im seriously considering bottling this mixture up.
elixir for the gratuity-challenged 
I was just about to post something about this. P102 is the one that is purported to give oral desires—>voracious hunger. But I find that any dosage of P103 gives me an undefined hunger. If I wear P103 and have sex that hunger is sated. If I don’t have sex and am wearing P103 I tend to raid the pantry… lol.
It has been consistent for me throughout my P103 testing, alone and in mixes.
Diane
your lucky you just have sex when you get hungry…
wore
2 sprays MX135
in all of its chocolaty-goodness
out and about.
its confirmed for me,
this is a youngin’-magnet.
i get more attention from the younger than i do my own age
which
for the record,
i do not see as old …
just old-er
i do like getting attention
from people who are older more,
because for me personally,
it is intellectual-value confirming
because of my history
dont know if that makes sense
I does. You want to be appreciated for who you are and where you have been.
Of course they probably think you are hot all the same …
:o
hope so.
your such a heavenly energy to have around, boss.
never leave my journal 
today was weird.
went to clinic because my children have passed around some respiratory-thingy and got over it just fine, but i seemed to have picked it up and not want to let go of it.
so i go to the clinic and my experiences in the past are that you get in and get out, im not sure they make any eye contact with you and for all intents and purposes,
thats just fine.
im not there to be social.
today the doc is sitting in front of me within inches.
inches.
we talked a good long time, never hurrying the conversation, going over all kinds of concerns ( i dont take meds, but i agreed to this time)
and i have to say,
i dont recall a doc everrrrr needing to be as close as this doc was.
i think i had residual 'mones from the night before on,
but that was only MX134 .
hmmmmm…
I guess you just have to admit it this time, Lor - you’re just as darn sexy with or without those phero’s
She definitly is !
I think the doc was diggin’ you. Phero free and still getting hits, haha, nice.
Sorry MX135 isn’t exactly what you wanted. Wasn’t exactly what I wanted either sad to say. I guess I just don’t like chocolate smells.
Worked great for what it was worth though.
Feel better, Lor!
i appreciate that, you two, but this wasnt a “wow your sexxay let me stand close to you”.
i was at my most unsexxiest.
this doc could have kissed me, he was that close.
im sitting on the examination table, he’s leaning forward to me to talk.
it was freaky :o
Have you seen this doctor before? Maybe he is just a weirdo.
I had an opthomologist once who dilated my eyes, put me in a darkened room, leaned over and shined that light in my eye (the one where you can see the back of your own eye), and put his crotch up against my hand on the arm rest of the exam chair. 
I was like 17 and didn’t know what to do. I thought maybe he just didn’t realize. He didn’t have an erection or anything. I couldn’t get up because here I was with an instrument right next to my eye… and I was too embarassed to jerk my hand away. He didn’t do anything else, but he stayed that way a long, long time. Later I thought that maybe he had had a seizure or something, and I thought that for years, until I found out a couple years later he had been arrested and stripped of his license for molesting patients.
To this day, this was the most surrealistic thing I’ve ever been through. But I learned a new word: frotterism.
Diane
omg
wow, you always hear about this stuff, never thinking it could be you.
i didnt get weirdo-vibe from him personally,
just weirdness in the moment.
im not used to guys in my face,
im usually the agressor :o
i have never seen this doc before,
but he was comforting… not just with words, but his demeanor to that point was “i care”.
if he’s a perv,
he’s good with hiding it.
no perv flags.
i thought maybe he needs glasses,
we wasnt wearing any and you hear blue eyes needs them more often than brown,
and he had some huge super clear-blue eyes.
i think his near/far sight was off.
i think my breath in his face should have clued him in though
sprayed Fever with MX301.
lovvvvvved it.
sprayed him again.
hope he posts about it, i have a feeling his night went well
i wore:
2 sprays MX282
wow, got dizzy.
lasted aprox 20 min.
alot of lighthearted banter.
more coaster throwing/teasing.
a little competiton for my attention,
in a nice family -oriented way.
no overt sexuality.
loved the lightheartedness and friendliness.
noticed people buying beers for other people more than usual.
tired,will report on this one again.
I love your reports, Lor. I heard a rumor that MX301-MX304 are Steve’s ICM mixes.
Diane
MX301 worked well for me. I have a post in here somewhere on it …
Hopefully it did for him and he will post on it too.
i just realized that !
"wooo Steve, if this is true, you know what the hell your doing.
MX301, even if it was not your masterpiece, freakin’ rocked."
::wonders if he is listening::
looking for your post, Bosshank…
oooh, its the one i nominated !!!
he told me results were great but said he’d post.
im still waiting for his post though 
anyone who happens upon this post
feedback on similar experiments appreciated…
i have an obsession with BETAandrostenol.
i am familiar with spaceland but
thought betaspaceland would be interesting…
wore a gorgeous mix of EST/betaA/cops
earlier in the day.
did not wash off.
before walking into work:
37.5mu betanol
additional EST 50mu
i am acutely aware that i may begin to blab,
but my daily wear has made me slightly immune.
1 hour into the day, bossman begins showing pictures and telling stories of his vacation last week.
to strangers.
he leaves for a bit,
and customers feel compelled to make small talk with me.
im busy,
i ask for a moment to help others,
but they continue the conversation across the room,
as if i can keep up while taking orders
i really feel that betanol stays and may hibernate in the nose until unwitting victims come along.
Fever walks in and I hit him and M with MX302 and MX303 respectively.
2 women walk in.
i suggest they sit next to Fever and M, just so that they can view the menue better
after 20 minutes,
i am aware of Fever and M and the mixes are uplifting.
one of them is making me smile against my will.
the ladies suddenly look around to find a new guy walks in behind them, and they make the statement
“my god you must be the one that smells so good!”
it was everything i could do to not slap them BOTH.
later in the evening,
the whole bar will want to slap them,but that comes later…
i tell Fever his signiture was just stolen.
Bossman comes back.
i spray another 25mu betanol.
bossman begins talking to these 2 women (same ones next to Fever) and begins plying them with alcohol.
danger Will Robinson,
danger !!!
betanol is heavy in the air.
i have sprayed coasters and thought putting them next to the ladies would be funny,
but now bossman has the coaster 6 inches from his nose because he is leaning on the bar !
the talk is nonstop without a breath for air.
im freaking out.
its feeling like an acid-trip that i cant shut off.
the talk wont quit,
but its not in my head,
its my boss.
Fever is laughing.
he totally knows what is happening but cant stay to see the finale.
bossman leaves to the backroom for a sec
and one of the women grabs my ear.
“you see, i love this bar. where im from, we dont have bars like this well i love this town im from here but i am originally from Detriot and let me tell you what its like to be from detriot…”
holyshit.
she wont shut up.
i nod and smile,nod and smile, but at this point i think she is too buzzed to notice me being rude,so i say excuse me in her mid-sentence and walk away.
i re-think the betanol thing.
my co-worker is finally let in on the secret and he is laughing.
he could tell something was not right, but he doesnt hang out in betanol territory so he isnt really getting a good hit of it.
its closing time and bossman decides everyone can stay for another drink when normally we would be done.
nice guy,
right?
he then announces “wow, im tired. think im headed home”
and leaves me
with a new group of youngin’s that just walked through the door and the 2 drunk ladies.
the kids get their beer and begin to play the game
" would you rather…"
yeah-
the game that makes you pick from disgusting circumstances that would never happen.
15 minutes into that,
they get hit with the betanol.
ohh myyy godddd
that game plus betanol
is the most dangerous game
and should be used with caution.
caution i tell you !!!
suddenly one of the questions asks if you would rather have your woman cheat on you or…
forget the rest of the question.
doesnt even matter.
drunk girl comes over and REAMS the guy asking the question, not really hearing his answer in full but thinks she knows whats in his mind.
there is a heated debate.
drunk girl starts rambling about size not mattering and how they need to stop talking about sex
and the guys bust out laughing because
no one ever mentioned
sex or their penis size.
the only word spoken in that regard was cheat.
at this point i am laughing hysterically because this is so crazy.
i cant get drunk girls to leave or the guys.
interesting note:
gals were drunk and in their upper 40’s
guys were buzzed (if that) and in their 20’s
they were all stuck to eachother like glue and talking about stuff i wouldnt mention to someone i knew for years …
like failures in dating practices and embarrassing moments i really wouldnt want anyone to know about.
closed an hour late.
tried calling bossman to bitch him out for giving drunk gals more beer.
smart guy, he didnt answer.
LOL 
Diane