Black Magic at the Coffee Shop, Weekly Journal

Well, we have had so much success at the coffee shop and this is I think the third Friday in a row that we have hit this particular place that I am dedicating a journal so future entries will go here. I am such a n00b posting a new topic for each event, so I guess I should really collect them in one place.

Tonight.. HOORAY! Bluebird is coming out. Considering the last time she made it, her tongue spend quite a bit of time in wifey’s ear, mouth, and other orifices… I am damn excited. She spent most of her time on my lap and purring while she and wifey went at it for my entertainment… Ah, I married an amazing creature..

Tonight I am wearing p83 and Spaceland. I have never tested p83 before.

Wifey is going to wear MX288 and Spaceland, since the Isntant Shine / Spaceland combo seems to really work for her. If I understand properly, MX288 is similar to Instant Shine, so we will see how that goes.

I might, just MIGHT take some TUTH to go. If things get hot and heavy again, it might be a good thing.

Also, there will be plenty of new hot girls from last week showing up tonight to talk about metaphysics and such.

Just for the record, wifey and I are not just looking for a partner to “screw.” We’re genuinely poly, in a roundabout way, in that we are really looking for a romantic relationship with a third. Preferably a younger female. We want someone we can take across Europe and share adventures with, and basically have the trip of a lifetime, and Bluebird is really getting a piece of our heart. She is self sufficient, logical, incredibly smart, and very goal oriented. She understands honor, integrity, and seems to be very trustworthy…

Only time will tell.

Ah, its good to be a sigil.tech at this particular moment.

I am thinking one spray of p83 to the neck, and all over with Spaceland. If things go right, I MAY pull out my TUTH to go and give myself a shot of that, but that’s only if the festivities start up again like they did a couple of weeks ago.

Sigh, Cupid is constantly striking me with arrows.

I don’t think envy is a strong enough work to describe my feelings right now. Go get 'em! :smiley:

Thanks! I am really looking forward to this evening. Bluebird just gave me a naughty sounding call to say she will be attending.. WOOP.

Success and world conquest!

Ah…if only I could coax my wife more out of her shell and convince her it is OKAY to be DIFFERENT! So worried about social norms…

I drink to your impending success!

Damn I love reading these posts!

Thanks. Actually, wifey is the one that coaxed me out of MY shell. She was my corrupter. I realized that, when I am at my deathbed looking back on my life, I would never say “I wish I had had less adventure, I wish that I had spent more time worrying about what other people think…”

I will have to write down the story one day of how she began my corruption. And by corruption, I mean simply that I learned to let go of fear of the unknown…

Snoopy, you crack me up, glad you find them entertaining.

We played around with playmates before pheromones, but I can tell you… There is such an element of fun now that is mixed with overwhelming confidence. We are a team, she and I.

Yes, please do! Getting my wife to stop fearing is really, really tough. She’s been burned a LOT (a couple times by me, Iwill admit I was rather stupid when we were dating)…another person’s point of view, especially from a different angle would be nice.

Well, for us it was a weird thing. Early on, we talked about it, about bringing in a female for fun. Then one night it kinda happened. I was cool with it, but weirded out.

During that same week, I had probably one of the worst weeks of my life. Just a ton of drama and bad stuff that was beyond our control. Then we brought in a playmate.

I was still a bit confused by it, but wifey fixed it. She knew that some drama from my extended family was really eating at me.

She took me to my favorite Japanese steak house and got me a kobe steak. She then bought me an expensive bottle of Sake. Now, I DO NOT AS A RULE drink. I just have no tolerance for it. But wifey was driving, and I was drunk off of a few sips.

At the end of the dinner, I thanked her for being a good wife, and she said the evening wasn’t over. She pulled up to an ATM and took out a few hundred bucks.

Next thing I know we are at the top, classiest strip club around here. I had never been in my entire life.

She bought me lap dance after lap dance, and we shared most of them… I was awkward, shy, and downright confused but having a great time.

The next day, we talked about it… Her thoughts we that we could go on any adventure, TOGETHER. She explained to me that we are a team, and that flesh is just flesh, and to be enjoyed.

This is really giving the short version, but I had to break a taboo. In my mind, to even look at another woman was a “Sin,” and so she just broke the taboo for me.

We don’t go to clubs like that hardly ever, but that one time kinda opened my mind. At the end of the night, she still loved me, I loved her.

I had to realize her that she stays with me not out of any obligation, but of her own free will, and vice versa. And to me, that’s true love, it must include free will. Without it, its just simply possession.

