Ok, Yesterday I started out work with 2 sprays of AMMO. I didn’t run into any women within the 4 or so hours that I wore it, so I have nothing to report from that side of things. However, I did run into a male who is normally a giant asshole and whose picture can be seen at town hall as a sex offender. He was unusually pleasant and asked me about my car instead of being a total dick. I really have no idea if this was AMMO, but quite frankly he creeps me out and pisses me off, so I would have to have the unfortunate coincidence of interacting with him again to find out.
After my AMMO ran out I tried two sprays of IO. I didn’t seem to notice anything happening, but later in the evening(3 hours after application) a friend stopped by and somehow she shared with me that she enjoys S&M sex, choking etc… I ended up leaving with her and two mutual friends. We went to a bar. I kept talking to this girl and she told me that she lost her virginity at 15 etc… I’m not sure how much of this was a hit, because she tends to be an open person to begin with, but if that’s the case why didn’t I know this stuff before? About 6 hours after application when I was leaving I got some hair whipping from a black girl as I was saying my goodbyes. I ignored them as I had no interest. Hair whipping is really weird… I have to wonder if it is something women do consciously or not?
I wore some more IO yesterday. Two applications. I thought there was a hit from two girls, maybe 18 years old. They seemed more willing to talk to me than two strangers would, especially 18 year old girls. Additionally, I was coming up with C&F things to say much more than normal, but I was able to pick and choose my responses, it wasn’t just some verbal outpouring from me. It makes me wonder if IO actually makes people think of more things to say. Not everybody has the same ability to censor themselves as I do; “Think before you speak,” was an important lesson I learned growing up and it stays with me today. If others don’t have the same restraint that I do, I think that IO could just make people say more things because they are thinking of more things to say and just spew them out.
I’m going to keep testing reactions with IO today, perhaps with three sprays instead of the two I’ve been using.
I tried 3 sprays of IO today, but I didn’t have any more interesting interactions with people that I can think of. I think that I got a few more dollars in tips from people who otherwise wouldn’t have tipped me, but I really have no idea of knowing if that was the case.
However, IO seems to have an interesting mood elevating effect on me most of the time. I will often find myself with a little extra bounce in my step, like a cocky pep where I hold my head up a little higher and spend more time on my toes. This also might be because I no longer have to watch out for snow and ice on the ground… but an attitude accompanies this gait as well. It is a nice confident feeling that I wasn’t expecting from IO at all. If I had to psychoanalyze myself, I might be subconsciously anxious when interacting with others and IO removes the curtain.
Erp. I switched to two sprays of IG today, with reapplication at the 4 hour mark. I didn’t notice anything or even run into enough people for something to take place, I think. I had a moment of clarity when I sprayed the second application on my neck, however. I’ve been having headaches and I wonder if my increased level of stress has caused me to grind my teeth without my knowledge causing some headaches. Tomorrow a work target is back from vacation. I think I’ll stick with the IG to see what happens.
So I wore two sprays of IG again today with reapplication at the 4 hour mark.
I noticed three things that I am calling hits:
A woman(40’s) giving me change put her other hand under my receiving hand as her top hand was giving me the change. I thought that was sufficiently weird.
Two women were chattier than usual with me when I was cashing them out. Normally I ask people how things are going, and they normally give single word answers. The first woman (mid 30’s) started talking about how she spent a lot of money at the liquor store and kept talking about what types of liquor she bought for her tupperware party. The second woman (early 20’s) was talking with me about whatever I would steer the conversation to. I don’t know how to describe it, but normally the conversation would not have been as long and she wouldn’t be as interested, but she was making more eye contact than I would normally expect and maybe her other body language had some IOIs, I just couldn’t consciously register them.
A girl I work with got close to me and looked up at me with eager eyes all while trying to tease me. When I mentioned golf she invited me to tee off with her and her semi-boyfriend.
I like two sprays of IG. I’m going to continue with IG and see what three sprays gives me on this weekend. Tomorrow, if I go out, I might try something else or go sans-mones.
Well, I ran out of my one freebie of IG unexpectedly. I swear I had more in there. Thankfully I received another one as a gift for a different order.
Today with three sprays I didn’t have as much interaction with people as I expected. It was a slow day at work. I did run into a younger girl (19) who I know. I said hello and made some small talk and walked away. She then made an excuse to get nearer to me and hovered for a little bit. I ignored her because I’m not interested because she is immature and she is a stoner.
