Well I am a very composed person until I lost it, wich is really really hard to happen… Either my friends are in danger, or I am two drunk … or anyone harming my girl in any way… or playing football (soccer).
The thing is, even then I can still control it sometimes meaning either I am a raging barbarian or a caulculist cold blodded bastard, either way when I lost it I am out to hurt… and hurt like flesh and bones. But If I am a cold blooded bastard, I can still manage some control, and dont attack unless the person who make it happens dont back off wich many times happens, because I appear to be a very frightning person when I lost it (maybe I pump a lot of fermones in this state).
Well what I want to ask is this, I play soccer now regularly at tuesdays, and there is a lot of rivalary between teams and a lot of competition, we are far superior to them unless we are tired, wich happens a lot since we are starting to play 2 hours instead of 1. So the other team plays very rough to compensate their lack of ability. But they arent normaly out to hurt except one guy that seems that he dosent care of others well being when goes to the ball.
Last game, I almost lost it because of this guy, for the first time playing against this team. I am very agily although I am not flexible, I am fairly fast (and I have extra weight right now), and I am pretty intelegent wich let me read the game very well, making me fairly good player. This guy is the best player of this team and usally we go in one on ones very easly, in the beggininh he was clearly winning (because i was out of shape) but now he cant pass anytime by me and I can pass him easly. So last game, I just trashed him passing in the most humiliating way and he just triped me. I almost lost control and he felt treatned by my reaction, becoming more agressive instead of backing off. I wasnt that off so I could control it. But I dont want this to happen again cuz I dont like to lose control.
SO after this biggg explanation my question is, wearing a314 during a game, would it have unwanted side effects? would it make me more temperamental? would it make less temperamental? would it make me appear more dangerous and intimidating, thus making them charge me more with rough plays? Should I were it or not? I really dont want this to happen aggain but I dont know if it is a good idea or a bad idea to use it. Anyone?