Anyway, I am not being elegant or eloquent in describing a spiritual night at the strip club, and there’s much more to the story, but that’s kinda the night that started it all.

Okay, off to the coffee shop to talk to pretty girls, and I am super excited Bluebird will be there… Wish me luck, and a prayer to Bacchus wouldn’t hurt.

That’s awesome…your wife thinks along the same lines that I do, and you used to think as my wife does. Much to think about…good luck with Bluebird!

Please clone your wife and ship her to me, please!!:roll_eyes:

Last night… Amazing, unexpected, and odd in some strange ways…

So, its me, wifey, MichealRRR and Heretic777 going to the coffee shop last night. Before leaving, here is what we sprayed…

I put on one shot of p83 to the neck and four shots of spaceland distributed on chest, wrists, neck.

I wanted to spray wifey with just spaceland and mx289… So I hit her on the chest with one shot of Spaceland, but I realized I had accidentally picked up the Bnol 100mcg bottle… So, she got one spray of that, three shots of spaceland on the inside forearm and chest.. Two shots of mx289, one to the hair and one to the chest…

We go to pick up our friends… Self effects were more noticeable when we arrived. I felt an exhilaration, and something strange happened… I became cool. I suddenly was a student of the mystical art of simply not giving a shit.

I dunno how to describe it other than I was seriously living in the moment. BE HERE NOW. I wasn’t living anywhere but the extreme moment, and it was lovely. I felt confidence, sexuality, and simple enjoyment that had no complexities. I was simply enjoying being me, with no expectations of the future. This is really a change for me, and it was empowering.

So we pick up MichealRRR and Heretic777 and drive to the coffee shop. In the parking lot, I pulled out my kit and asked them… “What is your mood like tonight, what would you like to accentuate?”

I had brought a few to go bottles. Each took one shot of P83 and MichealRRR took a shot of Instant Honesty and Heretic777 took a shot of Instant Openness.

We sat in the car a moment, and the car to me, was heady. The aroma definitely excited something in my brain.

I won’t bother to count or describe all the hits. Eye contact galore. Internally, I was just being in the moment, and I can’t speak for my friends but I was just existing. Eye contact, lots of hits in that regard during the whole night.

So we go set up in a corner table, we had some books with us and a few other objects designed to attract attention. And then we went to work the crowd.

There was a cute, thin black haired girl that MichealRRR was talking to. He introduced her to my wifey and then… Well, she came on to wifey. HARD.. Wifey says she has never had a girl come on to her that strong. I started taking pictures and she posed with wifey, and she made sexy faces at me. She then proceeded to tell the entire group, clearly, and straightforward, how much she likes playing with girls. I decided at this point to move elsewhere to let wifey and thin black haired girl time alone.

So I went over to violin girl. Violin girl is 18 and plays violin. I took a few pictures of her then showed them to her on the DSLR’s screen. I then flipped back to a few pictures of wifey. She looked into my eyes, all dreamy like and then says “You’re wife is really sexy.”

I told her “I know, you should tell her that, it would make her day. She thinks you’re cute, too.”

She was immediately shocked and surprised and smiled and blushing all at once. So I dared her to tell wifey how hot she is. “She has had a long day, I bet it would make her night.”

Instead of going to wifey, she hung around me and slammed out a ton of IOI. Placing butt right in my face while adjusting pants, eye contact, hugging, bending over, etc.

She had a cute pierced friend sitting on a couch adjacent to us who I was ignoring, but she was giving me the IOI, too. A camera is as good as a pheromone, lol.

So I asked her if I could take a picture, she said sure, and I asked for ID. She was confused but complied. “I don’t take pics if you don’t show ID.”

So she was 18, too… And then I asked the girls to sit next to one another. The next thing I know, they were french kissing for me and looking into the camera, and licking each other’s tongues, and it was as if they were shocked at their own actions, but they continued to do it.

After that, violin girl started asking more about wifey, and if wifey likes girls and such. I told her to go ask her herself.

Everyone was talkative to us. We hung around a bit, waiting for Bluebird to show up. People were going out if their way to talk to us. A mix of rejection and directing attention to other people help cast the spell.

we were about to leave when bluebird showed up. HOT. She was wearing an impossibly short skirt, high heels, a low cut top, and fetish wear. She was amazing. Cleavage everywhere.

She came over to me and kissed me hello. I stared into the cleavage. She started talking but I told her not to bother me, I was busy staring into her cleavage. She blushed, neck to chest, and told me to “Please continue, that’s what its there for.”

Wifey showed up and they kissed, deep, tongue kissing right there in front of the stage.

