Hi there.
My name is Johnny. I am 23 years old and live in Sydney, Australia. At the moment I am working as a part-time labourer as I am trying to sort out some physical problems/ issues/ injuries I have encountered over the years. I enjoy physical activity (exercise, gym), but when injuries started hitting me, it put that to a stop.
I have never been a social person, and I can even remember hiding behind my parents at social functions when I was younger. However, it has gotten much worse over the past few years. After high school I started university and found myself getting more and more uncomfortable in social situations. I never finished my degree, I think in part due to the fact that I did not enjoy what I was doing, but also due to the fact that I felt lost (this was probably because I felt uncomfortable with myself).
I have never felt comfortable with most sorts of people. I am sometimes able to hold a conversation with some guys, but I always have this feeling of stress/ doubt in my head. Probably social anxiety; which I have gone to a psychologist for but could never fix.
Talking to girls (especially ones that I find attractive) is a big no for me. I tend to freeze up as I feel lost for words; I wouldn’t have a clue what to say, and can never hold a conversation. I also feel like I am making the other person uncomfortable.
I haven’t seen the few friends I have for over a year, as I find going out more of a chore that causes me immense stress rather than fun. So I just sit at home.
I have been doing some research for things that could help me overcome this fear of social situations and came across pheromones. I have bought products called Attractant 10 and Magnetic Pheromone Wipes, but have not used them yet. I feel sorry that I bought these before coming across this site and SmartMones.com, as the products on that site actually look credible. One of my questions is that could the products above be trusted?
I don’t know how much pheromones I can buy at the moment, as most of my money is going to doctors. I have started saving to try many of the products on SmartMones.com, and any help I receive will be greatly appreciated. The products I feel could help me include:
- Alpha A314
- Turn up the Heat
- Ammunition
- Raw Power
Im hoping that some/ all of these could give me more confidence (which is very low at the moment) with people (especially girls), and enable me to have a good time when I decide to go out rather than inflict a feeling of fear and stress.
I’m sorry if some of you find this a little long and boring, but I just felt like I needed to get it down.
Thanks for those who took the time to read this and understand, John.