Experiment Day 1 Contunies:
Ok, I Back…to continue…I need to remind you…all those reaction I mentioned before was justfrom me opeing up the bottles and smelling them.. not from actually wearing them on me.
Now once I got dressed my best friend, Ms. H, returned my call, I told her about the pheromens I just recieved and how they affect me, she was very interested in my result and now wants to place her own order. (smile)
Now during this conversation, my doorbell rings. I look out my window to see who it is, a low and behold, it’s an old male friend, straight, who I have had my doubts on as far as his sexuality goes. So bam, I have my first test subject.
So, I tell Ms. H., what I am about to do, and I spray myself.
1 spray of Mystery Boy across my chest
1 spray of Turn Up The Heat on the back of my neck..
(Which after spraying onthe back of my neck, I rub some of the Turn Up The Heat onto both wrists and forearms.)
Then I answer my door, let my friend in, he’a around 26, black, in shape, and highly attractive and has 2 children and is mostly highly remember by the women around my way for what he is carrying behind his zipper.
So he comes and and we have some general conversation. He Starts off by asking me how have I been and what’s new in my life. Then he starts telling by what new in his, which was the fact that he now can drive legally because he has his license. I was like ok, thats wassup.
Now I wasn’t sure if the pheromones were working yet, I was sitting at my desk while he was sitting on my bed. So I walked over to him, and sat beside him and and talked more about his license. Which he pulled out and showed me to prove the point as if I didn’t believe him. I did notice however that I could not remember what I was talking about. (Mystery Boy Effects) I even said it out loud, like.. " damn, what did you just say?" “What was we talking about…ohh your license!” (smile) He just smile and repeat what he said.
One major point on his part was he never broke eye contact!! None! while speaking to me! (one way a gay man can tell if another man (what gay black men and straight black women call a D.L. Man: Meaning Down Low Man or Undercover Man, a man who lives his life in relationships with women, but secretly has sexually escapades that he does and will fullfill with another man but never admit that he is doing it)
A man who is attracted to another man while in publicwill not give you eye contact if interested. He while always break eye contact or look away so as to make it seem less noticable that he is staring.
And for this particular friend, I could never get that from him, which why I held him suspect of secretly being attracted to me.
Another thing I noticed with Mystery Boy, Kinda make you feel as if you just smoked so really good weed. (Smile) Very layed back back, I find everything interesting, yet funny and entertaining vibe. Yeap just like some good weed but without the munchies.
So we keep talking and he ask me, “So what’s good in your sex life? I now you got these men around here going crazy.” "And who did your line-up and haircut, look really good.)
Now I have known this man for maybe like 3 years now and he has never gave me a compliment on my beard and shape-up. Better yet, ask me about my sex life! (1st reaction to I would say Mystery Boy & Turn Up The Heat)
Now at this point the whole conversation went 100% sexual! He was competely fix on asking me about all types of gay related questions. And I answered every single one just as upfront and uncensored. (2nd effect of Turn Up The Heat I think on both of us) Then he asked me what did I think was more sexual, a man who shaves his private area or man who doesn’t? I responded with it doesn’t matter to me as long as the guy is clean hygene wise. Then he bluntly answered, “True, well I shave mines, not completely off just a nice trim.” I was like, “Ok?” with a I do really care type tone of voice. Then completely off guard, He said, "Look, you would know, like does this look ok or should I shave more off. Stood up from the bed, unzipped, and Bam! There it was on display for my judgement ( Turn Up The HEat is no joke!)
Now off guard by that, just say, “It Looks good to me.” with a sexy smile. He smiles back, his smile bigger then mines as if happy I approved of what I just saw, and simply zipped back up and sat back down, and started talking about some girl he has sex with the night before.
Now for him, the talking about his sexual exploits is sometuing we never ever have done before! With full eye contact. Now I think I could have taken this futher with him but was completely happy with the results my pheromones gave me. And the fact that I now know the rumor that he was working with an anaconda were actually true. (ohh he wasn’t sexually excited or erect when he did the little show. Just a out of nowhere Bam!!! Check this out)
We continue talking and then I get another knock at the door. Its my 2 male cousin, and their 2 girlfriends.
