Rather than post a new thread on my exploits, I’d like to start a journal. I’m new to this part of the forum, so go easy on me. Suggestions on posting welcome.
So tonight’s “WTF, Why not?”
I’ve been touting P79 as a focuser by itself. I felt it during softball and weightlifting sessions.
I’m a goalie for a hybrid coed work team of indoor soccer. Very few people on our team have had competitive training in the sport. What I mean by this is, an athlete can smell another athlete. This league, even when listed as intermediate, quickly separates those that played in college, those that played in good high schools, bad high schools and those that just plain stink.
Sorry, jackass moment over.
We just played the last game of the season. I was a 3rd string goalie for a very good highschool, putting me somewhere between good HS and bad. Most of the others on the team haven’t seen a gym in years, don’t know concepts like positioning, coverage or sprinting. Most play with 2 right feet and we’re lucky to get our shot count into the double digits. One more point: the girls we play against mostly have college experience. They’re generally better than our guys.
But as goalie, I can tell you, being on the shit end of that stick, it’s a hell of a workout, and my shortcomings as keeper are hidden by the fact I’m taking about a shot a minute.
We’ve lost every game of the season. Typical scores are 8-1, 7-0, 9-2. It’s not that I’m bad, I just have no defense. Essentially, we’re talking a 20 minute shootout in the 2nd half when everyone gets gassed.
Tonight, I tipped the scales. Granted, we had 2 ringers, but they didn’t play much. 3 sprays of P79 on the neck and it was only 3-0 by halftime. 5-0 was the final score. This team didn’t let up when the score got run up. I felt very focused and in control. My long passing was off, but I was pretty on with stopping what went my way. And I’d say that all 5 goals were well earned and hard to stop for anyone. (one was upper 90 about 15 feet out, another hit the corner and bounced off my back into the net)
There was absolutely NO sexual based hits though, even in the bar afterwards. This ref in particular loves how I play with heart, but he’s well outside olfactory range.
Thanks for listening to tonight’s “wtf, why not”
Well, it’s been a while since I updated. I don’t have much to write, but I will say this.
I had TUTH residue on, 2 sprays about 13-14 hrs old, and I had my g/f BEGGING me for some action at 2 am. (She gets up at 4:45.)
I’m going to start wearing A314 daily to see what I can get out of it…
Update #1: A few weeks ago, I went to a hockey game in one of the suites to schmooze with some pretty sales reps.
I wore
2 drops of A314 on my wrists
2 IH 2x on the back of the neck
1 IO on the front of the neck
1 IO on the bottoms of my wrists
2 TUTH all over my neck chest area in smaller sprays
I have to say it was a pretty mild night as far as hits. No DIH, no major avoidance by people. My g/f was there and didn’t really say much about the mix. (A314 seems to keep her at bay and cool her off. The strange thing is she’s REALLY attracted to dominant behavior.)
At the end of the night, my g/f decided she was tired at 11pm and wanted to go home. <bummer> My buddy and I wanted to go out to a bar and have a few, but I took her home instead.
Anyway, the point is, I normally wear this mix with P79 and I typically fair better results.
Update #2
I’ve made a habit of wearing P79 to my soccer games because I feel sharper and more alert while wearing it. I combined 3 sprays of p79 5 mcgm (neck area) with 2 sprays of TUTH.
No real hits or odd behavior during the game, but in the bar afterwards, a friend’s mom started talking to me after she had about 4 too many. The entire time, it seemed like she was dying to talk to me, but we didn’t have much to talk about. We started joking about how I was on call, and I checked my cell phone to make sure I hadn’t missed a call. Somehow the subject came up of her calling me, and I said if you call me on this phone, we have to talk about work. Her response was, “no, if i were to call you, it would NOT be about your work.”
P79 + TUTH + Sweat and Excercise = mom magnet?
No real hits on the night besides that.
I had a pretty good day today.
I wore a 3/4 length shirt and put 4 half sprays of IO along the undersides of my wrists/forearms.
I put 1 spray of IH 2x on the front and back of my neck, so it seemed like equal amounts of each.
IO generally gets me to feel pretty good and today I could really feel it working. (I also got 10 hrs of sleep last night, so that helped too.)
I went to lunch with my boss and another friend in our dept. The conversation quickly went to “so what have you heard as far as [confidential company info].” We’re talking layoffs, sales, business plans. They were discussing it all, but it wasn’t completely unhindered.
Then they started dishing dirt about the last round of layoffs. And the people that were laid off.
Then there’s a girl at work who kept stopping by, repeatedly throughout the day. Sometimes, she’d need something. Other times, she’d be there to talk. At one point, she was there for about a half hour with me and my boss. The conversation again went into layoffs and gossiping about people. Eventually, she stopped looking at both of us and fixed her eyes on me for the rest of the conversation. Then she moved next to me and leaned on my desk. She started talking about the weird dream she had last night.
