I have to put this asap because I have a meeting in a minute…
Day 1
Putative 102, 5mcg per spray, Stealth
1 spray
I immediately picked up the mone’s natural scent. And it immediately vanished as the Stealth component took care of it. It’s completely unfragranced several seconds after application.
The initial effect I observed is… my eyes suddenly became heavy, with some kind of irritation, the kind you feel when you are too sleepy and you are fighting it, like a dry kind of feel. My eyes are drowsy but my mind is wide awake.
I only have 3 hrs of sleep, and after sipping black coffee earlier, I am up. But right now, after spraying this putative, I felt a slight body ache. Tired feeling.
(This report is written 1 hr after p102 application.)
Before leaving, I applied 1 drop of CTTM2 Oil. I’m meeting a group of elderly women to coordinate the upcoming Lenten activities in our Parish. They were previously exposed to my Royale, and they react positively with the Royale’s vibe. It’s their first time to be sniffing some CTTM oil, and the p102.
I initially expect a lively exchange but then when I am talking with them, I noticed that I stutter with my words, the whole meeting. And I noticed that I am the only one affected. They participated well in the meeting but I, I stutter like a kid talking less confidently to them. It’s like I am anxious. But my mind is not. That’s why I somehow managed to handle well the meeting despite the stutters.
And then I remembered the single spray of p102 I applied hours earlier. Is it possible that p102’s self-effect is stronger than 1 drop cttm?
I also chatted with our Parish Priest. Like the group of elderly women, he was exposed before to my Royale and he responded well around Royale. But now, with me wearing p102 and CTTM oil, he seems distant. Less eye contact. He’s talking to me, responding only with half of his attention.
Weird. ![]()