At this point, we had a pretty large crowd of hot girls in interesting clothing hanging around us. There were some hot girls not sitting with us but the IOI was super high.

Bluebird disappointed me somewhat. She has a boyfriend, apparently, who is a bit of a stick in the mud. I am proud of her, for the most part, because it didn’t impede her affection towards us until later in the evening. She was conflicted, and wanted to play, but he was being an ass. Anyway…

So we get in the car, and we decided to all take about a quater spritz of TUTH. I think this was a mistake, if our goal was an orgy. Somehow, back at the after party, things shifted.

Bluebird and her boy came back, as well as violin girl. There was some minor making out among the girls that was more greeting than sexual, but the tone of the room shifted… Bluebird’s boyfriend seemed to be upset at her making out with the girls, but played it nicely enough. Idiot. When two pretty girls want to kiss for your entertainment, you let it happen.

Bluebird kept making eye contact the whole night, almost a combination of pleading and apology. She really wanted to play, but boyfriend was being a sitck in the mud. Wifey invited her over for dinner Sunday, and she readily agreed and perked up, VERY happy.. The boyfriend bitched and told her she had promised to do something with him. She did not hide her disappointment.

Suddenly, everyone was talking about emotions.. Well, not everyone. Me, i was quiet the whole night, completely in the moment, feeling randy, and happy with everything. It was like nothing surprised me, I was living two seconds into the future.

Before long, violin girl and bluebird are competing, telling life sob stories, but standing, bending over, each competing for the spotlight with their stories and sexuality… It was subtle, and entertaining to see unfold…

Bluebird obviously uses her body as a way of manipulating others. Its not hard to figure out. So she started to talk to me about her cat that died, but the metaphor was obviously something more… She then held my hands, and looked deeply into my eyes, and started crying a little… She told me how the cat had been neglected, and left alone, no one to nurture it… Funny, considering we had kinda lost touch with Bluebird and to me, she was sharing hurt with me that she had felt left alone herself.

Boyfriend was irritated but as far as I was concerned, he was furniture. I stared deeply into her eyes as she told me the story. She really is beautiful. I admired the color, the emotion she was conveying, and I absorbed the moment. I just listened, and felt her hurt, and really connected emotionally… A whole year it had been, and we really had missed one another. I let myself go, deep into her eyes, sharing the hurt she felt at having been abandoned by us for a year. She was talking about the cat, but she was not trying to hide that she was speaking in code.

So I told her, “I missed you, too.”

She was taken aback. Tears filled her eyes, and she tried to smile. She doesn’t do this, not bluebird. She will never show you any emotion like this, she will never let her guard down and see her like this. She has told me in the past that it makes you weak… But here she was, holding my hands, talking to me about the hurt. Boyfriend grew agitated, because he was clearing his throat. My eyes did not leave hers… She leaned forward, pushed her boobs together and said “Look, I am trying to distract you with my cleavage, see?” I stared still into her eyes. She then shook her boobs, her eyes pleading to end this emotional discourse… “See? Boobs. Looks at the boobs.”

I stared into her eyes, allowing myself to feel her loneliness, her pain, her hurt, and the depth to which she is capable of feeling… I didn’t look at her boobs, just her pretty eyes.

“I like your eyes.”

She acted like I had smacked her. She didn’t know what to do, and she pulled away, smiling and still… I dunno.. This was a magical moment for both of us.

I then whispered to her.. “I like your mind.” I then gestured to boyfriend, as if, “Here, go to the big baby.”

She did, but there was discernible animosity between the two of them the rest of the night. She has told me boyfriend is just that, a toy, a boy for fun. Fortune favors the bold, and I wanted to know that I look upon her more as a pair of tits in a short skirt. I needed her to know I feel for her.

While this was going on, Violin girl was opening up to wifey and to michealrrr. Apparently she was very emotional too.

Before leaving, the young women competed again, but it was all good.

So, no orgy last night. The young women, however, are completely identified with the pack now.

There were so many hits, I can’t remember them all. I am still loopy. Wifey got lots of ff flirting in.

Ack.. So, observations, questions, you name it. Help me unravel this puzzle. :slight_smile:

Sounds like an amazing night. It also seems that even though you may not have gotten what you were expecting, you got quite a bit more than what you were expecting.

Laying a firm foundation to work from for the future.

Yeah. it was a good night. Next time I think I might just rock out some Spaceland and some IS at this venue. Either way, I am glad Bluebird is back in our life.

Tons of pretty girls… Probably gonna hit the venue again on Monday.