1 male is 21, his girl is 34 (Don’t ask, he likes older women) And she has 2 children ages 6 female and 12 male
1 male is 18, his girl is 18
So now I have 4 more adult test subjects. (smiles) Now the only one here who I can say I knew was sexually atrracted to me was the 18 girl, I mean before this pheromone experiment. See tells me on daily how if Only I was Straight,she be the first inline to go half on baby. When I say daily…daily! So when I walked do stairs to say hello, she saw me , ran up to me and hugged me, her normal, buthad that kinda glassy eyed look. The other female gave me hug to as if to compete with her’s saying who do she thinkshe is just hugging you like that. I come first before any chick and gets my hug. And then she says…Damn!! Why you looking all cute and sexy today, you got a hot date? Looking all edible like some … (what did she say)…ohh creme de la cocoa!
(I blame that comment on Turn Up The Heat) So we all started talking and that went on for about almost 10 minutes before I remembered I had a man in my bedroom.
(Mystery Boy I believe)
Went back upstairs but he said he had to go to pick up his pay check but would return after 7 pm. I said fine. Then he askme if I could walk to the KFC Resturant a block from my house becuase he was hungery but didn’t wanna go alone. I said sure and left…( Needed this to test my pheromones in public.)
Now KFC is 1 block from my home, during this walk his whole conversation with me was 100% still sexual. Very bluntly and without care of who might be listening. We even walked past a group of 3 females and he never once at em or even comment as he always does when he sees girls or speak, he just was focused fully explain to me his favorite positions, how long he can last in bed, how he sexually pleases himself when home alone. Very candid and open…(Made my mind think, what if ihad sprayed Instant Openness or Instant Honesty) And I don’t think even noticed people were walking past because he keep so much eye contact. ( I was loving that )
Once at the resturant and inside, there were 3 customer in line, two white males in their late 30’s and a black female in her early 20’s.
Didn’t get a reaction from the 2 males, but the female gave me look of like, ohh do I know you, but it instantly change to a nevermind, your not that important to remember look.
Now the cashier was a cute guy I always spoken to at this resturant but he never really say nothin back beside hi, and keep it moving. But when he noticed I was in line he perked up and smiled and even waved at me. (new reaction for him). When we got to the counter I spoke and said, Hey wassup! How have you been? and then I read his name tag and spoke his name. He responded and talked! (new reaction about his day and the job) At this point a female friend enters the resturant and notices me, calls out my, rusn up to me, witha big smile and a hug. (Women do tend ot hug me alot before pheromone, just now its always like a I haven’t seen you in 10 years best friend type hug) And I go outside to talk to her about whats new in her life.
Now what was routine today was the fact I do stay focused as far as on one particular person or conversation. Once again I am now talking to her and completely forgot and ignored the cashier and my male friend in the resturant.
After about 10 minutes with her talking, my male friend comes outside, ask me if i could walk him to the bus stop, and I do. I told the female callme, and walked off, she didnt seem to mind my bluntness or rude end of convo and said, fine I’ll call you.
While walking to the bus stop, my freiend tends me…Ohh that cashier is cool as hell. He hooked me up! He only charged like $2.00 for my food and it was normally like $10, but he said, it was only on the account that I was with you, and that you and him was boyz.
(Yet another effect! How we boyz when I can’t get anythng from but a hello, if you even reply back to me when I spaek to you. And I always speak to him, but don’t always reply back.. and now we boyz and you give my friend a $8.00 discount) Wow
Drop him off at the bustop, well I tryed to, but he asked me if I could sit with him a wait for the bus. I said sure plus a new testing ground.
Several people there mostly men, but no noticable looks or convo, none as a matter of fact. Intering thing did happen with my friend. we both sat on the bench I one end him on the other. while sitting he struck up a convo with one men he knew at the bus stop. But we’llthose 2 talked every 30 seconds or so he would look at me to make as if I was still there and inch a bit closer on the bench towards till finally we were sitting till our knees were touching Very much within my comfort zone but I like it.. but we were the only 2 on the whole bench that can set about 5 people.
Right before his bus comes he ask me for my number and explains tome that if he didn’thave to go so far to pick up his check he would just chilled over my house and spent the night. (wow! where did that come from! He has never wanted to spend a night at my house before! And for what reason! hmmm ..Smiles) Then he ask can he come by tomorrow and just spend the day with em and chill. I said sure you can. he said around what time? and said what good for you? he said 8 am. (wow kinda early there my dude) but I agreed not remembering i do work morning hours.) Bus came and he left. Ohh And I did give hime my phone number which he asked for!!!
All in all good experiences with him for day 1
Once home, you would have thought it was a surprise birthday party going on for me. Everyone was happy and chatting as iff they had been yet again smoking some treez.
Talking, Body contact, eye contact..all around go vibe but no sexual present or tension.
As the night rolls in they leave I get ready for bed, and bam doorbell rings.
A past ex, can’t say ex-boyfriend, more like a staight male friend with sexual benefits. Most beneficial on his end and not mines.
He like 28, black male, very aggressive and dominate, alpha male type, alway starting a fight and bragging about who he done beat up. And normally drunk. But it amazes me how when he’s drunk from partying at 1 am or 2 am he can always find my house and not his baby momma’s house, nor his own house, which isn’t but a 15 walk from my house.
My issues with him is, he only comes by mostly while intoxicated, then becausehe is, he is stumbling and fall over tables and breaking things I paid mad money for. Then wanna argue with me about how I better not be mad cause we can fight if its a problem. Then he’s humping on my leg after that and off he goes back home. Now we never really get anywhere sexually because he both aggressive which always starts out sexually heated but end in an all out fight. No lie! And then I’m replacing yet another lamp, or sofa, or tv, or …something…so his visit I am not even in the mood for, and its been like 5 months since our last session of who is gonna hump on who’s back rumble of drama.
He knocin but I open the door and go outside, safer this way. say what’s good and how have you been. He said “he is fine , but what this new come outside and say hello crap? What I can’t come in ya house now, oh it’s like that.”
I tell him if you act right and do strike a nerve you can come. he gives me thios dazed looked, then a up down look, and say ,“ok you got that, I can respect that”
And i let him in. Now for the first time ever he comes in and doesn’t argue, cuss, fight, break shit, nothing. Sits in one spot the whole night and just start confessing stuff to me about himself. Then he tells me the only reason he fights people is becuase he is scared of what people might think about hiim.
I was like well what do u think people are thinking. Then he said… nothing,c ause I’ll knock a brother, sister, or mother out. And starts laughin and gigglin.. (I think mystery boy is still working) Thene he says you know I love my girl right right? I’m think ahh if you did you wouldn’t be here, but i responded, “yeah I know” Then he say “but you… you gotta a brother turned out, you know this blaze” That’s why I always wanan get here and end up fighting you cause you scare me and want you me and you to be really cool, but I just don’t want everyone in my business. And i’m the jealous type dude, and I know you only sex dudes, so it makes me mad if I se you with another dude thats not me"
(now im lost atthis honesty yet drama…lol…but I listen because for the first time in the 11 years I known him he never opened up…and I was so amazed at the fact we weren’t fighting. so I believed him)
Then out of nowhere he says, " see you think I’m lying" then comes and sits besides me and kisses me. deeply. (All new for him!!) And thenhe staret apologizing for everythign he ever did to hurt me as far as dispectiing myhouse by coming by so late and drunk like he do, and fighting and arguing with me from 2 am til 6 am because he can’t figured out why he wants me sexually. Real Honest talk. Which actually lead to some tears.. which lead to me holding his hand…which lead to another kiss…and at taht point, best said he just gave in…was competely submissive to wahtever I wanted. And all we did after that was sit side by side, kissing with him resting his head on my shoulder and for about 20 minutes just looking into my eyes. ThenI decide it was best if he went home, he agreed, no arguing and left but gave ,e on last hug and kiss before he walk out my door. Then walk back in and said, See I acted right like you asked and respected your house. You know you got me Hooked. Then complimented me on my haircut and beard and shut my door and left.
We’ll see what evolves from this.
And this is the same man who not not kiss me for nothing becuase ohh, that is just so gay! But humping onmy leg is Hetro…lol..drama.
So to round of my first day on pheromone:
Mystery Boy 1x 1 Spray:
Self Effects:
just got finished smoking a blunt effect (Mind you, I don’t smoke!) and yet suffering from a hangover effect and off balance. Kind gives me that I’m a dumb Blond stereo Type.
Public Effect:
Everyone is happy, talkative, and need your assistance or opinion!
Ohh and did sprain my ankle today trippin over my own feet (lol) really messed foot up, swelling is going down tho.
Turn Up The Heat 1 spray:
Could of had 2 sexual encounter but controlled myself, but its nice to now That I could of had 2.
But tomorrow i will test just one pheromone …which is what I shoulds have done on my first day.