I couldn’t help but feel the product truly working. blah blah blah juicy tidbit blah blah blah. It’s the best IH/IO experience I’ve had to date.
Went to the gym after work and didn’t experience the IH “unable to lift” feeling I normally get. Nothing major happened at the gym past that.
Thanks for reading.
Forgive the double post, but I wanted this in my journal for my tracking.
First, the mix:
1 spray of Instant Openness on each wrist
2 sprays of Instant Honesty x2 on the neck (front and back)
Since my father passed away in early January, the fledgling relationship I was in has been teetering. I emotionally pulled back and my g/f could completely tell.
We had been working on it, but the “L” word was not being used anymore.
She’s been hinting all week that it had been awhile since she had seen me. Work is stressful, being that I’m at a retailer’s corp office. Family matters have been upsetting since dad’s passing, and I’m still having trouble ridding myself of my ex’s ghost since last August. (We work at the same office and she’s dating someone else from our office now.) On top of all that, my tax money is bailing out what feels like everyone but me and my job security. (B&M Retail is HURTING.) There are rumors of a 2nd round of layoffs tomorrow.
With all the stress I’m feeling, I told my girl that I think I’d come back to normal if she didn’t pressure me and just let me relax around her again. (She had been pressuring me for status updates almost daily to make sure I wasn’t going to break up with her…which wasn’t helping.)
Anywho…even with all that baggage, my g/f is giving me the hints that I should come over because I haven’t seen her in a while. I got a steamy MMS, along with teasing that I should come over a few nights ago when she knew I could not.
So we make dinner plans at her place tonight. Work’s a bitch and I’m late. Stressed, we watch a bit of TV together and she goes upstairs to get ready for her early bedtime.
I go upstairs as she’s finishing up and give her the alpha male treatment she likes: push her down on the bed and start the affection.
She responds well, but stops me before things get really intimate.
We go back downstairs and watch more TV.
I try teasing some more and she’s just physically not responding well anymore.
Then it comes out.
“Um…<silence for 30 seconds>…so…do you think you’re any closer to using the “L” word again?”
Geez, talk about a mood killer. I actually felt like relaxing and coming around emotionally for a bit, then I feel the pressure again. She knows I had a rotten day. (Found a $20,000 mistake that “might” have saved a job had I caught it sooner.) But telling me she wants me to get physical with her then holding it hostage until I tell her everything’s fine is just plain sadistic. I sat there and said I didn’t know how to answer the question. I felt baited. Then she put her nose in my neck, recognized it wasn’t the usual mix containing Turn Up The Heat , asked if I was wearing my pheros, then said it was nice.
I gave her a backrub and then went home. Thanks Instant Honesty , next time tell her to shut up. 
Thanks for listening!
Last night, I wore a spray of Ammo on the front of my neck, with some P79 in my hair (1 spray I think.)
I had on a bit of TUTH on the sides of my neck, about 1.5 sprays total. 1 spray of IO on each wrist.
Went to a smokey bar/pizzeria to meet up with my g/f and her friends. When I sat down next to her, she thought I was wearing A314 for some reason. Then she got closer and realized I wasn’t.
Very odd.
The crowd was pretty boisterous and the guy next to me chatted my ear off. My g/f would NOT leave me alone once we left and kept trying to get me to come back to her place. Feeling sinus-sick, I gracefully turned her down.
Good journal, sounds like you’re really getting to sense what the products are doing. Keep up the great posting!
Thanks Renny.
I mega-dosed on P79 before my soccer game Thurs. Well, my mega-dose would be around 6-8 sprays (30-40 mcgm). I wanted to feel alert and focused and P79 seemed to be doing just that around 3 sprays.
Well, I was actually quite jittery. I made a couple stupid mistakes, let in a crap goal and halfway through the 2nd half, I came out of the box and sprained my ankle when my cleats got stuck in the turf.
Now, I was a bit late for the game and had little time to warmup, and my g/f, mom and brother were in the stands, but I did feel more jittery than usual. So I sit here and type with my leg brace on a word to the un-wise:
BE CAREFUL WHEN EXPERIMENTING WHILE EXERCISING!
I now get to miss out on my beer-league kickball game tomorrow, and could possibly miss the next soccer game as well.
Reposted here for personal reference:
CTTM 2 + Ishine = Tee hee
Today’s a happy day. I got in a new shipment of toys. I started out with 2 sprays of MX203, added a 3rd about 4 hrs later. Now about 12 hrs after it all started, I got bored sitting at home and put some Instant Shine 2x on for the first time on the insides of my elbows (1 spray each)
Ok, smells nice, don’t really feel the self effects just yet.
waited about 20 minutes. I stopped smelling my own elbows and then I could smell a much different “sweeter” smell when my nose got some breathing room.
so after about 30 minutes, I had another “WTF why not” moment and put on a spray of CTTM 2 on the top of each wrist. (I was careful not to spray on the same areas)
Holy crap. It was like an instant sugar buzz. This cute little boyish “tee hee” levity came out. I suddenly feel like making jokes, winking, smiling and being socially playful. I suddenly found myself wanting to engage in social activities and having fun.
