A damn good reason why I should be sleeping now.

Lounge
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This stream of consciousness is brought to you by Insomnia™.

Insomnia™: Preventing sleep when you need it most!

But nevermind a lack of sleep, because unless there can be thoughts inside of you of me inside of you a sensation never before or once before you think about my lips on your lips between your lips and tasting not the lips from which you speak, can you feel it now? Yes there, can you imagine me inside of you, penetrating thought and more to the point I want to say you shouln’t resist.

Heat inside of you bursting as I’m thinking it’s a heat inside I slipped to you thinking about it now heat, that’s right. Come now, come inside you come now, yes there. Have you felt the come now for me come before or after you feel me now inside of you lips pressed to lips of a taste of taboo, yes there. Feel me where? Like soft hands pressing inside feel you where? Right there. Yes there. Let me touch you, yes there. Let me taste you, yes there. Where? Show me… yes there. Wet? Yes there. Naughty you, but naughty where, yes there. Only parts as pure as heat builds slowly, yes there. Heat to feel me felt inside you, yes there. Feel it now? Felt before not felt like this but where you want to feel it can you slip your thoughts to me? Think of me, yes there.

Think of me there yes where you think of places never seen by those who’ve never been, but thoughts while sleeping, thoughts in dreaming, thoughts of fire and ice and heat and cool to touch you, yes there. Confusing? Sure, to me as well, but nowhere more vivid that an imagination full of me inside of you and a touch you often think about, not knowing how those pictures entered your mind, yes there, but knowing as you see me slip between and the rush of blood courses heartrate increase as you breathe, yes there.

Breathe and feel me feel you closing eyes to see more clearly where I am facing you yes there. See it now? Behind closed lids the picture’s clear and no more can the vaguaries belie the fact as clearer now than ever before, my hands slip down your body gliding, feeling the touch of a thousand nights more passion than before you see me lips pressed firm together with you, yes there, and tasting you velveteen like smoothness honey filled with heat not unlike that which you feel right now. Don’t let my litany of confusing fragments of images that I’m weaving for you now distract you from feeling inside that heat you know lies dormant for we all keep things desired deep inside. Polite society prevents us from proclaiming loudly desire, intent, but let yourself be free, yes there.

Be free to understand that as you dream of me before you tasting your sweetness in ways not fathomed as the rush and frenzy of climactic fever spreads upon you, yes there, spreading as wide as the depths I’ve plumbed, but don’t stop there. Stop where? My kisses sweet, my lips glistening from your glistening lips and taste of honey brought about by your imagination. Of me where? In front, before, between you now and no where is it more clear than when you reflect on how dull and unimaginative a lover he can be, but we can be, that’s right… a thought, a spark. Life begetting life in its purest form, and it should come as no surprise as you that I want to experience you, yes there.

Can you see it? See it with acknowledgement, a comment or correspondence, for within my space I’ve created, you may call, or skip the middleman, yes there. Remember that, yes there, in your dreams I reign from a dias of lust, and though you may deny it openly, or pretend to believe otherwise, you’re insanely curious-- so much so that before the summer ends you will experience me in multiple waves of an intensity of pleasure you cannot imagine, yes there.

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Snorting the Spaceland again, eh Jon?

Iron Man indeed … lol. More like Stream of Barely Conscious Man …

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As for look deeply into his eyes, try it, they’re rolling all over the place :roll_eyes:

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Really guys, I’m so disappointed. Clearly you’ve failed to see that what I am talking about above is the nearly spiritual experience of enjoying a nice, smooth New York Style chocolate mocha cheesecake* with a cup of rich dark roast coffee, kissed with just a touch of Creme Brulee.

-D4

*Partaken, of course from within the valley between the naked, supple bosom of a beautiful woman laying upon a bed draped in silken sheets and scattered with rose petals.

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Ah shit. A theme is building here.

Sometimes when life is being lived and you find yourself constrained within the norms you think you’re supposed to stay within, the mind can drift into new directions that you aren’t sure are right. Idle thoughts lead to avenues of the taboo, which should you find yourself traveling, may lead to heights undreamt of before.

But it’s all uncertain, isn’t it? You’re curious-- very curious. You find yourself wondering what it would be like; what it would feel like to surrender to those lusts that only seem to surface in your dreams.

But let’s be real, shall we? You know that when your finger isn’t weighed down by the jewelry of fidelity, you have freedom to choose from where will you sate your appetite, and it’s merely the mores of a society that barely understands you that keep you from pursuing that which you most desire.

I know how you’re feeling. I know what you’re thinking. I feel and think the same way. You look around you and realize that no one seems to understand you. Sure, they play along, nodding their heads and smiling, but when all is said and done, do they really even know you? Choose chance now to take you in the direction those thoughts you’re thinking, and let me taste the sweetness of your curiosity.

Your secret is safe with me.

(in the words of my roommate who isn’t willing to play ball at the moment, “Jon, you seriously need to get laid.”)

-D4

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So, what is it that you most desire, that the mores of a society that barely understands you is keeping you from pursuing?

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Now this post I can wholeheartedly concur with Jon and thank you, I now know it’s not me, it’s everyone else :wink: Time to follow my own path :smiley:

As for your flatmate’s comment, the answer is yes, but only if you want to, personally, I’ll be keeping the beast on a leash for a while yet.

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Well, actually, it was someone else that I was thinking about. Everything in that second little writeup stems from comments I’ve overheard from a friend of mine who’s not entirely happy with her relationship, yet is not willing to get out of it and stretch her wings. I’d make a move, but it could get ugly, seeing as how these are people I work with.

Sometimes I get these little streams of consciousness- things rushing through my mind that I’d like to say in more direct terms to the people they’re aimed at, but can’t for whatever reason. So, I vague it up and post it in my MySpace blog to get it off my chest.

Figured with one of my alter egos here being some kind of wannabe master hypnotist, it might be amusing to let you guys in on this little aspect of my psyche. Incidentally, the first one was meant to evoke an emotional and/or physiological reaction. It’s also loaded with someone’s name stuck in there “subliminally”. Heh.

Oh, and for whoever might be curious, Jonathan D (jonrd463) on Myspace

An unexpected but neat side effect of sharing the above. Cool! I’m glad it meant something to you, despite the fact that you’re not female, Korean, and soft on the eyes. :wink:

-D4

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…however, to answer your question, I defer to the one and only Tom Jones.

-D4