Aww, you should always feel beautiful because lots of guys love curves. Having a healthy outlook inside and outside always adds to a woman’s beauty. In fact one of the first things I notice about any woman is her smile. It just warms my cold, cold heart when a woman has one of those radiant loving smiles. It really embraces me and adds value to her as a person first and foremost.
Now I’ll be the first to admit I’m pretty vain about looks too. I like my girls to be waif thin and model type looks and it always blows people away when I arrive with the hottest women to be found anywhere. The reason I bring this up is because if you look at my picture I’m overweight, not the best looking guy on the block but every woman I have ever dated absolutely loves being with me. They all say its my internal workings that drive them mad. Besides the fact I can lick my eyebrows and was pretty blessed in other ways if you know what I mean 
. It didn’t just happen though. As I started to get rejected by women a long while back I started to eat more. As I ate more I started to get rejected by more women.
It wasn’t easy to change my life but I did. I internalized what I wanted out of life. Then I wrote my goals and aspirations down as what my perfect day would be like. Then I broke that down into every aspect of that perfect day and what those perfect aspects would be like. From there I broke those down and soon enough I had a step by step road map to exactly what I wanted out of life. Now the interesting thing that has tremendously helped me achieve success is everything I do, every step I take I first ask myself is this going to take me closer or further from my perfect day? If the answer is further away (and sometimes it is) I do what I can to avoid it. Sure I make mistakes but in doing so I readjust my heading so that even after the mistake I’m still going in the right direction.
The key to everything is you are only as beautiful as you feel that you are so start feeling beautiful.
The Angelina Jolie vibe is going to be Isexi A. I would probably get some copulins too which will only amp up the sexiness vibe. Androtics no longer carries them but there are a couple favorites the ladies have. Here is a thread that discusses copulin products and where to buy: Your favorite copulins products, Androtics and other
I’m so glad you joined the forum and am glad you had the courage to come out with the truth. Its a huge step you’ve just taken and I applaud your efforts. I know with that kind of determination you just shown its all cake from here. Good luck and we are all here to help. I think you’ll notice your story repeated many times throughout the forum. Great minds think alike 
. You’ve shown you have a great mind!