In the past, I had been using CTTM 2 only with Instant Shine socially, and generally left it out with more sexual mixes. However, I’d always had the sense that any amount of CTTM 2 basically robbed me of my masculine presence. (What little I have)
Anyway, I decided to see what would happen if I went over to my girlfriend’s house, when she was really horny, wearing only six sprays of CTTM 2 to my forearms. The idea was to see if CTTM 2 is really what’s been defeating my sexuality. It was really hot that day, normally when the temperature is up, so is hers. Also, I knew that she was really horny before I went over. The scenario was right for her to be in the mood for some of that Ball Saxbury lovin’ you keep hearing so much about, I’m sure. Results were … enlightening.
She opened the door, grabbed me, basically tackled me to the ground (whoo hoo!), then about two minutes later apparently lost full interest in any of that. I made a couple of moves on her, and got mediocre responses. Sort of, “I should be in the mood but I’m not.” What would normally have been a very grabby afternoon ended up being four hours of watching some TV, taking a nap, eating, watching more TV … very boring. Very unusual.
I went into the bathroom, scrubbed the CTTM 2 off, put on some AMMO (three sprays to throat) from a to-go, went back out. Sure enough, five minutes later she suddenly remembered that I’m a guy and went back to her normal self. I now have scratches all over my back. Excellent.
I don’t know if it’s my body chemistry or what, but it seems that any amount of alpha- or beta-nol completely removes my sexual presence. I even remember getting this effect with only two sprays CTTM 2 underneath some Primal Instinct (that’s 25 mcg of -none).
Very interesting results. I hereby dub CTTM 2 the “Anti Ball Sax.” Great stuff socially, but for me, in the sexual department, I’m screwed. Or not, which is exactly the problem.
