p90
I’ve discovered that 40mcgs is my sweet spot and that I really like this molecule.
Solo it gives me a really relaxed, chilled out vibe. I get a mild buzz from this. A buzz I can really feel in my body. p78 gives me a real buzz; sheer euphoria, unfocused energy. The p90 buzz is different; a slowing down of time, a relaxed energy, a warm content feeling. Really nice.
I feel it deepens feelings. I found my self more responsive and sensitive to my emotions. Really, really empathetic. If I hear something I’ll instantly be able to relate and genuinely feel a strong relevant emotion. I’m talking about little things here like a story mentioned on the radio or something, but it’ll give me a little flood of whatever emotion. It pretty upbeat though, because I’ll feel genuinely felt sympathy, but never sadness. A girl at work who I’m not normally attracted too came over to give me something and her beauty just melted me. It definitely increases emotional responses to feelings.
p90 with A314
A314 and p90 is really great. In many ways I can see the comparison between rone and p90. rone is an emotional modulator. rone is actually the absence of emotion - it ‘cures’ emotion. This is what gives it its fatherly, and also its Alpha vibe. Fatherly because the soothing and calming of emotion gives the ‘I can make everything all right’ vibe, sending a real protector signal out. The Alpha vibe also comes from this emotional modulation, signalling strength and security, a pillar of strength, an unshakable leader. Whilst p90 actually enhances feelings and emotions, it also gives of a really content, chilled out secure vibe which could be viewed as similar to rone.
A314 is softened a little by the p90, and the p90 is stiffened a bit by the A314, but it is still a really nice mix and they go together quite well. I can see MHarris’ thinking behind the special edition p90 A314.
p90 with Instant honesty
This didn’t work so well for me. The laid back, chilled out buzz feeling of p90 coupled with the bnol made me quite introspective. I wanted to spend more time with my thoughts than socialising. I felt like a fly on the wall rather than an active participator in conversations. If I had to describe this mix in one word it would be: quiescent.