A gay, transgender guy and his pheromones

Field Reports & Anecdotal Experience Men's Journals
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IShine is one of those products that can be subtle for some people, particularly introverted folks. I have to use a lot, four sprays, to experience a sense of euphoria. At one or two sprays, nothing.

I know you were focusing on how you were feeling. Did you see how others were behaving around you? Did they smile more? Did they compliment you? Did they all of sudden change their body language when you entered the room? These sort of things might give you a better assessment.

I’m also not sure if you can OD on IShine. This is the first time I ever heard of it. Yes, definitely try it again and see if you get the same results.

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Two problems can arise from IS overdose, a serious energy crash after a few hours or smelling like cooked onions from across the room :slight_smile:. Getting the 2X can help with the smell when a lot of sprays are required. I can wear 3 sprays of 2X (equivalent of 6 sprays at 1X) and I don’t get the crash and can cover the smell easily with just about any light-smelling cologne. I think I have never read either about IShine backfiring on people in other ways. But results always vary from individual to individual, so I’m not saying it’s impossible. Like Hank said, see if it repeats.

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Situation
I was really surprised by how I felt with the 4 sprays of IS I used the other day, so I retested 4 sprays on Monday at work. I didn’t quite catch up on my sleep over the weekend, but I relaxed a lot and did feel a bit more rested in the morning…even though I only got 3 hours of sleep.

Pheromones
4 sprays of IS

Observations
I felt pretty good all day. Much better than my last test! I’m organizing a big event this week and have most of what I need done, so I was feeling confident from that. I was chatty, which I sometimes get when I have enough sleep :stuck_out_tongue: And I was focused enough to get a lot of assignments done, even though I wasn’t wearing A314.

Conclusion
I still can’t say that it was IS that put me in a good mood, because I’ve had plenty of days where I’ve come in to work on little sleep but still felt chipper. I also had the boost of getting my plans ready for the event I’m in charge of, so that may have contributed to my mood. I’ll try a few more times at 4 and 5 sprays at work and in different situations to see if I detect some underlying pattern.

At least, I can say that the sour mood I was in last week was a fluke and likely not because of IS. Still strange that I wore so much but was in such an atypically lousy mood.

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I really can’t recall at this point. I will pay better attention to others’ reactions and write them down by the end of the day (on paper, at least) so I don’t forget.

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Cooked onions? Really? :smiley:

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Sometimes when I get in a foul mood, no amount of IShine can change that. Once I put too much A314 on. IShine couldn’t save me at all! IShine only works when you’re feeling neutral or looking to have a good time. If you’re on a mission or feeling ornery, best to leave IShine on the sidelines.

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For me. Yep. Cooked. At least. By chance! Most cologne cover scent give great results though (lol).

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The day started out like any other. The foul mood was quite surprising and felt like something external effecting me. I assumed it was the mones, since that was the only thing out of the ordinary that I could think of.

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See if it repeats. It might have been the mones. But so many factors can come into play.

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Quick update: 3rd attempt with 4x sprays of IShine at work on Monday.

I did not get that weird grumpy mood I had the first time I tried this dosage. I was upbeat and talkative the whole day at work (probably more talkative than I should be) and came home feeling happy. Suffice it to say, that one-off day was likely not because of mones–at least not my own. Maybe I stumbled into someone else’s mone cloud or accidentally stepped on a four leaf clover or something :smiley:

Oh, and I hope I get accepted into the reporting user soon… I went to an LGBT networking event today and it would have been great if I had had some outgoing social mones with me.

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Getting the RU status requires hard work, dedication, consistency and patience. I hope you get it someday my friend. Keep the reports coming.

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Yes I agree totally about RU. One of the key things is definitely making sure you report on things and also being detailed about every report and reporting on what they are looking for. A good guide is any in the MX forum section and would stick to this. I would take this and also I find very important is also finding your own style while still reporting on what they are looking for. I have one style while Conjurator has another and you can see this in our journals, but the level of detail and what they are looking for is there. I am just using our 2 journals as an example.

Also patience is important to. Every report you send in definitely let them know you are applying for RU status and that you want it. I looked at it like I was trying to land my dream job and my resume(My reports) had to be just perfect.

I hope you get it.

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(Note: Apologies for the very long and rambly post; I’m trying to get this in before bed and am too tired to edit)

Situation
First day back at work after working from home on Monday. Had a Dr.’s appt in the morning. I was at a conference over the weekend and didn’t get much sleep at all, so I felt like a zombie most of the morning. My eyes really didn’t want to stay awake.

Pheromones
1 spray Ammo (Blue summer)
2 drops A314 (my ancient batch)

Observations
Started the day at the Dr.’s office for a consultation. The nurse manager came into my room and the moment she saw me exclaimed, “sorry, your paperwork was on the wrong door!” and quickly left. I’m pretty sure she was expecting a woman (my name is kinda gender ambiguous), because after a few minutes of discussion outside the door, she came back in and apologized about being tired/confused.

