Hello everybody! Been hanging around for a while and I’ve gone through the noob stage of the game (or at least I’d like to think so). And since I was sent a bottle of MX423, it’s about time I started a journal. As of 8/29/2011, my collection consists of: IO, IS, IJ, A312 (Rev 26), TUTH, P83 (10 micrograms), and MX 423. I’ve gotten past all the sweet spot testing and phero-baptism, so I can get down to some real testing now.
EDIT: Oops I forgot to describe myself! I’m 21 and live in Southern California. I became interested in pheromones after splitting from a girlfriend a couple of years ago and wanted to gain an edge because I had a fair amount of anxiety just talking to women. And I’ve made progress since then, thanks to perseverance and A314 haha!
Mones: 3 drops of A314 along carotid, 2 sprays IJ to Adams Apple, two sprays IS to same place, 30 mcg P83 to inside of forearms along with 2 sprays IJ and 4 sprays IO as well.
Time: 7:30 PM to 1:00 AM
I decided to go to a well known spot where Cougars prowl on the weekends. That’s why I put on so much -none. I felt the self effects of all the Instants (IJ and it’s cockiness, IS for the exuberance, and IO making me chatty). A314 always gives me a slick confidence just under the surface. So I went up to the bar and got myself a margarita, scanning the room for possibilities. It was standing room only (as is usual here) so I found a quiet spot on the wall for a couple of minutes. Unfortunately, there were slim pickings. All the pretty ladies were either fully engaged in whatever was happening at their table or just passing through to get to the dinner area. I did see one younger woman eyeing me a few times, but I didn’t approach her because not only was she with a friend and waiting for a dinner table, but I was looking for Cougars that night. I know, I know, I should’ve sucked it up and gone for it anyways. Keep in mind that I had on a shit-ton of -none on me, so I hypothesize that she would’ve been freaked out and run like hell haha! The next hit was from a woman who asked me if I worked there. I had a margarita in my hand and wasn’t wearing clothing similar to the staff. AND she made it a point to tell me she was from Switzerland (twice, mind you, in a thirty second span). Then she just walked away after I told her I wasn’t a staff member. She did touch me on the shoulder, and seemed like she was just using the waiter remark as an excuse to talk to me, but I’m not 100% positive. Oh well. Sometimes weird things happen. Aside from that, no other noticeable events. Sure, women smiled back at me, some were checking me out, but those who did never presented an opportunity to approach. That and some weren’t very attractive. Not to say that makes them any less of a person or anything of the sort, but I’d rather have Demi Moore than Betty White.
And that’s about it. Noticeable results, but between my remaining anxiety and the circumstances, it was just me and Lefty at the end of the night. Oh, I did approach one pair of VERY good looking women, but they rejected me off the bat. Lied to me and said they were waiting for a friend after I asked if I could sit and chat with them. Later, I saw that they were talking to people throughout the night and the aforementioned seat remained occupied with their purses. Not to sound bitter, ladies, but just be honest. It makes us feel better and makes you look better, too.
Mones: 2 drops A314 to carotid, 1.5 sprays of IJ to Adams Apple. Later applied 4 sprays of IO to forearms.
Time: 9:30 AM for A314 and IJ. Approx. 11:30 AM for IO.
HOLY COW! Instant Jerk is quite effective! Not long after being around my mother, she became VERY irritable and provoking. She has a tendency to perceive herself as correct, so when I was perceived to be questioning her or making a rebuttal, she would throw a tantrum. As is usual, but today she was on a hair trigger. Later in the afternoon, after the IJ tapered off, she seemed to be less antagonizing. Additionally I wasn’t willing to concede in any arguments. I would continue to make her aware that I had heard her side, and though I never made accusations or plainly said she was wrong, I wouldn’t remove myself from the situation. The “normal” me usually acknowledges their viewpoint, but foregoes extending the conflict. Today I didn’t attempt to. I didn’t WANT to. And that’s why I LOOOVE Instant Jerk. It opens up the door to let me grasp my cajones and use them. Definitely my favorite product.
Mones: 4 drops A314 to carotid, 4 sprays IO to foreaarms.
Time: 9:30 AM
I usually don’t apply this much A314 (it’s normally 2 drops) but I was feeling gutsy today. I didn’t notice anyone feeling driven away or intimidated, but I certainly felt very business-like today. I had a low BS tolerance and just wanted to focus on one task and then move onto the next. Very efficient and no-nonsense. And a little talkative from the IO. felt very in control. Not confident, but that I knew what I was doing and unquestionably so. I became mildly irritated and frustrated when I wouldn’t be allowed to follow through with my actions, whatever they may have been. Nothing I becane angry or upset over. It just seemed very inconvenient. I can’t imagine what I’d be like after 5 drops.
Pheromones: 4 (intended to be 3 but one got out of the bottle before I could turn it upright) spread across forearms, 2 IS and IO to neck, and 1 IJ to neck.
Time: 10:30 AM for Instants, 11:00 AM for A314
Immediate mood and confidence boost form IJ/IS/IO in the morning. But I just didn’t feel like there was any depth to the mix/myself without the A314. I didn’t stand up straight or have direction. So I went to apply 3 drops but one accidentally escaped the bottle so I just ran with it. Not as business-like as yesterday, but I never ran out of energy today. This is most likely due to the addition of IS. I liked this mix a lot because I never lost that smirk I get with IS and IJ. Didn’t feel arrogant, but didn’t feel like a doormat. Not bouncing off the walls but never without energy. Not above everyone else but not giving any ground. Just very grounded and ready. And, as always, a little flirty. Only one solid hit today. At the market I made a humorous comment about how far away some items were at the salad bar to an older woman. Probably at least forty. She laughed and I said, “Who do they think I am? Mr. Fantastic? Well, not to say I’m NOT fantastic, but that’s beside the point”. She promptly responded, “I was going to say, ‘Don’t sell yourself short’!” I should’ve taken that and ran with it, but wasn’t in the mood. I had a list to get done.
Oh, I did get checked out by some high-school freshmen girls too. But that’s because I chuckled at two of them making faces at each other at the Chipotle we were waiting in line at. They must’ve noticed because afterwards, a few of them kept glancing at me. After smiling and looking them in the eye, they quickly averted my gaze. Sorry girls. California prosecutes statutory cases.
Hahaha yeah it may not be the most socially acceptable mone, but it really helps me open up. My mother has always been an alpha type, and I don’t want her always treating me as a child. So I finally moved out and am trying to show her that I’m not her child, but her son. A man. THE man. Independent and no longer in need of her. I’m not trying to be rid her, but become independent from her. I am to her as America is to Britain. Separated, but still friendly. Sometimes.
