Between Two Worlds

Two sprays of #2

Well, just did it again. I think I’m suggestible and agreeable with pheromone #2. I just bought some things for a couple bucks more than they are worth. I only overpaid by $20 or so. I knew it at the time, but I didn’t say anything. Ugh. I can see how salesmen can use these effectively.

Two sprays of #2.

I gotta tell you, this stuff really makes me, and others, spend more money. Yesterday I made between 25-50% more than normal in tips. Great stuff. Whatever this is just paid for itself! I also opened my mouth when I probably shouldn’t have. I also ended up meeting some models briefly at a photo shoot. Hello and goodbye were all that was said because, truth be told, I wasn’t sure what to say and I didn’t feel like a direct approach was the best. I let an opportunity slip. That shouldn’t happen. I need to work on that.

Yesterday I wore the same application and C flew off the handle very quickly with a disagreement

In semi-related news, I’ve been doing the HPP personal ecology for one or two times a day for the past week or so. Now I’m finally starting to be hypnotized. I love it, but I hope there comes a day when I only use this for maintenance. I was thinking about the golf one and I read that Tiger and Phil have both used hypnosis to aid in their golf.

I realized today that a lot of music, news etc… has some subliminal messaging in it that isn’t positive. It isn’t necessarily purposeful, but I think I’m going to try to avoid any music that has negative emotions/lyrics. After listening to the HPP for a little bit and reading a bit on hypnosis, I’ve decided to try and avoid negative influences for most of each week. I don’t know if it makes a difference if I listen to a self-deprecating song or not, but it won’t really hurt me to avoid it.

Two sprays of #3

So I finally switched to the one I labeled #3 and I went to work. I ended up receiving a phone call which got me down. I mean that it got me down. I don’t think I would have normally been as depressed with a phone call like this, but I think #3 accelerated things. I took it more personally and my emotions became amplified when I had on two sprays of #3.

Other than that I wore some Ammo the other night and got some compliments from a few people. I’m still doing the HPP and I think I’ll get the golf one soon.

Two sprays of Jerk

And a visit to the doctor’s office. They always have cute receptionists, right? Well, the receptionist was nice, but as I was sitting down a new group wandered in. Mother and daughter. With all the other chairs in the place, guess where the mother sat. Of course, right next to me. She was maybe 24 with a lip ring which turned her from being cuteish to the type of hot you know is gonna be trouble.

To be honest, I didn’t engage as much as I should have. I opened by offering my magazine after I was done and then joking around with her a little about my phone, the waiting time, etc… Turns out she was from three hours away from me, but I still should have gotten a phone number. Live and learn. I’m still facing some internal obstacles, but they have lightened up much more in the past month or so.

She seemed agreeable and wanted to follow the lead and qualify herself to me. For example, I told her that I quit facebook and she started talking about how facebook is a waste of time right after she told me she loves facebook.

Otherwise I missed an opportunity to get a number, which doesn’t bother me terribly. I don’t have approach anxiety per se, it is more of a deep rooted shamefulness of sexuality from my religious upbringing. It just didn’t seem appropriate at the time, but after thinking about it… hell yeah it was appropriate!

I haven’t been testing as much due to some personal stuff. Family members sick and all. Time off from work/house sitting etc…

I stopped by to say hello to some friends today. I put 3x IS on before hand. I had some good reactions as well as a “You smell delicious.” I ended up hugging a female friend of mine from behind and she was ever so slightly pushing herself back into me. I don’t think she was doing so on a conscious level.

Sorry to hear that Hammer! Wish you and your family well!

We’ll be here, looking for your next mone test. :slight_smile:

Thanks alpha.

I saw DN today. I haven’t seen her in a while, but the last time I saw her I’m pretty sure I was wearing Ammo. I happened to be wearing a shot of ammo today, but it should have been long worn off. Actually, I should have smelled more like a charcoal grill.

In either case, she asked when we were going on vacation together. I didn’t so much flirt with her today, but I didn’t respond in any wussy ways or anything. I pretty much half-ignored her. I walk away and about 15 minutes later her sister informs me that DN just said that I’m going to be her next boyfriend. Ha! I gave her the gift of missing me, unintentionally, and she wants to jump my bones. Oops.

