning a new strategy.
or maybe i should let 2 weeks of work go to avoid conflict?
i will sleep on it.
Do you have time cards or anything to show you have worked those hours? If you do, take him to court. He has to prove he paid you or he has to pay you…
Diane
nah, nothing.
i have zero proof i have worked at all.
he has me there, but im not opposed to shooting myslef in the foot to spite my leg hahaha
You handled the situation very well last night Lor. i’m proud of you.
If there is anything i can do, PLease let me know.
sincerly yours,
Starbucksman:D
well thank you, starbucksman.
i thought i controlled my temper better than i have in the past.
i have improved.
in the meantime, are we getting breakfast?
i say we meet at his restraunt,no?
incase anyone there wants to “talk” ?
in the famous words of spongebob-
im ready
im ready
im ready
im ready