I’m not an incredibly masculine looking guy–I’m definitely on the femme side, though I have a little beard. And the funny thing is, women confuse me for a girl about 20–30% of the time, including this past weekend as I went through TSA screening at the airport. I was wearing those paper hospital gowns, so it’s not like my clothes made me look extra masculine either. It might have been the type of consultation that threw her off, and/or the Mones gave me a more masculine vibe.

Rest of the appointment went well. The Dr. eventually came in and went through the rest of the consultation, and I was out and on my way to work.

Today, we had a lunchtime product demo by some vendors wanting us to renew our current deal with them. We’d had a similar vendor last week and other than food, this didn’t seem out of the ordinary. I was super tired and folded my hands in such a way as to hide my eyes and let them rest (I was that tired). Once we started, however, I noticed our department head seemed exceptionally chatty–she’s usually quite outgoing, but today was way more than usual. The word ”feisty” comes to mind; she had a low filter on her comments, but the content was lighthearted (not malevolent). She sat directly across table from me. She definitely didn’t act this way last week at the other product demo. I also wasn’t wearing Mones that time, either. I don’t know if it’s worth mentioning but although she’s bi, I really don’t think there’s any attraction; if anything, she’s more like a big sister/not-quite-old-enough-to-be-a-mother-figure, but since it’s Ammo and ‘mones are usually used for romantic purposes, I thought I’d clarify that.

After the demo I was on a conference call with two co-workers (both women) in a small conference room together. They were leading the call and I was just there taking notes (and messing around on my phone). In closing out, one of the ladies basically ended up giving a sermon as her call to action! She’s a very religious person and this was the first time I’d seen her giving a talk to external people, so I’m not sure if that’s her usual MO or not (the other woman joked later and said she was “preaching” towards the end). Our department head came by afterwards and somehow the conversation ended up talking about wedding dresses and engagement parties (all 3 women are married. I am decidedly not). I don’t have anything nice to say about the institution so I’ll just say, I was getting rather bored by the conversation, so I stood up from my chair and made to leave back to my office. The other three wrapped up their convo and eventually left.

At some point in the afternoon, I applied one more spray of Ammo. Either the caffeine I’d been drinking finally kicked in or Ammo amplified the focusing effects of A314; sometime after application, I got super focused and breezed through an assignment I was dreading to do. As I mentioned, I was really tired and seriously contemplating going home, taking a nap, and then doing the work. My supervisor even came by to let me know she was going home early, and my office mate also left early, so I could have easily followed suit. I’m always looking for an excuse to go home early, but today, in my mind, I felt like I might as well start while I was still at work (if not just finish the whole thing) and not have it hanging over my head when I got back home. I had notable mental clarity as I worked, which was surprising given 1) how tired I was and 2) I hadn’t done an assignment like this in a while, and normally would have floundered for a bit as I tried to figure out the best way to tackle the work. I wasn’t watching the clock, but I think I did it in around 2 or 3 hours. By 6 PM, I was more or less finished (assignment-wise and energy-wise); the perfectionist in me would have liked to spend more time on it, but I was mentally exhausted. Still, I was very proud of myself that I didn’t quit and run home to take a nap.

Conclusion
Ammo gave some obvious hits with my department head (loquacious, cheery, low filter), possibly a masculinizing effect that erased any gender ambiguity when the nurse saw me, and when paired with A314 and reapplied in the afternoon, helped me get over the usual tedious feeling I get when I have assignments to complete. I think I like this mix and will try this A314+Ammo combo again in a work setting.

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Regarding RU Application, please check this out: https://pheromonetalk.com/t/free-pheromone-putative-p75-this-week/63421

There’s a direction in the first post. :slight_smile:

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Pheromones
2 sprays to chest of P86 @12.5 mcg

Observations
I was way too sick this day, slouching at my desk, and eventually leaving work early, to get any reads on this. Started the day with a meeting with my supervisor and she was chatty as usual, nothing out of the ordinary. I spent my time struggling to remain cordial and not whine about wanting to go home, especially when she started going on about marriage. (I’m not a fan of the institution, but don’t publicly say anything negative about it. My supervisor seems to weasel it into literally conversation, though!).

Conclusion
I hoped P86 might help me feel (emotionally) better at least somewhat, but I was miserable! I’ll have to try upping the dosage next time around.

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Thanks! Is there a particular length needed for feedback? Obviously more than “this is cool! i felt great!”, but if I submitted something like what I’ve been posting here, would that suffice?

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Situation
Working from home because I wasn’t feeling well, so I wanted to play with self effects of P86.

Pheromones
3 sprays to chest of P86 @12.5 mcg per spray

Observations
I started the day without mones, actually. Sometime in the late afternoon, my younger sibling calls me up and we start chatting. We often debate about all kinds of topics and the subject of Rosa Parks on the U.S. $20 came up. At some point, our debate got heated and my sibling began speaking condescendingly towards me. I love engaging ideas but once personal attacks start, I check out.

