P80 has definitely got some interesting effects on me. But it doesn’t seem to be “dark” at 10 mcg. It made me respond with more masculine centeredness, confidence, and I guess the word is “boisterousness”. I found myself feeling very confident and talking too loudly. It was as if I naturally expanded in masculine presence and all attention was on me… the wait staff looked at me while asking other people what they wanted, as if I was going to answer for them. I had to defer several times to those older than me out of courtesy, lest I have been the one the wait staff expected to do all the ordering.
I also found myself “hunting” with my eyes. Noticing people around me more… and especially the female people. Even more especially, their chests and butts. It was unusual because I don’t typically focus on and stare at these body parts like this… I like them, but this was ridiculous. I wasn’t even horny! My waitress at one point noticed me looking at her cleavage while she was bent over trying to speak louder for my grandfather and began covering up, and I began wondering what was with me, staring so blatantly. Beautiful cleavage, sure, but come on… there was no tact there until I realized what I was doing, and only when she covered up did it cross my mind.
Then there was the waitress with the great behind I kept staring at. Whew, what curves. Made me want to go ask her out.
So P80 is definitely masculine, and seems to be sexual, but didn’t make me sexually aroused. It did make me focus on stare at and want to pursue women for their curves. I also got the impression that I should have worn more to get the main effect.
It was me, my grandfather and my mother. The three of us normally have much more conversation than we did today. It was mostly no talking. That also caught my attention.