Phya and Rovot, Thanks for the replies.
I tested p107 again yesterday. I used 4 sprays this time. Instead of applying all on my neck I applied 2 sprays on my hair and 2 on my neck. I hate how this stuff smells like vodka lol or what I mean to say is I hate how it doesn’t smell of Neroli. I really love the neroli scent. Perhaps the reason why this puative has been subtle for me is because it does not have the neroli to send all the molecules out there and up people’s noses. Is just an alcohol carrier enough for diffusion?
I think I may have seen my first reaction of someone else yesterday
. After being around my mum and dad (I was sat about 8-10 feet away) for about 15 minutes I noticed how they where doing the whole prolonging the conversation thing I’ve described before. It was mostly my dad but my mum also. They where talking about something trivial and I noticed my dad would not let the conversation drop; he’d sooner go over the same point and again rather than just stop talking. My mum was less enthusiastic but did play along also.
The reason I only saw p107 affecting others yesterday must be a diffusion thing surely. I have overlooked application spots in the past but hair does seem real good at getting the pheros out there. I never use my arms or wrists, generally just stick to the neck area to get the most of the self effects. It’s taken a subtle molecule like p107 to show the effectiveness of hair application and from now on the socials are going on my head lol.
I was watching the news on TV and they where covering the terrible story of what’s happening in Israel/Gaza. Normally news like this obviously upsets me but I generally feel helpless and as if it’s way out of my control to do anything so I can feel a little cut of from it, not being able to relate. Yesterday I was pretty much shouting at the tele, disagreeing with those who supported the conflict and feeling a real sadness for all the innocent people involved on both sides. I’m not sure how this relates to p107 but perhaps it causes one to engage with the current situation. I know that I can’t affect in any way the current situation in the Middle East but that doesn’t prevent me from engaging in it where as normally I probably wouldn’t. I’ve reported on feeling more in the now and not getting bored when talking about boring subjects. With p107 I’m more likely to engage even if the subject is boring or out of my control.
I don’t ‘feel’ anything from p107 but perhaps it is causing me to be less logical and react with more interest and emotion in anything, be it: trivial, boring, very serious and upsetting but out of my control so not usually as engaging etc.