I also got rather peeved with three sprays the other night, but I was able to calm myself down. I’m not always able to do that, I tend to internalize and take things personally. I am getting out of that habit. I don’t know how much IG had a hand in things, but I was able to step back and think, “Hey, why are you getting bent out of shape about this? Give yourself a good reason and I can give you four bad reasons…”
I have noticed a slight change in mood as well. It could be independent of the IG, because it doesn’t occur contemporaneously, but it could also be a cumulative effect. I really can’t say for sure. I have a let’s get things done mentality, but I will often expect others to do the heavy lifting. It is almost counter-intuitive, but it works.
Most of my testing takes place on the weekend, so I’ve been unable to update with a whole lot of news. However, I have been wearing 3 sprays of IG around an older male store owner and as noted in a different thread I have gained his trust much faster than I could normally expect. He now likes me and is selling me coins and junk silver for far below their numismatic value and in some cases below their intrinsic value based on the spot price of silver. I don’t know how much of this is the pheromones and how much of it is his desire to get rid of coins that he has collected over the years, but I am quite happy.
I am up to four sprays of IG in sweet spot testing. I wore 4 sprays today and after about 4 hours I got some attention from a normally very reserved woman who is, quite frankly, the most genuine and morally upright person I have ever met. If I somehow manage to date her I will be happy. That’s what I’m looking for. Unfortunately she has hangups regarding people outside of her religion, so I don’t know how well things will go, but now I have her work phone.
I really have to say, this stuff makes me more personable. To be honest, I have no idea if it is the self-effects or the effects on others or both, but people are much more willing to have a friendly chat. I think I’m truly starting to understand that these things are 90% you and 10% pheromones. Honestly, stepping things up on an interpersonal level would do me a whole lot of good and is something I should focus on. I didn’t have any “hits” today except for some good conversations with strangers who were very helpful.
Today I wore one spray of IJ. I don’t have a ton of experience with IJ. It was a sample and I’m more than happy to try it out.
I’m a bit of a talker, normally, but I was more reserved today. It was a concentrated reserved. Perhaps it was 5 or 6 hours before I was talking more. I didn’t notice any effects on others, but I don’t think I was really looking for them either. Things became a bit of a sausage fest at work, but pheromone testing is for all people, not just trying to influence women.
I’ve been thinking more and more about this woman, K, who I know. She is the woman that I mentioned two posts ago.When I first met her (years ago) she was very shy. I think that she was/is attracted to me and was just uncomfortable in her skin. I saw her last week out of the blue and she was very receptive and comfortable with me. I was wearing four sprays of IG at the time. That played a role, but I can’t think that it was everything.
Background on K. She is very morally upright. I do believe that she is Catholic and will only date Catholics, or at least that is what I was told. A friend of a friend of mine tried to date her, and apparently this was her answer. However, having read “The Four Agreements,” I refuse to believe this gossip. I can’t make these assumptions without having ever made the effort. It is quite possibly true, especially if she is a strict Catholic. However, even if she refuses I won’t take this personally. If she has a hangup, that doesn’t reflect upon who I am as a person. I’m glad to take this “risk.”
Tomorrow, I will call her. I have a good reason to do so and if things don’t work out… there are lots of women who enjoy my company and are just waiting to meet me.
Today I wore one spray of IJ to work again. I didn’t really notice anything out of the ordinary from anybody. C was willing to have some handsy physical contact, but this wasn’t too out of the ordinary. It isn’t something that happens every day, but every once and awhile I’ll get that brush on my back with her hand(s) while she is passing by me. Everybody seemed to be in a great mood today, but I’m pretty sure that was independent of the mones as we got a fair amount of work done and we all felt pretty accomplished.
I finally decided to do what I had read about in Mustang’s Journal regarding some of the putatives etc…
I put my 30ml bottles into a bag, shook it up and randomly labeled them for a blind test of the pheros. I have four bottles in 30ml size not including Ammo whose scent precludes experimentation from this test.
Today I used number 1. I used about one spray of this today. I say about one spray because there is one pheromone that I didn’t yet try from my four of the 30ml bottles. Unfortunately, this tipped me off as to what the pheromone is. Of course, I haven’t used some of the 30ml bottles in a while, so I am going to hope that the sprayer will get air in it over time. Otherwise I know what pheromone #1 is already and that kind of ruins the experiment.
I went out today and got a hair cut. I have a favorite barber. He is around 70 years old or maybe more. I stuck around to talk with him and he told me about his sexual conquest(s) including his time in Genoa. Now I want to visit Italy.