I’m definitely going to try to reproduce this “buzz” I’m feeling. Hmmm…comdey club invite for Wednesday…this could be fun.
Good stuff.
Reposted here for personal reference:
Ok, here’s an interesting report. I had on 1 spray of IS 2x on each wrist spread up to my forearms.
I had 1 spray of CTTM on my neck.
I went to lunch about an hour later and decided to go to Subway. There was one guy in there. Black, around mid-30s, blue collar of some sort (wearing all brown, had a ring of keys). There were two (white?) girls behind the counter.
I ordered my sandwich with Girl #1, and Girl #2 was adding the extras on the gentleman’s sandwich. Girl #2 finishes his sandwich and sees mine waiting for it’s extras. Instead of ringing out the guy in front of me, she wraps it, slides it to the register and says I’ll be right with you. She then proceeds to ask me what I want on my sandwich. Before I can say, “it’s ok, take care of him” the guy doesn’t miss a beat. Says “You gotta be kidding me” and stomps out without looking back.
I remember that subway doing that to me before, where instead of ringing me out, I’m waiting for them to backlog the line with more sandwiches waiting to be sold.
It seemed like a very weird hit. I feel bad for the guy in front of me, but I had no idea what to say/do. There was no line in front of him, as we were beating the lunch rush, so it’s not like he was waiting for 30 minutes.
Odd.
I’m really liking CTTM 2 First off, we went from last place to first place in soccer tonight. won 3-2, and I played goalie on a sprained ankle
It’s now a cankle from agitating it, but that’s another story.
I normally spray a round or 2 of P79, but I forgot before the game. I did down a red bull about a half hour before the game, and I felt like I got the same result. (I was a bit wired, really intense and focused.)
Anyway, after the game, we all headed to the bar in the sports complex, next to the fields. I went to the locker room to remove my jock strap (that thing gets uncomfortable) and I sprayed myself with a half spray of CTTM 2.
Well, on my way out the door to go change, one of my teammates bent over in front of me and I said to HER, it’s a good thing I’m wearing a cup when you did that. It felt weird and out of place saying that, almost creeptster vibe.
After I came back with CTTM on me, she gravitated towards me and stood right by me, out of nowhere for at least 15 mins.
Her mom was there and she made a few points to “come talk to me.”
My ex (who’s on the team) was over cordial and even a bit garrulous. She joked about how her new b/f (who was 10 ft away) didn’t make as much as her and so he didn’t know what she made. It was thinking “why are you telling me this?”
also, I’m a VERY bossy goalie because my team has no real training. I tell them when they need to mark up, where they need to stand, etc. They got rather upset about me barking orders for some reason this time. But once CTTM was on, I approached them and everyone was high-five-ing and no big dealing me when I asked about it. There was one girl who felt the need to chastize me for how I acted, but we agreed to disagree and had a beer over it.
Oh, I was also a bit chatty. Some of it was coming down from the highs of A) playing again B) having a great game C) Winning D) Winning 1st.
CTTM 2 is worth picking up. I didn’t have much luck with Instant Honesty or Instant Openness , but for some reason, CTTM seems to be a better balance for me.
I’m just about out of MX203, but I did have one final note to report. I went to a bread company to order some dinner. There were two cute jailbait girls working the counter. I just walked up and asked them if I could try a sample of a new soup they had. They both turned to go get it and the one from the other register quickly said “I’ll get it” in the most dronish tone possible. She got me the soup and they gave me practically a half serving. While I’m trying it, I’m noticing they are totally spaced out, like if they were high.
No IOIs, no neg hits…nothing. I zombie’d them. Weird.
I went to a party with my g/f last weekend.
I hadn’t used the phero’s in a while, but I was in the mood so what the heck.
2 sprays Instant Shine x2 on the back of the neck and hair
2 sprays of Instant Honesty x2 on my neck
1 spray Turn Up The Heat x2 on the sides of my neck and jaw line.
1 drop A314 rubbed on my upper chest
1 spray of CTTM 2 on each forearm.
At the party, I picked a seat away from the crowd and just relaxed. Everyone was drinking except me. (Driver + on call = no drinky)
I got to sit back and share a few stories with an old friend. Then some girls came over (including the g/f) and sat down and joined in the conversation. Then they hijacked it and started talking about Trueblood, Twilight and other unrelated girly crap that I didn’t care about. My friend leaves me alone with the girls.
I get up and move around.
I find some other guys to talk to.
A different set of girls come by, sit down and start hijacking the conversation with more girly crap.
That happened one more time before I got sick of it and just sat with the girls. Then it became question about this question about that. I felt like I was being interviewed for the most effable man in the room position.
I’ve never seen anything like that. That was a weird “hit” friendly night.