I was pretty rattled after that conversation and couldn’t focus on my work, so I decided to try P86: 3 sprays to the chest/neck area, and then covered up with some cologne because I’m still not a fan of the smell.

I laid down for a bit to gather my thoughts and reflect on the conversation: what I said, what I could have said differently, why I felt/reacted the way I did, what impact it would have on our relationship, etc. I settled on giving my sibling the benefit of the doubt that engineers expresses themselves differently than people outside of that world, and may often unintentionally say offensive things.

Working through this mental and emotional fog, I became super introspective. I started thinking about what I want to do with my life, whether my current “practical” profession is really the right thing when artistry is more of my nature, stuff like that. I can’t say I had any kind of epiphany, but I eventually got to a place where my spirit/emotions felt content–I was no longer upset by the conversation, not fearful of my future path, but ready to get up and try to finish some more work. “Resigned” comes to mind. Not excited, not depressed, but just ready to go back to what I needed to do.

Back at my desk, I jumped into work. Finished a memo for my supervisor and made some progress on another research assignment.

Conclusion
I’ve read that P86 creates genuine interest in other people, a kind of “beautifying” effect, and boosts self-confidence and elation. I can’t say any of those things happened to me. I’m normally a very introspective person, but after that argument with my sibling, I went deep into “what’s my purpose in life” reflection, which I haven’t seen reported before.

On the other hand, my introspection may be the “genuine interest” getting redirected back at me, since I was working alone at home and there was no one else to have an interest in. Will need to play around with P86 in more social settings.

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Great report Zedster, keep it up :slight_smile:.

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Situation
Pheromones in a sexy setting! Yes, this is a first–are you ready?

This happened last week, but I’m now just getting around to writing this.

It’s a weeknight and a guy visiting from out of state messages me on Adam4Adam (think Tindr for gay guys) about wanting to meet up before he heads out the next day. He’s 40, white, pretty average size body wise. I haven’t been really in the mood for sex lately, but decide to give it a shot. I’ve used TUTH in gay social settings, but wanted to see its effects in a strictly sexual encounter.

Pheromones
2 sprays of TUTH To Go @ 2.5 mcg/spray on check and neck, residue rubbed onto wrists.

Observations
The guy was staying at a hotel downtown, so I go over to meet him. Traffic wasn’t so bad, so I texted him on the way there that I’d be a little earlier than planned, which was cool with him. Unlike HankBuddy’s posts, there was not much socializing before getting down to business, though I did give him a nice massage first :slight_smile: I’m a big kisser, which he seemed to enjoy (for some reason a lot of guys find kissing “too intimate”, although they’re perfectly comfortable sticking their most vulnerable appendage into someone else’s mouth. But that’s another post for another day…)

The sex wasn’t bad, nothing shocking (good or bad) to report. Not to toot my own horn, but I’ll say I’m pretty good in bed and largely get off knowing I’m pleasing my partner. But the way this guy spoke afterwards had me thinking I was porn star level! While we cuddled all he kept saying was that I was so amazing, that it’d been so long since anyone had ever held and kissed him that way, that he’d never enjoyed himself like this before. I told him it was kind to say, but he kept insisting it was true.

We lay like this and chatted some more. Turns out he’s in a unfulfilling, almost neglectful relationship and hasn’t been intimate with his partner for years. I suspect that partially explains why he found our time together so remarkable, but I’m sure the mones helped in that regard as well. He mentioned earlier that he would be expecting a phone call, so I suggested we shower together before I leave, to which he happily agreed. We fooled around a bit more in the shower and would have gone for a second round, but I wanted to respect his time and not have him miss his call.

After I left, he texted me saying again how much he enjoyed our time together and would have loved me to spend the night. He had meetings first thing in the morning, and I had plans at noon, so that couldn’t happen, but he said he would have even skipped his meetings if I could come back. We chatted for at least an hour, most of it sexy talk but also some of me sharing about my transition. The next day, he hit me up again, asking how my day was, and letting me know he was at the airport and still thinking about me. He travels regularly to my area, so I said he’d have to hit me up when he’s next in town, which he said he would.

Conclusion
Looks like 2 sprays of TUTH does the trick. It works wonders on how I’m perceived. I didn’t feel any self-effects as I mentioned, nor did it affect the quality of sex as I perceived it, but it definitely affected my partner. I’m going to play around with a higher dosage to see if there are any self effects.

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Hey, the only reason I socialize before sex is because I’m not 19 anymore! When you get my age, you’ll know what I mean.

I’m into kissing too. Most guys I meet who are not into kissing are usually closeted bi men who are cheating on their wives. For some reason, kissing would be crossing the line or make them gay. For me, kissing and all things oral are mandatory. (I know, TMI.)

The guy’s unfulfilling relationship definitely plays a role in his experience with you, but I think TUTH amplified it and helped imprint the experience in his mind. So, I would definitely use it again. Do you have P96? That’s fun to use with TUTH. It really amps up the sexual intensity. :slight_smile: