Sorry people this is going to be a long introduction of my life.
Okay! Just wanted to say wassup to all and that I have recently purchased some items. First, let me tell you all about myself. I’m a 26 yr old male that is currently going through a divorce. I have three kids with my high school sweet heart. We’ve been together for 10 yrs and have been married for four. I guess you can say it was a long time and coming, but I’ve always felt that she would eventually cheat on me. And she did! It has been about eight months now since she has been cheating on me. We tried to work things out between us for the sake of the kids but she can’t change and won’t stop seeing and talking to the guy. So, I got fed up with her BS and eventually ended up kicking her out about a month ago. We’re still married legally, but in reality we’re seperated and she is totally over me. I know she is, I can just tell. She might be through with me yet she still wants to hang out and be friends, which is ok. But the thing is she only wants to hang out when she wants to drink or have a few, or to spend my money or to use my computer at home. Don’t get me wrong. I still love her and want her back but if she ever was to come back, there is no way in hell I think I would be able to. You know how once you get that image in your head and you can never get it out. Yeah, pretty much unforgiveable. Okay here’s my thing: I treated her like a queen. Never said no to her, never swore at her, always gave her what she wanted, never hit her, I let her have her freedom and space, never disrespected her. Not once! She even said all of those things herself. And everyone, friends and especially her family, knows it too! I’m usually the one to take care of everything, especially the kids. Everyone knows that she’s the one who is wrong and says that she’ll come running back. I don’t think that’s the case. She says that she knows that I’m a good man and a great father, it’s just that she fell out of love for me. That’s all. She even wanted equal custody with the kids, no child support from any of us. What I really think though is that she knows that she’ll lose custody because I have everything in place for the kids and she has nothing going for on for them. I guess you can say that she has no attraction there for me and that all she wants from me is someone to talk to because we have a long history and kids together. We’re each others best friends. Let’s just say that I feel that I am being used. There is way too much in detail that I’m forgetting to mention but nobody care’s anyway.
Okay, let’s get to the point. She’s moved on right? Well I want to too! Shoots, I don’t even know what it is like to be single again! Damn! It’s been awhile!
Well there’s this one co-worker that I’ve had a crush on since she has started and I think she knows that I like her. I’ve never really talked to her up until recently and I know that she is waiting on me to start up some conversations and just to grow some and man up and just start a friendship of some sort. What has stopped from me talking to her these past couple of years was that I was married with kids and I was under the impression that she was happilly married also with kids. Now, I just found out last week that her husband has put her through hell and has also cheated on her and that she has been divorced within the past several months. When it comes to talking to her everyone at work knows that I have no balls and would fall head over heels for her. In fact, every chance that I get to talk to her, my mind goes totally blank! How the hell? It’s like I talk to her about some little things and then I’m off in a jiffy not knowing what to talk on about. It’s like I’m playing hard to get or like I’m not putting as much effort as everyone else is. Let me tell you that this chick is hot and everyone hits on her or tries to. She knows she hot and I think that everyone thinks that she is out of everyone’s league. I don’t think that’s how she feels about me though. Everyone, even her, knows that she’s my number one. They even say that they notice her trying to get my attention. Maybe it’s because I’m the only damn person not giving her any or little attention that she’s trying to get mine because she knows that I like her yet I don’t do anything about it. It’s like she wants me to hit on her and start something about it. I’m slowly progressing, gaining some momentum and growing some balls. I’ve been wanting to ask her to go and hang out and just get to know one another better outside of work. The only thing is that I don’t want to ruin it.
Now I’ve purchased a few items and don’t know what combinations to use. The items I’ve bought are Instant Female Magic, AMMO, Instant Shine, Instant Openness, Turn Up The Heat, and Instant Jerk to go. I also wanted to purchase A314 and Instant Honesty but there weren’t any in stock.
I’m your typical gentleman, soft spoken nice guy that can get you to change your opinion to mine and is not prone to peer pressure. Which means that I can give and take a few and can be a real jerk when the time is needed, which is rare. What I want to try to do is to get her to think of me as a person that she can trust and depend on and be more than just a friend without me having to tell or convince her. I want her to actually open up to me and feel like she has known me forever all while having a good time having a few drinks at a bar, club, or at some romantic sunset at the beach or the likes. What combinations could I use for a first timer like me?
Also, I want to deepen the relationship that I have with my ex-wife to make her realize sooner or later that she has lost a good thing. I wanna rub it in to her head to let her know what she has done wrong to me, the kids and as a whole family. I want her to try and earn me back and blow that other guy off like he has done so to her so many times already. I want for my ex to see me happy not depressed and suicidal. But most of all, I want her to see me happy with another woman who’ll treat me exactly the same way that I’ve treated her, like a king.