Three sprays of #4

Yesterday I had a doctor’s appointment and I wore three sprays of #4. Everybody from the receptionist, the nurse and the doctor was very engaging. Granted, I don’t know these people at all, but the hot receptionist was playful, and the (female) doctor and I kept talking and talking about semi-related things. If I had to guess, this one is shine. My mood was rather upbeat considering the potential seriousness of this visit, so I’m leaning towards shine. I’m going to go away for a week or so, but I’m going to reveal the pheromones as I feel I’ve had enough experience with them in this manner.

I’m back, sort of. I’ve been moneless for about 20 days. I can tell you, there is a difference without pheromones. It is subtle, at least to me, but you can easily get used to people being friendlier when you are wearing the right mones.

That being said, I had an interview back at home and I put two sprays of A314 on. It went really smooth, I asked some good questions about the job and I made sure to not avoid the elephant in the room. I’m starting in a week.

Oh, and I gotta tell you guys this:

I remember reading a post where a member overheard two women talking about him in a positive way. One of the conclusions of the thread was that we get a lot more hits than we realize, but there are other things that gum up the works: bad timing, not socially acceptable to display attraction/affection, girl too shy etc… Well, since I have been out of town for the past month I’ve had a few different women calling me and texting me who I never really thought would do such a thing. We all know that distance makes the heart grow fonder, but I guess we don’t always know who owns the heart until it happens. Apparently I made an impression on them. This stuff probably happens all the time to me and I just don’t notice it.

I’m dense.

As the title says it all, I’m dense.

Well, at least I was dense.

For the past few weeks I’ve been wearing A314 exclusively at my new job. No small wonder why. If you’ve worn A314 you know the effects in an office environment. Considering I’ve never worn A314 in an office environment, I didn’t really know what to expect except for some sort of “alpha male” respect.

Turns out, A314 works really well. Sure, it is a “slow burn,” but after a week of exposure things really took off. What do I mean by that? I’m already getting loaded with more work that people who were hired at the same time haven’t gotten. It took me awhile to realize why: they naturally assume that I’m more capable than others. Oh, did I mention that I’m being put into some sort of rotational training program? People who have been there for 6 months haven’t gotten in and they just decided to toss me into it giving me the responsibility of meeting some pretty important deadlines before I really have a handle on my job. That’s some A314 action. It took me a little while to figure out what was going on, but once I realized that A314 is directing things… man I felt stupid not realizing it earlier.

Of course, there is also the barbie doll who sits next door to me. She pops by once and a while to say hello, and there is never a clean cut-off in the conversation. She just wants to linger around and talk to me. Besides that, it seems like whenever I ask her a question about something, she has to get up and walk to me and look at me. Voice alone isn’t going to do it. It could be a simple yes/no question and she gets up, walks over to me and then gives me some vague answers before finally getting to the point and then lingers around. Is she waiting for me to say, “ok, go back to your seat?” I almost wonder if she is. Too bad she has a flat personality.

Next week, maybe I’ll start having some real fun with this stuff. I’m back at home and I’m gonna start having some fun.

I wore two sprays of IO and 30mg of p83 today when shopping in the mall. A few saleswomen seemed a little more willing to talk to me more than normal. I passed by VS and Hollister and they both have pleasant scents being pumped into the atmosphere. I can’t help but wonder if they use any pheromones in those things.

In any case, I did notice that at one store when I was talking to one saleswoman, another saleswoman made a point to come over and talk to me. She actually went around the counter to talk to me, and ever sentence she spoke she inched about half a step closer to me. She kept inching closer and closer. I noticed she was wearing a ring, so it was a no-go for me, but that’s disappointing because she was attractive. I don’t play the adultery game, so I didn’t pursue.

Yesterday I dropped the A314 from work as I don’t see my superiors all too often. I tried two sprays of Ammo. I thought that it dissipated within a few hours, but people could get a whiff of the scent on me about 10 hours after application. Today I forgot to put any mones on at all, but my interactions with some of the women in the office were rather playful. I made a joke to one girl and she laughed and smiled.
She never laughs and is one of the serious ones there. Well, she laughs for me. :slight_smile:

Some of the other women at work I haven’t talked with a whole lot in a non-professional manner. I don’t know if it is their demeanor to normally be that way, or my demeanor, or the fact that I’ve been wearing 2 drops of A314 around them. Overall, today, things seemed to be a little more friendly with some of the office, so I think I’m going to scale back on the A314 a little as either:

  1. I’m being incongruent

or

  1. I’m overpowering them with the signal.

It could also be a combination of both. I’m going to work on the assumption that it is because I have a friendly personality.

