From my journal, put here because I think I figured out the perfect bar mix.
I would like to thank a certain person (anonymous as per their request) for being extraordinarily kind and generous. They sent me a 5mL of IFM, a 5mL of EOW from a 2 drops to 30mL PA mix, and a few SOE gel packs. YOU KNOW WHO YOU ARE AND THANK YOU VERY VERY MUCH.
So I was sitting down studying with a buddy of mine and he tells me that his girlfriend is out with a bunch of her friends and they’ve been bar hopping for the past couple hours. I told him we should meet them up and he agreed, so I went home, shaved, showered, and got my mones on.
3 drops A314 - 1 drop to each side of my neck and 1 split behind both ears
1 spray 5mcg TUTH - front of neck
3 sprays EoW - front and sides of neck
2 sprays IFM - 1 to top of head and 1 to front of neck
I brought to-gos of TUTH and CTTM, but didn’t use either through the night.
Self Effects:
Felt beyond amazing. It was a feeling of being untouchable and unstoppable. I knew I was the shit and I was going to make sure everyone else realized it by the end of the night.
Effects on Others:
This was a very interesting bar night. We met up with the girls at the bar, and it should be noted for reasons that will soon be clear, that all of the girls were Jewish (I’m Christian). My friend introduced me to his girlfriend and she gave me a huge hug. She was about to introduce me to her couple friends that were with her (there were like 5 others walking around), but before she had a chance they introduced themselves to me. Well, all except for one, but her head was so far up her own ass it was unbelievable. I found out later she was a model and she always acted like this. I did notice her staring at me a few times throughout the night, but she never approached me and I didn’t feel like dealing with her.
The other friends were all over from the beginning. One of them gave me a hug that nearly squeezed the life out of me it was so tight and the other gave me a kiss on the cheek. And this was literally within 2 minutes of meeting them both. Then they kind of started competing for me 
. I had both of them talking to me at the same time and I couldn’t understand either one of them because of it. Finally I said, “okay we’re going to take turns. You go first” lol. But this quickly went back to the girls talking over each other, both trying to impress me. My friend’s girl told them I was in med school and then they both started telling me about how much they volunteer and how they want to do more volunteer work in hospitals and all that kinda stuff. It was seriously like 2 kids fighting over a candy bar 
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There were a couple guys in the group and they both acted like they had known me for years. One of them kept buying me drinks. I don’t like people buying me drinks, so I told him it was my turn to repay the favor, but he wouldn’t let me. They both kept asking me about what I did and how my life is and how everything is going for me. It was like I was a movie star and they wanted to know everything about me. They also kept putting their hands out for high fives (not really high fives, I can’t explain it, it’s a combo of a high five and a hand shake, some of you know what I mean).
Well my friend’s girl pulls me to the side and tells me that she’s so happy she finally got to meet me and all kinds of stuff about how I’m the best guy ever and she’s so happy me and her boyfriend are good friends (keep in mind at this point all I had said to her was “Hi” and “Nice to finally meet you”). And she made things verrrrrry awkward because she was constantly touching me and rubbing my arm and my back and I had to keep fidgeting to get her hands off me. She also said that she approves of me being friends with her boyfriend, and I made a joke of it saying “I’m so happy I have your approval. I was worried I’d have to sneak out my bedroom window to see him” 
. She also gave me a very useful piece of info. She told me that one of the two girls that were fighting over me has an STD and that I should stay away from her. I thanked her for letting me know, and it’s a good thing she did because that girl was freakin’ hotttt and she was the one I was going to focus on.
So we get back to the group and of course I give my attention to the one without the STD 
. We were talking for a while and everything was going great. She kept rubbing me, and touching me, and kissing me on the cheek, and hugging me. I got every IOI in book. So things were going perfect until she decided to make a shitty comment. I was wearing a cross and she looks at my cross and says “I can’t believe you aren’t Jewish”. I say “I don’t have a problem with you being Jewish, so if you have a problem with me being Christian that’s on you.” She apologized like 10 times and we went back to flirting. While we were talking I noticed that she would keep looking down at my cross. Then, while I’m talking to her, she takes her hand and tries to tuck my cross under my shirt. I grab her hand and say “You’re really starting to piss me off, don’t ever do that again”. I’m very proud of my religion and I will never hide it or deny it to get someone’s approval. She apologized again and we went back to talking. So I start noticing again that she keeps looking down at my cross and then she says “I’m sorry, but it’s like alcohol in my eyes, can you tuck it in?” I called her a racist bitch that wasn’t worth my time and told her to get away from me. Nonchalantly she tells me “I’m gonna go find my friend. I’ll be right back” to which I reply “don’t come back”.
I didn’t let that dumb girl get to me, and I went back to having fun. Talked to a bunch of girls, opened a few sets, and I was really feeling on top of the world. Me and my friend left early because we had an early day today. We were saying our goodbyes to everyone and my friend’s girl gives me a kiss on the cheek, says “you are the biggest baller” and “oh my gosh I freakin love you. Do you love me too?” I was like “If *****(friend’s name) approves of you, then I guess I do too.” She gives me another kiss on the cheek and tells me I have to give her a kiss too. I gave her a kiss on the cheek so far back I was basically kissing right in front of her ear. This girl was really making things awkward for me. She had even been doing this kind of stuff throughout the entire night and was constantly rubbing her body against mine, getting really close to me when she talked (like an inch away from my face), and touching me. Luckily my friend knows that I’m respectful and that I’d never do anything stupid like go after his girl, so he wasn’t mad. He just called her a dumb drunk and it didn’t bother him.
Conclusions:
I think this is a very good bar mix. It seems to send across all of the right signals. I run this shit (A314), I have no problem getting girls (EoW), sexual attraction (TUTH), and approachability (IFM). Overall, a very good test run. I suggest anyone with these pheros gives the mix a try. I know IFM is hard to come by, but I could see 1 shot of CTTM working in a similar way. Thanks again for the great gifts (You know who you are). You made this awesome mix possible for me.