After that, I ended up at a local shop for a few minutes. There was a girl who worked there who had half sleeves of tattoos. Now, I normally like some girls with tattoos. Kat Von D, for instance, I find attractive. However, I don’t like her personality. Besides all of this, I would never date a girl who has a lot of tattoos. The social stigma (sorry, it exists) would be too negative for my career. However, I found myself really wanting to get this girl’s number. It’s as if I wasn’t selecting somebody with my brain any longer and I was all about physical attraction. It’s like pheromone #1 stops me from being so cerebral and eliminates hang ups. I was teetering on the edge and managed to talk myself out of it, but I think I’m going to end up going back again and if she is there I’ll get her number anyway. I asked her to order something for me, so I will be back.
I’m going to try and make the format of my posts a bit more readable for the sake of posterity.
Application: Two sprays of pheromone labeled #1.
I didn’t notice anything out of the ordinary today except that I was having a casual conversation with C when she looked at me appalled. C and I have a somewhat flirty relationship, but it varies from week to week. If I had to guess, I would say that some weeks my game is stronger than others. I’m not really interested in her because she has some negative qualities, but flirting is certainly fun and it is good practice at cocky comedy. For whatever reason I ended up tapping her on the side of her shoulder with the back of my hand as if to say “this is the important part so pay attention.” She gave me a “WTF!” look as if she were stunned by my behavior, but I wasn’t phased at all and I kept telling the story. C also gave me a high five when I came in today, but it wasn’t really that unusual other than the timing, right when I got to work.
Tomorrow and Friday I will most likely be out and about.
Friday I have an important meeting with one or two people regarding future employment, so I think I’ll use a spray of the a314. I enjoy the scent and I’m looking for a faster hitting version of the oil, but I’m planning on a spray of IS to buffer a little and keep things up beat. Things will likely be a relatively fast meeting, under 30 minutes. I know I’m not being offered a job at this firm, but I want to give off a dependable vibe so that he is willing to lend a hand.
Two sprays of A314versionA and two sprays of IS from a togo
I had a meeting with an attorney who I had never met before who offered to help me with some things. I don’t know him, so I can’t say if his behavior was different from baseline or anything, but everything went very well and he did give me respect. I also wasn’t nervous or anything, which is great. Normally in situations like this I would feel nervous or uneasy until the meeting was well on its way. No such feeling this time around.
Additionally, as I mentioned in another thread, I started using the personal ecology HPP.
I said hello to my new jeweler friend today mentioned earlier. He told me that he really liked me and then asked me for my business card just in case. I wore some IG around him early on which I feel had a great effect on his perception of me. When I walked in today he didn’t seem like he was in a very great mood (old and grumpy), but I eventually got him talking a bit more and I ended up staying for an hour while he told me about some of his life’s travels.
Later, at work a female customer who I was nice to yesterday came in and started chatting me up. She is probably around my age, maybe two years younger. She’s a nice girl and I can tell by the way she talks to me that she was a little nervous, though only because she is attracted to me. I joked around with her a little before taking care of everything. I don’t think I’m interested, but it is good practice and it is always a good idea to have others enjoy your presence. She walked in with a guy who looked rather bland. I’m not sure who he was. Boyfriend or brother. I involved him in the conversation.
A younger girl whom I work with was rather chatty towards me. She interrupted me twice when I was in a conversation with another person. We both told her that she was being rude and she was more irritated by this.
I also noticed that this other worker has talked to me more often lately. We have had violent disagreements in the past, but he no longer is a blatant asshole towards me. He and I can hold an actual conversation without him being immature or insulting. I don’t know if this is just because time has gone by since an altercation (almost two years) or pheromones or both. I’ve noticed that I’m more receptive to patching things up as well.
Nothing really out of the ordinary jumped out at me yesterday. I was more reserved than usual and I didn’t socialize as much as I normally do, but that could have been because I ended up being around a bunch of teenage girls. There is a certain maturity level that I need around me or else I start to get annoyed. I was annoyed… but I didn’t let it bother me. I just did my own thing and ignored everything else.
Additionally, the other worker, let’s call him EK, suggested that we go to some sporting events together as if nothing had ever happened between us a year ago. Could just be the lapse of time, I dunno.
Thanks, Alpha. I read your post right before I went out and decided to wear a spray of TUTH to the golf course just for you! I’ll update with the results when I’m less tired.
Yesterday I went out to play a round of golf. The weather was absolutely terrible so I was hoping that I would be the only person on the course. The temperature was in the mid 40’s, it was raining for the past week and there was wind. The course was soaking wet and cold.
That first spray from a new bottle of TUTH
This was from a togo, so the total application was probably somewhere around 1mg of none.
I thought that I was going to be the only one on the course, but I was wrong. When I started to tee off two people somewhere near my age walked up to the tee box and I asked them to join me. I later found out that they were twins (not identical). Brother #1 was a bit of an annoying cocky asshole, brother #2 was fun to hang out with. Around hole four, brother #1 called me gay for having a car he didn’t like. I ignored him. Surprisingly his girlfriend showed up halfway through the hole and started playing a few holes. She did not play golf, so I was able to witness Brother #1 and #2 arguing with each other over what type of instruction to give her etc… I can’t really tell you if the none had anything to do with it (very doubtful, given the level), but there seemed to be some real sibling rivalry and jealousy etc… in the situation.
I’ll tell you what, there is a right way and a wrong way to get women more involved in your hobbies. He did it the wrong way. It is especially hard with golf because it is typically considered a man’s game, the learning curve starts out steep until you dedicate yourself to it, and there is little incentive for women to play. If she really wants to play, he should buy her a few lessons and take her to some par three courses so she can get used to everything. Handing somebody a club and saying “good shot” when it clearly isn’t is demeaning and condescending. She called him on it, as she should have. The encouraging way to get her to golf would have been to tell her that she is doing better than he was when he started out and to de-emphasize her score on each hole. There is no reason for him to say “you only shot a 16 on that hole! Good job!” At that stage, the score does not matter. What matters is enjoying your time outside with friends/loved ones while learning some of the basics. It also doesn’t help to have your girlfriend try and learn in 45 degree weather.
Well, it turns out that the reason B#1 called me gay is because his gf purchased the exact same car. When this came up she asked me about my car and I started to have a conversation with her about certain things. B#1 was not at all happy about this. He was rather possessive and told us to stop talking so much, that we were there to golf. Later that same hole he pointed to his gf and brother and said, “maybe next time I won’t bring the kids.” I really just think this guy is insecure, which is disappointing because his girlfriend was such a nice person. He’s gonna feel like shit when she finally dumps him! About three holes later, the gf and I started talking about the car and again B#1 had to interrupt and cut things off. I avoided contact after that as I could tell he was threatened/insecure or something. On the next hole he made some comment “does your boyfriend Ted play golf?” I said “excuse me?” and I looked right at him. The whole thing petered out without a bang, but it was obvious that he was trying to knock me down. To be clear, I didn’t talk with any of them all that much, as our golf balls were usually in different areas of the course, and I in no way wanted to game his girlfriend or even intend to. I only had occasionally small talk with her and was more often than not talking with Brother #2 as he could joke around without being rude. Brother #1’s reactions were due to his insecurities and perhaps accelerated by the small amount of none I was wearing.
So yesterday I had some running around to do. I ended up in the mall just because I was there. It was pretty much empty because it was noon on a Thursday. I walked into a perfume shop run by two Indians. I just wanted to look around and get some prices, but I ended up buying some Burberry Weekend. The woman was a bit pushy and I totally caved in. I wonder if pheromone #2 had anything to do with this. I have noticed that sometimes I buy more than I should while
I reapplied before work. I ended up seeing 4 people that I know and we all just started running our mouths at the same time. It was a rocking good time, but it ended quickly. Later in the evening I had to take an important phone call and left work briefly. A friend took care of everything for me and then gave me the tips. He said it was because I’m such a good guy and because I’m always there for him. Awesome. If I had to guess what #2 is right now, I would have to say IO, but I’m going to keep testing with it today.
In other news, the phone call was for a job. Non-pheromone influenced and I pretty much had it before picking up the phone. It is for a solid 40 hour week. The pay isn’t anything to write home about, but it is nearly double what I make now. It is temporary so I’m going to keep looking, but it is another stepping stone.
In hypnosis news, I was finally able to reach a hypnotized state using the HPP audio yesterday. I ended up listening to two tracks yesterday. One thing that has me worried is that there is a section in there on forgetting your past. I assume that this is about forgetting past bad things or forgetting the emotional impact of bad things… I just don’t want to start wiping out memories left and right. As it is it seems like I’ve been having memory problems attributed to “absent minded professor syndrome.” The last thing I want is my longer term memory to be affected as well.