Have you been able to direct the actions of this neighbor barbie because of the A314? Now that you’ve realized it’s influence…

Excellent A314 observations! :slight_smile:

Haha, to be honest, I try to avoid the barbie. She has a flat personality and seems very shallow. I haven’t tried to direct her actions, though.

So today I wore some IG. I’m really down to the bottom of the bottle here. I’m really surprised any squirts came out at all.

I stopped into my favorite jeweler’s store and bought some things. I know that I have worn IG around him before and he always gives me great deals when I’m wearing IG. I’ve tried other things around him and it just doesn’t work. I seem to get screwed when I’m wearing IS as he doesn’t really want to come down on prices at all. With IG, things are better. He somehow believes that he’ll give me a deal on some things and get me back on others.

Then he proceeded to sell me what I wanted at a 60% discount from scrap value. Of course, it is an even larger discount from retail value. I like that.

As I’m running out of IG I need to grab myself the new test pack. I think IG is going to be my choice of pheromones for a while, it really seems to blend well with my personality.

amazing job reporting!

Again thanks, I skimmed through all your journal and I liked your observations

Yeah, I’m was curious to the extent of the mone influence in her or others in your posts. If you’re able to push your will on them and get them to do things, that they may normally not do…

Great reports, BTW! :smiley:

Just a note to subscribe to your journal :smiley:

Thanks guys!

I ran out of IG completely, and my paycheck comes in on Thursday so I’ll make a note to order some more for myself soon.

Yesterday I wore the last little bit of IG to work. I doubt it made a difference, or much of one, but I put myself in a bit of hot water with a comment I made offhand. No serious issues like a visit from HR or anything, but in hindsight I wasn’t acting very gentlemanly. Completely aside from the pheromones, I realized that I haven’t been acting like myself. I have let others control who I am and how I portray myself and that really isn’t right. I can’t really explain it very well, but in a sense I put on a mask to try and get along with others. The only problem is that the mask I put on doesn’t work in this current employment. That’s not me. I should dispense with the masks.

On to today!

Today was 30mcg of P83. I can’t say I noticed many effects from others. I did notice a few things on myself:

  1. When driving I wasn’t as observant as usual. This isn’t to say that I was a bad driver, but on two occasions I observed a car in my rear view mirror, then I kept driving, looked again in my rear view to find the car completely gone. Now this just means that a car cut in between us, but my mind was saying, “How the hell did that Kia just become a Benz?” Normally I notice when a car pops in behind me, so I think I’m going to avoid using much more p83 until I’m used to it in areas where I don’t have to drive.

  2. I wasn’t looking at people in their eyes as much. This may or may not be related to pheromones. It could just be a natural hormone/confidence swing.

  3. It was much easier to get things done during work, at least up until lunch.

I attribute numbers 1 and 3 to a mind quieting effect. I feel as though p83 either helped me concentrate on the project or allowed me to remove daydreaming from the equation. Perhaps it just prevented me from multitasking. I still had thoughts on the way in from work, but they were more focused and less scatterbrained. It was subtle, but I even made a mental note of this lack of multitasking at the time.

Yeah, we all do this at one time or another. It’s hard when you’re just trying to get along with people you don’t know so well. But you’re aware of it now, and have at least, a grasp on what may be discombobulating you in other aspects of your life. It kind of bleeds into other arenas - I found. Now, I’m strictly come as I am. Not everyone is going to like me, fact. I’m not going to like everyone. Fact. But my solution to the ‘getting along with everyone at work’ issue is to be courteous, civil and polite to everyone - within reason, I mean, don’t take abuse; then you will find those you DO like and are compatible with - but no-one can take you to task on manners.

I’m sure you’ve seen one of my posts and are thinking “Wtf? She’s a bitch, sometimes” lol. In the workplace, I have been known to turn around and walk away; sometimes with a hand over my mouth! :smiley: